[00:00] Speaker 1: (instrumental music plays) Welcome, welcome, welcome, everyone, to Whiplash Talk. This is Sunshine, and it is going to be an incredible hour. Super excited about this show today. Really, I'm super excited about all the shows, but Rob, are you here?

[01:34] Speaker 2: Greetings and salutations from the Great White North.

[01:37] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[01:37] Speaker 2: Actually, it's not, it's not white anymore. We're finally getting into spring, so the, the-

[01:40] Speaker 1: You're finally thawing. Yeah.

[01:42] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[01:43] Speaker 1: Good deal. Good d-

[01:44] Speaker 2: I don't know why I live up here. (laughs)

[01:47] Speaker 1: Uh, no, no. Uh, right? Come, move down here. Hey, you know.

[01:50] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[01:50] Speaker 1: We have our own problems, but you know, at least you're still in the Americas, you know?

[01:54] Speaker 2: Yeah, exactly. No, it's, uh... And I think that we're gonna have, we're gonna have some, I don't know, I think winter's duality, it's gonna be going away in a few years. We're... Canada's gonna be tropical if we want it to be. (laughs)

[02:06] Speaker 1: That's right. That's true.

[02:08] Speaker 2: Yeah. With the golden dome technology in Greenland, it'll be tropical in Canada. We won't, we won't have these harsh winters and-

[02:15] Speaker 1: That's right.

[02:15] Speaker 2: ... unless we wanna go really fa- far north, but-

[02:18] Speaker 1: Right.

[02:18] Speaker 2: ... I think a lot of that... Like, dude, it's like who benefits from snow? Nobody, really.

[02:22] Speaker 1: Hmm, the, the rivers, but, you know, that's just all probably BS too. You know, that's where all of the water comes from, so that way our rivers have water that flow into the lakes that flow into the ocean, blah, blah, blah. But-

[02:33] Speaker 2: But if the, if the snow is frozen and not going into the rivers, then it doesn't help.

[02:39] Speaker 1: Well, then it feeds the glaciers.

[02:41] Speaker 2: Oh, okay.

[02:42] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[02:43] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[02:43] Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know. I do, I'm one of those weird ones that, um, I actually like, I like snow if I don't have to get out in it. But if I'm having to trudge to work every day, you know, and it's like, oh, trudging to work and trying to get through the snow, and especially when I lived in Alaska. That was, that was some serious snow up there, you know-

[03:02] Speaker 2: Oh, yeah. I know.

[03:02] Speaker 1: ... just below the Arctic Circle, so.

[03:04] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[03:05] Speaker 1: Um, you know, I'm, I'm not very tall, and it's like, wow, that's not a drift, and that's actual snow, and I'm (laughs) I can barely see.

[03:09] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[03:09] Speaker 1: So, um, you know, I'm, I'm not very tall, and it's like, wow, that's not a drift, and that's actual snow, and I'm (laughs) I can barely see.

[03:11] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[03:11] Speaker 1: So, I felt like, you know, when you see a, a, a, a dog or a cat or something jump off a patio into the backyard, and then they fall into the snow bank. It's like, oh. It's kinda how I felt there sometimes, so.

[03:21] Speaker 2: Yeah. And, no, you know what? It has its place in- time and place. It's just, I think that, um, you know, you might miss it too. I know, I have friends who, they, they, they moved to California from Canada. Well, they're actually from India, and they moved to Canada, and then they moved to California. They ended-

[03:36] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[03:36] Speaker 2: ... up coming back here because they, they missed the, th- the seasons. They, you know, they found it kind of like just-

[03:43] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[03:43] Speaker 2: ... you know, it's always the same. You know, there was like, the temperature's kind of always the same.

[03:47] Speaker 1: Right, right.

[03:48] Speaker 2: And they actually missed the seasons, and I, and I, it was funny 'cause when they were telling me this story, uh, I was walking down the street, and randomly, some other person started telling me the same thing. And I was like, "I just had friends tell me that." (laughs)

[03:59] Speaker 1: Synchronicities. Yeah.

[04:01] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[04:01] Speaker 1: Yeah. I do love the seasons. I know when I lived in Colorado, I had four beautiful seasons there.

[04:08] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[04:08] Speaker 1: It was wonderful. I mean, you know, you definitely had your leaves changing, and you definitely had your spring with life, you know, things coming back to life. It was, it was beautiful. So, so-

[04:19] Speaker 2: Yeah. I don't think I'd like the winter if it just wasn't so harsh, you know?

[04:22] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[04:22] Speaker 2: This one felt like a little bit long, so like, it's-

[04:24] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[04:25] Speaker 2: Even today, it was still, uh, below zero this morning, so.

[04:28] Speaker 1: Wow. Oh, so you mean-

[04:30] Speaker 2: Little crispy, little crispy on the motorcycle.

[04:32] Speaker 1: Yeah, I bet. So you mean HAARP might still be active?

[04:36] Speaker 2: Hmm, I don't know. (laughs)

[04:38] Speaker 1: (laughs) I don't know. I don't either. I don't either. That's kind of interesting, huh?

[04:42] Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah.

[04:43] Speaker 1: It, it, it'll be interesting how the weather does balance out once all of the, uh, manipulations are gone. It'll be beautiful. Because as we've been told, it's a water planet. Well, water freezes, so hm. What does that mean?

[04:55] Speaker 2: Yeah. What does, what does that cause the water planet to do, right? Like, what, what-

[04:58] Speaker 1: Exactly. Exactly.

[04:59] Speaker 2: ... what are the results of that?

[05:00] Speaker 1: Yeah, right? So, it's kind of funny. I, as we (laughs) , and the audience probably has figured this out by now that we just kinda get on and talk about, you know, what we're, what, what we're being led to talk about by source. And, and it's kind of funny because, um, I was, I was given a, a movie to watch by a friend, and it was the, uh, The Sandlot. You know?

[05:21] Speaker 2: Oh, nice.

[05:21] Speaker 1: And-

[05:21] Speaker 2: Yeah. I remem- that, that's a, that's a classic.

[05:23] Speaker 1: It's-

[05:23] Speaker 2: I haven't seen that since I was a kid.

[05:25] Speaker 1: Yeah, it was really good.

[05:26] Speaker 2: Is that the one where there are like, all the little kids, and they're on a baseball team or something?

[05:30] Speaker 1: Yep. The Beast. Yeah, yeah.

[05:32] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[05:32] Speaker 1: Yeah, and the Beast, the dog. Yeah. And, um, and so it was really, really good, and there were a lot of, there were a lot of things I got from it. But, um, the one thing that I have s- uh, that I have, uh, I guess, been programmed for (laughs) was, uh, fear. And, and fear doesn't always rear its head in like, oh, it's a snake, fear. You know?

[05:55] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[05:56] Speaker 1: It's not that kind of thing.

[05:57] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[05:57] Speaker 1: It's, um, so I did not purs-

[06:00] Speaker 2: Yeah, it can take on very subtle forms, right? Like-

[06:01] Speaker 1: It can take on very subtle forms. Yes. So, I didn't pursue a music career because of stage fright. Well-

[06:08] Speaker 2: Oh.

[06:08] Speaker 1: ... that's stage fright. That's not fear. Well, now that I'm older, oh, yeah, that was fear. So, can you hear Wei Wu in the background? She's meowing.

[06:15] Speaker 2: She's, she's saying, "It's okay to have fear. I, I need a high five." Yeah. (laughs)

[06:17] Speaker 1: "It's okay to have fear, Mama. We'll, we'll, we'll kick it in the butt."

[06:20] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[06:21] Speaker 1: So, don't fear the beast, Mom. Don't fear the beast.

[06:24] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[06:25] Speaker 1: (laughs) So, uh, it was really good because, uh, people have actually in, like, uh, church circles or, you know, prayer groups or whatever have even spoken that, probably reinforcing it over me, if you know what I mean.

[06:38] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[06:39] Speaker 1: And, um, and so it was really good because I have this sign on my desk w- every time when I'm doing the show, and I was kinda doing some quiet time right before the show and I opened my eyes and bright, big, bold letters, it says, "Be fearless." And I'm like, "Okay, I'm getting you. I'm getting you." So-

[06:54] Speaker 2: Oh, nice.

[06:55] Speaker 1: Yeah. It was awesome. It was awesome. And so to everybody out there, sometimes... I did this to a very close dear friend of mine. I don't have her name to share, but, um, she had her own radio show, so you guys can, you know, narrow it down to that at least. But I was talking to her and we don't talk very often, and I really cherish my time with her when we talk and we laugh and we giggle and we talk about growth and that kind of thing. And I had seen something as I was driving that, that broke my heart. And I wasn't gonna say anything, but it's kind of funny how, um, you can be manipulated and not even know it, and it came out and I could tell that it totally grieved her spirit. I could just tell that it... I'm like, "Oh, I'm so sorry that... I did not mean to share that." And we, we recovered, but it took a little while to recover.

