[00:00] Speaker 1: (instrumental music plays)

[01:58] Speaker 2: Aloha, beautiful world. Thank you for being with us. Aloha, Beverly. How are you this bright, beautiful, brilliant day?

[02:09] Speaker 3: I am wonderful, Aloha.

[02:12] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[02:12] Speaker 3: I'm so glad to be here with you today and with everyone.

[02:16] Speaker 2: Well, I wanna thank you for always being present and always being here. (laughs)

[02:23] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[02:24] Speaker 2: Do you have any beautiful words that-

[02:25] Speaker 3: I love it.

[02:27] Speaker 2: (laughs) Do you have any beautiful words that, uh, you want to say to us at this present now moment?

[02:38] Speaker 3: Oh, wow. I'm just ... All I wanna say is, before, um, you get started is, I'm just so wonderful- so happy and feel so wonderful to be here at this particular time and space. The things that I'm learning, the people I'm meeting, I'm growing more and more every single day. Yeah.

[03:11] Speaker 2: It's always, it's always cont- it, it continues. It's not like school where you (laughs) get to 12th grade and you're done or-

[03:19] Speaker 3: No.

[03:19] Speaker 2: ... you graduate from college-

[03:20] Speaker 3: No. No.

[03:21] Speaker 2: ... and you're done. (laughs)

[03:22] Speaker 3: It's, it, it's like, it's, it's, it's, it's no time. It's like every day is an experience, every day is a wonder, every day is like, what's, "What, what am I gonna learn today? What's in store for me today? I'm ready. I'm ready."

[03:44] Speaker 2: (laughs) Me too. I'm, I'm ready too.

[03:48] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[03:48] Speaker 2: It, it, it's really fun because we talk often very early, and (laughs) so-

[03:55] Speaker 3: We do. Yeah.

[03:57] Speaker 2: ... I wanna thank you. I wanna thank you for brightening my day each and every, each and every day with our, with our conversations and, and how we get a chance to visit, so thank you so very much. (laughs)

[04:11] Speaker 3: I know. And I thank you too because you brighten my day, and our conversations are so deep and so wonderful, um, and we learn from each other.

[04:25] Speaker 2: And it's so much fun, and I always have a big smile on my face. (laughs)

[04:30] Speaker 3: (laughs) You're always smiling, Aloha. I mean-

[04:32] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[04:32] Speaker 3: ... you're always present. It's beautiful.

[04:36] Speaker 2: Well, that, that's what, that's what the, the beauty of it is. And so with that, um, (laughs) I guess I can say, um, that, that's what we get to do. We get to, um, have all these, um, experiences that we have. We don't, we don't always know what the day brings us. We don't always know, uh, we could plan and say we're gonna do this, but we don't really know how it's going to, how it's going to be (laughs) until it happens.

[05:11] Speaker 3: Right. Right. Right.

[05:12] Speaker 2: Isn't that the-

[05:13] Speaker 3: You never know.

[05:14] Speaker 2: ... thing that says truth? (laughs)

[05:16] Speaker 3: You never know. You never know.

[05:19] Speaker 2: And so-

[05:19] Speaker 3: You never know what, what's gonna, what, what life is gonna, um ... What experience that you're going to have. But this is the thing, any experience that comes into your energy, you're supposed to have. Whether you feel you like it or you don't like it or this is beautiful or it's not beautiful, it's always where it's supposed to be.

[05:48] Speaker 2: So, that, that, that's, that's a very important thing to say because if things happen and we look at it that way, we see it, uh, as, um, in that way, all that can happen from that is-... Something positive out of that, because you're putting positive energy to anything that's occurring. So, you know, w- we used to call that (laughs) the energy of polarity, (laughs) where we, you know, no matter what is happening, we, we find the beauty in it, we find the positivity in it. We, we put positive energy. We kn- And that would make, change everything quickly.

[06:41] Speaker 2: And-

[06:41] Speaker 3: Now, since you say that, I, it was an ex- something that happened to me and my family. It was some years ago, a very painful experience, in that I lost my granddaughter. And she was not even a year old yet. And I remember my son, which would be her uncle, and my daughter were very, uh, of course, like, broken up about it. And my daughter and her husband, they had their time of grief. And my son, I talked to my son, and I said to my son, "Okay, this accident that happened..." But see, at that particular time, I know that there are no accidents. However, I can't bring it to my children that way. So I said to my son, "What did you get from Autumn, the time that you had this experience with her?" 'Cause he loved her dearly. And he said, "Mom, me... Autumn makes me wanna take such good care of my son." I said, "Wow." He s- he said, "It's even more emphasized than it was before." I said, "See what Autumn did for you?

[08:40] Speaker 3: So, you're gonna have your time of feeling the way you feel about Autumn not being here. But I want you to look at what Autumn's presence did for you." And later on, it took some time, where I spoke to my daughter about certain things, about Autumn not being here. And then for myself, I remember I had my son-in-law, my daughter, they were at my house. My... I had talked to my son. And so I'm in the truck driving, and I said, "Now I have some time to be by myself and to think about Autumn." And Autumn, as I'm driving, she came to me, and she said, "Everything's okay. I'm fine. You know I'm fine." And through the tears, I just, I just started smiling, because I get it. Autumn's time was brief here and nobody knows how the timeline of who's gonna be here, when they're gonna leave. They don't know. But I know what Autumn brought to our family, the joy, the beauty. And I'm good. I, I was. And I bring that up because that particular evening, I didn't know that that was gonna come my way.

[10:38] Speaker 3: I didn't know that... I had just went to a dance class. I'm coming home. I'm feeling good and everything. And Bam! I get that phone call. Wow. And devastation sets in. My daughter's on the phone and she's saying, "Mom, we've been in an accident. Everybody's fine." I'm like, "Good. Thank God. I'm so glad." The phone rings about maybe five minutes later, and I heard her voice. Oh my God. And she says something about Autumn. It was devastation. And I took my son, uh, I called him. And so my point is, I didn't know i- what was gonna befall me that day. I had no idea. But the outcome of Autumn has been nothing but beauty for my family. And someone said, "Well, oh, you'll never see her grow up. You'll never see her..." She wasn't supposed to. You're looking in the future. There is no time. So y- y- how are you gonna look in the future when the future doesn't exist?It doesn't exist. Autumn made her presence known, and then she was out. Beautiful Autumn.

[12:31] Speaker 3: And I'm so glad to have been her grandmother and to have known her. So, when I look now, (laughs) it's like I'm grateful for everything, and there's highs and lows, you know. Everything's not gonna be hunky-dory. That's not life. That's not how it is. But how can you handle the unexpected? How will you handle things that just are, that just is? You don't have to like it, but can you see through it? Can you see anything? Maybe not now, maybe not in that moment, but if you look, you're gonna see the bigger picture, if you want to. That's your choice. You see what I mean, Aloha?

[13:44] Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm just listening. Um, i- i- th- that's, that's right. That's right. It's how, how you gonna-

[13:52] Speaker 3: You see what I'm saying?

[13:54] Speaker 2: Yeah, how are we gonna choose to handle-

[13:58] Speaker 3: Yes.

[14:00] Speaker 2: ... when they come our way?

[14:02] Speaker 3: Uh-huh. Because you have a choice. Now, it depends on what the situation is, but in all situations, can you see beyond... (laughs) It's like everything has a beauty to it, but it's this bitter... It could be bittersweet. It, it, it's like... You know?

[14:45] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[14:47] Speaker 3: But the sun will come out tomorrow. Now, when is that tomorrow? Now, it may be up to you, and you may decide to never let the sun come out. Why? You may wanna feel like, "I can never get through this. I've nothing in my life that can happen to, to take the darkness from my life." Now, would you choose to go out like that? Would you choose... I'm not gonna choose that. I... And the devastation of what happened to that beautiful little girl, I saw the beauty in her and what she did for my family. She came here for a short time. You can't say how long anybody's gonna be here. You can't say what anybody's lesson is going to be in their, in their timeline of being in, in this dimension. So, you don't know what life has in store for your loved ones, for your significant other. You don't know how you gonna handle it. Wow. It's a deep thing, because (laughs) every, every, everybody can be good when things are good, when things are happy and things are...

[16:39] Speaker 3: And, and, and the, and the things that happen in our lives are to our liking. But sometimes things happen in our lives that we decide... "I don't wanna do that anymore. I'm gonna be on my timeline, not everybody else's." You know what I mean?

[17:15] Speaker 2: That's right. That's, that's right.

[17:16] Speaker 4: Exactly. That's-

[17:16] Speaker 3: "I'm not gonna be on their timeline. Uh, I don't wanna be on, on their timeline, because I wanna be on my timeline." I'm, I'm... And, and you can see that in some cases, some people are so much on other people's timelines that they almost become like people pleasers. They don't wanna tell anybody no. They don't wanna hurt anybody's feelings, but at the same time, they're hurting themselves, 'cause they're a lot of times doing things they don't even wanna do. They're scared. They have fear of outcome. What are they gonna feel like if I say no? What are they gonna... They're not gonna like me or, or whatever. It doesn't matter, because once you start living your own truth, you may say, "You know what? I don't wanna do that. I don't... I wanna do something else."What do you think, Aloha?

