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I've been thinking about all the wonderful lessons that I've been learning from nature.
I'm at a time in my life where I'm seeing things that I never saw before.
They were always there, but I never noticed them.
I'm on my back.
Yes.
Aloha.
I hear you loud and clear.
Do you want to greet our audience before we get started?
I want to say that I'm at a time in my life where utter gratefulness to everything.
And it's so amazing that I chose this path.
I'm so full right now because it's beautiful.
I'm learning why certain things happen in my life and what brought me to the point where
I am now and how it was just a part of my soul's journey to serve.
And I do numerology, so I was looking up my numbers.
And my numbers are – one of my numbers is an A9, which represents completion.
Yes, it represents completion.
And I can see certain things that I completed and have moved on.
My other number is 22.
And like I said, it all comes down to what I do right now.
I'm serving my life's purpose, which is to give and to serve.
And the interesting thing about that is that when I give to others and serve, I'm
actually giving and serving myself.
And I never looked at it that way before, but how it makes my heart sing to give and
to serve.
What I realize is I never lose anything.
Like giving and serving, I just gain.
I just gain.
And it makes me feel so full.
One of the ways I serve is the restaurant all the way live because I meet so many souls
going through so many things.
And I can become a part of that.
Like a part of that because they share and then I share with them what I see.
Just by that meeting, which is not by chance, all of these things are – my world is just
opening up more and more every day.
So full.
Last week we interviewed Jamie for those of you who listened to their program.
If you haven't, you can go into archives and listen to it.
It's people like her that I meet so many extraordinary people.
And I feel so honored and blessed to become a part of their world for whatever length
of time and they become a part of mine.
There I am right now in my life, all gratitude for past relationships.
I was married for a very long time when you consider years – people would say it's
a long time.
And I learned so even though I subsequently divorced, I learned so much from him.
He was good.
It's just that our connection had taken this course and we had to move on.
But from that relationship with him, I grew so much.
And it's amazing how each relationship that we're in, it's a reason for.
And to teach us something.
So the relationship isn't bad.
It's like that was bad.
No.
You may not have liked the outcome or what happened with it, but it wasn't bad because
nothing happens by cheese.
And Philadelphia today, it's a little cool.
We had a lot of hot weather and it turned pretty cold.
I don't know.
It might be in the 50s, 60s, high 50s and a lot of rain.
Training and green everywhere.
I'm saying it's so green, right?
It's all the earth.
The first thing is like blossoming.
We've hit rain for a few days and everything is like all the earth is coming up, the trees
are green, the flowers are beautiful.
Oh boy.
It's very energizing here.
The energy here is beautiful.
Isn't it beautiful?
And the people that we're coming in contact with, it's beautiful.
Oh wow.
Oh, so it's like everything.
Everything that I'm going through.
Everything that I'm going through.
Everything that I'm going through.
Oh, wow.
Oh, it's like everything.
Everything that I'm going through right now and it's happening is wonderful.
Especially now that we're looking at each other.
Oh yeah, we're in the same room.
The same city and everything.
Yeah, we're usually miles and miles apart.
But this is really fun because I've been here for the past few days.
I've been at all the way live on Thursday and it's ever so much fun to atmosphere.
So, you know, how I feel about it.
Well, I mean, I know we all do because we're all, I made up this word energetical, majestic
exuberance and brilliance.
And our energy is always flowing.
It's always gliding.
It's always surfing.
And every present now, it's just glorious.
And adventurous and new.
Sometimes don't you just feel brand new?
All the time.
And so we know that we are reflections of grand magnificence.
Heavenly, harmony, perfect peace.
The highest, heavily harmonious happenings are happening here to all of us.
And so you can feel this in our energy, in our heart, in our entire being, in all ways,
always.
And it's just something to marvel at.
And we just feel that we are all that we are and all that there is.
And it just feels like a natural, wondrous world.
So many instantaneous miracles.
And, you know, if you enjoy sun gazing or paying attention or being aware of the sun
as it rises, you know, you can elevate and rise and ascend with the sun into spectacular
awareness and grand luminous.
It just feels like rainbow radiance as we are one and the same.
And we are all held in loving-balanced divine splendor, continuous elevation and expansion
and revelation.
And we are surrounded by all that we are and all that there is.
Heart felt greeting, so many smiles.
Loving, warmth, truth and serenity, flowing joy, genuine kindness, pure patience, understanding,
embracing family.
And we're grateful, as Beverly was saying earlier, grateful for the expanding exuberance and
grand increasing abundance, the energy, the companionship of the glowing, the just the
color of the sky, the grand sunrise, the company, the companionship of our most sacred and cherished
elevating ascended beings, ascending beings.
And the company and companionship of the most sacred and cherished companions, the glorious
gracious, bright, splendid God that we are, the God that we are and everything feels warm
and grand, inherited.
It's our inheritances.
We are free to be us right now.
And Beverly and I were talking this morning about how we come into ourselves and how once
we get to a certain place within ourselves, we don't have to question what we're doing,
wondering whether or not somebody is going to accept it or like something that we did or
said or do we need to tip toe around the things we do.
And so it's very important for us because what might be motivating to a lot of us is that
we know that we are energetic beings.
We know that we are.
And we've been here for end coming and going in different lives, but now, right now, as
we live on this earth, how do we see our energetic being that we, how do we do that here and
now?
Yes, we drive down the street.
We have cars.
We go on errands and we have friends and family that we need to take care of or see or jobs
to do or this and that.
But that's the human side of it, the physical being side of it, but we're energetic beings.
And so is our day spent knowing that?
And if it is, how do we go about being energetic beings in every present now?
And so we have very wonderful energy here at All the Way Live where we are right now.
And for the past few days, being here has been just always just something, some beautiful
experience.
And so last evening, it's really wonderful, but after everyone who came to eat, they kind
of slowly made their way out as restaurant clothes.
And we said goodbye to everybody.
There was a group of us that remained here.
And when we're here, Beverly, Beverly, everyone is surrounded around Beverly and Beverly
starts talking to one person and everyone is just sitting, watching and listening and
just everything that she says, we can just feel it.
And it's a very beautiful, beautiful frequency here where we're here.
And as we were even eating the food, I mean, we were all just elevating into this other
frequency.
We were like, what is it?
Is it the food?
Is it the environment?
Is it the company?
What's going on here?
This young man that came in, he started doing a gig.
He got up and started doing a gig, started dancing.
It's because of that movement.
Like, it's this food.
What is it that's going on here?
I mean, we all have food.
I was like, oh my gosh, I'm just like, what?
This is the energy and is the frequency of the food.
And it's the combination of the alkaline ingredient.
It is so many things.
So, Beverly, what was happening last night here because it was a small group of us and we
were all interacting with each other, being together with each other, but it was our
light being, with our energy that was present.
It wasn't so much a physical thing, but it was definitely energetic.
What was happening here to you?
What do you say?
Wow, last night, it was really powerful last night.
What was going on?
It was nothing mundane going on.
This was talking about light and love and beauty.
We were talking about health.
We were talking about love.
We were just, the energies were just so in sync.
We all were there.
Everything was like in sync.
And it was just a transient experience.
The food, okay, the food is important.
Not just the food itself, but the preparation.
You have to start from the top.
You have to start not just with something that you see.
What went into preparing this?
What hands were making this?
What was the attitude of the people who were preparing this?
That's the backdrop before it even comes out.
All of those things are energetics.
Before you even put that morsel in your mouth, something has went on before them.
It's the intention of the souls that are preparing you.
What is their attitude?
What is going on with them?
Because the energy of their hands is going in to make the food.
What would you say was the attitude and the frequency and the energy of those that created the food?
What would you like, okay, just in that?