[07:42] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[07:42] Speaker 1: Uh, and, and we kept talking and it made me realize, um, she and I and a couple of other friends have an agreement that, um, they, uh, uh, they had asked, you know, before you share something, you know, ask, ask if you can hold space. And I'm like, that's a really good thing to li- live by, especially now that we're all growing and changing and that we're shedding a lot of stuff. And, um, and so I want to tell the listeners that if we talk about anything on this show that might be a little too touchy for you, it's always gonna be recorded. It's always gonna be here. Come back and get it. But maybe, you know, maybe go turn your music on or something, because I don't want to trigger someone into something that is a struggle for them, but maybe we've already, we've already conquered, if that makes sense.

[08:34] Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah. No, it's-

[08:36] Speaker 1: So, so I-

[08:37] Speaker 2: ... it's, it's-

[08:37] Speaker 1: Go ahead.

[08:37] Speaker 2: It's tough. Like, you have to present and you don't always know, like, you know-

[08:40] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[08:40] Speaker 2: ... I've had that happen to me before and it's like-

[08:42] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[08:43] Speaker 2: ... oh, you don't realize who you're talking to and you don't... You know, sometimes we just don't have a filter and it's like, and we don't understand-

[08:48] Speaker 1: Yep. Mm-hmm.

[08:49] Speaker 2: Um, and I'm not saying that you have to walk on eggshells-

[08:51] Speaker 1: No.

[08:52] Speaker 2: ... or something like that, but I recently had, um, starting at my new job.

[08:56] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[08:57] Speaker 2: When, when I was chatting with, uh, I was in the truck with the, kind of like my supervisor, I guess, and-

[09:02] Speaker 1: Right.

[09:03] Speaker 2: ... and, you know, we were, he was just asking if I was married with kids and this and that, and I asked him as well.

[09:08] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[09:08] Speaker 2: And he said, "Oh, I'm a widower."

[09:11] Speaker 1: Oh.

[09:11] Speaker 2: A- and, you know, the old me would have been like, "Oh, like what happened or something?" You know?

[09:14] Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

[09:16] Speaker 2: And, and I, and like, I didn't say anything and I was like, and all I said was something like, it was like, "Oh," I'm like, "You don't hear that so often," you know? And he's like-

[09:24] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[09:25] Speaker 2: "Yeah." And I, and like, the curiosity-

[09:26] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[09:26] Speaker 2: ... in me obviously wanted to know or like-

[09:28] Speaker 1: Of course.

[09:28] Speaker 2: ... say something, but it's like, I, you know, I don't know when it happened, how long. He didn't mention, you know? It could've happened last week. Like, I don't know. I just started-

[09:36] Speaker 1: Right.

[09:36] Speaker 2: ... working there.

[09:36] Speaker 1: Right.

[09:37] Speaker 2: So I didn't say anything. Like, if he wants to share-

[09:39] Speaker 1: Exactly.

[09:40] Speaker 2: ... he wants to share. Uh, like, you know-

[09:42] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[09:42] Speaker 2: ... maybe he doesn't want to bring it up, but maybe-

[09:44] Speaker 1: Right.

[09:44] Speaker 2: ... you know, like, that's all. So... But it's-

[09:46] Speaker 1: Right.

[09:46] Speaker 2: ... it's being, like, consciously aware, like, you know, maybe I'll ask him some other time about... You know, or maybe he'll mention it to me, or maybe he doesn't wanna talk about it, you know. I don't know.

[09:54] Speaker 1: Or, or maybe, maybe he will wanna talk about it and he knows that you're a safe space because you didn't pry. You know, there's always all these different reasons for that. So, yeah.

[10:03] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[10:03] Speaker 1: It was really good. So-

[10:04] Speaker 2: Yeah. And I think people could sense that, right?

[10:06] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[10:06] Speaker 2: Like, 'cause even-

[10:07] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[10:07] Speaker 2: ... I had a friend who I, I did a garden video with, like a client/friend-

[10:11] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[10:11] Speaker 2: ... uh, who I did video with last, last year. And it's like, you never know who you're talking to, you know? And so we did the chat back and forth, you know, like, "Why don't we get together and just spitball some ideas?" And-

[10:21] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[10:21] Speaker 2: ... and like, I'm there for like five minutes and she's already like, just opening up. She's like, "I can tell you this stuff." She's like, "I just feel, feel like I can tell you anything." (laughs) I was like-

[10:28] Speaker 1: Wow. Yeah.

[10:29] Speaker 2: ... thank you, yeah.

[10:30] Speaker 1: Yeah, that happens to me too.

[10:31] Speaker 2: "You're right, you're right about that." Um-

[10:32] Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah.

[10:32] Speaker 2: "... there's nothing I haven't heard or experienced."

[10:35] Speaker 1: Right. (laughs) Right. Right. So true.

[10:37] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[10:38] Speaker 1: I, um, yeah. So it, it's fun, it's kind of funny that, um, you know, I, I'm, I'm making some shifts, I'm making some steps, I'm making some changes, and, and, um, it's interesting because those of us that are on the air now, there were many more and there were many more followers and, um... I know this sounds weird, but I'm g- I'm gonna bring this scripture up. There's a scripture that says, "Strike the shepherd and scatter the sheep." That's, that's my version of it, right?

[11:08] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[11:09] Speaker 1: And so Q wasn't struck, don't get me wrong, but he's no longer on the air. And so it's like there, there's no shepherd to follow, like, every Saturday, your Saturday is set aside for the Q shows, right?

[11:21] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[11:21] Speaker 1: And, and with that, um, now, it's interesting to see who, who is, who's in, who's out. Not out, but just not, not plugged in, not... You know, I used to get texts after every show, "Oh, your show was great. Loved it. Blah, blah, blah. Great show, sis." You know, things like that. And a lot of the people aren't listening anymore, and that's okay. That's fine.

[11:45] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[11:46] Speaker 1: I'm not, I'm not complaining about that. What I'm, the point I'm getting to is when, when you have to go within to do your own work, um, everybody does it differently. And so some people, some people go within, and they have, you know, they do their work, and they do the beautiful work, and some people still want to be able to touch base with home. (laughs) H- hey, let's, let's do baseball theme all day. So some people-

[12:14] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[12:14] Speaker 1: ... want to (laughs) some people want to touch base with home base.

[12:18] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[12:18] Speaker 1: And I think that's why we're still here, is because we're, we're like a home base for people. It's like, "Okay, okay. Sunshine, Whiplash Talk's still there."You know, we can touch base, we can touch our toe in the water. We've got a couple other shows that are really great that are going on too. And so, those shows are there for people to, "You know, I really had a rough week. I think I'm gonna tap in."

[12:38] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[12:38] Speaker 1: Tap in, you know, that kind of thing. So-

[12:41] Speaker 2: Yeah, I think there's a part of us too that likes to have that connection or that consistency. Um, you know, we are s- in some sa- in some ways, creatures of habit, especially as we're releasing the programs. And as you go into newer experiences, I know for myself, like, I still have, like, little, little, little things that I, I hang onto that-

[13:00] Speaker 1: Right.

[13:00] Speaker 2: ... you know, provide as comfort. If you're going through a lot of change, it's nice to have something familiar that you can kind of-

[13:05] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[13:05] Speaker 2: ... go back to. It's like, you know, um, whether you wanna call it nostalgia or maybe it's like the, uh, you know, the kid with the blankie. Like, it, you just-

[13:13] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[13:13] Speaker 2: ... it's your safe thing, you know?

[13:14] Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah.

[13:15] Speaker 2: And so, it's okay to have those things.

[13:16] Speaker 1: It is.

[13:17] Speaker 2: You should never ever judge yourself about them.

[13:19] Speaker 1: Mm-mm. Yeah.

[13:19] Speaker 2: And you are where you are, and so don't ever negate your current reality, um, against some, you know, idealized future. Um-

[13:27] Speaker 1: Absolutely.

[13:28] Speaker 2: That's the problem with a lot of stuff in the new age movement-

[13:30] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[13:30] Speaker 2: ... and religion. It's like, it demands perfection, and that's not what life's about. Life's about playing-

[13:35] Speaker 1: No.

[13:35] Speaker 2: ... it's about making mistakes, it's about, you know, trying things, um, and, and just experience, right? And-

[13:41] Speaker 1: Exactly.

[13:42] Speaker 2: ... and sometimes, that leads us to strange places, which was interesting on recent For the People Spaced Out Art- article, um, and it's the, and it made me think of all-

[13:51] Speaker 1: Man on fire this week. Sorry, go ahead.

[13:53] Speaker 2: Yeah. It made me think of all this, like, I, it, it kind of is something I needed to read, because I've had some pretty crazy experiences, and I always called them dark times, but they were just times.

[14:03] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[14:03] Speaker 2: They weren't dark times. They, you know, I, I liked (laughs) ... I remember I, I used to go to, I used to, at university, I studied soci- I switched to sociology.

