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Welcome welcome welcome everyone to Whiplash Talk. This is Sunshine and it is a
beautiful day. I'm so excited to be here with you. Thank you for joining us. I have Rob with us. Rob are you there?
I am. I actually just got kicked off and I was like no right as this music started playing and I'm like what happened?
I don't know what happened. Glitching the Matrix. Glitching the Matrix. I'm here. They let me back in so. Nice. Well, that was nice of them.
Can't stop. Won't stop. Can't stop. Won't stop.
It's amazing. It's been an amazing couple of weeks and this last week was a lot of fun and I'm sitting looking out the window right now and there's a lot of new growth.
You know how when Evergreen trees when they get the new little tuft of new growth how they have that little lighter green puff on the end of the branches.
Yeah, it's so cute. It's so soft. If you're so soft. Yeah. Yeah. Super fun. So I've got a big dug fur outside that I'm looking at and he's just covered in a little bit of stuff.
And he's just covered in little green puff balls. So it's a lot of fun. That's amazing. We're having steady rain right now and like you said about the trees.
Like all the trees are finally like you know pretty I wouldn't say full bloom or full like coverage but I love it because when that happens I can't see anybody.
Like I can see like just a couple buildings like I can't wait to get my neighbors. It's just it's like I love this time because I'm like it's so private in my backyard.
Although we're getting new fences put in and I was like oh I feel like they're going to cut some of these trees down. No. No. Yeah. Yeah.
Move on that. But I'm just going to I asked them like to not and so they're going to do their best. Like they're going to take down probably some of the shrubs and smaller stuff but they're going to try and leave the trees.
So good. Good deal. Well cool. You get a fence. Yeah. Does that mean you're getting a dog? No. No.
Dogs are a huge commitment. Like huge. Like a 15 year like yeah no no no no no no nay nay. I babysit dogs and that's about the extent of it.
Well then you have you have a play pin for him in the backyard when you babysit. Yeah. Yeah exactly.
So how was your week? Was it good? Tell me about it. Yeah. Yeah.
Well as I mentioned before we got cut off there I want to. Yeah. One of the highlights of my week was I met a tree that was the lady said it was in her backyard and she said it was estimated to be over 300 years old.
Wow. I was blown away by that. I was like the wisdom and knowledge and the things this tree has seen. Yes. Wow. I would have gone up and said can I hug your tree.
Yeah. No I was in the backyard and I didn't go to the backyard and I was like I want to have a conversation a little bit longer but it was like one of those days where I'm like oh yeah I gotta go. Yeah I gotta go.
Like but and that's the like the bittersweet part of my job is like I love talking to some of the clients and it's good but then some of them are real talkers like this one guy he I was like something has jumped into this guy to just like take me sideways because he came back out and he started telling me the same story he just told me I don't know if he had Alzheimer's or but he's like started to get to it.
But he's like started telling me about how he's like baseball and yeah and I was like yeah and I was like oh yeah that's you mentioned that already he's like did I say that already.
And I was like yep like about 10 of the other things he just told me.
And so it's like sometimes it's like okay alright I gotta like oh I hear my phone I gotta go. You start you start hearing cues voice about repeating repeating what they say and the checkout line they go repeat repeat yes.
Yeah crazy.
Yeah it's like why has this person been dropped into my reality to test my patients okay enough so now if I gotta go.
But then there's the other people that are just amazing and it's like you know it's like they understand when to call it you know.
Yeah so true so true.
Yeah it was a good week I had a good week I don't know if I mentioned I think I mentioned on a show earlier.
That somebody came into where I work and we just struck up a conversation while I was helping her find some clothing pieces.
And she just said just out of the blue you know that we should have an event here and do like a girls gala to where you know all the girls you know like from littles to seniors have a place to dress up and dress up and what they like to dress up in and go
have a dinner and you know have a band or have you know just whatever she didn't get into the details of stuff and I'm like let's do it.
You know let's plan it let's do it.
And so we finally met this weekend and it was so fun yeah it was so fun to just talk and get to know each other and then and then talk about things were were not on the same page on a lot of things but it's interesting to see that
the heart of what we both would like to do is there so it was interesting it was really interesting so it was good it was fun that was fun and I got the rest of my vegetables planted in their little patio pots and so nice.
I haven't done that yet.
Yeah well you're a little colder.
Yeah and I don't know why because you're because no you're further north than I know you're further south than I am.
I think so.
Yeah you've heard of stuff you should be warming up.