The people in all the way like kitchens are all beautiful, happy souls.
Everybody in the kitchen from the dishwasher, everybody is in a beautiful way,
happy to be serving.
You see, service, happy to do service, happy for people to be happy.
What do you want to eat?
Remember when the last ceremony came in?
It was after hours.
Remember?
Oh, yeah, it was after closing.
It was after closing.
He walked in, the door was still open.
He said, oh, I forgot you closed.
I'm like, just a minute, let me go into bed and see if they'll do something for you, even though it's after hours.
He said, of course, this is what I can do for him.
Give him these choices.
That's because of the love she has for what she does.
She's not, oh, it's not a clock.
I'm off the clock.
It's over.
No.
No.
We're here to serve, and she wants to please you.
Okay?
When someone wants to please you, they want you to be happy.
And that's the backdrop before it even comes to the table.
Okay?
Then when it comes to the table, you're going to steal that love.
You're going to be, oh, right?
It was a lot of it last night.
And it was ever so good.
And I wanted to mention a conversation that I had with a gentleman here.
And we spoke yesterday for about four or five hours.
And I know that seems like a long time, but once you're talking to somebody for, you know, an hour, two hours, three hours, four hours, there is no time, but yet everything starts unfolding.
And the conversation started unfolding.
And I'm hearing things from this gentleman that I have never heard before.
So he, his whole diet, he doesn't even go to the grocery store anymore.
Everything he eats is from this beautiful environment here, this frequency here.
And it is, it's electrical energetic food here.
And you definitely will feel that.
You can feel that in your body when you're eating it.
But as the conversation went on after two hours, three hours, four hours, I'm not getting any more of physical description of how it has improved his life.
No, now the next thing you know, this gentleman is telling me how it has changed him, his thinking, his emotion, and how he has whatever the, you know, in the past, you know how we all are.
There's times in our lives where it feels kind of dark and I'm thinking it's not as bright as we would like it to be.
And he said that dark thought, that that darkness that was in me, it's gone.
And somebody might say, he would say someone might say, you remember when you used to do such and such and such and such.
And he said, no, I don't remember that at all.
I'm not the same person that I used to be.
I don't think the same that I used to think in the same way that I used to think.
I love life.
And sometimes when we're talking, I say, I love myself.
I just to explode with that type of words about yourself, that that's a certain place that you've gotten to.
And it's just been so miraculous to watch the evolution of people elevate and expand and send into more of their light, more of their lightness.
And so whenever someone would say to this gentleman, how are you?
And how are you?
It'd be like, I'm love.
I'm all the way live.
And with say these things, and we truly, truly mean all these things.
And so what happened was this gentleman was no longer talking about the physical aspects of how his body has changed because of the food.
Now we're talking completely about non-physical aspects.
We're not talking about health anymore.
We're now talking about the beings that this man is and everything.
So, yes.
So, look who was just walking in.
Now, listen to any girl in the air.
Okay, so now this beautiful young lady who came in and did an interview with Beverly last Saturday is here.
And I was just listening that day, but it was just the most wonderful show.
So please go back to the archives.
Go back to the last show, last Saturday.
And listen to this wonderful, wonderful interview.
Beverly did a spectacular job interviewing Jamie.
Jamie's 18.
She will be graduating from high school.
She has been writing a book for the past year.
How many pages Jamie?
So, it's actually about 332 pages.
So we have 332 pages.
And I was all the way in California listening, but they were together here and all the way live.
And she's come in today, so I'm so grateful.
But what I really did was just listening the whole time.
She mentioned that she was graduating and talked about her family.
And I'm like, well, I just want to know when you're graduating because you're not going to be alone that day.
I will be coming with you.
So we've made arrangements for us to travel together to her graduation.
And, you know, she would say that, you know, we have maybe the family that we're born with.
But out there, there is a family that we engage in and meet and draw to us out there.
So I'm like, I'm going to her graduation.
She's going to have somebody out there who loves her that's going to be there when she graduates.
Thank you.
So hi Jamie.
Hello.
It's nice being met with you all again.
And I would say that it's a very beautiful thing.
It's been lovely meeting in the class.
It's pretty.
Thank you, Jamie.
It's been wonderful to meet you.
It's wonderful to meet you because I got to meet you the other day.
I walked in and you were sitting eating with someone and I didn't know it was me because we had never met before.
And then as you were leaving, we got a chance to meet.
So tell us what's happening right now.
You're in your last days of school.
Yes, I'm in my last days of school.
We finished pretty much all the work and we finished pretty much all of our work.
And it's just like now we're just kind of like doing like visual.
Visual record is like just getting us on camera, but we don't actually have to do much of any work.
We did like returning our dance last week.
So pretty much done everything, honestly, when it comes to school and then when it comes to my book,
my book.
Do you want a title for your book, Jamie?
It's called spiritual inclination.
Spiritual inclination.
How did you come up with the title spiritual inclination?
Because I kind of wanted the book to kind of be based around spirituality.
So I knew I wanted spiritual to be in the title and then I was like, okay, spiritual inclination and it sounds good together.
And so.
And so.
Yeah, that's how I came up with the title.
Okay, so now what's going to happen is you're 18.
And so you're going to be graduating and then the day after you graduate, what have you planned for yourself?
I'm a little in the Oregon.
Okay, so you're.
Oh, well.
So you're graduating and you've already have your plan.
Do you have your ticket?
I think you see I booked the flight.
So I have to ticket.
And so you're leaving the day after graduation to go.
2800 miles away to beautiful left green Oregon.
To do what what what.
So I have a honestly for a while I've been wanting to like move out of Philadelphia.
It's been something that I just like my soul has been like pulling to want to do.
Into pursue.
I just was last year around this time I was just trying to figure out where exactly I wanted to move to.
And I was like researching and I just came upon like Oregon.
And so.
I had like looked it up and like did my research on it and Oregon is just it's immersed in like nature and stuff like that.
And I love nature.
And at first originally I was going to go with like a smaller town like Kravalis.
But then I had time to rethink and I was like in Oregon Eugene sounds better because I want to be immersed with nature but I also want to have things like a down.
I want to be in nature but I also want to.
Like, you know, like do the city type of stuff.
Like, you know, just.
Passport as well.
And like do the things that I enjoy while also like being in nature at times as well.
Okay, so tell me tell me.
So you're the day after graduation you fly to Eugene Oregon.
What happens when you step off that plane and you're now in this.
The minute you step on the plane in the airport here where you live now in Philadelphia.
When you step on that plane and you sit down in that seat and the plane starts to back out so that it can take off and go ahead and fly.
What happens there?
So after I get in Oregon, okay, I'm still trying to figure out what exactly I'm going to do because I don't have like a police there yet or anything.
But that's the thing like I just wanted to take the risk because it's already been something I've been wanting to do and I'm just like, okay, I'm a figure it out then.
But right now I am going to find like a temporary place to say like I've heard of like.
I'm going to ask that I'm going to post those.
Urban and these or you know, like a roommate or whatever, you know, whatever the case may be.
But I'm taking that risk and I'm doing it because is this something I've been wanting to do?
And I feel like we all should we all should learn to be free spirited and take that risk and do what it is that she wants to do in this life and don't be scared to pursue what you want.
And saying that in a way it's not really a risk is it because you have the faith and confidence in yourself to know that this is the right thing to do.
And you know that that in each present now step by step, everything will be in divine order.
Yeah, it's all happening for like a reason.
That's right.
So, okay, so now you don't have it in the exact plan.
So it's not like you said anything about what would happen next.
You just know you're going to get there and on that first day you'll find a place.
You have an Uber app on your phone, right?
Like a list.
I think it's a list.
You have a list.
It's fine.
That's my favorite.
I used to drive this.
And so then there you are.