[14:11] Speaker 1: Uh-huh.

[14:12] Speaker 2: And like, my teachers would ask me about, you know, 'cause I, I was very, always, always skipping class, like, all through high school and university too.

[14:19] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[14:19] Speaker 2: I just did whatever I needed to get by, you know?

[14:21] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[14:21] Speaker 2: I'd show up at exams and stuff like that. (laughs)

[14:23] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[14:24] Speaker 2: But one of the teachers was like, "You know, you were, you're always skipping." And I was like, "Well, this is sociology, so I prefer out in the field doing research?" You know? Like...

[14:33] Speaker 1: (laughs) that's so funny. Did they just laugh?

[14:36] Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah.

[14:36] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[14:36] Speaker 2: I always had some good logic behind what-

[14:38] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[14:38] Speaker 2: ... the things that I was doing. But, oh-

[14:40] Speaker 1: That's funny.

[14:40] Speaker 2: ... what I wanted to share, uh, 'cause you mentioned something about synchronicity earlier. I don't think-

[14:44] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[14:44] Speaker 2: ... I got a chance to share it last week, um, about resilient, being resilient.

[14:48] Speaker 1: Hold that thought, hold that thought.

[14:49] Speaker 2: Okay.

[14:50] Speaker 1: Um, you mentioned that it's not about being perfect. One of the, one of the lids off of my tea says, "The challenge is not to be perfect, it's to be whole."

[14:58] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[14:59] Speaker 1: So, anyway, go ahead.

[14:59] Speaker 2: Like, what is perfect? W- perfect would be-

[15:00] Speaker 1: What is per- what is perfect? Yeah.

[15:01] Speaker 2: You'd be a fucking mannequin. Mannequins are perfect.

[15:04] Speaker 1: (laughs) See-

[15:04] Speaker 2: 'Cause they don't do anything.

[15:06] Speaker 1: ... or you could, or you could say clone. But anyway, sorry, go ahead.

[15:07] Speaker 2: Yeah (laughs) .

[15:08] Speaker 1: (laughs) Sorry, go ahead.

[15:10] Speaker 2: A robot.

[15:10] Speaker 1: Okay. Robot. Okay, so your synchronicity, please.

[15:13] Speaker 2: So, I, I guess it was, I think, uh, I wanted to share last week, but we just didn't get around to it. I can't remember if it was either la- this week or last week. And, you know, I've g- been going through a new change, going to the new job and everything.

[15:24] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[15:25] Speaker 2: And, and that means that some of, some of the things that I was focusing on have to go on the back burner. And, and I, and I was walking (clears throat) just across to, to take the bus. And, uh, and, and I'm going through the parking lot and I'm kind of just, you know, looking around. And, and it's an empty parking lot, it's early in the morning. There's no (laughs) , there's not really anybody out and about. And, uh, I, and I'm like, "Am I giving up on my dreams? Like, am I on the right path? Am I giving up on my dreams?" And I kind of just stop there and take a deep breath.

[15:53] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[15:53] Speaker 2: And I look down, and s- there's, there's this white word. It's 3D printed, it turns out. It's a, like, in calligraphy, like handwriting, but it's 3D printed. And it's, so it's 3D and it's white and it's, you know, it's a decent size, and it says resilient. And so I picked it up-

[16:08] Speaker 1: Wow.

[16:08] Speaker 2: ... and I have it now. It's on my, now it's on my, uh, my shelf in my, in my office, but-

[16:13] Speaker 1: (laughs) I love that.

[16:14] Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah.

[16:15] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[16:15] Speaker 2: And I was like, I just started laughing. I was like, "Okay, yeah," like, you know, resilient. You bounce back, you, we, we keep going.

[16:21] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[16:21] Speaker 2: We, you know, find a different way. So it's not that I'm giving up on my dreams. It's just, this is a different direction than I thought I might wanna go, but it's a wonderful direction.

[16:30] Speaker 1: Right. And you never know, um, how that might open the door for you to meet somebody that actually needs your video, um-

[16:39] Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah.

[16:40] Speaker 1: ... editing talent. You never know. So, go ahead.

[16:42] Speaker 2: And you know what? The thing is, is that I'm, I'm be- I'm, I'm not super, so passionate about that anymore. Like, I, I would love to do s- you know, I, I have an idea for a full length feature film or a series that's specific to, to something that I wanna do. I even, you know, like we talked about, traveling around and doing like, a little documentary like that. But I don't just wanna do vid- video work for people, like clients and commercials or anything or whatever anymore. Or, or like, it's just, I, you know, and that's the tough part is like, when our passions, w- when they fizzle out to an end, you, it takes a while for, at least for me, it's like, am I just going through a phase? Do I not love this anymore?

[17:18] Speaker 2: Is it just a, you know, like-

[17:19] Speaker 1: Right.

[17:19] Speaker 2: ... sometimes it's just that, how do you under- you have, like t- how do you come to the understanding of what you're going through? Or is it something that I just don't wanna do anymore?

[17:26] Speaker 1: Right, right.

[17:27] Speaker 2: You know?

[17:28] Speaker 1: It was funny, at work, um, I've been really working on help me to see source in individuals, and not just male individuals, sources in everything that's alive, you know, animals, plants, you know, critters.

[17:40] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[17:41] Speaker 1: Female, male.

[17:42] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[17:42] Speaker 1: And, and I see it a lot a- at work, because that's where I'm interacting with the public the most.

[17:48] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[17:49] Speaker 1: And, uh, a lady came in and I was helping her, and she said that her husband has, uh, blonde hair, gray beard. And that she was looking for an extra large in something. And I said, "You know what? Uh, there's a sweater back here that, it's a quarter zip, it's a really nice quarter zip sweater." And I said, "The color in it is exquisite." And I said, "I'm wish- I was wishing that I had an extra large to buy it for, because I don't." And she goes, "Let me see it." And so, I, I pulled it out and she goes, "Oh my gosh, that's the perfect color." And she wanted it. And then she was there actually as kind of a, a travel assistant, caregiver for a gentleman that wanted to go shopping in the grocery store that was next to where I work.

[18:29] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[18:30] Speaker 1: And so she goes, "Oh, I need to go, I need to go get back in touch with him, but I, I want that sweater." So I, I said, "Okay."... so I hung it up and she didn't come back, so I put it back, uh, to stock and then she came in the next day... excuse me, and she says, "I was in here yesterday," and blah, blah, blah. I'm like, "Yeah, that was me." And she goes, "Yes, it was you." And, and so we had talked about how fun it would be to put on a girls' gala for, you know, like a holiday season for this area and I'm like, "That'd be so fun." I said, you know, "I wanna, I wanna be a part.

[18:58] Speaker 1: Let me help plan." And-

[19:00] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[19:00] Speaker 1: ... and, um, so anyway, sh- we talked about it again that day. She brought it up and she goes, "Let's, let's get together and plan that. I'm thinking like in November, let's just, let's just make it happen." I'm like, "I'm in."

[19:10] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[19:10] Speaker 1: And so immediately that night I came home and all of a sudden, and this is how it happens for me, all of a sudden I just, it just starts downloading and I just start typing it into the, the notes on my phone like, "Okay, you know, we need this package, we need that package, we need live auction, we need silent auction, we need these people and we need that. You know, w- this is what we would do and we need to come up with a theme." So it just, it just started clicking.

[19:33] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[19:33] Speaker 1: And so I typed it into my notes and then, uh, today she reached out to me and she goes, you know, "Let's get together for coffee and let's, let's, let's make this happen." And I'm like, "Okay, great." And then I said, "You know, I'm gonna send you my notes. They're really rough, they're not in stone. They can all be, you know, manipulated or changed or not manipulated, but changed or whatever."

[19:53] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[19:53] Speaker 1: I said, "I'm not tied to any of this." And I said, and then another idea came to me and I said, "But here's another option that we could do too and that would involve more of the community members to where they could be table hostesses of their own tables and blah, blah, blah, and they decorate them and then, you know, with their own, you know, china or dishes or glassware, whatever. And then that saves us on having to rent all of the utensils. All we do is rent tables and tablecloths and they take over from there. You know, tables and chairs and tablecloths. And then, you know, we get the restaurant to cater. Yeah, yeah, yeah." Anyway, so I sent all that to her, but it was like for some people it would be drudgery. For me it is, it's the highest and best excitement, so it just, it just, it, it, it exudes out of me. It's like I can't even type it fast enough.

[20:41] Speaker 2: Yeah, that's amazing.

[20:41] Speaker 1: And so that w- it was so fun. It was so fun. And so yeah, it looks like I'm gonna be planning a girls' gala here, so... pretty fun.

[20:48] Speaker 2: Oh, that's amazing.

[20:49] Speaker 1: I know.

[20:50] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[20:50] Speaker 1: But anyway, that was, that was definitely a source, a source, uh, energy there.