[18:24] Speaker 2: (laughs) Well, (laughs) I think that was beautifully said. (laughs)

[18:30] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[18:30] Speaker 2: And, and, you know, sometimes I also experience, um, a situation or have, uh, an experience, you know, w- where there's just me, you know, no one else, or sometimes with others, and sometimes when something doesn't go right and they get disappointed or, or, or mad about me, I almost never respond.

[18:57] Speaker 3: Hmm.

[18:58] Speaker 2: A- a- and, and it's not that-

[19:00] Speaker 3: Wow.

[19:00] Speaker 2: ... it's not that I shouldn't respond, but I, I feel like for years I've been practicing... Sometimes I just don't have anything to say. I just watch them (laughs) do their thing.

[19:20] Speaker 3: (laughs) Wow.

[19:20] Speaker 2: B- because either, either I'm being pulled in... Either it's gonna pull me into something responsive if I'm not careful, even when people are barreling into me. Um, even when they're trying to lure... Even when sometimes people are trying to lure us into something, and I can very easily-

[19:41] Speaker 3: Wow.

[19:42] Speaker 2: ... just not say anything and listen. And it's not that I don't have an opinion, or it's not that I'm guilty of, of something that they said I did, or maybe I am, and, and, and, you know, all y- you can do is, you know, say I'm sorry and apologize, but, you know, sometimes people feel better when they go off. (laughs)

[20:04] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[20:04] Speaker 2: And when they're done with it-

[20:05] Speaker 3: When they get it out of their system-

[20:06] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[20:06] Speaker 3: They get it out of their system, right? And it's probably not even about you. It's probably about-

[20:11] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[20:11] Speaker 3: ... so many other things that got on their nerves-

[20:13] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[20:14] Speaker 3: ... and then bam, you get everything, you know? It's like-

[20:16] Speaker 2: And if I don't, and if I don't-

[20:17] Speaker 3: Wow.

[20:17] Speaker 2: ... say anything, then it looks like they're, they're right. And it doesn't matter about being right or, or wrong or any of that, but I d- a lot of times I just don't respond. I, I just listen, and sometimes I'm like, "Wow, how could things have gotten to this?" (laughs)

[20:40] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[20:40] Speaker 2: I mean, (laughs) I mean, you know-

[20:42] Speaker 3: I know.

[20:42] Speaker 2: ... I, but I've been doing it for so long, I've been aware of some of these things for so long, I don't have anything to say.

[20:51] Speaker 3: Wow.

[20:51] Speaker 2: And then it makes me look like-

[20:53] Speaker 3: Wow.

[20:54] Speaker 2: ... it makes me look like, you know-

[20:57] Speaker 3: Wow, what do you think you make it look like?

[20:58] Speaker 2: ... I'm not defending myself. I'm not... Because I'm not gonna defend myself to other people like that. I'm... You know, I just listening to them, and I'm like, "Okay." I don't know. Something keeps me silent when... In certain situations. I'm just like, "Okay."

[21:15] Speaker 3: Wow. But what I'm not-

[21:16] Speaker 2: You see, it doesn't occur to me to do tit for tat. It doesn't occur to me to say, "I've stood by you for all these years no matter what you were going through, what you were occurring, and now this is happening between us." Like, that doesn't occur to me to say that, because then I'm always defending myself. (laughs)

[21:35] Speaker 3: Wow. Wow.

[21:38] Speaker 2: You're aware of this.

[21:39] Speaker 3: That's, that's, that's powerful.

[21:41] Speaker 2: You know, I had this situation-

[21:42] Speaker 3: That's powerful.

[21:42] Speaker 2: ... where I'm just like, I just chill and let them... You know, whatever, you know. (laughs)

[21:48] Speaker 3: That's powerful.

[21:49] Speaker 2: And I, and I, I love these people, I love everybody, I love everything, but I just... I don't always, you know, defend myself and wanna go d- into battle with people, and... But I don't... Yeah, I d- I don't defend myself. And the people who I'm closest with, to me, I never have these experiences with them, you know?

[22:11] Speaker 3: Hmm.

[22:11] Speaker 2: Where I am backed into a corner and I need to come out fighting. I mean, I just... I don't do that.

[22:19] Speaker 3: Wow. Um, well, that-

[22:25] Speaker 2: Not that that's right or wrong, it's just what has been happening to me over the years and through the experiences, and a lot of that even in, in the last few months, you know? And so it's like, okay. (laughs)

[22:47] Speaker 3: Wow.

[22:49] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[22:50] Speaker 3: Hmm. Oh, Aloha, um, you said a lot.

[22:55] Speaker 2: (laughs) You, you told me there sometime. (laughs)

[22:59] Speaker 3: Um...

[22:59] Speaker 2: What did I just say? What did I say?

[23:01] Speaker 3: Okay, what you said was... What basically you said was when people barrel into you or are angry or whatever for whatever reason, you don't respond. And it may look like to them that they're right because you're not responding, but it's not about right or wrong. You just don't feel the need to have to defend yourself and get into that energy. Now, most people don't understand that, because they're used to jousting around with arguing or opinions and, and people defending themselves, and, um... But that of not having to respond, not having to defend oneself is powerful, because you don't have to. You can just be still and silent. And in that silence, it can do several things, because in that silence, it can even make the other person maybe even feel like... 'Cause that silence is golden, okay?

[24:26] Speaker 3: That's golden.So now they have a chance to maybe calm down, maybe to see that they didn't even have to go there at all, that they were just upset about nothing, or they've been upset about other things and then just blew up over this thing. So being silent and not having to defend oneself is very powerful. And then maybe at another time, you and that person can maybe discuss it without there being animosity of the person indicting you or ... Wow. But see, that also is light, being in the light, being present. Because when you don't respond, you just be. You hear it, but you're not letting it define you. So whatever this person is saying, you, you're not getting puffed up with anger or fear or whatever, you're just ... You hear it.

[25:59] Speaker 3: (laughs) You'd be like, "Okay."

[26:05] Speaker 2: Sometimes I feel-

[26:06] Speaker 3: And-

[26:06] Speaker 2: Uh-huh. Go ahead.

[26:08] Speaker 3: No, no, no. Uh, uh, you go ahead because this, um, this, this is a moment for anybody that's listening to either maybe they've experienced this or they can see what that experience ... That if they haven't, and try to experience and see what that feels like.

[26:33] Speaker 2: Yeah. You know, um, we're energetic beings, I'm an energetic being, and in some energetic realms, there is none of that. And so to me, here, now, we've adopted so many things that are not our natural way.

[26:55] Speaker 3: Exactly. Yeah. And there's so much tension from just having to live in this dimension with all the things that are required of people that can be very stressful. So a lot of times people are on edge. And, and I'm not gonna get into it right now, but the diet is so toxic, which also upsets the inner organs, the nervous system, eating a lot of sugar, eating a lot of processed foods, that also can have the ability to unhinge, unhinge you if you're not careful.

[27:42] Speaker 2: Right. And if you're not even trying to be, uh, conscious of it.

[27:50] Speaker 3: Exactly. Well, you might not be conscious of it, 'cause you don't think there's anything wrong with what you're doing.

[27:55] Speaker 2: Right.

[27:55] Speaker 3: So if you're eating certain foods that can upset the nervous system, but you're not thinking that anything that you're doing ... Like when I was eating my glazed donuts and chasing it with a Mountain Dew, I, I didn't think anything was wrong.

[28:10] Speaker 2: That tastes good, right? (laughs)

[28:13] Speaker 3: (laughs) You said it tasted good.

[28:14] Speaker 2: I loved it. (laughs)

[28:16] Speaker 3: It was killing me. It was killing me, but I loved it. (laughs)

[28:20] Speaker 2: It, it's so interesting because I used to, um, you know, I discovered, I discovered, um, Dr. Sebi, and I love listening to how he was able to be healed from so many things through alkaline foods, not just being vegan, but through-

[28:43] Speaker 3: Right.

[28:44] Speaker 2: ... alkaline foods. And, and when we talked last time, we u- uncovered that when you changed to alkaline and, and gave up a lot of foods, became vegan, then became alkaline, your spirit emerged. Your, your, the spirituality that was in you emerged through that change.

[29:10] Speaker 3: Exactly. It's, it's like a, um, it's like you see more. The veil is lifted more. It, it's like, okay, when ... Through my metamorphosis and different things that I've been through, I've seen my own growth. I've seen how my thinking changed on its own. I didn't ever force anything, because I didn't think what needed to be changed. But when you change inwardly, um, and change ... 'Cause like you said, we're energetic beings, so when you start changing your energy field, you see. Um, there's an old adage, you are what you eat. So true. So when you decide to intake certain things and stop ingesting certain things, it's gonna start changing you.You see? And it, it's, it, you don't have to... It's effortless. It just happens, because your aura, your energy field, you're, you're, you're, you're changing in f- in front of your very own eyes.