And I said sometimes I'm in California, so I'm actually looking forward to coming to Oregon.
That was exciting.
So then what's going to, so then you're there and you'll just see what happens next.
You'll be very present there.
Once you get to Oregon, you will completely be living in the present.
There's not really going to be a thing about the past.
And there's, you're mostly going to be in the present because you know with each present now,
is that your next step.
And you don't have to worry about a plan.
You don't have to map out a plan for the future.
So that gives us a chance to stay in the present now.
And then that'll be part of your book, won't it?
And like the present, I actually talked about my book called the past present and future code
to this simultaneously.
Like they're interconnected.
Okay.
Yeah.
It's all about that.
So I think that's the first thing that I want to talk about.
Like as in, and I mean by that, like everything is happening all at once.
We don't, with like the physical eye, we're not, we're not perceiving things when you're not perceiving things through your physical sensations in this three dimensional world.
So to like see past that you understand that everything is interconnected in the past present and future exists simultaneously.
And you're able to kind of vision that when you're in your mind.
And I just want to speak on what you just said.
The past present and future.
And you can envision that in your own mind.
So scenario.
You're going through something, right?
But you're in the past because of a trigger or whatever.
However, simultaneously.
You can see how you can deal with that right now.
So it's like you can, you've been triggered.
So you see your behavior, right?
It's like in real time, you may have overreacted or whatever.
However, right now you're also seeing how you can deal with this.
Okay.
You see that you're going to handle this moment differently than you did before, right?
Or simultaneously, as you were triggered, you may react.
But in real time, as you're reacting, you can see how you can come out.
You know what I'm saying?
You can see how changed that right now.
All right.
As you're changing that right now, at the same time, you see the light, which is the, you see the light.
So you may be overreacting to something going on.
But as you're reacting in real time, you can change it.
Come out of there.
Okay.
All of this is going on at the same time.
Come out of there.
And then at the same time, you see the light of what you coming out of that trigger is going to be beautiful.
You see what I'm saying?
So all of that is at the same time.
All of that is going on at the same time.
You trigger the going back in, handling it differently, and then seeing the beauty of the light.
You see?
All in real time.
All in that moment, because there is no time.
And I want to say, like, in the present moment, when you are going through like an issue and you find yourself, like, overthinking and you're just constantly worrying about it, usually the fears that we have are not actually real.
Yeah, not really.
And they never actually happen.
They say that again.
They say that again.
The fears that we usually have are not always real.
And our minds have found a way to kind of imagine it.
And we have to learn what, like, usually in the present moment, we're not going through anything.
But our body is either stuck in the past and causing ourselves worry.
Or thinking about what's getting ready to have.
It's a cousin must be here.
Yeah.
It doesn't even exist.
Yeah, it doesn't exist in the present moment.
Right.
So it's funny because it's like everything is interconnected at the same time.
It's important to learn that the present moment is eternal.
Mmm.
So that brings up a point.
So because sometimes when we talk, we've been doing this hand exercise with a young gentleman that comes in.
And we hold hands and we close our eyes and we just stay with each other.
We connect with each other.
We are either closing or holding hands and we're staying in front of space.
So the question is, is how do we continue to stay in these spaces that make us feel also good?
How do we stay there?
It really comes down to the mind.
Like, I feel like in order to face anything that presents itself as a matter,
we have to learn to fight the battles in our minds first.
And so you have to kind of be stronger than all the thoughts.
Yeah.
And you have to question every thought.
Don't ever just take it so blindly and ignorantly you have to question that thought and question if it even is your thought or if you're internalizing other people's thoughts and beliefs.
So you have to question everything.
So let's take that point that you just an expound on that.
You have a scenario of something that you believe has been somebody might tell you.
I was at this party where I was somewhere and I saw your boyfriend all over this girl.
Right?
This is a scenario.
I was there.
I saw it.
She was all over her.
What do you mean over her?
She was just all up in her face.
He was just all up.
So now you're starting to be triggered.
Okay?
You're starting to have certain feelings because what was he doing?
Why was he all over her?
All kinds of emotions may come up.
So then when you see him, you may pounce.
What were you doing?
Where were you last night?
And just let me know what you were doing last night.
Okay?
So before you're in your head, you're making up stuff now.
You don't know what happened because you weren't there.
You don't know if the person who passed on that message is a troublemaker, once it costs trouble, or her eyes would be different than yours.
You understand?
So you're just going on what she told you.
And now you're in a whole different space.
He was all over her.
He was all up in her face.
So now you have made up this whole story.
So now when you see him, you already got attitude.
Don't know what happened.
Weren't even there.
But you're going to make up stuff now.
So what were you doing?
Did you see someone, sir?
Oh, yeah.
Yeah, I saw.
And what were you doing?
We were talking about what?
Just talking.
Just talking what were you talking about?
So now you're triggered.
You're fearful.
You're jealous.
You're whatever.
But like you said, it's fear.
False evidence appearing real.
You don't even know what happened.
So now you're almost attacking your friends about something that may not even be real.
And this happens all the time.
Why?
Because people mind other people's business.
And they think that they're helping you.
I saw your name.
He was all over her.
He said aside, when she talking about, I was there.
I saw the whole thing.
Now, this happens all the time.
But when you're strong enough, there's one thing you have to remember.
You weren't supposed to see it.
Now, we don't know if it's true or if it's false.
But what we do know is you weren't supposed to see it.
The way everything is synchronized.
If you were supposed to see it, you would see it.
You would have been there.
Now, you know, that's interesting that you say that because sometimes when I'm in your beautiful
space here and I'm having the most beautiful food and everyone's sitting, but maybe you're
not here right now.
And then sometimes I'll say, sometimes I'll be like, oh my gosh, what's happening?
There's cell phones on every table.
The phones are ringing.
People are taking calls.
People are making business calls.
I'm like, that's not normal for this environment.
And I'm like, and then you might say to me, you might say to me, you know, I have a lot
of things to do.
I might have to be gone for a certain amount of the time.
But, well, it's not the same when you're gone because when you're here, everybody feels
your presence.
Everybody.
It's like everyone is elevated and everyone is in a certain zone, a certain frequency,
certain vibes that happen in.
But then sometimes when you're not here, I'm like, wait a minute, this feels like I'm at
like some regular restaurant.
Where are all the bright light beings that I usually feel when I'm here and that when
you're here?
So it's very interesting that I was so grateful when you came in last night because once you
came in last night, everything changed.
Oh, you've been barely came in.
Because sometimes she's not here.
And so when she wasn't here, it just was a different vibe.
And I'm like, oh my gosh, please come back because you may need your energy here.
This is like you're there like, you know, so it was a different energy.
And then when you came in and then I, and sometimes I might tell you what I observed when you're
not here.
And you're like, you know, and if we determine you weren't meant to see that, that you weren't
meant to see what happens when you're not here.
But when you got here and everything came back up to your elevation.
It was very interesting for me to watch this.
Now you're talking about the energy.
Yes.
One change of the soul of a person can change the whole energy of the road.
Everything changed when you arrived.
So we had a talk about, you know, sometimes you might not be able to be here all the time.
And I'm like, but what if you're not here all the time, and you know, and I'm just
just filling you in just because I'm just really seeing what I observed that I don't see when
I'm not here.
Because you don't even, you're not here.
You don't know what's happening.
I'm just telling you, I had this experience here while you were in here.
But when you got here, everything was back.
Everybody had elevated back up to where you are and the whole vibe changed.
And it was very interesting.
So I also noticed in my said to you that sometimes we would, we talked that everyone's experience
doesn't have to be our experience.
So we're all here, but everyone's in their own world and their own experience.