[20:55] Speaker 2: Yeah, well that's, that's the way it works too and, and-

[20:58] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[20:59] Speaker 2: ... it's, it's interesting 'cause even myself this week, you know, I was... I had an interesting week at work. (laughs) My first day I was supposed to go out solo. I blew up the pump on the truck and I was like-

[21:09] Speaker 1: (laughs) No. Oh, no.

[21:10] Speaker 2: ... "Oh my God, I'm getting fired. I'm getting fired. I can't believe this."

[21:12] Speaker 1: Oh, no, no.

[21:13] Speaker 2: And it was like a really bad day and the guy's like, "Don't worry about it," and, and he's like, "I, I cause way more damage and this and that." And, and you know, I was like, "Okay." And then the mechanic said, "Okay, well, we have the piece we sh- or we have the package to fix it. We should be able to get it back to you guys, you know, by tomorrow. We'll fix..."

[21:28] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[21:29] Speaker 2: "Not, not today, but we could get it probably tomorrow." And then the next day they say, "Okay, well, we're still waiting on the part." And the truck's been gone for a week now, so like-

[21:36] Speaker 1: No way.

[21:36] Speaker 2: ... production on that truck... and I just feel like, I'm like, "Oh my God." And (laughs) and my manager and boss, h- he's not the kind of guy, like, that really shows he's upset, but he's like smiling and then nodding and, you know, like, "Well, you know, it's, it's good. You know, we'll figure it, we'll figure it out, you know, it's just..." But like-

[21:51] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[21:51] Speaker 2: ... you could just tell like he's not happy, right?

[21:54] Speaker 1: Right.

[21:54] Speaker 2: And I'm just like, "Oh my God." I'm like, "I can't believe I, I'm, I'm still employed here. I'm still employed here." And so it was, it was like... but that was all mental mind energy. It's like, but at the end of the day-

[22:02] Speaker 1: Oh, yeah. Yeah.

[22:03] Speaker 2: ... at the end of the day, even if I did get fired, whatever, I would... it's not my fault. It was like... I can, I could go on and on about, you know, it was, it was my mistake but wasn't my fault.

[22:11] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[22:12] Speaker 2: Improper training. I'd been on three trucks, I hadn't been on that one since like the first week I was on and I just didn't know.

[22:17] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[22:17] Speaker 2: And, and I asked the guy, the guy who trained me is no longer there.

[22:21] Speaker 1: Hm. Hmm.

[22:21] Speaker 2: So I asked somebody else and they're like, "I don't know." And I was like, "Okay, well, I guess we're gonna find out the hard way." (laughs)

[22:27] Speaker 1: Wow.

[22:27] Speaker 2: Which we did. Um-

[22:28] Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah.

[22:29] Speaker 2: But, so, but like, like the g- uh, the gentleman I was working with that day said, you know, he's like, "Well..." And I was like, "Well, there's no manual on how to do this and the person I asked doesn't know, so like, I see it as an opportunity. I can create the manual-"

[22:42] Speaker 1: Exactly.

[22:43] Speaker 2: "... and the, the training for this." Like-

[22:43] Speaker 1: Exactly.

[22:43] Speaker 2: ... 'cause it doesn't exist, right?

[22:45] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[22:45] Speaker 2: Otherwise I would have followed it. But, um-

[22:47] Speaker 1: Right.

[22:48] Speaker 2: ... but to be in that, that, that mental head space of feeling like, you know, guilty of something-

[22:52] Speaker 1: I hate that.

[22:53] Speaker 2: ... or that I'm gonna get fired.

[22:53] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[22:54] Speaker 2: And then, and it was a very, uh, like physically demanding week, but you know, it's like I kept reminding myself that like there is no other place I'd rather be. Like la- yesterday I was like, it was a little bit of an easier day and I took my time and I didn't have to rush and I was working with another person and, um, and I was just in there fertilizing trees in this beautiful backyard and they're, they're like tickling me as I walk through them and they're flowering-

[23:18] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[23:18] Speaker 2: ... and it's like, I'm like, "This is a scene from a movie." Like I'm just in, in somebody's paradise that they built with these beautiful trees-

[23:24] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[23:25] Speaker 2: ... and, you know-

[23:25] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[23:25] Speaker 2: ... the pear trees and the magnolias, they're all flowering.

[23:27] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm. Pretty.

[23:27] Speaker 2: I was like, "This is the perfect moment." I'm like, "I can't even believe I'm getting paid to do this." (laughs) You know?

[23:32] Speaker 1: Right. Yeah. How beautiful.

[23:33] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[23:34] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[23:35] Speaker 2: And so it's not always-

[23:36] Speaker 1: That's good.

[23:36] Speaker 2: ... it's not always, uh, sunshine and rainbows to (laughs) pardon the pun.

[23:39] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[23:40] Speaker 2: Um, but, but that's-

[23:41] Speaker 1: You're the rainbow. I'm, I'm keeping the sunshine. (laughs)

[23:43] Speaker 2: Yeah, but that's what I ask myself is like, what I say is that there's no other place I'd rather be.

[23:48] Speaker 1: Right.

[23:48] Speaker 2: And so if you are doing something and there's somewhere else that you'd r- that you'd rather be doing or somewhere else you'd rather be, then go do that or go be that. Or go be there.

[23:58] Speaker 1: Exactly. Exactly.

[23:58] Speaker 2: And then sometimes that's... but it's so difficult because, you know, like you talked about, um, and have mentioned many times about leaving your corporate job, leaving the safety of-

[24:07] Speaker 1: Whew.

[24:07] Speaker 2: ... what you know, leaving the safety of a massive paycheck and all that stuff, right?

[24:11] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[24:11] Speaker 2: Like...

[24:11] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[24:12] Speaker 2: Um, so but, but it's, it feels right and it feels-

[24:16] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[24:16] Speaker 2: ... and it feels good and it's just for right now. That's what we have to realize too is that nothing's forever, you know?

[24:22] Speaker 1: No.

[24:22] Speaker 2: Like just, if you could just be present where you are.

[24:24] Speaker 1: Except for us. We're forever.

[24:26] Speaker 2: Y- yeah. Yeah, exactly.

[24:28] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[24:28] Speaker 2: But the experience... and that, that, that circles back to what I was saying about, you know, like it, it's tough like when you go through... when you have to let go of something like that, like you... am I making the right decision? How, how do I tell if I'm... you know, maybe not everybody's, uh, has as, a tough a time with it as I do, but it's like, how do you know if you're following your heart or your mind? Because it's very, very tricky sometimes that, that fine line, i- in between-

[24:52] Speaker 1: Right.

[24:52] Speaker 2: ... light and darkness, is, is, is it my, following my heart or is it following, you know, logic and mind steps, you know?

[24:58] Speaker 1: Right, right. And I think, I think part of that too, adding to that, is okay, so what if you do make a decision that was not the highest and best decision? It's okay, you're not, you're not tied there. You can leave.

[25:11] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[25:11] Speaker 1: W- when you do, when you do find your highest and best excitement, then you'll know and then you'll like, okay, then you'll give your proper notice and you move on and, and unlike Sunshine that didn't give her proper notice because she'd had enough, but you know, don't do what Sunshine does, as I always say.

[25:27] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[25:28] Speaker 1: So (laughs) um, yeah. So there's a, there's a website that has helped me and kind of like what we're talking about, just kind of, you know, who are we, what are we? Um, you know, what is, what is plasma and living light and you know, what i- what is all that? And-

[25:44] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[25:45] Speaker 1: ... there's a website, I won't say whose it is, but there's a website called consciousgateway.com.

[25:50] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[25:51] Speaker 1: And it's an amazing resource for people that just kinda wanna tap in and just kind of know a little bit more about, um, like living light, frequency, and source energy. Um, it's, uh, some of it, they've pulled information from forthepeople.space.

[26:08] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[26:09] Speaker 1: And, um, uh, there's some quotes in there from Asha and, and it's just a really good resource for people to be able to get in there and, um, you know, what are star gates and portals? Sometimes we talk about things that we, we don't have time to go in and explain or maybe you d- you, you know what they are and you kinda know what they are, but you don't really know what they are.

[26:32] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[26:32] Speaker 1: You know, what's the military? What's the secret context of all this? And you know, all of that stuff. And I think now on, on Whiplash Talk, it's a good time to point out this website that is just a tool. You know, you can go in, it talks about Lightship Healing Technology-

[26:48] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[26:48] Speaker 1: ... with Ron Amitron. It talks about s-

[26:51] Speaker 2: He's my favorite. (laughs)

[26:52] Speaker 1: Yeah. He, we can't tell. And then it talks about-

[26:55] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[26:55] Speaker 1: ... (laughs) technology advancements and technology updates and that kind of thing. So, um, it's a good resource. It's not one that's like it's not a real, um, interactive like okay, the person on the other end is going to answer all of your thousands of emails or anything like that. Um, I don't know. I've never emailed them. But the information, the data there really resonates as, uh, solid. So, that's just a tool I want people to be able to get into. It talks about like everything and just a little bit about it, it says light frequency, energy, intelligence, wisdom, peace, neutrality, vibration, spirit... All these qualities are what some refer to as source, divine energy, all that is, et cetera. Everything we discover is an aspect of our own spirit, source, existence. The infinite, immeasurable, unfathomable, boundless, cosmic phenomena of existence and everything in it has always exist, and a little ed, existed.