[30:48] Speaker 3: And then when you see it, emotionally, physically, spiritually, you're gonna know, "I'm onto something." It's like, it's not an ego thing, it's just a thing. It's just like, wow, what interests you now that didn't... and what doesn't interest you anymore, because you're starting to live more in the light. So, a lot of things that you thought were important before, like you just said, like being right, or arguing your point, or... Okay, if you feel like you wanna do that, that's cool. But (laughs) there's also you using your energy. If you wanna use your energy that way, that's cool as well. Some people like to joust and argue and debate and all that. There's a time for that too if you wanna do that, but in the wake of seeing certain things, you find out that a lot of that isn't even necessary. What are you, what are you arguing for? What is the end game? What came out of all of that arg- argument, you see?

[32:06] Speaker 3: Did, did anybody's position change when that energy was so high like that and, and, and arguing? Sometimes people get so inflamed. It's so inflammatory what they're saying to each other, it may even lead to blows. It may even l- l- l- lead to people hitting each other and hurting each other. That's how toxic the energy can become.

[32:35] Speaker 2: That's outta control. See, now, now, now there is a real, there is a real, um, engagement in something that nobody wanted to do. So you get pulled into something-

[32:46] Speaker 3: Okay, but, but you let it heighten, but you got in that space. Okay.

[32:51] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[32:51] Speaker 3: Uh, oh, see? You g- you see, we're dealing with energy.

[32:56] Speaker 2: Yep, energy.

[32:57] Speaker 3: Okay, so if you-

[32:59] Speaker 2: Everything's energy.

[32:59] Speaker 3: Everything's energy. So if you decide that you're gonna put negative energy into this thing, 'cause you're arguing, and then a lot of times when people argue, they say nasty things to one another. They push each other's buttons on purpose.

[33:20] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[33:21] Speaker 3: Which can lead to physical violence, all because you're in this whirlwind of energy and you don't know how to pull out, you see? Because if you see it in real time, you make it, you can pull out.

[33:45] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[33:46] Speaker 3: However, if you just, for ego purposes, or you don't wanna look small, or you don't wanna look like you're afraid, you keep going with it, you don't, you don't know what's gonna happen. And, and a lot of times, it's been where these things last for years, these angers. I don't want that in my world.

[34:13] Speaker 2: No. No, because you really, really, really, really want to be-

[34:15] Speaker 3: I don't. I don't want that in my world.

[34:17] Speaker 2: No, we want the opposite.

[34:20] Speaker 3: Exactly. It's so beautiful, the opposite.

[34:23] Speaker 2: This is, it's a trick. It's, it's a, it's a, it's a trick to separate people, separate families-

[34:30] Speaker 3: Exactly.

[34:30] Speaker 2: ... separate friends. It's a, it's a trick. And, you know, hey, how do we not fall for it? I, I wrote a few words. You let me know when I, I can say the words, a few words, and I-

[34:43] Speaker 3: I'm ready. Go ahead. I'm ready.

[34:45] Speaker 2: (laughs) Okay. Great. (laughs)

[34:46] Speaker 3: I feel, I feel the water's ready.

[34:48] Speaker 2: We're flowing. We're flowing right now. So do we keep flowing?

[34:53] Speaker 3: We're flowing. (laughs)

[34:53] Speaker 2: (laughs) We can keep flowing for a while. We got, we got two hours, right? Three hours? (laughs)

[34:58] Speaker 3: No, no, no. You go head. You go head.

[35:00] Speaker 2: All right, all right, all right. (laughs)

[35:02] Speaker 3: And, um-

[35:02] Speaker 2: We're all ready. The audience is ready. I'm ready. (laughs) So one, one lovely, um, co- person said, um, "Sometimes when I, I say what I say, they just close their eyes." So

[35:18] Speaker 3: Mm.

[35:18] Speaker 2: ... I, I, I like to get a chance to (laughs) say things, and I like to be up super early when it's dark, and, and I was, uh, saying, which is, how do we not engage in spontaneous reoccurring reactive traps, responsive situations, lines (laughs) that come about because of time? Peace. Shh. No talking. Not talking, not thinking, not judging, choosing not to react, choosing the next step, or choosing neutrality. What if there was nothing to think about? What if there are no conversations in our head, as all of the conversations and thoughts are now in the heart, the light, on the silver platter, into permanent non-existence? How about if everything in our head, all these conversations that keep going, are now in our heart, into the light, into permanent non-existence, and sent over on that silver platter?What if we, with our pure intention, live and be energetic beings again? What if we be energetic beings again, right? Because that's what we have always been. Mm-hmm.

[36:58] Speaker 2: So if we like the term spirit, spirit, energetic being, spirit, simply all we feel to be, all in present nows, being pure life force energy, pure light, pure exuberance, pure creativity, pure intentional engaging, pure love, pure peace, free in all ways in the purest form of all present now. How can we be and live as pure energy here and now while being in this physical sound stage of this grandiose production? This, this is far from the natural... Oh, (laughs) I was trying to say, this far from the natural construct w- you know, we're, we're... we've adopted. And, a- and this, this na- this construct which is far from natural is being passed off as reality. We can remember being pure energy. We can remember being just us. All, the one, all that there is, all that we are, pure infinite energy, exuberance instantaneously expanding and creating, being all that there is, being all that we are, all that we feel, and all present now.

[38:27] Speaker 2: Do we remember when we expand ourself into us so that we can be more of us, to experience ourself as all of ourselves? Do we remember creating worlds together? Do we remember creating everything together? Do we remember? Let's remember, so we can live as pure energy beings, even here, even now, and un-adopt with intention, and exit the production, exit the sound stage, exit the construct, so we can live and be free. Be the life force energy, be the light, be the gods, be the creators that we forever always are, that create all that there is. Let's claim ourselves, our capabilities, our power, let's shift our intention and live as the grand beings of brilliance that we are, which in turn causes the production, the sound stage, the construct to melt away into permanent non-existence. Just as it happens in The Wizard of Oz when Dorothy throws a bucket of water on the witch and her fire torch. Before their very eyes, she just slowly melts, gone into nothingness, exclaiming, "I'm melting!

[39:52] Speaker 2: I'm melting!" (laughs) Hence, no more conversations in the head, no more mind energy, no more reactive timelines, no more adopting ways that are outside of pure energy, pure light, no more undesirable productions directing us, no more fake sound stages, no more constructs. Now, done, we know it. (snaps fingers) We may command our energy, our spirit, all that we are, which is source, all that there is, which is prime creator, and the creation lightship, which is our home, to fill us with all of our life force energy, all of our light from our light column, pure exuberance through our entire being. Heal and balance us in all ways, for we are whole and pristine in every way, and that we all remember we are pure energetic beings of infinite light. We remember all of our capabilities. We remember all of our abilities. We, we remember all of our power, and that we are beyond free in all ways, here, now, done, we know it. (snaps fingers) That's a command.

[41:07] Speaker 2: We remember and know we are powerful creator beings, creating instantaneously and commanding energy with all of our powerful abilities from and as the gods that we are. Now, we know that... So, so y- you... We know this. We know that clocks have not always been in existence to tell us it's time to do so many things we don't wanna do. Do you ever see life differently than the way we live? Not meaning life in this place with all of our dreams realized, not that. But life where there are no walls, no boxes, no houses, no buildings, no streets, no cars, no buses, nowhere to be, no jobs, no laws, no rules, no businesses, no malls, no stores, no money, no need to produce, to produce or be productive, no need to achieve, no need to attain success, no need to attain anything, no to-do list, no need to fix things from a place of problems, no plans, no tasks, no strife, no confrontation, no combative......

[42:23] Speaker 2: no combativeness, no opposition, no constrictions, no fighting, no battles, no misunderstandings, no attitudes, no figuring out how to be, no fake behavior, no worries, no disagreements, no compromising, no settling, no sacrificing, n- no sacrificing, nowhere to be, nothing that has to be done, no urgency, no problems, no issues, no doctors, no dentists, no hospitals, no, no billboards, no advertisements, nothing to try to get you to do something or buy something, no fake food, no plastic food, nothing or no one always attempting to hurt us, to hurt you, nothing or no one attacking us, no one attacking you, nothing or no one trying to play us, no one trying to play you, nothing to apologize for, nothing to regret, nothing to feel we have to fix, that you have to fix, nothing that we feel we have to change, nothing that you have to change, no time con- constructs, no dramatic thoughts, no mind conversations.

[43:32] Speaker 2: We don't have to remodel ourselves, repaint over the canvas, structure solutions in the midst of chaos, triggers and setups, react from any occurrences, react from anything outside of ourselves, react from any roller coasters, and any nonsense. In summation, we just made the production cease to exist. We just made everything from the sound stage vanish, vanish. We just dismantled the constructs. Everything off the table. Delete every last program. Erase everything into the ethers. Can we say we have a clean, new canvas, a flawless foundation, be at zero point? So let's ask ourselves, ask yourself, what does that look like? What does that leave us with? What do we now have? Did you see, did you feel, did you experience the energy of pure beingness, the energy of you, all that you are, the energy of nothingness, spaciousness, ease, the flowiness of you and all there is? Can we, can you fully feel all that is occurring in the present now?