And just because somebody feels a certain way talks about a certain thing or they believe
certain things or they express their opinions or the way that their energy sees things,
it doesn't mean that we have to adopt that too.
Because what's true and right for one might be true and right for them, but not necessarily
us.
So, you know, when you have people who sing bigger than life, you have people around you, you have
people on the internet talking.
Yes, we can observe it.
Yes, we can listen to it because maybe we enjoy listening to it.
But that doesn't always mean that we adopt it.
And we should pay attention to how we feel about it and because it might be perfectly
right and true for them.
Exactly.
That's why you shouldn't speak on what you do not know to be true.
Someone else, like when I was talking about the situation of concerning the quality somebody
you're significant of or seeing anybody, their take on it is going to come from their experience,
from their past experience, from their triggers.
Exactly.
Just the fact that they've seen your boyfriend talking to another girl, they make them upset.
So, you know, now you've got to run and call you when you might have been near and saw the whole thing
differently.
You see, all of these things we learn to pause, be present, and reflect instead of the way
you reflect instead of reacting because you don't know what you don't know.
And you should have to say, well, I don't know.
I have to speak to him about that or you may decide not to.
But I've learned so much about people and how they will embellish the truth.
So much as they might even break up a friendship.
They might even break up a relationship because they embellish the truth.
And then you take it on as true.
And you aren't even there.
Because we can't do that.
And we aren't even there.
You aren't even there.
So we can be aware of that as our day goes along and as something comes up, a conversation comes up,
someone might say something.
And we don't have to react.
We're here.
We're present with them.
They said something and they said it and we're just hearing it.
We're just observing it, but we don't have to adopt it.
But I wanted to tell you something happened to you.
I thought about something that happened a long time ago.
I don't know what I was doing, but have you ever been in a room with no windows?
And the room is completely dark.
Maybe a closet or a bathroom or a room and it's completely dark.
It's just as dark as if you were to close your eyes and if you open your eyes, it's completely dark.
Has it ever happened to you?
I used to sometimes be in a bathroom that had no windows.
And when I closed the door, or if it was at night or whatever, it would be completely pitch dark.
And even when I would open my eyes, it would be dark, right?
It's so much fun to open your eyes and it's as dark as it is when your eyes are closed
and then your eyes are open and it's completely dark.
And because I noticed that when it's completely dark, I feel freer.
Like I feel like no one's watching or I'm not doing anything.
I got to worry about what I'm saying or doing right.
And when the room is completely pitch black and my eyes are open, I feel like I can do anything.
Even if I just start dancing silly or just moving silly or just laughing, it's completely dark.
Nobody's saying, I can just have fun.
But it's kind of interesting that I can open my eyes and it's just as dark as when my eyes are closed.
Because you know when we meditate or when we go inside ourselves a lot of times we close our eyes.
But to have your eyes open and it's dark, you're feeling that same face.
I think I thought of it.
Yeah, I'm picturing what you're saying.
The room is no windows and it's completely dark.
Like if you were in a closet or something and it's not just dark and then you open your eyes and it's still dark.
So when we meditate, we close our eyes.
But can we still stay in that frequency and that energy with our eyes open?
Yes.
Can we do that?
And when I do that in a dark room, it's like I'm kind of practicing it.
So it's easier.
It's easier.
Now when you're out and about and going about your day, can you stay present and keep that frequency?
That takes, now some people may be able to just innately have it, but it takes practice.
It takes practice.
Because usually when people are out and about, they're minded everywhere.
They're thinking about this and that.
But you can be in that particular state when you're doing anything.
When you're driving, when you're walking, you're just present.
Your mind isn't thinking about what you want to assume to tomorrow and this event, you're just present.
Yes.
Not what, and also what that does, being present especially for periods of time, there's a feeling to that.
There's a feeling to that.
There's a energy to that.
If you can stay in a present state long enough, there's a energy to that.
It's a very beautiful feeling to that, that you're going to experience when you just stay present for a significant amount of time.
Now how long of a time that that has to be?
That depends on the person, but any act that you do.
When we're speaking right now, when you're with a loved one, when you're talking to anyone, if you stay present, it's going to be different for you.
Then if you're talking to them and your mind is all over the place and you're thinking about this and that and you're not really paying attention.
And you know, what did you just say?
It never reminds me of something. Can I say it?
Yes. I was on the phone with this young man today, one of our friends, and we were having a wonderful conversation.
Then all of a sudden they said, oh my gosh, why are they cutting their grass and training?
I'm like, wait a minute, where are you going to say this?
Sometimes I call these elevation exercises not to multitask anymore.
See, in this place that we live in, they teach a lot of things, multitasking, being successful, getting a lot of things, having a to-do list.
But when you stop multitasking and you're not dividing yourself between a whole lot of things, and just like you said, they present right now with what's going on,
it's a whole different experience.
It's a different experience because if you're putting it right now, you're not thinking about the man doing grass over this.
Even if you're laughing here and you're listening to the archives, you should hear it and say,
so multitasking, you may be aware of here, the motor, but that's it.
It's amazing.
You bring it up in your conversation.
Yeah, so it came up and I'm like, I'm going to admit it here.
And it was funny, I told these like elevation exercises, things that we can do for our being or energetic being to be more of what we are instead of so many physical simulations around us that lead us into this other direction.
So I can do the elevation exercises, the sensor next, or whatever, but there are little things that we can all do.
We can all say, okay, in our lives right now, I just discovered this about myself and how I handled this.
So I'm going to switch this and now shift it so that my experience is different because now I'm doing something that I'm doing it differently.
And we can all do that all the time.
And we can, when you're talking about that, it brings me to think about my daughter.
My daughter is very distinct when she's speaking.
Therefore, when you're having a conversation with her and you're very worthy and it's not relevant to speak on it.
Just say, my, what did you say?
What does that have to do when we're talking about?
And I actually started thanking my daughter because it made me look at my conversation.
You said something to me earlier that made me look at my conversation.
What was it?
Your name?
Oh, okay.
So when you said that to me, I got into today, I haven't even done it.
And I remember what I said.
So I was contrasting two different situations.
I was saying that in the present, in real life, whenever you are speaking, you're speaking very strongly and you never say, um.
And then there was another situation where I said, when you're speaking in this particular situation, you speak very slowly and you say, um, a lot of times.
So, but see, what that is, is when someone brings you a situation that you can become better from.
I take notice that I don't look at it as the criticized me or they did this to me.
I don't look at it like that.
I like what was my daughter.
She's helped me to be more aware of what I'm saying that those words weren't necessary for this conversation.
You saying what you said to me, I enjoyed that observation that you made because it'll make me better when I'm speaking.
So I look at things in my life now as a gratefulness.
I'm grateful because I didn't recognize that.
So you brought that to my attention.
When my daughter was saying that to me, I'm like, thank you because looking back at it, you're right.
What did that happen? Did I have to say that? No.
Why did I say that?
I didn't find any daughter.
Say that question. What did you just say? I didn't find any daughter.
I actually thought that.
So we were explaining it and made it.
Oh, no, it's too different to wait.
So Jamie, that was different. Jamie was. I'm hoping that when you're listening to us right now, you can hear all of it because we're all here together.
And Jamie, you asked if I am Beverly Stoddard.
I think you're.
I didn't want to see you. I just said, thank you.
For sisters.
I'm hoping we could see.
I am not.
When I was saying my daughter and her be a two different situation, they were both correcting something that I was saying.
My point is, can you take it when someone gives you constructive criticism?
Some people can take criticism from their child. It doesn't matter how old they are.
The mother may get upset that the child corrected them and feel some type of way about it.
But I don't because I learned from everybody. It could be a child.
When you said that to me this morning, I took note of it because that'll make me better.
And I wanted to say it as an observation.