But we've had we've had cold weather like we had really warm weather last weekend but it's been like very below seasonal this year.
Okay.
Okay.
Yeah wow.
Late start.
Cold cold I bought cucumber seeds though because I want to do cucumbers.
Mmm.
Yeah.
Yeah I need to get those in the ground they just take a little while to produce.
Yeah but I can do it.
I think the timing has to be they can't it can't go below a certain temperature and it's just still a little cold right now.
I guess I can do them indoors.
You can start them indoors.
Yeah sprout them.
Yeah sprout them.
It's a little baby's growing.
Yeah because then their time then their time clock starts as they say you know if it says 80 days you're starting that 80 days you know.
Yeah yeah exactly so and it was like I was I was going through the grocery store and I was like I saw seeds and I'm like I'll get them next time and I was like no give them today like there's no there's no next time.
You know it's it's right now it's like just buy the seeds it and so I did but I haven't planted them yet.
Oh that's fine.
Otherwise like the saying or the song from CCR someday never comes if you don't do it today if not now then when right like especially for little things like you don't have to go out and buy a car but it's like if you've been meaning to do something and it comes up then just do it.
Just do it.
Yeah that was something that I was working on those plants because I got some of the stuff planted but then I ran out of time you know I ended up planting into the evening it was getting dark.
And so I'll get the rest of them done well then a week went by and then a week and a half went by and I'm like okay I actually did it after work one day I got the rest of the stuff in the pots and have one flower now.
Everything else is kind of vegetable but I've got one flower that then I want to plant just because I walked by and it was beautiful and it spoke to me so about it.
It's a dahlia.
It's a dahlia and so they have tubers and so if I can find a way to kind of winter it over in a pot like you know mulch it or tuck it in somewhere where it doesn't get cold and kind of keep the tubers warm.
Or I can pull them out you know dry them out and then and then replant them but it's like what it reminded me of was the colors it's almost a tricolor.
And it reminded me of a hot paint Sunday for like a better term so it was just like an ice cream sundae but with a hot paint color in it and I'm like you're so pretty you're just gorgeous and so I didn't buy the one that was fully bloomed
out because I thought about the one that had two blooms and then lots of buds so it's going to explode into bloom pretty soon which will be lovely.
Yeah I've got an orchid that just has like 15 16 yeah I started with just a couple and then yeah now it's like when it flowers it's got like yeah like 15 or more.
I love it.
Yeah it's probably a phalanopsis.
I don't know.
It looks like a little lion's face when it blooms in the middle.
I can't remember.
Okay.
It's beautiful though it's white and purple on it and yellow I think so.
Yeah that's probably a phaly.
Yeah my mom and sister both grew orchids.
My sister had a fair share for sure and then my mom had a little area set up with grow lights and she probably at one time had over 50 orchids so.
Holy geez.
I know she even took some of mine like mom I'm not going to be able to take these so she took a haul take them and so she took them and loved on them and yeah so it's fun.
Well they are very beautiful so if you want to smell it with like very natural beauty.
Yes.
It's a good flower.
It's a good flower.
It is for sure.
For sure.
So what are we going to talk about today?
What have you been working on or what's been on your heart?
I've been working on well obviously just being present all the time but really noticing the glitches in the matrix because when you start like seeing the cutting and pasting of timelines and things like that and you start recognizing it.
And it's like well so an example that happened to me this week and this was like one of those things like I just started laughing even more because like I don't even know how to explain it.
It's like one of those things that you know you and our audience might understand it but like if I was to tell somebody else they would just think like well you know that you just imagined it or whatever but I was whatever happened.
And I very rarely put the four way lights on maybe if somebody is behind me I'll put the four ways on.
But then the trucks parked so it's like if you can't see a parked truck like I don't know what to tell you and I don't like the clicking sound when I'm you know doing documents for the clients or whatever.
It's just annoying right.
And so I forget exactly what happened but I jumped in and I jumped in the truck and I sit down and I was like I started laughing and I was like because I've noticed the cutting and pasting or timelines being created with clients or whatever it is or somebody being dropped into your reality to like you know what's going on.
And I was like I just started like I got you guys I could see it now and at that instant the four way flashes on the truck went on like just one, two, three and then shut off and then shut off completely so it was like they cut and pasted a timeline and
dropped me back in where the car the four ways were on but it is like oh then they realized they're like no he didn't have the four ways on so it was like the timeline and I didn't even turn them off they just turned off they blink three times.