[28:00] Speaker 1: This unimaginable marvel prevails outside of the scope of the human mind, ha ha, mind energy-

[28:07] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[28:07] Speaker 1: ... hence the need for measurements, beginnings, and endings which don't necessarily exist at all. Which we've talked about a lot on here about, you know, our self-created animation systems.

[28:19] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[28:19] Speaker 1: Perimeters and bounds are just part of the theater of planet Earth as we know it for an experience in limitation. And going from that, I kick it back to forthepeople.space when it was talking about how, um, a capital TH, won't say the word, um, entity was the one that was the creator of all of the... How do I word this? Um, holo deck. I'm just gonna say holo deck. All of the, all of the things that were running on holo decks.

[28:53] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[28:53] Speaker 1: So you come to Earth, you want an experience and so, uh, there was really no duality, so this particular, uh, entity created the duality that we all now face, and then it's become really twisted. S-

[29:07] Speaker 2: And, and we've become-

[29:08] Speaker 1: Go ahead.

[29:08] Speaker 2: ... trapped in it.

[29:09] Speaker 1: We become trapped because you now believe it because you don't know how to go and turn the program off.

[29:13] Speaker 2: Yeah. Um, you know what's, uh-

[29:15] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[29:15] Speaker 2: I forget what song it was. I always loved it. Was it Matthew Goodband, Apparitions?

[29:20] Speaker 1: Maybe.

[29:21] Speaker 2: Remember that one? And he says, "We're stuck inside our own machine."

[29:24] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[29:25] Speaker 2: App? Yeah, yeah. And so-

[29:25] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[29:25] Speaker 2: ... that made me think about that. Like we're all kind of stuck inside our own mind matrix because it's-

[29:30] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[29:30] Speaker 2: ... it's all, it's unique to us and our ancestry and our DNA and our-

[29:34] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[29:34] Speaker 2: ... you know, all the genetic cellular memory of all of our ancestors, so we're all kind of experiencing a different reality or somebody else's reality, the reality that we inherited from, you know (laughs) -

[29:45] Speaker 1: Or that we've been imported, we've been coded to.

[29:47] Speaker 2: ... our parents and the people that came before us. But that-

[29:48] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[29:48] Speaker 2: ... you know, the, that's the thing is that it's just so... It's not that it's not... And, and that's the thing that I think a lot of people get confused about the truth movement. It's like, well, how is your truth truthier than mine? I don't care what... You know, if you see the, people see different, you know, have colorblindness so it's like, what I perceive as red, you might perceive as pink or whatever.

[30:07] Speaker 2: So it's like-

[30:07] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[30:07] Speaker 2: ... but that's your truth. I can't tell you what your truth is. You know, I don't see li- life through your eyes so it's like, how do I... So everybody has their own unique version, perspective, um, inputs, um, you know, and, and, and creative imagination in- into things, right?

[30:25] Speaker 1: I, I agree. It continues to go on. This is gonna kinda answer maybe or give a little more insight to what you were just saying. It says here, own spirit contains all. So remember, you, you, you came here. You are on your self-created animation system. You, you're running this program. And then it says all information, deeper truths, answers to the unknown, infinite potential reside within each spirit from source. Not, not...... all, like, it's not, like, in Source. It's like, each spirit is different. You have your own unique identity, your own program that you're running.

[31:02] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[31:02] Speaker 1: And it says, "Just as it has for the genius inventors, sages, leaders, teachers, and artists of this world, Nikola Tesla had access to his own spirit's intelligence, which is light from Source Energy, where all information is available. It's there for us. If we wish to interact with Source, our spirit's intelligence, we must go through our own spirit."

[31:26] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[31:27] Speaker 1: And so, it says, "You have a spirit inside of your body exactly for this purpose. There is nothing outside of you more powerful than your own spirit. Your spirit is your whole world/universe. Your spirit is Source. It creates everything, yet the dogma of this adventure reverses this intrinsic truth, forbids and forebodes connection with your own spirit, forcing people to go through the pedophile priests and false prophets who keep humanity in the dark. That's all about to change, opening doors to the infinite once again." And that's from Asha with forthepeople.space.

[32:08] Speaker 1: So with all of that to say, this is a really good, uh, uh, touch home, you know, come sliding into home base website-

[32:16] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[32:16] Speaker 1: ... just to kind of get back to, okay, that's right, I'm the one that's in charge. So if I'm the one that's in charge and I don't like what this program is running, then I can address that through my heart source, through my highest and best excitement, my spirit, my whatever you want to resonate with to understand to get out of your mind and flow through your heart. Then that, that is where we change the program, and everybody goes through it differently. Um, you know, Q sat on the sofa for a year, you know. Mermaid, Mermaid had a different experience. Uh, we've heard about Shane's experience. So there are different, different ways that people go through things. But don't try to compare yourself to others. Just do your own work.

[33:04] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[33:04] Speaker 1: Do your own work. I have to tell you something really cool.

[33:07] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[33:07] Speaker 1: The sun is coming through a s- uh, skylight right now, and it's going through a round circle that I have kind of pushed into the corner. It's, uh, like if I'm doing a, a video, you know, those circle light things for whatever.

[33:18] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[33:18] Speaker 1: Anyway, it's going through that, but it's on the corner. So I've got this beautiful heart right in the corner of my wall right now, because it's bent.

[33:25] Speaker 2: Awesome.

[33:25] Speaker 1: Yeah, it's really cool. (laughs) So anyway-

[33:28] Speaker 2: I love them. I love when stuff ha- stuff like that happens. I had, uh, the s-

[33:31] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[33:31] Speaker 2: ... same thing, well, similar, like, same scenario but a different object, but I was walking down the street-

[33:37] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[33:37] Speaker 2: ... and I s- you know, like, they had this waste bin or whatever, and somebody's, they were doing renovations-

[33:42] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[33:42] Speaker 2: ... so they had this, like, big bin. And, and I was like, "Oh, somebody drew a heart on the bin-"

[33:47] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[33:47] Speaker 2: "... with black marker." And I was like, "That's hilarious. Why would somebody draw a heart on this waste bin?"

[33:51] Speaker 1: Right.

[33:51] Speaker 2: But then as I got closer, it was just the shadow from the sun, and it was like a hook on, like a handle on the side of the bin. It was just, you know, like a U-

[33:58] Speaker 1: Oh, that is so cool.

[34:00] Speaker 2: ... yeah, a U-shaped hook-

[34:01] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[34:01] Speaker 2: ... or whatever, on, uh, on the side of the bin, and the way the sun was hitting it, it made a heart shape on the, on the bin. It was cool.

[34:05] Speaker 1: (laughs) That's so cool.

[34:08] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[34:08] Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah. So I guess, I guess when people are doing their, their inner work, um, you know, don't be afraid, because, um, you know, one of the commands I've said on here before is, um, pfff, how do I get into it? Um, uh, galore, galore, I have everything I desire and need and more.

[34:33] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[34:33] Speaker 1: And I say it three times. Galore, galore, I have everything I desire and need and more. And third time. And then, um, I am the consciousness and I am the energy that created everything. And I say it three times. And then I say, "I am the consciousness and I am the energy in everything." Three times. And then, "I am Source." Three times. And for me to do that, that helps me take s- i- it's so easy in, in this Earth suit to think that you are the ego and that you are the flesh.

[35:20] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[35:21] Speaker 1: When you're not. You're a brave Source light column (laughs) being of light that wanted to come down here and play, and then you ended up staying and you didn't realize that you were being programmed, and, um, now it's time. Now it's time to fight back, fight back, get, get yourself back, and, and get back to who you are and what you're here for and, and help elevate the consciousness, and let's help save planet Earth. So that's where I'm at.

[35:57] Speaker 2: Nice, nice. I, and it's, it's, it's true, and that's, you know, you said about going within, and it's very, very easy to... And, and I had an experience this week where I went down to the water and, um-

[36:08] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[36:09] Speaker 2: ... just sat by the... I, I didn't get to go for a swim 'cause it was a little wavy and cloudy, and I was like, "Eh, not looking appetizing."

[36:15] Speaker 1: Right. (laughs)

[36:15] Speaker 2: But there was this massive, massive, like, it was like a, way thicker than a two by four, it was probably like an, like, eight inches wide and a massive plank, like, 16 feet long. I don't know if it washed up on shore-

[36:27] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[36:27] Speaker 2: ... and somebody jammed it into the rocks. But what it made me think of was the Bible passage, like, um, you know, why, why worry about the speck in your brother's eye when you have a plank in your own?