[44:47] Speaker 2: Can we, can you command the energy that we are, that you are truly... Can we command the energy that we are, that you are, to truly be and live and flow as the light, the energy creator beings, the gods that we know we are in all present now? Yes. And how do we do this? Exactly what you said, Beverly. We know that everything is just the way it's supposed to be. We know that we can just, just add the energy of, of, uh, of, uh, something positive, uh, the energy of polarity, to know that no matter where we are right now, we will be just fine. And the way I, I learned it, uh, it was taught as the energy of polarity. And sometimes I would just say, "The energy of polarity is in effect, and this will bless me, this will bless me." And adding such a strong force of positivity will change everything quickly, quickly, before your very eyes, all the time. Try it and watch it happen. (laughs) Yeah.

[46:18] Speaker 3: Wow. That's how the world will always be a better place, because when you put that energy, that pure energy, that light into the world, you give that light to the people you meet. It's just contagious. And that energy is what will permeate. The more that we all put that positive energy out, it just is going to make this dimension more beautiful.

[47:15] Speaker 2: Yep. And, and-

[47:15] Speaker 3: That's what happens, that's what happens with energy.

[47:19] Speaker 2: And it'll erase, it'll erase everything that is opposing the beauty. It, th- that'll go away. It's like, it's like a bully. Hey, don't engage with the bully, they go away. You know, ignore him, ignore her, ju-

[47:33] Speaker 3: Exactly.

[47:35] Speaker 2: You know, we can, but-

[47:36] Speaker 3: But people live this, people live this in their homes. Some people set up their homes where the energy is positive energy. When you go into their homes, you can feel the energy. They don't have carrying on and arguing and things in their home, because that's their utopia. And a lot of times when you walk in f-

[48:05] Speaker 2: A sanctuary, a sanctuary, our utopia, yep.

[48:07] Speaker 3: Exactly. And when you walk in a person's home like that, you feel it.

[48:12] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[48:13] Speaker 3: And they're creating that, and, and this is what can be created in this dimension, because the more people that want this beauty...It's just gonna, um, it, the energy just will permeate through everything and touch, touch people. That's why when you're walking and some people just speak to you. (laughs) You know, they don't know you.

[48:42] Speaker 2: (laughs) Right.

[48:43] Speaker 3: They're like, "Hi, how are you?"

[48:46] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[48:46] Speaker 3: And you're like-

[48:48] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[48:48] Speaker 3: ... "You know?" And-

[48:51] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[48:51] Speaker 3: ... it's like, just that energy of beauty, of just greeting you. They don't know you. They don't have to know you to wish you well or s- say have a beautiful day. But it's gotten to where people don't really wanna say anything to each other, you know? They, they just... It's like the light, you know, we have to bring the light back to everything.

[49:32] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[49:33] Speaker 3: And, uh, that light is, makes everything feel so much better. It makes people feel so much better.

[49:42] Speaker 2: And then we get to choose to, uh, uh, w- when we can, we get to choose to be around, to be around others who are like that too, and, and that's why it's (laughs) so much fun. I, I always have to bring this up. It's so much fun to, to go to your place and eat your food with so much light, be in that space that you created. I always have some pe- Everyone does. (laughs) They either have a beautiful time or they, or I always have some type of, um, very interesting experience when I'm there.

[50:18] Speaker 2: And I was describing-

[50:19] Speaker 3: Right.

[50:20] Speaker 2: ... it to you because closer to the kitchen where the ceiling is lower, I, I, it has even a different energy there, and, and-

[50:30] Speaker 3: Hmm.

[50:31] Speaker 2: ... I, I go there now.

[50:31] Speaker 3: Wow.

[50:31] Speaker 2: I used to always sit by the window, and now I go and sit in the front because there's some vibe there.

[50:38] Speaker 3: Hmm.

[50:38] Speaker 2: There's some energy there, and, and, um, I, I was there at, at, there was a little bit of a timeline with a friend who has been to your place many times, loves your food so much.

[50:51] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[50:51] Speaker 2: And, and they weren't having a good day this day, and I said, "Well, you know, let's go talk to Beverly. Let's go, we're gonna go eat. Let's go talk to her and see if she can help." And we w- we went and sat in the front. She's been there t- without me before. She's been there many times, and-

[51:06] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[51:08] Speaker 2: ... w- we went and, um, and, and you two were talking, and, uh-

[51:14] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[51:14] Speaker 2: ... a- and it's interesting because when you talk to people, uh, sometimes people, they don't always, they're not always honest with themselves about what-

[51:26] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[51:26] Speaker 2: ... they're about.

[51:27] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

[51:28] Speaker 2: And, um, it's very difficult life to, to do that, to, to not feel that you have some contribution to the way things are, and that are orbiting around you. You, you can't just say, "It's that person's fault. It's this person or this." Yeah.

[51:47] Speaker 3: Well, okay. O- Exactly.

[51:52] Speaker 2: Yeah, you can't do that, and, and it makes life very hard. So we, we went in and came in, and we went and sat in the front and, oh my gosh, I started having this fantastic experience. (laughs) Some people call it a mystical experience. It's that whatever you wanna say, whatever. I was just present.

[52:10] Speaker 3: Uh-huh. Uh-huh.

[52:11] Speaker 2: I was present, but then I was also like, like in my own thing, and it was so much fun.

[52:21] Speaker 3: I remember. Uh-huh.

[52:22] Speaker 2: Uh, I, I... And when this happens, when we feel this certain energy sometimes, really the most important thing is let's just stay in it as long as we can. Whatever it is-

[52:33] Speaker 3: Mm.

[52:33] Speaker 2: ... I just wanna stay there, and I was making sure I stayed there. But my friend-

[52:37] Speaker 3: Right.

[52:37] Speaker 2: ... was having a conversation with you, and she wasn't feeling so good, and, and-

[52:43] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[52:43] Speaker 2: ... and through the conversation, some issues w- there was some issues that h- there was an opportunity for some issues to emerge and, and, and to, um, uh, what do people say? They, they, when they cleanse, th- these things, um-

[52:59] Speaker 3: Uh-huh.

[53:00] Speaker 2: ... they emerge, and then they go to, to, to be removed. These things have to come out, and, and to be removed, and, and so when they were doing it, it was getting a very, uh, very intense because sometimes we don't wanna admit things, or we don't wanna talk about things, or we don't see things, or it's so easy to say, "No, no, no, it's not like that."

[53:27] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[53:27] Speaker 2: And so I was having my own wonderful experience, which I was not going to let go of because that was a chance for me to just be in this space.

[53:37] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[53:37] Speaker 2: But yet something else was going on, and, uh-

[53:41] Speaker 3: Right.

[53:41] Speaker 2: ... I, I didn't really intervene because with that friend, uh, there's been some things that I would not say to my friends because sometimes as, as much as I try and I want to always be able to say things in a way to where when whoever is around me, they feel great about themselves when they're around me, sometimes I don't say some things that I see. I don't, but I knew on this day, in this moment, in that space that there were gonna be some things that you would be able to expose that I never did, and that they would be able to relate with you in that manner. And so I let it go, but the f- friend got very, um, upset with me.

[54:37] Speaker 3: Wow.

[54:37] Speaker 2: Because when some things were being touched upon that they didn't like, they were very upset with me for not intervene, intervening, and I was really kind of in my own space, but observing to see if there could be some benefits that day. And, and this person could've, any time, say, "Well, you know, um, yeah, um, well, I think, um," (laughs) "I think I'm gonna, uh, you know, go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." Or, "Oh, look at the time."

[55:11] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[55:12] Speaker 2: "I guess I have to go home."

[55:14] Speaker 3: (laughs) Uh-huh. Mm-hmm.

[55:14] Speaker 2: No. They got very angry at me for what had occurred, the conversation-wise, for not defending them. And, and, and I felt like I, I didn't need to, to defend anybody. Anybody can say, you know, "I, I think, um, yeah, I'm gonna think about some of these things, but for right now, I'm gonna, you know, head home now." But that didn't happen.

[55:38] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[55:39] Speaker 2: The person stayed-

[55:40] Speaker 3: Right.

[55:41] Speaker 2: ... there for hours, but got mad at me, because they said I didn't have their back, I didn't defend them and-

[55:49] Speaker 3: Okay. Well, let's-

[55:51] Speaker 2: ... I-

[55:51] Speaker 3: ... kinda look at that, 'cause I know the situation that you're speaking of. And I... You were minding your own business, and you were in your own energy, and you were enjoying the energy that you were in. I, I, I know the day that you're talking about. And me and the friend that you were talk... that you're speaking of, the only thing that came up that may have been uncomfortable for this person was that I was telling them, in the different situations that they were bringing up, that the common denominator in those situations was them. You're the common denominator. Your energy is pulling in these situations, so you have to learn from these situations. You don't blame something's wrong with these people that you're interacting with. So sometimes that's difficult for people, because they think that anything that's going on that they don't like is because of someone else or because of something else. It doesn't have anything to do with them. So me telling this person that they're...

[57:19] Speaker 3: (laughs) Y- you draw that energy in. You, you have a camaraderie with these people, so maybe look at how you're, um, communicating with these people. Maybe it's something that you can do to change things, or turn things around, or change something that you're doing. And I think that's the issue, and maybe they thought, since you were close by, that you should've, um, said something. Now, the reason-

[57:58] Speaker 2: But things were being said that I've never... that I could never say, and so I wanted th- there was the opportunity for this to happen, so it m- and it did.