And I was like I was like that's hilarious but it's like you start noticing these things and so it's just like reality's reality is pretty crazy let me tell you.
It is pretty crazy.
Yeah.
It's kind of funny I started doing the command that you know I command my spirit or prime creation really I command prime creation to only allow beings of light light beans and benevolent beans and myself created animation system.
And at first I thought people are going to think I'm nuts but then I'm like you know what this this crap works that worked so I got it like so I have fun so sometimes whenever I'm at work I'll literally be from like less than three feet away to the people that just walked into the area of where I'm working and I'm like hi welcome in.
They don't even acknowledge that I'm there.
It's like they don't even hear my voice and it's like it's not like I was soft spoken.
Yeah.
And just to make sure that you know they heard me.
I'm like you know let me know if you need help find anything.
And it's like doesn't even flinch don't even flicker there's no no one's home.
And I'm like wow wow wow and then sometimes people will come up to like the register or the want to ring out or something like that and they'll look over my way and they go directly to the other register.
Really.
Yeah.
I'm like sweet this works.
It does.
And you know what like because we've spoken before about both being like out there and like and you know it's like you just you're not scared but sometimes it's nice to just shrink wrap.
Keep your aura you know and not be visible and like I don't need to be visible.
I don't care like I used to be and I've mentioned before like you know waving to everybody and saying hi now a lot of times it's like no I don't need to do that I don't need to give out excess energy I don't need to make people happy.
I don't need to be you know anything I can just be and I don't need to engage people I can walk and not even look at people like I look the other way I don't have to like all this mind energy like what am I going to say is it going to be a good day to you like you know it's like who cares.
Like I was the other day I was like I felt that people but I was like why am I going to have to talk to this person and I'm like I don't even want to talk to this person and then they turned off in front of me and I was like oh sweet.
The anticipation of like having to like having a you know like small talk with this person and then I was like oh it didn't even happen okay sweet.
That's funny I know our friend would mention on the air that even when he was going to a place like a grocery store or something that he would you know clear and shrink wrap.
And it wasn't a fear thing it was just a you know when we're fully shining out or is there pretty pretty pretty wide you know at least I know I'll just put it that way I can talk for myself.
And I would prefer that that people don't walk through it that aren't you know I just don't I just yeah let's just pull that let's pull that back in a little bit.
And it's not a fear thing it's just yeah.
You know what that's a good maybe thing to talk about today too is taking on other people's energies because we can be living on and I remember Ron Amatron saying specifically one one time like because thought energy here is so powerful.
You could be living on someone else's timeline because their thoughts about you are so powerful and like I think we've probably talked about it in certain smaller aspects but it's probably most prevalent with parents and children right where it's like especially because when you're young and you know you're living under your parents roof and their rules and everything.
But that still continues on and you notice it like I've had the pleasure of working through a lot of that stuff with my mom because she's kind of on a similar journey she reads that car totally the power of now so.
We're not we're not talking about some of the other stuff per se but she definitely feels like you know she even she goes to church and everything and she's very very involved with the church and she just like but she's even her she's like some of this stuff that they talk about doesn't make sense and she's like I find it very repetitive and she's like a lot of the things that you
talk about about Jesus make more sense in your interpretations than some of the stuff but she's like I really like the social aspect in the community you know and things like that so.
But it's good but it's crazy how I don't know if I ever mentioned this on the show but last year she said we sat down and she said I rob it can I talk to you and I was like oh no she had like I was like did somebody die or something because she had that.
She had that tone with her you know and she said she said I'm sorry she's like I've been trying to control you your whole life thinking that you knew yeah thinking that I knew it was better for you and like.
And I was like thank you for finally admitting it because I was like that's how I've been feeling but it's like if somebody's not willing to admit it themselves you know but like if somebody's always opposing you always questioning your motives always being like well you should maybe you should do this and then it's like or you should
do be that like you know and I remember when I don't know if I ever mentioned that but when I was a kid I used to do magic and she said oh well you're going to be a magician with a university degree you know.
And she's like I'm so sorry I pushed you go to university because she knew that I didn't want to go.
Right.
Right.
I took a grade 13 class because I wanted to take a year off and just figure it out like I've been going to school for 18 years straight at that point it's like I just need a break.
Like you know like to take a breather and just be rather than go sit in classrooms you know and taking mental energy taking the past and memorize the past as best you can so you can be at the top of your class you know.
Right.
But for her to admit that it was like a huge load lifted right and right.
Right.