Well, that's all I took. Yeah, I didn't take it any other way.
It's just like something I know that's not like, oh, but this is the thing.
Sometimes with people, you can't even say something as an observation because they'll take their attention.
Yes, they criticized me. They brought up something and they may feel a negative connotation about what the person said.
But anything anybody said, just say that they did do it.
Just say that they did do it to hurt you.
That they made a comment or they said a snipe remark.
You don't have to take that to heart either because actually when you hear a snipe remark, it's almost funny to me now.
I didn't always take things that way because I see you and I know what you're doing.
It's funny. I see you and I know what you're doing.
It tells a lot about myself.
Exactly. It's not personal. It's not personal.
It's their own projection that they're projecting.
Don't tell people from their own.
It's because they're own projection and I learned that.
So if somebody tries to say something that made me feel bad, I know that that's coming from their insecurities of itself.
And if you look at it and it's almost, I can help you with that.
I'm trying to hurt me. Let me help you with that.
How would you do that?
I would start out by saying, was that really necessary that you just said, let's go over it.
Let's go over it. Just talk about it.
Let's have a conversation because at one time, I would just get mad about it, have an attitude about it.
Not now. Let's have a conversation about their comments.
Where did it come from?
I would start the conversation like that.
Now, how would they take it? I don't know.
Because since they made this tonight, Remor, they may be dissented against me saying that because they're not expecting that.
They're expecting 50, 50, 50.
And so I'm asking you that because sometimes when this happens, if we're to happen to me, I don't really know what to say to them.
Because I really don't want to get into a tip for cat like silliness.
And I don't want to drop down to some certain frequencies to deal with what just happened.
So that's why I wanted to ask you what would we say?
I'm at a point right now.
You don't even remove yourself.
You don't have to get an explanation.
It depends on what she said.
You can remove yourself.
But depending on the situation, I like to have a conversation.
Because I'm at a place in my life where let's talk about that.
What's that call about?
What's that comment about?
Because even sometimes, even family members, mothers sometimes maybe jealous of their daughters and they may make a snipe mark about their loveswords.
Oh, you look, they may say stuck in nasty.
But they're only saying that because of maybe a jealousy, an anger, which in turn may hurt the child's self-esteem, depending on where they are.
It'll hurt the child's self-esteem.
Now, as the child grows, maybe they will learn what it is, or maybe they will become just like their mother, which what their mother did, and then they will in turn do it to someone else.
But that's that learn generational curse stuff where that's how your mother dealt with you.
So you may snipe marks the people or talk about how they look or things like that.
And it's normal behavior to you to do these types of things.
You have no, you can't see people beyond the physical.
Right.
You can't see, but when you go with this, you can now see beyond the physical.
I was helping my daughter where she works with children, and it was a little girl, probably about nine.
And she's always being negative and trying to talk back.
You see, she has to talk back to adults.
How can I help her?
Instead of, I can't, that little girl, she's just, I can't stand her.
She just talks back to adults.
Like she's fresh.
No, I'm thinking, how can I help them?
Because she's in pain.
For her to talk to adults like that, something's going on at home.
Maybe she does it with her mother.
I don't know.
So what I did, I befriended her.
And once I befriended her, I had to talk with her about her attitude.
And told her she was too beautiful to act like that.
That's right.
That's exactly right.
What do you, what do you notice when that experience is there?
Like, as in, you notice like another person is like, I'm.
Like, as in noticing when someone is vibrating, like radiating negative energy and you're.
And you know, it's not the real them, but they're just being this way.
And you can see that there's some pain behind there and that's what's making them kind of say things like that.
Like, they were there.
Okay.
Oh, we have the same.
The way that I see it is though, it's good to be like, you know, to give others.
To be understanding and get great and compassion.
But there's a very, there have to be some type of boundary within yourself.
So, and I thought of yourself, so you can be understanding, but also you have to prioritize yourself in your needs.
So even though we are presented with that energy, I feel like you have to kind of move accordingly in a way that, okay,
they're coming from you can give them grace, but also do with best for yourself.
And that was like removing yourself or holding them accountable, but not doing so in a way where it's putting you in a, in a terrible position.
Yes.
I feel like that's the best thing you can.
Yeah.
I mean, everyone answers when I look different, but I feel like there's many different ways to kind of.
Response to that type of energy.
Yes.
And that's right. And, and it was, oh, wait a minute. I wanted to say one more thing about the girl.
Please do it.
Now, every time she sees me, she comes up and hugs me.
How are you doing this, Beverly?
Because before she has a little attitude, but I had a good talk with her.
What did you say in this talk?
May I ask?
First of all, I said to her that behavior is ugly.
You talking back to these people that are here to help you is ugly and you're beautiful.
Why are you doing this?
Everybody's always kicking on me.
Nobody was picking on you.
Why are you doing this?
She said, Beverly, I don't know.
I'm like, I don't want you to think that you have to have a good life.
You have to have that type of nasty attitude.
And, Miss Beverly wants to see you show the attitude that reflects the beautiful girl that you are.
Inside and out. Not just on the outside. I want to see the inside.
She said, okay.
It's another child.
Boy.
Helping with the homework.
Another person was helping him and they said, your fives aren't right.
The way you're making your fives aren't right.
She jumped up and ran away.
He went in the bathroom.
He just got up and ran away.
I'm like, wow.
I said, you didn't really do anything wrong, but that triggered him.
You're saying your fives aren't right.
When he came back out the bathroom, I said, okay.
What's wrong?
People were always criticizing me and talking about my handwriting.
I said, okay.
So, let's just go over some of the numbers.
Miss Beverly is going to write them and then you're going to write yours.
And let's see if we can maybe make a little bit of correction.
What do you think about that?
He said, okay.
I said, would you be okay with that?
He said, okay.
And people are hurt, but it comes out as an attack.
They may attack the person, but I don't look at it like that anymore.
I try to go inside to see why are you hurt.
It's like people act certain ways because they're in pain.
They're not really as arrogant as you think they are, but you've got to be able, if you
have the patience, I've seen a lot of things in my life.
So, it doesn't affect me like that.
I'm not mad at you for it.
I'm looking at it that you're in some type of pain because if you were not in pain, you
would not like that.
With the nasty attitude and walking around just hurting people, hitting people.
And I'm glad you're saying this.
I'm glad we're covering this because a lot of people feel that way.
Somebody is always saying something poking at me.
Someone's always criticizing me, attacking me.
And then a lot of times people don't know what to say back to them.
They don't know what to say back to them and they don't know why it's happening.
But the reason why it's happening is because the person that's saying these things is in
pain and they're expressing how they feel and they're talking about themselves when they're
saying these things to others.
I'm glad you're bringing this up because I used to not know.
As a matter of fact, I used to not know what to say to people so much that I was watching
the movie.
I've always thought the movie and it must have been the movie Fat Girl with Monique.
And so some of the skinny cute girls were saying some mean things to the big girls at the
club.
And they called one of them a bad name describing her weight and her size.
And she said, what you're saying, you must be feeling really ugly inside for you to have
to say these things to somebody else, something like that.
And I'm like, because I need a response to say to people when people say like slick,
sly, big to me.
And I'm like, what can I say to people?
What do I say?
What you're saying right now is we can say to somebody, hey, you, we can recognize the
baron pain and then address that to them.
Instead of taking a person, right?
Or saying something mean back or say nothing and running off crying.
And then something mean that mistake.
Right.
However, where you are, you may feel you have to do that.
You may feel a dead technique.
I'm going to text them back.
I don't know any other way to respond.
They don't really see what's really happening.
And this is important because this happens all the time.
But it is important to say, for example, when I, if I say a comment to you, I'm going to
be really mindful of how I'm going to say something to somebody.