[58:09] Speaker 3: Well, th- and the s- the reason why you said, "Well, the person could've removed themselves," they could've. They could've said, "Oh, I don't wanna talk about this anymore," or they could've left. But they stayed, because there's no mistakes. They were supposed to hear and be involved in what was going on in that conversation. Now, coming out of that conversation, since they never look at themselves, it's always the other person, she felt to say... blame you and say, "Why didn't you say something?" But what were you supposed to say? It wasn't your business. You weren't involved. But a person that won't look at themselves is always going to blame somebody else outside of themselves or some situation outside of themselves, because, "It can't be me. Not beautiful me." You see? So that's what happened in that situation. I remember it clearly.

[59:21] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[59:21] Speaker 3: And you were in, in your own world, and you were, like, enjoying the energy, and so...

[59:28] Speaker 2: I would... I didn't wanna go into the timeline. I didn't wanna go into that reactive thing. That was a timeline that the person was mad that I didn't join into. That's what it was. That was, that was a... That's what it was. See, because people want you... when... wa- will try to pull you into some spontaneous-

[59:53] Speaker 3: Exactly.

[59:53] Speaker 2: ... reactive trap. That was a trap, and I didn't-

[59:57] Speaker 3: Okay.

[59:57] Speaker 2: ... really go into it.

[59:58] Speaker 3: Exactly. So most of the time, we get pulled into traps, like you said. It could be someone saying something, uh, you feel a negative comment. It's a trap because then you may feel like you have to defend yourself. Okay? They said this. Now I'm gonna say that. And then they say this, and I'm go- when you don't have to say anything, 'cause it doesn't matter what they said, actually. If they think a certain thing about you, or they see something a certain way, that's fine. But like you said, you, you weren't gonna get pulled in.

[01:00:41] Speaker 3: You didn't want any-

[01:00:42] Speaker 2: No.

[01:00:42] Speaker 3: ... part of that.

[01:00:43] Speaker 2: No.

[01:00:46] Speaker 3: Well, some people, they have to get involved-

[01:00:47] Speaker 2: I, I, I didn't, I didn't have to.

[01:00:49] Speaker 3: ... they have to-

[01:00:49] Speaker 2: I chose not to. I chose ... I recognized a trap, and I didn't want to step in.

[01:01:01] Speaker 3: Wow. But most people don't see it as a trap, so they see it as putting their two cents in, or, you know, they have an opinion about the situation, so they just won't let it be. And what you did was, you were on your own timeline.

[01:01:31] Speaker 2: Exactly.

[01:01:33] Speaker 3: And you didn't let anything outside of that upset it.

[01:01:37] Speaker 2: Exactly. Yeah.

[01:01:43] Speaker 3: And so, what was going on, the conversation between her and I, that was a conversation between her and I. But I guess since you were her friend, she, um, I'm not exactly knowing what she wanted you to do and why she got angry with you.

[01:02:05] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[01:02:06] Speaker 3: You know?

[01:02:07] Speaker 2: Yep. So I le- I left, I leave it alone. I leave it alone, because people, you know, when there is a situation, and then a person wants to feel a certain way about it, I, I leave it alone. I used to not be this way. I used to be involved, you, you know, wh- when we have families and, and we manage households, we're used to managing things, but at some point, th- then we have to step back and let things go. We, we can't always be there to try to, to, um, maneuver everything on behalf of everybody, so I step back now.

[01:02:51] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[01:02:52] Speaker 3: Well, you don't, you don't have to be in everybody's business.

[01:02:56] Speaker 2: Right.

[01:02:56] Speaker 3: You see what I'm saying? You don't have to be ... Some- sometimes we go through periods in life where we like to be nosy, we like to get in other people's timelines and other people's business. It could be relationships that people stick their noses into, and people's private relationships, giving opinions, or, or just gossiping or whatever, um, and not just leaving things alone. It's, it's none of your business. Stay out of their timeline.

[01:03:33] Speaker 2: Right. Yeah. I say, I, I, you know, and, and, um, so I, I try, I, I try, you know, we, we, we try. We, we, we, we, we never, like, like we talked about earlier, we n- eh, it's not like we graduate from high school, we're done. It's, this is continuous, w- and we're all on this continuous, um, journey. It keeps going. It doesn't end. We're always elev- elevating-

[01:04:01] Speaker 3: Exactly.

[01:04:01] Speaker 2: ... we're always elevating, and, uh, and we, we do the best we can. Um, so, you know, who are we to, um, be calling people out all the time? Le- let's leave each other alone. We, we're from, we're from energy worlds that, that are operate by energy. We are energetic beings. Let's be energetic beings again. Let's not, let's un-adopt these things here. Let's, let's let these things go. Sometimes, it's more important what you stop doing than what you're doing. Even, even when you talk ab- talk to, um, us about food.

[01:04:44] Speaker 2: It's very important-

[01:04:45] Speaker 3: Exactly.

[01:04:46] Speaker 2: ... uh, of, of the foods that you eliminate, it is not always the most im- I guess it's important what we do eat, but sometimes what we let go, what we stop doing, is even more significant-

[01:04:57] Speaker 3: It's more important right now. Mm-hmm.

[01:04:59] Speaker 2: Yep. So w- with, this is a ... I, I once had a vision, a dream where there was this, like a beautiful home with a beautiful spiral elegant staircase. And I wasn't walking down the staircase making an entrance, I was walking up the staircase, elevating up the staircase, and just dropping articles of clothing. I was, I was (laughs) , e- eh, I mean-

[01:05:26] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[01:05:27] Speaker 2: ... I, I just was walking up the staircase, uh, uh, elevating up the staircase, and just dropping clothing, just dropping items, just dropping things that no longer served me, that I no longer needed, and was continually ... And, and someone else had, had, had said the same thing, that they were doing it too, walking up the staircase just dropping things. As opposed to what you see in the movies or on TV, somebody walking down the staircase and-

[01:05:54] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[01:05:54] Speaker 2: ... they drop their coat, or they drop these ... No, we're going, we're elevating, we're elevating, and we're, and we're letting go of things while we're elevating. We're letting go of things that we don't need anymore, that we don't need to hold onto.

[01:06:10] Speaker 3: Wow. You know, um, I, uh, when you, when I look at certain things, I've noticed that time ago, I might not have seen it this way, but when you see yourself or someone that's always criticizing, always looking at the bleak side of things, you know that there's a issue there for them-It, it could be, it could be anything. Um, but it's an issue there for them, because of the way that they look at life. So if they're, um ... Some people like to hum- humiliate other people. They like to embarrass people. Um, but when you see this happening and coming from a person, you begin to understand that they just need some healing. You ... There's no need to get angry with them, and because when you see someone doing these things, as you grow, you know that it's connected to something else. So it's not just about that they're, you know, being negative or that they're, uh, trying to embarrass you or things like that. It's something deeper going on with them.

[01:08:00] Speaker 3: So you can decide, when you become aware of these things, then you have more of a choice of how to handle it, because now you're not taking it personally anymore.

[01:08:14] Speaker 2: Yes.

[01:08:15] Speaker 3: Where one time somebody says something to you that you felt was derogatory, right away took it personal. But now you see it, you know that they're hurt. Other hurt people hurt other people, okay? So you're coming from a different space, a whole different space. You don't even really take it personal what they're saying, because you know that what's going on with them is deeper than that. And if anybody wants to add anything to what we're talking about today, you can call 888-627-6008 if you wanna add anything. But as you were speaking, Aloha, I was thinking about how we interact, and every soul that you meet, it's a, it's, it's, it's a timeline in there, which means that you're meeting or y- th- everything is on purpose. So the person that you pass by in the street, the person that you hadn't seen for 10 years or since high school, all of a sudden, you, you, your paths cross. That's not by accident. That's on purpose. That's ... Everything happens for a reason.

[01:10:04] Speaker 3: So you start learning, since you only have the moment, you only have that piece of that span in time, you wanna make the best of it.

[01:10:17] Speaker 2: Yes.

[01:10:17] Speaker 3: You see? So if you are on a bus or somewhere with a stranger and you strike up a conversation, you can always leave your best mark behind, if you decide to.

[01:10:33] Speaker 2: Yes.

[01:10:33] Speaker 3: Because when you become more aware and more intentional about your actions, you always wanna leave a pearl behind when you can.

[01:10:51] Speaker 2: Yes.

[01:10:51] Speaker 3: Because that is energy permeates and that's what makes the world a better place. So each person leaving that pearl behind or wanting to, like, give light, that's an energy and it permeates, and the more of that that goes around, it's contagious. You see?

[01:11:24] Speaker 2: Yes.

[01:11:25] Speaker 3: And not giving energy to what's negative. You see? So when people wanna give energy to what is negative, you can always find something good in that. Um, so, okay, any, any, any negativity can always ... It's always the other side to it. You know?

[01:12:00] Speaker 2: Yes.

[01:12:02] Speaker 3: There's always ... And if you look into it, instead of being a part of it, which is not, it's not that easy until you start making it a practice. You know? If you're feeling-

[01:12:19] Speaker 2: Yes.