Very healing.
Very healing and also less mental energy less like attack energy from other people.
If you don't know these things you don't know that you could probably feel it your body feels it and you can your intuition understands it but you couldn't like to most people you couldn't be like yeah I've been being psychic attacked by my mom for 42 years you know.
Most people would be like what are you talking about what's a psychic attack you know but exactly but some people live that with that their whole life.
Like I have a friend and he has just not a great relationship with his parents and his parents are just really hard on him and it's like they're trying to mold this person into something that they want like if you're going to have kids because you're trying to give them the life that you wanted instead of the life that they wanted to choose.
Then you're having kids for the wrong reason.
You know.
And and I really do and you know I'm not a parent so I have to be careful here.
Yeah.
But I do believe that normally when you see that happening what I have observed either either from the parent side seeing their their side of it or being on the child side being the friends with the child and seeing it.
It's been my experience that most of the time the parents want better for the child and they don't want them to make the same mistakes and they see that they might do it.
And so instead of allowing them to just be they try to as you say you know guide or steer or direct to do do better be better than what they went through.
No parent.
I really don't believe parents would want their children to go through some of the struggles that they went through.
And so yeah I totally see what you're talking about on that for sure.
Yeah.
And that's the thing is and I understand that you know struggles and we don't but but you have to you have to under we have to let people be even though there are children you have a certain obviously responsibility to like ensure certain things but.
To to like you know all I should have been a doctor so then you're trying to get your kid to be a doctor because the money is good.
That's not right.
That's not right.
Like there's a I think there's an in between right like where you want better but you have to understand at some point you don't know what's better for them.
Once they hit 18 well we'll say well I feel like 18 in this in this culture and in this world.
I don't I didn't feel like an adult like I yeah I didn't feel like even anywhere near adulthood until I was mid 30s.
And that's just being honest maybe some people maybe I was a late bloomer but or maybe I was working through this stuff but I just like to be honest with you like I never really told that to anybody because it's like I don't feel like an adult I don't feel anywhere near like you know based on what I've experienced so far that I'm like.
Or maybe it's the people I speak to but it's like I feel something's not right about this place that we live in and I have.
I told me to.
What's that?
I said that's totally true you know you know I'm quite a bit older and I'm like and still I feel like man I still feel like I'm a lot younger inside than what people would expect me to act like if that makes sense it's like I don't.
Yeah.
Go ahead.
Oh I was just going to say maybe it has something to do with the way they manipulate our genetics right where it's like if we're if we're our spirits used to understanding that hey we're going to live to be however long we want or 300 or 1000 years.
Then you don't need to be a full blown adult by 18 that might not happen till you're 60 you know right right right and I was going to say the same thing go ahead.
Yeah no that's all I wanted to say is that if our spirit or our creative essence or however you want to word it understands that like you know like this time constraint that like you got to grow up you got to do this you got to do that by certain age and then you know you got to we want you to get into a nice old age home and die as quickly as possible.
You know by the time you're 70 or 80 you know.
Then then we feel this undue pressure from time about things looks like well you should like you know think about how often parents say.
Oh you got to focus on your future what do you want to be when you grow up and it's like now I just want to be present I don't want to be.
I just want to be.
Right.
Because that's the thing is like if I was to just pick one thing then it just it's really limiting you know that and that's ingrained in us from such a young age.
It is and I think and I think it takes a lot of growth in someone to say I just want to be because we are groomed and raised not just by our parents but by handlers by just by what we were birthed into what we you know what we agreed to come down here and experience.
You know in this as I call it the self created animation system we are programmed to the duality of everything and so for us to just want to be.
Well that's who that's who our spirit is they just you know perfect peaceful bliss.
And so in doing that and in being in that peaceful bliss a lot of people think well you're lazy or you should go get a job or you know you can't make ends meet.
Well how do you know I'm not making ends meet in different means or different ways and how do you know that my way of making ends meet isn't going to stand the test of time.
You know that kind of thing and so you are judged by like you said the last year.
How sometimes family family will get involved my mind has to in the past family gets involved and then you know it's really hard to build your faith.
When you have people that are close to you bombarding you with with words of doubt and fear and unbelief so I guess to spin it to a positive thing and then I'll let you jump in to spin it to a positive thing so the show stays on a positive note.
If you if you are on your path and you are comfortable with your path and you are wanting to be and to experience that then it's your path it's okay.
Yeah it's okay.
That's that's where a lot of us are.