And if I say something to somebody and it depends, I actually wasn't being intentional.
And so then I have to watch the things I do.
I'm like, I didn't intentionally mean to hurt anybody by something that's it.
I can't talk that way to somebody.
I can't go somewhere and say, let me speak to her.
I can't.
You know, this person has to be gentle and, you know, it might be funny to me, but it's
not funny to somebody else.
I have to be kind.
And so when we say things to others, we have a chance, when we say things to others, to
be mindful about what we're saying.
And just don't let it come out any kind of way.
Because you have love.
Love is always the answer to everything.
Not love the way we've been taught it.
Because that's used to be a conditional love.
I love you if you do this or if you act that way.
That's not the type of love I'm talking about.
But when you start having love of self, you start understanding certain things.
You don't so much need approval of other people.
You don't meet other people that love you.
You don't need the same type of love validation that we've been raised to.
Oh, I know that they love me because of this or this.
When there's true love involved, even if there's a situation or something happens, that love
doesn't diminish.
You see.
So that means it could be a child.
It could be a significant.
It could be anybody.
But when you have love for humanity, you don't take things from person.
So if the person comes and says, I'm sorry, that's what I said or I did.
You see, like I kid it, where some people won't accept your apology.
They'll just say, man, it's you forever.
People don't speak for eons in years.
And it's like, they just, I don't speak to her.
It's like, that's the energy that you're creating in your aura.
You're just poking holes in your own aura by carrying this type of animosity because the body is peace.
All the organs function better when there's peace, not when there's chaos, not when you're angry and upset and fretful and complaining.
That creates a certain energy in the body that's eventually going to take a toll on your organ.
It could take a toll on your heart.
It could take a toll on your liver.
When you're gallblad, when you're spleen, whatever part of the body slowly starts breaking down.
I have a question for you.
You ever heard of iridology?
Yes.
And so when you look into the pupil of the eye, you can, every section of the pupil represents a different organ in the body effect.
So when someone is an iridologist is looking into your eyes and to your pupils, they can see which organs are compromised.
It is very interesting.
So what is interesting?
One time I had this man, he said, I never wanted to be a minister.
I never wanted to have a church.
I was perfectly happy with just meeting with the parishioners, just meeting with the individual congregations on my own.
I never wanted to do this.
And then the situation came up and he ended up having to take over a church being a minister.
And he said, as soon as that happened, some pain in his body went away.
So sometimes there might be something that's appalling for us.
And we said, I just want to do that.
And then we might have like, we just finally like, okay, we surrender and we're like, okay.
And then some we get released.
Something in our body gets released because of that.
Well, almost a lot of aches and pain in the body can be physical, mental, because also they call people hypochondriacs, because they, they, they imagine that they're always sick or that they always have a pain.
Yeah, people do.
They, they'll imagine that something is going on with them.
And then what happens is they might start telling everyone about this.
And it's not real.
Or they just hear about something on television.
Or they hear that somebody has something and then they wonder, do they have that.
So let's see.
What would you like to tell?
If you're being so quiet, because okay, I'm going to tell you, you're having this beautiful food.
You've got these purple potato french fries with the delicious chickpea chili, a nice big bowl.
And when it came in, I could smell it.
And I'm like, I'm starting to feel cut.
Just from, just from even being around it.
And I'm not even getting a chance to eat it.
But I don't mean to take you away from your lunch.
Yes, it is.
So how long have you been coming here?
So I started going here like in February.
When you were in February, it was really nice.
Were you eating vegan food already?
I started being vegan like last year in August.
Okay.
Okay.
Of 2025.
Not to do any such thing as time.
But, but so yesterday when we were here, I had got a chance to have some other food.
Other foods that were Beverly created because some of the guests that come in were inspired
and have such a creative imagination.
They wanted to have some of these other types of food.
And I got to have, I haven't had everything on the menu.
But I try to try something different every time.
And it's not like going anywhere else.
And the food doesn't make you feel like anything else.
And you feel like some people can feel the energy going through them when they eat the
food.
And so it was very interesting because this one gentleman that comes in, he orders everything
that he can imagine that he can even want.
He just thinks of things and then asks for them.
But to watch people as they eat the food and how they evolve and change.
And then people come into our lives that help us to make changes.
Or we not make changes, but people come into our lives and they might open our eyes to
something that we hadn't considered.
I've been noticing that a lot lately.
We've been meeting so many people here.
And our eyes would be open to something that we hadn't considered.
Is anything like that?
I feel like I would say like when you start aligning with who you truly are.
And you want to start meeting with other people who kind of aligns the value, those
morals and those traits that you have.
And you begin to meet yourself with the people.
Like the version of yourself that is, I would say more aligned with who you truly are.
You begin to meet those people physically.
They become a reflection of you, a mirror.
And you said that last week I remember it.
And I feel like even people who kind of radiate negative energy, you could see that they're
operating on a little vibrational frequency.
Even those people kind of reflect us like past versions of ourselves or negative qualities
that we still carry, that we're still trying to learn from and let go of.
And I feel like we meet those people because it allows us to listen to ourselves.
It allows us to learn the things that we still need to work on.
Isn't that great that you could recognize that?
Because that takes a certain place where you are to even recognize that's happening.
Because everybody doesn't really recognize it that when they encounter someone and there
a certain experience that's going on.
Hey, is that a reflection of me in some way?
Yes.
It takes a lot of patience, a lot of understanding.
So as I said before, I feel like you can definitely give that to someone but also realize
you have to love them from the distance.
But we can be understanding and you can see that they reflect you.
But it doesn't mean that you have to tolerate that behavior.
Especially because it's a reflection of the past version of you and it's no longer really
in alignment with who you are in the present.
So yeah, this is beautiful.
That's recognizational.
Well, that's true.
That's true.
And so what was really wonderful for me to listen to the interview that you did that
Beverly conducted with you was that you were very young and all of this that you talked
about, you're saying this.
And if I could say to myself, well, I were 18 and I could see things that I see now when
I was young.
Well, with that, it's never too late.
It's always right at a time.
Don't ever get stuck in that and that what is.
Everything happens for a reason.
Everybody learns that different periods in their life.
So it's never as good that you are able to know now.
Yeah.
And I would say that don't get stuck in those woods.
I feel like everything happens exactly as it's supposed to.
So I want to bring up another point that you just said that sometimes we're around people
that we get to be a far from them, you know, care about them from afar.
But we need to do that sometimes.
We can't just stay around situations or places or some type of positioning to where
it takes away from who we are and we can't be ourselves.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Right.
It's important that we always put ourselves first because we are only, we're the only
constant in our lives.
The relationships with you have with yourself is always what's important.
So you have to make sure that you are considering yourself while also considering others.
So, you know, even though you're not understanding, you can give, you can forgive.
It doesn't mean you have to put yourself in that situation again.
And you know that it's harming you and it's not hurting you.
Right.
And that could be just a living situation.
It could be a relationship situation.
It could be a job situation.
It could be anything.
And those things keep us, keep us from expanding ourselves and elevating ourselves and being
all that we are and nothing should stop us or hinder us from being the light that we
are.
And even if it means that the others around us may not like it or get mad, we can't control
other people's perception of us.
We have to do the best for us.
And I also wanted to say how someone has spoke about how I feel like maybe you choose
yourself.
You, you open up a new timeline that is more aligned with the best version of yourself.
Every time you choose yourself.
You are, because each time I feel like you're shifting, each way you make your shifting
to a new timeline, it's just a matter of if you've got timelines, is the best aligned
with the best version of yourself or not.
And so I feel like when you choose yourself in many different ways, you are shifting to
a new timeline that is more aligned with your highest self, the best version of yourself.