[36:36] Speaker 1: Yes. (laughs)

[36:37] Speaker 2: And so it made me realize-

[36:39] Speaker 1: Yes, mm-hmm.

[36:40] Speaker 2: ... th- that takes on such a subtle form, like even, it's so simple to, like, put our energies outside of ourselves and be like, "Well, this person should be doing this," or, you know, "They should be like that." But it's like, well, what can I be doing right now? 'Cause that's-

[36:51] Speaker 1: Right.

[36:51] Speaker 2: ... just going outside of yourself. You're just distracting yourself with something or someone that, unless somebody asks for your help-... just stay out of it, stay in your element.

[36:58] Speaker 1: Exactly. Yeah, that's really good. That's really good.

[37:00] Speaker 2: And it's, it's easy with the... especially with family or friends, you know?

[37:04] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

[37:04] Speaker 2: Or, or, you know, like, even just for a little example, like, um, at the... uh, I work in being, you know, the new guy, and then somebody else that... in my division showing me something and it... and it's like he's doing it incorrectly from the way my boss taught me.

[37:18] Speaker 1: Right.

[37:18] Speaker 2: And it's like, you know, and I'm in mind energy about it, and I was like, "Well, like, should I..." Uh, I'm like, "He's not doing it right. Should I, you know, mention this to the... to my boss?" And I was like, "That's not my place." Like, it's totally- (laughs)

[37:28] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm. No.

[37:28] Speaker 2: (laughs) ... totally not. I was like, "I don't... I don't care." Like, why would... Like, it's not up to me. Uh, I don't run the divi- it's not even remotely my, my job to do that. So I was like, "I'll just..." It, it just doesn't matter to me. I, I... (laughs) You know what I mean? Like, it's time to go for lunch. Like, I don't care.

[37:43] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[37:43] Speaker 2: Like, it's up to him to, you know, know if he's doing his job correctly, right?

[37:48] Speaker 1: Right. As long as it's not a safety, like, you know, life and death thing, absolutely. You know? I mean, like if it is, then you go back to him.

[37:53] Speaker 2: No, and yeah, it totally wasn't. Yeah, I agree with that.

[37:54] Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah. Yeah.

[37:54] Speaker 2: You know? If it was something that was dangerous, I would mention it. But it was just like-

[37:58] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[37:58] Speaker 2: ... what the, the, the way he was... you know, the way I was explained to do the job-

[38:01] Speaker 1: Right.

[38:01] Speaker 2: ... and, you know, the, the... I guess you'd say the procedures, he wasn't following them. And it wasn't dangerous or anything.

[38:06] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

[38:06] Speaker 2: But it was just like, "Well, he's not doing it right," and-

[38:09] Speaker 1: Right.

[38:09] Speaker 2: ... I don't know, I'm sure... 'Cause I got in trouble for not... for doing what he was doing, so it's like, you know, I'm... that's the only reason I know. (laughs)

[38:14] Speaker 1: Right, right. Same. Yeah, and I have procedures at, at my, my job that I have too.

[38:19] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[38:19] Speaker 1: And same has happened, and I've said that that is not the way I was trained to do it, and they're like, "Oh, yeah, but this is the way that we all do it." And I'm like, "Okay, well, thank you," and I keep doing it the way I was trained to do it because, you know, eventually it'll come back and all of that. So, um, yeah, it's interesting because I tend to want to help people, and so I've had to really work on, um, when somebody comes to me, I have to be careful not to... and that's something I've been working on, like, just by myself right now with source. It's like, please help me be a great resource for people.

[39:02] Speaker 1: I don't want to tell people, like on the show, I don't want to tell people, "This is how you do it."

[39:06] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[39:06] Speaker 1: "This is, this is, this is the only way to do it. This is what I do, and you need to do it this way." That is not what I wanna be. And so, on the radio, I've tried to be really, really careful to say, uh, "Don't do what Sunshine does." (laughs)

[39:18] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[39:18] Speaker 1: You know, you go within. You go within and figure out what source has for you, because maybe your road isn't gonna be as tough as mine. Mine, mine's, mine has not been rainbows and lollipops and unicorns. It's... (laughs) And it's still ongoing. It's still-

[39:33] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[39:33] Speaker 1: It's still a... it's still ongoing. But, um...

[39:38] Speaker 2: There is no there. That's what the... everybody... you know, that's-

[39:40] Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah.

[39:41] Speaker 2: If, if, like if you think creation is infinite, like everybody just thinks like, you know, you... Okay, well, you ever have something that you just thought was gonna change your life, and then it's like, okay, well, what's next? Like, there's tomorrow, you know?

[39:53] Speaker 1: Yeah. Right.

[39:53] Speaker 2: (laughs) The, the, the novelty of your big day soon wears off, you know? You won the championship. Okay, well, today, what are you doing today, you know? Like, you can only-

[40:00] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[40:00] Speaker 2: ... rest on your past laurels for so long. So, there's no-

[40:04] Speaker 1: Right.

[40:04] Speaker 2: ... you know, like we have to realize that we're always... I, I liked this thing I read the other day, and it was not... and I think I mentioned it a few weeks ago, but it was that not... like, you know, we talk about, yeah, we are the creators, but-

[40:15] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[40:15] Speaker 2: ... it's like it... one step beyond that, we're not just creators, we are creation. And it's-

[40:20] Speaker 1: Yeah, good.

[40:21] Speaker 2: ... we're always creating. People don't realize that.

[40:22] Speaker 1: Good.

[40:22] Speaker 2: We're being, we're b- beings of light being flicked on and off at an incredible rate. It's just we look solid to, to-

[40:28] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[40:29] Speaker 2: ... to our eyes because the w- (laughs) and the way our eyes are designed. And I use-

[40:32] Speaker 1: Right.

[40:32] Speaker 2: ... the example of I have a LED light bulb and-

[40:36] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[40:36] Speaker 2: ... and one... and I... and it's like you... it looks like it's on. But if you put a 250 frame per second, um, slow motion video camera on it and then play it back, it's flicking.

[40:47] Speaker 1: Wow, that's pretty cool.

[40:48] Speaker 2: But our, our lu- but our, our visual, you know, like whatever you wanna call it, like our visual cortex or whatever, our eyeball-

[40:54] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[40:54] Speaker 2: ... perceives that light as being on, but if you slow it down, it's being flicked on and off, and that's the same thing with us. But how do you explain that to people, right?

[41:01] Speaker 1: So good.

[41:02] Speaker 2: So, we, we're not... we, we are creators, but we're actually creation. We're, we're, we're creation of every moment. Every moment's-

[41:07] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[41:07] Speaker 2: ... a creation. Even when you're just sitting there staring at the ceiling in your bed-

[41:10] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[41:10] Speaker 2: ... you're creating.

[41:11] Speaker 1: Excuse me. (coughs) Pardon me. Yeah, that's really good. I, um, I wanna tell everybody to get a pen and a piece of paper 'cause they're gonna want, they're gonna want something that I'm gonna deliver to them pretty soon.

[41:22] Speaker 2: Oh, are we having a quiz?

[41:24] Speaker 1: It's not even a quiz. It's just-

[41:25] Speaker 2: Ah.

[41:25] Speaker 1: It's just a, it's just a, a happy thing.

[41:28] Speaker 2: Oh, okay.

[41:29] Speaker 1: Even better. No quiz.

[41:31] Speaker 2: If you're happy and you know it, clap your hands. Talk about mind control, hey? Just kidding.

[41:35] Speaker 1: (laughs) Right? I just did it.

[41:37] Speaker 2: If you're a programmed puppet, clap your hands.

[41:40] Speaker 1: I'm not doing it.

[41:41] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[41:42] Speaker 1: (laughs) Oh my gosh, that's hilarious.

[41:45] Speaker 2: Oh, it's like we've got marionette strings on us our whole lives.

[41:48] Speaker 1: I know. I know. I'm cutting those MOFOS. (laughs) I'm not gonna say it.

[41:52] Speaker 2: Cutting the cords, literally.

[41:53] Speaker 1: Cut the cords, man.

[41:53] Speaker 2: Yeah. (laughs)

[41:54] Speaker 1: Cutting them. Literally, I will actually do it. Like, I physically do the... like, I'm cutting them, cutting them off of me.

[41:59] Speaker 2: Oh, I say that multiple times a day.

[42:01] Speaker 1: Okay, so-

[42:01] Speaker 2: I command my speed-

[42:01] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[42:02] Speaker 2: ... c- cu- cut any and all cords to or from me now.

[42:04] Speaker 1: Yes, absolutely.

[42:06] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[42:06] Speaker 1: Okay, so let's go back to the movie, The Sandlot. So, I'm not a... I'm a hu- I was a huge... I'm not a big sports fan now just for obvious reasons, but I was never a big baseball fan. And so, there was a line in the movie talking about, uh, uh, pickling, pickling the, the beast.