[01:12:19] Speaker 3: ... someone is doing something, um, negative, um, once you start making it more of a practice, you can start turning some of that around.

[01:12:33] Speaker 2: Yes. I used to (laughs) I used to take a lot of classes about all these types of things, and we had assignments to do these things. Sometimes we were creating things, sometimes we were, you know, putting positives to any situation to make it more positive or to turn it around, and, and, and I, uh, I-I mean, all of my life, I would listen again. So like, even listening to archives again and again, I would listen to things again and again. I'm like, "Okay, I'm gonna try, I'm gonna try this. This I'm gonna try." And I would practice these things with intention, because sometimes our lives get to a point where, okay, this, (laughs) I gotta be responsible for some of these things that are going on, and I've gotta make the change. I have to be the change that I'm seeking. Because the change has to come inside, has to be inside first before it's outside. It's just like photography.

[01:13:38] Speaker 2: If you, you know, in the old days, when we had film, the picture is gonna be exactly what the negative is gonna be.

[01:13:46] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:13:46] Speaker 2: So, you, you know, that's just how it is. So if you want some changes in your outer world, or changes-

[01:13:53] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:13:54] Speaker 2: ... in your situation or changes with other people, we have to start with ourselves first. Like, like the Michael Jackson song. Start with the man in the mirror, right? (laughs)

[01:14:04] Speaker 3: Exactly. Exactly. Exactly.

[01:14:08] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[01:14:08] Speaker 3: Because you are always the common denominator. And, um, once you start taking responsibility for everything, it's like you can, it's, a lot of times in this dimension, the problem is, with people is money. Okay? So when things aren't going as planned, then you just have to look at it and see, "How can I change this? It's in my power to turn this around. It may take some time, but I'm intentionally going to change this, instead of constantly being stressed out about lack, and thinking more of I have instead of I don't have." You see? The, the thinking has to change, first of all, from I'm broke or I don't have or ... It has to be more thoughts of abundance, and then looking at everything. How can this be turned around? Because it can be turned around, and each case is different. Each case is different of how much time it may take. But just the fact that you're taking responsibility and the thought patterns change from I don't have to I have.

[01:15:49] Speaker 3: Even at first, if you don't see that you have, you're like, "I don't have." No. No. "I have." Because you have everything you need now. The thing about it is, putting that into action, being responsible. How am I going to change the situation around that I created? I created this. And then you could look at h- how I got into this chaos, and then how am I gonna turn that around? And-

[01:16:31] Speaker 2: You know ... Oh, sorry. Go ahead.

[01:16:33] Speaker 3: No, go ahead.

[01:16:35] Speaker 2: Um, you know, it's been real obvious (laughs) all the time that this is really an energy world here, and we have a lot of power in shifting and moving energy, because I watch other people do it. I watch things change, and I know that it was an energy shift, that energy did it, and we are powerful and we can use our energy. And really, we cannot afford to harbor the energy of lack and loss. We can't, because energy expands. So we can't afford to go down energetic paths that, that we don't want. We can't, because y- a person can watch what happens when they do that. And we can watch the changes that happen when we shift our energy, when, when we, when we shift our polarities and, and plug in those positives, an- and watch it shift almost immediately to stop, to stop and do a 360 degree turn. Make a U-turn. Make a U-turn and go the other way. If you're driving down the street and you're going the wrong way, you're not gonna get to where you're going unless you make that U-turn, right?

[01:17:58] Speaker 2: If you've passed the place that you wanna go-

[01:18:01] Speaker 3: Exactly.

[01:18:01] Speaker 2: ... and you've passed it and you keep going, you're not gonna get there. Make that U-turn, and do that with your energy. Do that with things that have come up. If- (laughs) make that U-turn and go the other way. Okay?

[01:18:16] Speaker 3: Yep. Exactly.

[01:18:17] Speaker 2: It's, there's obvious things that we can, examples that we can use like that. Just turn around, go the other way. W- what, if, if something's not working, stop doing it. (laughs)

[01:18:30] Speaker 3: Exactly.

[01:18:32] Speaker 2: Don't do it.

[01:18:35] Speaker 3: And, and that right there is one of the keys, because in this dimension, one of the things that people is always, like, money, um, and I remember when I was, I don't know, uh, I had just started working. I was a teenager.And I remember this man, he had worked there for maybe about like 20 years, and he also had, on the weekends, he did catering. And I remember this man lived in such abundance, it's like, I mean, from his house that I had a privilege to visit and just everything about him. And I remember one time he told me, he said, "You're young now and you got a lot of things to see." But he said, "I'm gonna tell you something about money. It's never how much you make, it's what you do with what you make." That's what he told me. I never forgot it.

[01:19:56] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[01:19:57] Speaker 3: He said, "So if you make a million dollars, but your overhead is a million and a half, you gonna live in poverty."

[01:20:09] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[01:20:10] Speaker 3: He said, "So always remember, it's not how much you make, it's what you do with what you have."

[01:20:23] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[01:20:24] Speaker 3: And I, between what my father taught me and this man that I had the privilege of working with, I learned a lot about revenue. And then I, I learned that money is energy.

[01:20:41] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

[01:20:42] Speaker 3: And if you deal from lack of, "I don't have," or taking from others, or, um, always talking about, "I'm broke," or whatever, that's the energy that you will draw to yourself. But like you say, you can make that U-turn and think abundance, like, "I have everything I need." And you may say, "That's stupid," because I don't have everything I need. No.

[01:21:14] Speaker 2: That sounds like a great name for a show. (laughs)

[01:21:19] Speaker 3: (laughs) It's, it's like you have, within you, the power to create. But that light has been dimmed, so you don't look at it that you have everything that you need to get anything that you want. But you have to have that will. You can't be lazy. And how do you spend your time? 'Cause everything is possible. It's like when I look at-

[01:21:51] Speaker 2: Everything is possible.

[01:21:52] Speaker 3: ... I, I look at the restaurant. I never thought I would own a restaurant. I had no idea. But when I saw it materializing, and I, it saw, I saw it becoming... And my daughter always felt like, oh, she could see the restaurant. And I remember Dr. Sabie telling me, "Oh, you should have a restaurant. Your food is so good," okay? But that visualization that my daughter had, and then when I finally picked up on it, it, it came into the being. It just, it just started moving. And then I just put that positive energy into it, the, what we wanted it to be like, what we wanted it to look like, you know? We wanted each table to be different because people are different, and they'll gravitate toward the table that best suits them.

[01:22:56] Speaker 2: (laughs) That's something.

[01:22:57] Speaker 3: Just creating the atmosphere-

[01:23:01] Speaker 2: That's something.

[01:23:02] Speaker 3: Just creating-

[01:23:02] Speaker 2: That's something.

[01:23:03] Speaker 3: Right. Just creating a atmosphere of camaraderie where people, a lot of times if you go into restaurants, people just stay to their own table. They don't really talk to their neighbor or they don't strike up a conversation. They just come to eat with who they come to eat with, and then they leave. But here, the people wanna talk to each other. They make friends. They started relationships because we created that atmosphere of beauty, of love, and it, it, and it shows itself that way.

[01:23:40] Speaker 3: So people aren't afraid to speak to one another for fear of being, you know, shunned, because, "I didn't come here to talk to you, I came here to eat."

[01:23:51] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[01:23:51] Speaker 3: But you know-

[01:23:52] Speaker 2: When you get a minute, it reminds me of something funny when, when, w- w- after you finish. (laughs) I thought of something.

[01:23:57] Speaker 3: Go ahead, I'm finished. Go ahead. I'm listening.

[01:24:00] Speaker 2: Okay. Okay, so, (laughs) you know, sometimes, um, okay, so your hours, um, I, I want to come to there and sometimes I'm far away. So by the time I get to the area, to, to where, where the restaurant is, it's, it's one minute before closing. (laughs)

[01:24:19] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[01:24:20] Speaker 2: So one day-

[01:24:21] Speaker 3: Wow.

[01:24:22] Speaker 2: ... I came walking in, I came walking in at, at the closing time and you looked at me.

[01:24:28] Speaker 3: Oh, wow. (laughs)

[01:24:31] Speaker 2: And I, I said... You said, "Well, you must be hungry because I know you didn't come here to shake my hand."

[01:24:38] Speaker 3: (laughs) Yeah.

[01:24:39] Speaker 2: And I was hungry and you said, "I gotta feed her."

[01:24:43] Speaker 3: Right, right, right. I remember.

[01:24:47] Speaker 2: And, and, um, so everything that you built came out of the love that you had for what you're doing, and you didn't just sit around and do nothing. The, the, what you wanted, wanted you, wanted to do this with you as much as you wanted to do this. The, the, a- a- and- and it was already created.

[01:25:07] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:25:07] Speaker 2: Now you just ... It, it's already created instantaneously. Now y- you know, 'cause what we do is, what we can do is we can start from the end result, we can start from what, what we want to achieve. Let's start from the restaurant being here and complete and then move towards it. See, people don't always do that. They say, "Okay, I have nothing and I've gotta make something, so let me figure out the, the, the 950 steps that I need to do this." No, you start from the end result.