And so in a way when they're describing that, I'm seeing, I went a few steps now, I went
to the right, I went a few more steps, I went to the left, I did something else now
in this direction, on the that direction.
So some people will say, well, you know, the quickest way to a destination is a straight
line.
But that's not what it's about.
It's not about, I'm going to decide for the future, I'm going to end up here and this is
the way I'm going to do it.
If we just are there at every present now and we just move in the present, we don't
really have to worry about it like that.
And things are always shifting because in every now present now, we decide to do something
else, say something else, walk in a different direction, observe something else, it changes
every second.
It does change every second.
I feel like because even when it comes to visioning certain things, I have to realize
that even when it comes to, you know, desire and certain things, sometimes you can still
you know, get the thing that you desire, but it's not always going to happen in the way
that you wanted it to.
And you have to allow yourself to let go of trying to control everything because sometimes
even though it doesn't happen in the way that you vision is happening in the way that
it's supposed to happen.
Yeah, you're learning along the way.
Yes.
So, and I'm glad you said that because, you know, I, sometimes you might want to create
something in your life.
And really, you know, if you're going to give energy to it, you don't have to give energy
to how it's going to happen or wonder how it's going to happen or decide or direct
or control how it's going to happen.
You know, it's just a matter of when.
That part you let go.
What did you just say?
It's a matter of when.
Right.
Not how.
You shouldn't think about the how.
Right.
You just let it.
Which means that's how you are proceeding because as soon as graduation's done, all the
details, there's not some grand plans.
It's going to you're going to know what it happened.
What happens as it happens.
Now, isn't that the beauty of it?
It's the mystery, likeness of mystery.
And we have to learn to embrace the uncertainties instead of being so afraid of them.
Because when you're so afraid of uncertainty, then you're always trying to stay in the known.
You hinder yourself from growing outside of that enclosed space that you don't have to
do yourself.
Now, would you also say if you have some fear about something that fear will show up?
So we really can't afford to be worried or to have fear about what's going to happen
next.
And we definitely don't want to have that come to us because we're energizing that type
of emotion.
So.
Yeah.
We have to learn to let go of those fears and to not allow them to completely keep us in
this stagnant place.
We have to learn to reprogram our minds and bodies as well.
And to kind of replace that fear with a loose valve of courage.
So just do it anyway.
So we're going to ask you a question.
You know, we have our mind.
We have our thoughts, but we have our heart.
And our heart is a lot of times with light, light, people who are energetic light beings,
their energy beings.
They're using a lot of times their heart and their heart, mind, and them together.
Do you find that you sometimes just stop thinking?
Stop thinking and then just feeling into what to do and how to proceed instead of just,
you know, how do you do that?
Using your heart as like the guy in the office, you have to listen to your nervous system.
You have to feel what feels right to you.
And sometimes you don't have to always think or use logic sometimes.
You just need to use your intuition.
And that's literally just sitting with yourself and asking yourself, how does this feel to
me?
Does it feel right?
Does it feel good?
Yes, it's not.
Right.
That's right.
And sometimes a lot of times we know what feels good, but sometimes we don't always recognize
that something doesn't feel right.
And so when you start questioning that it might be an indication that maybe something's not
right here.
If I keep asking myself, am I doing the right thing?
Does this feel right?
Yeah.
It is.
It's also when it comes to certain spirits, just in like being met with familiar spirits,
sometimes familiar spirits aren't always good, especially if they reflect spirits in the
past, but she's been around that weren't good for you.
But because it can feel familiar, it may be normal for you.
And so it's important that you question it.
Questions why it makes you feel kind of a negative way.
And you can get a lot from that answer by just looking within yourself and questioning that.
Okay.
So now you're going to be in, you're going to be in Oregon soon.
And you were saying that you have an opportunity to meet people that feel like family as time,
you know, as your, your activities or your path continues.
And so what, what does that look like to you?
So I feel like, I feel like it's your soul family.
It's the family that instilled so connected with this so much love.
And it's just a very welcoming space.
And you're able to just connect with them.
It's like a, it's a very profound deep love.
And I feel like that type of, those type of people that have the energy, it's available for everyone.
We just have to believe it.
You don't have to know it.
To know it.
Is there a difference between knowing and believing to you?
To know it to believe it.
Yeah, that a different or the same thing.
How does that feel to you?
To know it and to believe it.
They're very similar.
But I'm thinking that she probably wants to do.
Okay.
Do you think it's a difference?
Well, if I know something, I know it.
Okay.
If I believe it, then it could be different.
I was just, I was just having fun with you.
That was fun.
So, so I like what you said, but sometimes I think about you and I say,
wow, she's met a family here at all the way live.
Yes.
You know, you guys as well.
Yeah, you've met a friend.
She's having a very big level.
Right.
I feel like you can have family everywhere.
Yeah.
You meet them and every place in every atmosphere.
She knows him.
Yeah.
Yeah.
It's been nice meeting you all.
Yeah.
So it's been fun.
And so we're here, but you'll be flying away.
And to just at 18, just to buy an airline ticket and just fly away the day after graduation,
that is a, how can I just, how do you describe that?
I think you put it into words.
I think it's a very beautiful thing.
Okay.
And I feel like I want to be a very big inspiration, especially to women and middle girls.
Okay.
I want them to really understand that they are capable of pursuing their dreams and their
passions and the atmosphere that they grew up in or the atmosphere that they, you know,
were presented with, it does not determine or define who they are.
You do not have to be a product of that.
You are allowed to venture outside of that.
You're allowed to, to expand outside of that.
And that is not all that you are.
And there's so much more that the waiting room is world.
And you have to understand that and grasp that understanding and to not allow such experiences
that you've been through in the past to over-cloud your judgments of all that there is in this
life.
Right.
Now, do you ever get a sense that you've been here before or you have had other lives
or that other lives are influencing right now?
Do you ever feel like you're a continuation of another you or?
I believe this.
I believe that we, I believe that we do live many lives before you.
And I feel like, um, someone was actually speaking about how I feel like our dreams kind of allow us to
see into different realities.
Dreams?
Do you remember your dreams when you do you?
Sometimes.
Okay.
And I don't know.
I think they allow you to see like the infinite possibilities and realities that exist.
I feel like our dreams go so much deeper than we actually bring lives.
Like there's always so much more to it.
Because you mean to tell me that we're able to go to sleep, close their eyes and just close it in reality.
So.
Well, I think that's what's fun about all of this.
A lot of people are interested in.
What is it that?
How can we remember?
What is it that's more than what we see?
You really have to sit with yourself.
Yeah.
Sit with yourself.
You have to.
Because that's this three I mentioned.
World is meant to distract us.
It's meant to distract us.
From what?
From you.
From tuning into yourselves.
Okay.
From realizing and recognizing who you are.
And it's very easy to get swayed by those distractions, especially if you don't really know who you are.
It's very easy for you to allow the world to tell you who you are.
And so I feel like when you decide to finally sit with yourself and you just, you allow everything to be quiet around you and within you.
That is when you start to remember.
And apart from takes, it takes time.
Yes.
You know, but that is when you start to sit with yourself.
So now when do you feel that you started sitting with yourself?
I would say 16.
So you, so when you were 15 years, the normal regular, I was 10 year old.
And when you turned 16, you had to start looking at things.
I would say like even when I was 15, I went through a lot of like terrible experiences.
Like during that time, I was like depressed and just going through like a lot of things.
And it wasn't until like I really started like isolate and myself.
Because during this time when I was like, I don't know, 15, going on 16.
When I was in like nice and like half of that nice, great year, I had started all my school.
So that is when I really started isolating myself.
And being forced to be in that isolation, that solitude, I had to, I had to be able to sit with myself.
I did this like, you know, I spoke on like how I did like go into like distractions and stuff like that.