[42:23] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[42:23] Speaker 1: I'm like, "Okay." And, and I'm like, "Okay, I gotta look that up." So, for those of you that don't know, I'll, I'll go ahead and say. It's like, uh, when a, when a runner is between two bases and the two baseman are throwing the ball back and forth trying to get it closer, closer, closer, closer, closer to pickle them. They've got him in a pickle because he can't get to one base or the other base without getting tagged, so he's trying to run back and forth. And he can't run around them, he has to stay in the lane, right?

[42:45] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[42:45] Speaker 1: And so, you know, that's pickling the beast. And so, the whole movie to me was about pickling fear, the beast that I've had to, that I've had to, uh, uh, deal with in my life.And so-

[42:58] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[42:58] Speaker 1: ... and so, uh, it's kind of funny sometimes I'll be like, okay, I'm gonna, you know, pickle the beast, you know, and I laugh and giggle about it and then somet- and it kind of goes to B-I-T-C-H sometimes too, so, you know, what- whatever comes out, so. (laughs) But for people out there, whatever, whatever your, mm, uh, hiccup is, or your opportunity, whatever your opportunity is, um, pickle it.

[43:24] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[43:24] Speaker 1: Just keep, just keep, just keep coming at it from both ends, coming at it from both ends, coming at it from both ends, and finally you're gonna tag that bitch out.

[43:31] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[43:33] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[43:33] Speaker 2: You're out of there.

[43:35] Speaker 1: Right? Right?

[43:36] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[43:36] Speaker 1: And you're like, "Um, okay, um, you're out," you know? So, anyway, yeah, no, T, I did too. It was so good. Um, so we, um, we have some really exciting news for all of those that grabbed your pen and paper. BBS told us as we were going on the air that all of the Q shows are back up and running. So-

[43:59] Speaker 2: Yay.

[44:00] Speaker 1: ... yay! So we have those resources again. So at the very beginning, it's https://, all you really have to type in is this, bb, bravo, bravo, Sierra, bbsradio.com/projectreview with Q, or bbsradio.com/beinginspired with Q, or bbsradio.com/p as in Paul, r as in Romeo, q as in Quebec-

[44:37] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[44:37] Speaker 1: ...timelines, and then bbsradio.com/p as in Papa, r as in Romeo, q as in Quebec, homesteading. So those are the four that are back up and running. Those are your links, your direct links. You can just type it into your computer and your resources will be there. And so thank you BBS for these lovely, lovely, um, resources for us. We, uh, we love them and we reference them a lot, so thank you. Um, mu- much, much, much, uh, love for you, for you all.

[45:12] Speaker 2: I think I, I wrote, uh, every show (laughs) down in, in, uh, yeah, just in notebooks, even, even, uh, creation like Chip shows, I, I, I go through them usually when I listen to them and I write them out 'cause that way I've, I've mentioned before, that way I can just, I have a stack of them beside my bed and it's like I can read them so I don't have to spend so much time on, on screen time, right? So I can go review things and I just go read the writ- read the writings that I've done.

[45:38] Speaker 2: (laughs) But-

[45:39] Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah.

[45:39] Speaker 2: ...man, it takes like-

[45:40] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[45:40] Speaker 2: ...it takes like four hours to go through a show 'cause I'm writing out every frigging sentence pretty much, aside from maybe the fluff talk, you know?

[45:47] Speaker 1: Right. Right.

[45:47] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[45:48] Speaker 1: That's so cool. Um, what else am I writing here? Carry me here. Okay. Uh, that's a really good... Uh, BBS just sent us something, s- uh, Shinedown Cut the Cord. So I've got to go listen to that again. So because there's so much disclosure, so much that comes out in lyrics that we all just sing along to 'em and then we go back and listen to 'em, which we talked about on the last show. We go back and listen to 'em and now it's, like, completely different. It's like, oh my gosh, that whole song was disclosure. So, um, yep. I did. So yeah. What else you got for me, Rob? We've, we've got a few more minutes. What you got?

[46:26] Speaker 2: Oh, we do? I- I haven't-

[46:27] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[46:27] Speaker 2: ...I try not to look at the... Okay. I didn't realize it was that, that long already.

[46:31] Speaker 1: I know. We-

[46:32] Speaker 2: I thought it was like 15 minutes. Oh, geez, what do I got now? I'm on the spot. I got stage fright. I got-

[46:38] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[46:38] Speaker 2: ... I- I ne-

[46:38] Speaker 1: That's okay. That's okay.

[46:39] Speaker 2: ...transference of your, of your (laughs) fear.

[46:41] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[46:42] Speaker 2: Um, actually-

[46:44] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[46:44] Speaker 2: ...it's interesting 'cause you mentioned about fear, and sometimes, you know, uh, the forthepeoples.space article this year, uh, week mentioned trauma.

[46:53] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

[46:53] Speaker 2: And that's, I think, something important for people to go through, um, you know, like, ti- Ron calls it timeline crashing, but go through your life and-

[47:01] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[47:02] Speaker 2: ...and it's, you know, don't, you don't wanna look back, but if something comes up, 'cause you mentioned triggers earlier in the show, it's, trace that trigger back so you can pull it out at the root, so you can-

[47:12] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[47:12] Speaker 2: ...love it out of your life, so you can figure out why you get triggered when that happens, why the fear. Um, I mentioned, I think, on the show probably at least once about why I wanted to go for my pilot's license, because I realized at 40 years old that I was scared of flying, and I never really told-

[47:31] Speaker 1: Hmm.

[47:31] Speaker 2: ...anybody that. It never occurred-

[47:33] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[47:33] Speaker 2: ...to me, but I had never booked my own flight somewhere. Every, you know, it was either a family booking it for a f- something for work, a, a trip that, you know, somebody was bringing me on, uh, like, whatever it was. And I was like, "Man, I've never booked my own flight anywhere." And so that's why I decided to go do my discovery flight, was to just-

[47:51] Speaker 1: Nice.

[47:51] Speaker 2: ...get over my fear of flying. I was like, "I'm going to book a flight today." Like, (laughs) you know? Like-

[47:56] Speaker 1: Right. Right.

[47:56] Speaker 2: "...I'm going to do this." Like, uh, you know, I don't need a destination, I just wanna go fly in an airplane and, and, and see, like, I've never done it before, so I'm gonna go do a discovery flight. But to come to that realization, I had to look at my life and say, like, "Well-"

[48:10] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[48:10] Speaker 2: "...what is it about this?"

[48:11] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[48:11] Speaker 2: Um, and I even had that realization a few, a few years ago, um, in, in having a discussion with my mom about something and it was like-

[48:20] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[48:20] Speaker 2: ...I couldn't make a decision and it was like... And she said, "Why?" And I said, "Because I'm scared..." And it's like a, a metaphor, but I said, "I'm scared of getting hit." And I meant by, like, life, you know?

[48:30] Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah.

[48:30] Speaker 2: Like, I'm tired of it. Like, I felt-

[48:32] Speaker 1: Right.

[48:32] Speaker 2: ...like I've been hit so much the past few years, and it's like, I just, like, you know, you don't want to... If you've got arrows in your back, it's not always wise to go back into battle, you know? Like-

[48:40] Speaker 1: Right.

[48:41] Speaker 2: ...you need, you need to rest-

[48:41] Speaker 1: Right.

[48:41] Speaker 2: ...and stuff, and it's like, am I ready to make this next decision?

[48:45] Speaker 1: Right.

[48:45] Speaker 2: Um, am I ready to make this next step? And sometimes that's, it's okay not to.

[48:49] Speaker 1: Right. Yeah. I agree.

[48:50] Speaker 2: Uh, and to understand your fear, it's like, you know, y- y- and maybe it's not something, like, you don't have to just go jump off a bridge 'cause somebody else is, you know? Maybe you don't want to jump off bridges, may- you know? Like-

[48:58] Speaker 1: (laughs) Right.

[48:59] Speaker 2: ...a- analyze your-... uh, to analyze why you're doing things in your life, why, where the fear comes from, trace it back-

[49:05] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[49:05] Speaker 2: Well, maybe it was something that happened to you as a child and, and it's caused this fear, and you never realized or examined it until now.

[49:12] Speaker 1: Right. That's good. That goes to the, like, the last, the most recent post forthepeople.space, The Music of Life, posted May 2nd, 2026, and it says, "In life, most of us are more favorable to happiness, comfort, love, kindness, and peace, but what would it be like if we embraced dissonance the same way as if we were yet another great adventure?" And we talked about dissonance, I don't remember which show it was on, it may have been The Spine-

[49:37] Speaker 2: Uh-huh.

[49:37] Speaker 1: ... Is Your Music show, it may have been that one, where we talked about dissonance, where I showed the, uh, the difference between consonance and dissonance w- in singing a song and showing how that discord was there. It's beautiful. Dissonance is what makes, uh, music rich and intriguing and, and, and how it, it's, it's dissonant and then it resolves. It's beautiful.