Yeah and that's and that's a wonderful thing is that it's in those times where we actually experience it because like if you just go based on listening to somebody else and that's the thing.
I get that parents don't want them to go through their kids to go through the same struggles but what greater substitute is there for experience than experience like it's it's in those times and I know that we don't in the duality that we experience it but like those times.
As I mentioned go to the past year being the most tough financially for me is I found out you know I love the quote I forget who it is it says but the real measure of a man or person or being.
The real measure of a man is how much he'd be worth if he lost all his money.
And so when you don't when that happens to you you get to see that there's just like it and it also it almost becomes like all that stuff becomes a burden like it's like wow like I don't have to worry about that stuff like that's why you know for me homesteading and getting free in our land is good because there's so much stuff that.
Is nonsense that we participate with in our reality right because like you said making ends meet we shouldn't have to make it meet I should not work for for 15 days of the month just to pay rent.
Right right right and that's and like and so that's the thing.
And so but once you go through experience that stuff then and and I think there's something wonderful about experiencing that because then you see the judgments that you had upon things it's like well I would never do that well then something forces you into the circumstance
where you have to and it's like wow then you see you're like well I judge that person I judge that person on the street or I judge that person driving the crappy car now it's like you know I judge my own dad for having a crappy car I remember as a kid my dad you know this really just I don't know if anybody remembers what like a late 90s Ford Festiva looks like but they're not lookers okay they're not lookers they look like I was so embarrassed to be in that thing I would like late
I don't know if anybody remembers what like a late 90s Ford Festiva looks like but they're not lookers okay they're not lookers they look like yeah I was so embarrassed to be in that thing I would like lay down in the back pretending I was asleep so I wouldn't see my friends wouldn't see me
but but now it's like hey man my dad had a car my dad had a car yeah yeah gas for the car yeah I wait to go dad like I don't even have a car I got a motorcycle but that's right but it's like now but where we grew up like not having a car made you a loser you know like and then and then moving to a city like Toronto where when I was younger it was like all three of us had cars and we realized how much you can't even really use a car in the city because it's ridiculous
so we got rid of two of them and we just kind of used one until that but it's like you're living downtown Toronto it's bananas to even remotely even think having a car like it takes you right takes you half hour you can walk quicker during rush hour you know right but it's just funny how like the people's consciousness or or like you know the mentality of the town or whatever is so differently in Toronto people think you're crazy if you have a car or if you do have a car it never gets used because it's just pointless but it's just pointless
you know where I'm from it's like you know you're a loser if you don't have a car yeah society is kind of done stuff like that it's kind of weird yeah but you were you hit on something that I think I think we should hit on a lot of times we experience things like
you know when we when we ask spirit to use us or to you know search and help us seek out and to uproot the things we need to uproot so we can be you know more intimate and more aligned with the car.
And more aligned with our spirit and and you know innocent let's just be honest and some of those things that people go through some of them are you know pretty life changing life altering and you know I've said before on on the show here that
that I have technically been homeless before did I have a place to go yes we had a key to get into a place to where we could you know move the business you know inventory in there and lock it up so that way it was safe and could still be safe.
And could still run the business so we'd have some source of income coming in.
But you know I you know if anybody knows what a janitor's mop closet looks like where you have like the you know the shower stall bottom and you've got the mop bucket in there and a faucet that's it.
And so you know you wash your hair there you shower there you know you you bade there and they're not the cleanest places you make them clean you clean them up but
so there are there are things that we go through that you can either you can either let it make you bitter and mad or you can make you can let it make you better.
And so I always try to look through that lens and you know recently I was sharing with you before we went on that financially with just basically since my mom passed in January of twenty three.
And so this show started in February of twenty four. February of twenty four.
And so from January twenty three I have been on this journey and it's it's my journey.
It's not anybody else's journey.
But it's been it's been a lot of shedding.
It's been a lot of you know the ego stuff the ego through you know you work a successful business woman in.
A particular state and you got divorced and you moved and you had to start over from the ground up you rebuilt.
And then you move to another state and you rebuilt again and then you get to the top of the food chain and your career.
And then you quit because they just kept putting more and more on you and that was in the February when I we what twenty five is when I left.
Yeah, that'd be August of twenty five.
And so that was that big journey across country that everybody experienced live on the radio and.
And so everybody's journey is different but I'm saying this to say that you go from where you trust in the facade of who you are because you can go out and make a living and you can go out and pull in the salary and you can buy the house and you've got the car
and you've got the two car garage and you've got the garden you've got the sprinkler system and you've got the landscaping that you could pay for with cash.