[01:25:38] Speaker 2: "I have this beautiful restaurant-"

[01:25:40] Speaker 3: Right.

[01:25:40] Speaker 2: "... that has the most healthiest food, where people can come and, and commune with, with, with others, engage with others, and, and meet up and talk and, and become healthy." It ... So you start with, with, with what you want and you bring it to you from, from the finish line. You-

[01:26:01] Speaker 3: Exactly.

[01:26:02] Speaker 2: ... bring what you want from the ... You start at the finish line and you do it that way and not everybody knows that but, (laughs) but a lot of people probably do 'cause they've done it, 'cause th- th- there's a whole bunch of people here that are very, very-

[01:26:17] Speaker 3: Have done it, right.

[01:26:19] Speaker 2: Yes, but, but you-

[01:26:20] Speaker 3: Mm-hmm.

[01:26:20] Speaker 2: ... you start from where you want to be and do it that way. Don't start at some point and think of, you know, how it's gonna be so hard, how am I gonna do this, where is the money gonna come from.

[01:26:36] Speaker 3: Right. Right.

[01:26:36] Speaker 2: I've never done this before. You don't do it that. What are all, what are all the papers I need to get? Don't do it like that.

[01:26:43] Speaker 3: Mm-mm. No.

[01:26:44] Speaker 2: Start from the end. Start, start from the finish line. Start from the finish line and you'll-

[01:26:49] Speaker 3: Then everything, and everything, like, everything comes into, uh, I don't know, it's, it's like you're the creator, so everything is within you and how you think, how you manifest things. And this is real how you can create and have whatever you need, but you have to have the mindset for that, because a lot of times people think that's just not true, it doesn't work like that, you g- but it does work like that.

[01:27:36] Speaker 2: It does work like that.

[01:27:38] Speaker 3: It does work like that. And you can see something, imagine it in real time, you can see yourself in it, you can see it happening. You can bring so many things into fruition just by your thoughts, and you can do the same thing in negativity. You can bring things, energies to you that you don't want and you'll wonder, "Why do I keep getting this same type of person? Why do I get friends like this? Why, the why, why?" But the common denominator is yourself. What are your thoughts? What are you thinking? What do you think about life? Do you think it sucks? Do you don't wanna be here? What, what, what, w- w- how, what do your ... Where does your mind go, you see? Do you give it, yourself a chance to think or are you on social media all day with other people's thoughts and, and their thoughts become yours and you don't really have a chance to create? When this restaurant, me and my daughter were creating this, there really was no social media, and if it was, we weren't into it at all.

[01:29:14] Speaker 2: Right.

[01:29:14] Speaker 3: So, you know, now can social media help you? I'm sure, to do things, because it's, it's so informative, but you always, if you can, let your light illuminate because each person has something to offer. Now, if you feel like you wanna just, you know, shine through someone else's light, that's your choice, because you may not feel your light is bright enough, you have this ... And you can use other people's thoughts, ideas and things like that, but you always wanna find who you are, what you enjoy, what do you like, because that's what's gonna have longevity, that's what's gonna have you in it to win it, because it's, it's from you, this is your dream, this is what you love. So you're gonna ha- come at it with everything because it's, it's, it's something that you love. Now can you be in something and you don't really love it but it gets the job done?

[01:30:44] Speaker 3: You could do that too, but whatever you do, do it with love, do it with passion, do it because it's beautiful, because if you have other thoughts and they're negative or you're just doing it for this, you're just doing it for the money, you're just doing it, you're not gonna have ...... That same drive, you see, that you may have to get up and start work at 4:00 in the morning to make sure everything is done. But you do it because you want to. You're not doing it with, like, it's a burden. You're doing it because if you gotta get up at 4:00, showtime might be 12:00 or 2:00. So I have to do these things so everything goes right. And you're glad and happy that you can get up at 4:00 in the morning. You see? You're not mad 'cause you gotta get up at 4:00 in the morning.

[01:31:59] Speaker 3: And it, and it really doesn't matter what you have to get, 'cause even if you have a nine-to-five job that you have to get up 4:00 in the morning, at that particular time, that job is also a blessing, 'cause it's sending my children to school. It's paying my bills. It's allowing me to do the things I need to do. And also, one day I might, I'm gonna be doing something else, but right now I'm grateful for this. It's, it's, it's beautiful to be grateful for what you have at this time, because wherever you're at, that's where you're supposed to be.

[01:32:48] Speaker 2: The more you say it-

[01:32:49] Speaker 3: You're supposed to be-

[01:32:50] Speaker 2: ... the more I hear it.

[01:32:50] Speaker 3: You're supposed to be wherever you are. It's not a mistake that, that you work at where, uh, or wherever you work at. It's no mistake. That's where you're supposed to be at that particular time, and it's okay. Be the best you can be at that job at that particular time, because by having that type of energy, things are gonna work out for you. It's all about the energy. It's all about the energy, and how you feel about yourself. So any job that you're at, it may not be your utopia, it may not be what you'd wanna do right now, but until you get where you want to be, be grateful. It's helping me. I'm able to pay my bills. I'm able to do this. I'm able to buy my food. I'm able to do... I thank you, thank you, thank you. It's gonna change the whole way you look at everything, and then you'll have that positive outlook to start maybe looking into something else that you might wanna do that you didn't think was possible. You may, what you may, what you may...

[01:34:15] Speaker 3: When I started teaching at the, uh, Temple University, they had a nice school program, an extension of their, um, college program. And I remember my daughter saying, "It would be good if you taught at this program about different things, about food, lifestyle, things like that, meditation." And I'm like, "I don't have a degree." And so then a girlfriend of mine said to me, and she had a, a master's degree in s- in, in biology, she said, "Well, why don't you go and talk to the, um, administrator of that program and tell them you have some life experience?" And I'm like, "I never heard of going to get a job and telling somebody you have life experience." And I did just that. I wrote up a whole paper of, of what I could bring to the community, and I sent it in. I called first and the lady said, "Okay.

[01:35:27] Speaker 3: Send that to me, and look at the, um, at the, this book they have." And she said, "Just line up your thing the way you see these people line it up." Well, when I looked at everybody else, they had a degree, bachelor's, master's, all these degrees. But I said, "Okay." So I filled it out. I sent this paper and I waited. So I wasn't hearing anything and I said to my daughter, 'cause she was going to Temple University, I said, "I didn't hear anything." And, and maybe, you know, my daughter said, "Mom, that's a professional program. You're gonna hear something, either a denial or an acceptance." So I decided to call, and I'll never forget, the administrator, her name was Muriel Feelings. I'll never forget her.

[01:36:26] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[01:36:27] Speaker 3: And I, and I explained, I told her why I was calling and I wanted to know, and she said, "Oh, yeah, I looked at your, um, paperwork." She said, "I've been thinking about it because in this community, it may be something that's needed." She went on to say, "I think I'm gonna let it, you do it for one semester. We'll see who signs up for it, and we'll see at the end of the class what they got out of it." I taught there for 15 years.

[01:37:12] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[01:37:14] Speaker 3: I taught there for 15 years.But my point in bringing up this story is-

[01:37:25] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[01:37:25] Speaker 3: ... if I just went with the fact that I didn't have a degree, if I just went with the fact of "I don't have," there's no need in me applying for that. All these people that teach there have degrees.

[01:37:41] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[01:37:44] Speaker 3: I would've never been there.

[01:37:48] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[01:37:49] Speaker 3: And the person that even told me to do that, she had a master's.

[01:37:54] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[01:37:54] Speaker 3: And the thing about it is, a lot of those students and things that I had there are my regular customers at the restaurant to this day.

[01:38:04] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[01:38:06] Speaker 3: They come and tell me the things that I taught them, they still use to this day.

[01:38:11] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm.

[01:38:17] Speaker 3: You never know what you can do unless you're open. You never know who will say yes to you when you're, in your head, always saying, "No, I don't have, I can't, I don't have this." You never know. So abundance and I have, you don't wanna pull the energy of I don't have. "I don't have, I don't have this, I don't have that."

[01:39:02] Speaker 2: Mm-hmm. No affirmations-

[01:39:03] Speaker 3: So-

[01:39:03] Speaker 2: ... like that. No affirmations like that.

[01:39:08] Speaker 3: Exactly. So Aloha, what do you think about that, what I just said? (laughs)

[01:39:16] Speaker 2: (laughs) Well, you've, you've done so many things over all these years, and you, you look like you're just as, as, as youthful and vibrant as you sound. (laughs)

[01:39:28] Speaker 3: Oh, wow.

[01:39:29] Speaker 2: You know, I was thinking about today, I'm like, you're getting younger all the time. And when you tell me all the things you did, I'm like, "Wow, you've done so many things." And, and to, and to... and, and you're right. You're right, because y- right now, you can look back and see how this all went, and we can create from the finish line. And one day, you told me something, you said, "I, I, I was ch... I, I, I, I needed a loan, I needed some money, and, and uh, I, I didn't have any credit. I didn't have any credit, I didn't have any credit." And I said to myself, "One day..." What did you say? Tell me what you said. Do you remember?