You know, like watching TV or reading books, you know, but the times where I would just sit with myself,
I was met with who I was and also everything else that was going on around me.
So I feel like isolation allows you to meet who you truly are beyond the noises from the external world.
Right. Now, now everybody goes through this at that moment.
There, you know, something will occur and they're just like, okay, this is what's happening right now.
How do they hold, how does that continue after they're no longer feeling in that space anymore,
so that they don't bounce back to just going about being in the world again and just that, you know, that,
that non authentic lifestyle, how can you take what you gathered about yourself and continue it on so that you still
honing in on yourself or getting to know yourself and not flipping back to that regular physical Monday lifestyle.
I would say time. Now, time is not real.
I'm not saying time. I'm not going to have you proceed with me, but it takes a lot of consistency and time.
You have to sometimes like even I find myself falling back into old slices.
Okay. And I feel like what triggers, what would happen?
Definitely, I would say, triggered. Like you get triggered by something externally or, you know, you just find yourself falling into an old pattern.
And immediately you have to be aware, you have to recognize what it is and accept it on it, like own that you did that.
And understand that, okay, even though you felt this time or you, you know, you allowed that to trigger you this time, you're allowed to move forward with it.
You're allowed to move forward from it without beating yourself up for it because we're all going to make mistakes.
It's about how you respond to it.
And you can choose that you can move on from it and do it differently.
And as you consistently integrate that into your life, it eventually becomes normal because you're reprogramming your mind.
And of course, it's going to take time for those, it's got normal something, those normal transmitters to become new and we used to consistently integrate that.
So can you use your heart to also do that?
I feel like you can. You can use your heart into this following and listen to what it is that you feel is what's best for you.
Yeah, so that's important because sometimes the only person that's really getting down on ourselves is us.
We're the ones that say, look what I did, why did I do that?
And how do we not do that?
And you have to acknowledge it, be aware of it, own it.
Because I find some people, they have a hard time expecting parts of themselves because they're ashamed of it, but you have to own it in order to truly grow from it.
You have to accept that part of yourself in order to grow out of that.
And so when you own it and you accept it, you sit with yourself and you see it for what it is, you're allowed to move on from it.
And to move on from that state and say that you can do it differently next time.
And yes, sometimes you have to repeat that cycle in order to completely put it into it.
Sometimes it takes repetition in order to unlearn something that you've been taught for years.
Now, you know, so a lot of us that are listening, we know how to do command.
So we might command ourselves or we might command or you may have watched people command.
And if we do a command and we know that we did a command and our command is true, it will come just like that because we are powerful beings.
And we used to use all of our abilities to live by.
And we were capable of everything.
There were completely everything, all of our power, all that we were, all that there is.
We could engage it into what we wanted.
So sometimes it's like, let's remember who we are, who we are.
Let's remember all of our capabilities.
Sometimes we might read things that say we only used a certain percentage of our mind or only 5 or 10% of our brain.
And, you know, but there's a whole lot to us that we can access.
And so we're continually expanding and elevating and ascending and becoming more of what we are.
And so that's why we're here talking today.
It's a very beautiful experience.
Right.
Right.
You learn gravel and different parts of yourself each time.
Right.
So I've been watching some friends that come in here.
And it's very interesting because we've built friendships here from people that we've met here or people that we have a lot in common with.
And we're learning a lot from others even here.
It's very interesting that we might have a certain way that we've been going about doing things for so long.
We wake every day, we go to the gym every day, we do this routine every day, and then we do this after we're finished at the gym.
And we do it the same way every time.
And now we're meeting new friends, new light beings, and we're learning so many things from them.
And now we're getting a chance to leave some of the rules that we have for ourselves behind.
Because a lot of times we have a lot of rules for ourselves.
And now we can let that go and expand out of that shift into something new.
It's very interesting to watch ourselves.
Sounding limitless.
Yes.
Yes.
And to expand and do things that we never, ever considered, never thought possible would never do.
And then here we are.
So it was really funny.
I was beautiful.
Yeah, yeah.
I was talking to someone yesterday and they said that don't be mad at me for saying this.
Talking to you.
But so they said that they like to reuse their plastic utensils.
Wards can reuse them all the time.
And I'm like, well, we might like to drink out a glass or eat off of glass or some other
substances because we might be mindful about plastics.
And so I said, how about you throw that plastic cup in the trash can right there?
Well, that is very hard for them.
They wouldn't do that.
And it was.
And it was like, and not that they needed to adopt something that I said, not that they needed to do that.
Not that I even needed to say something, but a lot of times when we're eating this type of food or we're paying attention to chemicals around us.
And then that, then now we're, you get them to the subject of plastics.
Yeah.
Touching plastics, eating off of plastics, plastic water bottles.
And I said, so, so, so he did.
I said, it's trash can right there.
And he even mentioned to me, he said, it was kind of hard for me to throw that plastic cup away.
Just even little things like that because we've been doing things the way that we've been doing them for so long.
And sometimes we don't change from that.
But now we get stuck in that and that illusion of comfort.
And we have to get out of that comfort.
Which is really an illusion because the cage that we attract ourselves into.
By constantly doing the same things over and over again.
And, and disguising it as a team when really you just afraid of getting out of that.
And so then why do we need to have a routine when we can at any moment be spontaneous do something different.
And some people intentionally are like, they seek to be spontaneous and that's where we're moving to.
We're like, I don't need to plan everything I do.
We can just see what's going to happen.
I don't know what time I'm going to be there.
What time am I going to meet you?
I don't know.
I don't know where I'm going to be tomorrow at three o'clock.
So, and sometimes I would say to some older relatives, you know, we all have cell phones now.
We all call each other when we're about to do that.
Yeah, because in old days, I don't know if you remember this, everyone had house phones.
And the only way you could communicate people is you said at that house phone.
And now that we have these with freedom we're about, we don't have to really be.
Have a set schedule have set time.
Cause there is no such thing as time.
And sometimes we can go on and just do things throughout our day without even looking at a clock.
You ever done that just going through the whole day and then look at it.
It feels so natural to me.
You just, the time just goes by.
You're just, you're not saying no more.
It feels better too.
Like you just kind of in that slow, slow of doing things.
Or not be on the cell phone.
This thing that I'm holding.
You could not be on the cell phone for a whole day or more to put it away.
If it got needed.
It's a different, yeah, big difference.
It's a different life, right?
Have you, what do you notice when maybe you're not looking at the clock.
You don't see what time it is or you're not doing the phone today.
I feel like when I do that, I realize that I'm more in slow.
Like I'm able to do things without worrying about getting that done or worrying about getting that done.
Like I'm not in a rush to get things done.
I'm just allowing things to flow naturally.
Mm hmm.
It's fun that way.
Mm hmm.
And someone said to me one day, okay, so when the sun gets a little bit over to the north
and a little bit at the east, but almost to the sky, but a little bit over the next time
will be such and such.
And they were just joking, but I thought they weren't being serious.
Because I look at the sun.
I know what's going on with the sun rises and I know as it goes and where it goes.
I know what time it is.
And I can do things by the sun.
And I thought that they were being serious, that they were joking.
And I was like, okay, I got it.
Because I knew exactly what that looked like.
And so I'm like, okay.
So I like the time by just looking at the sky without this made up concept time.
Right.
Because we talked about this before and in one of the older shows.
It didn't used to be clocked.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And you really feel like it's honestly.
Yeah.
A lot of things in this life is made up.
It is.
And did you have to find a deconstruct that?
And isn't it fun to know how many people as you just talk to people sometimes,
I talk to people, I know people that I don't know and they're all knowing this.
Now we're all knowing this.
So we're just all like, just, it's just so beautiful to see.
So we're all in every day.
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Yes.
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