[49:58] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[49:58] Speaker 1: And then, and then this is a great question. Why don't we embrace it the same way as if it were another great adventure? And so those that may not be as inspiring, it's still an adventure. You came here-

[50:08] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[50:08] Speaker 1: ... to have adventures. And so, I really like that. I, I encourage everybody. There are a lot of great posts recently that just came out on forthepeople.space, and I don't remember which show it was. It was right there, it was either The Spine Is Your Music or another one right there with it that talked about music, is where we talked about dissonance and consonance. So, yeah.

[50:27] Speaker 2: Yeah, and that, and that's the thing is that if, like, when you look back on it, like I said earlier, and that's a good way to kind of circle back-

[50:34] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[50:34] Speaker 2: ... is that I always said, "Oh, I had, like, these really dark times or really crazy experiences," but it reminds me of, like, what Max Spears said, well, like, "Well, how would you know what it's like to be something unless you were a kid?"

[50:46] Speaker 1: Hmm. Right.

[50:46] Speaker 2: And then what else?

[50:47] Speaker 1: Right.

[50:48] Speaker 2: So, so yeah, I went, I went through-

[50:49] Speaker 1: Yeah.

[50:49] Speaker 2: ... times where I drank and did drugs and alcohol, but I experienced those things, I, you know, otherwise, how else would you know? (laughs) And it's like I-

[50:56] Speaker 1: That's gonna-

[50:56] Speaker 2: ... I'm glad I brought it out, out of the, out of the way in my life when I was younger, so that way it's not gonna happen. I'm not gonna have, like, a midlife crisis, you know? (laughs)

[51:04] Speaker 1: Right. (laughs)

[51:05] Speaker 2: I don't have to-

[51:05] Speaker 1: Right. Right, which is good. Yeah.

[51:06] Speaker 2: But, but yeah. And so, but now it's like, once the emotional charge is taken out of it, it's just experience. I look back on it, I laugh at those situations now, and it's like, wow, those are, those are good stories. And then eventually it's like, you know, recently it's like, I don't have to keep telling those same stories anymore. It's like, I don't have to mind loop it.

[51:23] Speaker 1: Right.

[51:23] Speaker 2: And there's been recent times where I'm meeting new, new people at work or on things like that, and it's like, these people, to, to, to them, I'm, I'm just a person, you know? I don't need to say, "Oh, this happened to me one time." I don't need to share it anymore. It's like there's... Eventually you're gonna get tired of hearing your own same stories, and that comes down to the fear, where you're gonna be like, "Fuck it, I'm doing it.

[51:43] Speaker 2: I'm, I'm, I'm-"

[51:43] Speaker 1: Yep.

[51:43] Speaker 2: ... "going bungee jumping today," or, "I'm going skydiving."

[51:45] Speaker 1: Right. Right.

[51:46] Speaker 2: Or whatever it is, or, "I'm going, I'm going to book a flight"-

[51:48] Speaker 1: Yeah. Right.

[51:49] Speaker 2: ... "to just get it over with," you know? Like-

[51:50] Speaker 1: Right.

[51:51] Speaker 2: ... um, 'cause you're gonna be tired of hearing your own mind loops, your own self-fulfilling prophecy, and, and it's probably not even yours. It might have been something that happened that was embedded in your genetic cellular memory from one of your ancestors. Like, maybe you have a fear of flying because your great-great-grandfather died in a f- you know, a plane crash in World War I or whatever. Like, you don't know these things.

[52:12] Speaker 1: Right.

[52:12] Speaker 2: We don't know what's, what's embedded in our DNA, which could be preventing us from, you know, having a fulfilling life or even just doing certain things or, you know, it's just, it's just that trauma that's really deeply embedded inside of us.

[52:25] Speaker 1: And that's not anything to be afraid of, but it, it, but as we are adding more light and we're cleaning out, we're, we're cleaning house-

[52:34] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[52:35] Speaker 1: ... then things are gonna come to the surface, and it's okay, and this dissonance that they're talking about, you know, embrace that as an experience, um, and embrace it and release it, and then move on. So, um, it's-

[52:51] Speaker 2: And I think that's important to realize.

[52:51] Speaker 1: ... and I, and that sounds easy, that sounds easy, but it's, it's sometimes v- it's, it's not, it's not that easy. So I'm not-

[52:56] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[52:56] Speaker 1: ... trying to, I'm not trying to make light of it. Anyway, go ahead.

[52:59] Speaker 2: No, and, and, and to realize that it's not you, and I did a show on, on my foundational healing, like-

[53:04] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[53:04] Speaker 2: ... that was so profound for me to, to realize that, you know, ent- entities, like, the fact that we could have entities that take us over, so like, your addiction-

[53:13] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[53:13] Speaker 2: ... to whatever it is, it's not you. It, it could-

[53:15] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[53:15] Speaker 2: ... be an entity. It's not your spirit, it's not... It could be an ancestral entity, like, and so to really, like, it took me years 'cause like, I thought, "Well, maybe that's just who I am. Maybe I'm just a smoker." Like, my family smokes, you know, there's people who smoke, and there's people who don't smoke, and you don't know that it could be an entity that's taking you over, and, and if, if you're not taught that, you don't have any chance in your life of, of overcoming those things because we internalize it. We think that there's something wrong with us. We think that, you know, that's, that's just who I am or maybe... And so, it's not you. And, and that's a wonderful, liberating thing, but like, if you go to a doctor, they're gonna tell you, like, "Well, you know, you just gotta willpower," this or that, not the fact that you could be, be taken over by entities 'cause you don't have a, you know, like, a lot of spirit energy and things like that.

[53:58] Speaker 1: Right. Mm-hmm.

[53:59] Speaker 2: So those are, those are things that if you're just learning them for the first time, you're gonna go back, and you're gonna be like, "Wow, I was way too hard on myself because I wasn't given the correct information about how-"

[54:08] Speaker 1: Right.

[54:08] Speaker 2: "... life is here."

[54:09] Speaker 1: Right. The Music of Life post, um, on here, it talks about Jacob Collier. Man-

[54:15] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[54:15] Speaker 1: ... love him.

[54:16] Speaker 2: Yeah, he's cool. I, I saw him-

[54:17] Speaker 1: He's so cool.

[54:18] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[54:18] Speaker 1: It says, it says, uh, and we're probably gonna end closely with this, um, it says, "Accepting uncomfortable unknowns as childlike adventures." So accepting those uncomfortable things that we're talking about, that dissonance, "Accepting uncomfortable unknowns as childlike adventures or puzzles to solve unlocks massive potential for something better to begin within yourself." So for those of you out there that know that I love you deeply, get them.

[54:47] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[54:47] Speaker 1: Go get it. Go get you, go, go get you some, you know?

[54:50] Speaker 2: And I always, I always say-

[54:51] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[54:51] Speaker 2: ... instead of, you know, 'cause people, like, everything's uncertain, and so-

[54:55] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[54:55] Speaker 2: ... but instead of... You know, uncertainty is, can be a negativity. "Oh, well, what if this happens? What if I get fired? What if the-

[55:02] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[55:02] Speaker 2: ... you know, California falls into the ocean?"

[55:04] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[55:04] Speaker 2: Instead of uncertainty-

[55:05] Speaker 1: Right.

[55:06] Speaker 2: ... choose possibility, because-

[55:09] Speaker 1: Mm-hmm.

[55:09] Speaker 2: ... certainty sometimes isn't good. (laughs)

[55:11] Speaker 1: Right.

[55:11] Speaker 2: Certainty could mean certain-

[55:13] Speaker 1: Right. Right. Uh-oh, are you still there? I-

[55:16] Speaker 2: You know?

[55:17] Speaker 1: I lost you. There you are.

[55:19] Speaker 2: Oh, I'm back.

[55:19] Speaker 1: Uncertainty, uncertainties can be good.

[55:21] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[55:22] Speaker 1: So, um, so, I encourage everyone out there, know that I love you deeply, and, um, for those of you that are very, very close to my heart, um, I love that you're accepting uncomfortable unknowns with childlike adventure or puzzles to solve and unlock the, to unlock that massive, massive potential for something better to begin within yourself. So, go get 'em, guys. Go get 'em. Go, go, go do you.

[55:48] Speaker 2: Without fear.

[55:49] Speaker 1: Without fear. Pickle that beast.

[55:51] Speaker 2: (laughs) Pickle the beast.

[55:54] Speaker 1: (laughs) Pickle-

[55:54] Speaker 2: Pickle some eggs. Pickle whatever you have to.

[55:56] Speaker 1: (laughs)

[55:58] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[55:58] Speaker 1: Those things are nasty. I tried to do it one time.

[56:00] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[56:00] Speaker 1: I'm a, I'm a canner and they went, "Ooh, nasty." Didn't work, didn't work.

[56:04] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[56:04] Speaker 1: Retreat. Retreat. All right, guys. We love you. We'll talk to you soon.

[56:08] Speaker 2: Bye, love you guys. Take care.

[56:09] Speaker 1: Bye, love you. Bye. (upbeat music)