[01:40:19] Speaker 2: Okay, so, one day-

[01:40:20] Speaker 3: Repeat that. What, what, what did you say again? Um-

[01:40:22] Speaker 2: One day, um, you said, "I need to get a loan. Something has come up, I need to get a loan, but I, I don't know what I'm gonna do, but I need to get a loan in." And then you said, "One day, I'm gonna have..." And you didn't... you said you didn't have any credit. And you said-

[01:40:37] Speaker 3: Oh. Oh, yeah, okay.

[01:40:38] Speaker 2: And you said, "One day, I... my credit's gonna be so good." Tell, tell me what you said.

[01:40:42] Speaker 3: Okay. I'll tell you what happened. Okay. What happened with that, what happened with that, there was a time in my life where I couldn't get-

[01:41:03] Speaker 2: Inga, I have it, but it won't be here till 5:30. Talk close- Um- Talk closer- All right. ... so I can hear you. All right. Gotta go.

[01:41:11] Speaker 3: I'm sorry. But what happened was, uh, it was a time in my life where I didn't have any credit. The funds were low. I had just went through something, um, in my life, and it was actually a divorce. So I remember that I had to, um, get... what? I needed some things, so when I would go to get credit to get these things, I was turned down. And everywhere I went, I was turned down. And I was like, "Wow." So this last place that I went, they said to me, "We'll give you a credit card, but it's called secured credit card." And I'm like, "What does that mean?" They said, "What it means is you have to put some money in, and you'll be using your own money to build your credit.

[01:42:42] Speaker 3: And if we see that you pay this money back timely or whatever, we'll eventually give you a credit card." Now, I remember that time in my life, and I remember when I put that application in-

[01:43:01] Speaker 2: Here you go.

[01:43:01] Speaker 3: Thank you so much. Write me a review.

[01:43:04] Speaker 2: Which one? You want this one, baby? I got $7 worth of papers. I got it.

[01:43:11] Speaker 3: Write the... on that paper. Let me see it. So anyway, I'm sorry, I'm at the store, y'all. I apologize. So then, I said to myself, when I left and put in that application for that secured credit card-Before it's all over with, everybody is gonna wanna give me a credit card.

[01:43:35] Speaker 2: That's it.

[01:43:35] Speaker 3: Okay. This isn't always going to be like this. I'm gonna be able to get credit from anywhere I want, and credit cards, the best ones are gonna be coming to me.

[01:43:51] Speaker 2: As you-

[01:43:51] Speaker 3: And that's what happened.

[01:43:55] Speaker 2: Okay.

[01:43:55] Speaker 3: What happened was, it took some time, like they said, pay this on time. They eventually gave me a credit card, and after that I said, "I'm..." I asked my son, "What's the highest credit, credit score you can get?" My son said, "Mom, I think 840, 850." I'm going to have that.

[01:44:22] Speaker 2: It's not-

[01:44:23] Speaker 3: I'm going to have that credit score. Nobody is ever gonna tell me again that they're not giving me something because I don't have what it takes. And of course, it came to pass. Right now, and since then, I carry whatever the highest credit score is, that's what I have. That's what I have.

[01:44:50] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[01:44:52] Speaker 3: And what did all these credit card companies start sending me in the mail? Exactly what I said, because I brought that into being. I didn't get upset because they didn't give it to me. When I first heard the fact, I was kind of devastated. I said, "Wow, I can't get any credit." But once that settled in, that will never, ever happen to me again. They told me what I needed to do, and I did it. I did it. And what my dad taught me coming up, uh, he's from the south, from, from sharecroppers. How my dad told me how to handle money, and Mr. Bob told me, "It's not how much you make, it's what you do with what you make." That's all I needed.

[01:45:48] Speaker 2: Okay.

[01:45:49] Speaker 3: Them turning me down, me tur- them turning me down for a credit card-

[01:45:54] Speaker 2: Turned you around. That turned you around. (laughs)

[01:45:56] Speaker 3: You remember what you said? You said make a U-turn, right?

[01:45:59] Speaker 2: Yes.

[01:46:01] Speaker 3: I made a U-turn.

[01:46:03] Speaker 2: Yep.

[01:46:05] Speaker 3: I made a U-turn, because I had to change w- whatever was going on in that situation I was in, that I came out of it like that, I had to take responsibility for that. It ain't about blaming anybody or whatever. It's like, "Okay, how can I turn this around?"

[01:46:26] Speaker 2: Ex- oh, let me-

[01:46:28] Speaker 3: And then that person at that financial institution said, "This is how you turn it around. But first of all, you gotta give us $1,000." I got up $1,000 to put on my credit card with my money. I never could forget the name of it, it's called secured credit card.

[01:46:52] Speaker 2: Right. Right.

[01:46:54] Speaker 3: Okay. That's, that's the first step I had to do. I had to get up that money. I was working every day. I got up that money, took it to them. It took a minute, and it didn't happen right away. It didn't happen right away. And I got my secured credit card. Guess what?

[01:47:17] Speaker 2: What? (laughs)

[01:47:18] Speaker 3: You ain't gonna tell me what I can't do.

[01:47:20] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[01:47:20] Speaker 3: You're not gonna tell me what I can't do.

[01:47:23] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[01:47:23] Speaker 3: Because I know within me, I got the power to turn it around, make that U-turn.

[01:47:29] Speaker 2: Yes. (laughs)

[01:47:32] Speaker 3: Right?

[01:47:34] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[01:47:34] Speaker 3: So, so, it's about, it's about, I can. I have everything I need. Now, how am I gonna accomplish this? So, the first thing I gotta say is, "How am I gonna get... I gotta get this $1,000 together to put, give these people."

[01:47:52] Speaker 2: Yes.

[01:47:52] Speaker 3: So that's gonna take a minute, but that's okay, but that's okay.

[01:47:55] Speaker 2: Yes. Yes.

[01:47:56] Speaker 3: Because I can trot along, trot along, trot along, put something aside, put something aside, till I get that $1,000.

[01:48:03] Speaker 2: That's great. Yep.

[01:48:06] Speaker 3: And I'm-

[01:48:07] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[01:48:07] Speaker 3: ... and the thing about it is-

[01:48:08] Speaker 2: One step at a time. (laughs)

[01:48:10] Speaker 3: Yeah, and guess what? It was fun doing it.

[01:48:13] Speaker 2: Yeah. (laughs)

[01:48:16] Speaker 3: (laughs) You know?

[01:48:17] Speaker 2: Yeah.

[01:48:17] Speaker 3: Put my little money to the side, it was fun.

[01:48:21] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[01:48:23] Speaker 3: And then when I got the money, I'm right going back, I say, "Here you go. Here it is."

[01:48:29] Speaker 2: (laughs)

[01:48:30] Speaker 3: I got my little dollar-

[01:48:31] Speaker 2: We have about-

[01:48:31] Speaker 3: ... put it in my pocketbook. I was happy.

[01:48:34] Speaker 2: (laughs) We have about five more minutes. Um, and so, wow, this has been so much fun. (laughs) Are there any-

[01:48:45] Speaker 3: So much fun.

[01:48:46] Speaker 2: (laughs) Is, are there any other, um, beautiful, um, things that you wanna tell us? We have about five more minutes. Whatever I have will be short and sweet, but if you have anything else that-

[01:49:02] Speaker 3: No.

[01:49:02] Speaker 2: ... you'd wanted to know.

[01:49:02] Speaker 3: Everything was beautiful. No, I just love everybody. I'm so glad to be here. And until the next time, peace and love and beauty.

[01:49:14] Speaker 2: (laughs) Thank you, thank you. That's right, that's, that's everything. And, um...

[01:49:20] Speaker 3: (laughs)

[01:49:21] Speaker 2: Well, I, I do wanna say, we, we both wanna say thank you, beautiful BBS Radio, for bringing us together.And thank you for listening. Thank you for listening to the archives as well. Thank you for subscribing. Thank you to our subscribers for donating. Thank you for, for making it possible for us to be here. And, um, thank everyone for commanding their energy and being all that you are. I wanna say that, um, this is how we make the production cease to exist. This is how we make the fake sound stage vanish. This is how we dismantle the construct. We just took everything off the table. Take everything off the table. Delete every last program. Erase everything into the ether. We are powerful. Watch what you create. Watch it, and continue on doing it. We are energetic beings, and we are commanding our energy. (laughs) And it's so much fun. So keep doing it. We can do everything. Isn't that right? That's right. Everything. Yeah, we can do everything. So- Aloha.

[01:51:03] Speaker 2: It's been a wonderful, bright, beautiful day, and, um, I look forward to being back again with you, Beverly. Thank you for always being here with us. We appreciate- Wow. ... you so very much. (laughs) And all the beautiful- Thank you. ... and everything beautiful that you have told us. This has been, I would say, um, our, our most, um, beautiful and enjoyable time that we've had, um. (laughs) Right. Wow. I'm gonna be listening to this one myself. (laughs) Well, again, we'll see you all again soon. Have a bright, beautiful day, and- Yes. ... um, we love you. We love you. Yes, we do. Yes. Bye for now. Yes, peace. Peace.

[01:52:00] Speaker 5: (instrumental music)