And you know well well well into the multiple tens of thousands of dollars and.
And you put all of that into it and it's a beautiful place and yes it's a shire in the backyard and yes it's a peaceful place.
But it is something that you have to walk away from that I had to walk away from talking to myself that I had to walk away from.
To be able to peel the banana back or peel the onion layers back and get back into who I really am.
Which is still that core person I still have that that core.
Mmm, I love nature.
That's always been there love nature love animals love love critters love tree critters love bush critters love butterfly critters you know love nature.
The hummingbirds finally found the hummingbird feeder whoo hoo.
So I don't know if they came all the way from over the other state or whatever but they finally found me so.
Anyway all of that to say about the time you think you've got all the layers pulled back then another one presents and that happened this couple of weeks ago.
The way the pay periods are hitting this month and the next two months no last month and the next two months.
Are my rent check and my car payment are coming out of the same check well guys I don't make that kind of money anymore.
So one gets paid rent and the other one yikes and the bank honored it and I didn't expect them to honor it so they honored it but then I was over drawn in the hundreds and hundreds of dollars.
And so for like almost two weeks I had no cash I had no money I'm tapped out there's no savings there's no 401k there's no you know secret envelope under the mattress pad there's nothing.
And I'm like okay well you have a you have full tank of gas you got that done before before you know boom yikes and so you can get to work you're good.
And then a lovely thing about the place where I work is that if you work.
If on a work day there's a deli in the place where I work and on a work day any employee can have a free cup bowl of soup.
And I'm like okay yeah so yeah so you go in and get your soup and you know it may not be your favorite flavor but that's okay it's so.
And it's warm and it fills you up.
And so that's there for all the employees which is beautiful and then it got to the point to where I'm like I'm going to need some groceries and it's like okay.
I had talked to a friend that I've met here recently and they're like you know there's I'll just call it a food bank I won't say the name of it or anything but it's like food bank.
And then on judgmental and blah blah blah and there's no qualifying.
It's okay you know if you need it you should go.
And in this area a lot of people grow vegetables and they'll take their extras to the food bank so you get fresh fresh produce too.
Right that's awesome.
Yeah so it's nice and sometimes you know their berries grow in this area and so sometimes they'll have frozen bags of berries and you know frozen bananas that yes they've been peeled I'm sure they were gloves.
They've been peeled and then they're frozen so it's perfect for like making it a little smoothie or something like that.
Yeah.
So anyway all of that to say to those that are out there like you were saying earlier you know you know you judged your dad about the car.
Sometimes people judge when people are you know eating out of food banks or you know godly they're working why can't they do whatever well you don't know what's going on behind the scenes.
And secondly it's really not any of your business.
Yeah.
And thirdly just love them.
Exactly and you know what that's in those experiences I guess like even though karma is dark side it works because you'll eventually experience that because it's going to come into it's blocked energy like I know I always remember that episode when Ron and Tron was talking about like seeing somebody eat out of a dumpster like if you say like oh how could they ever do that like I can't believe that somebody would do that while you have blocked energy on that.
And then at some point that's going to happen to you and you're going to need to come into oneness with it.
So now and all the things that I've experienced.
Let's not say it's going to happen to them.
No no it could happen to them.
But yeah exactly but it's still a block judgment.
It is a block judgment.
In this life or the next you're going to feel the swing of the pendulum.
You know if you're not neutral about stuff that's how that's how we get how they get you're going to experience it.
You know there's no there's no high without the low there's no you know.
You know I've got to stay neutral.
Got it they can't get you.
Yeah boy the people's been great.
Go ahead.
Yeah that's it it's just it's it's like wow okay well I judged that that person before or I judged this situation or that person in this situation.
And like you said you don't know what's going on behind the scenes and it's really nobody's business.
Right.
Well and I don't know I guess I could go back and look and dig a little bit but I don't know that I've judged anybody in that because I was raised by a single mom.
So you know things were tight but you know we had family that would you know pitch in and you know buy beef and share beef with my mom and us you know so that kind of thing.
But but I guess the way I looked at it was glass half full was how am I going to do my creative co-op and not truly understand people truly needing to do I've got eggs.
I need I need vegetables for my chickens do you have any extra vegetables let's barter let's trade you know the puka shells that that he was talking about.
Yeah.
And how am I going to truly understand all of the feelings that the people have when they come in and they don't feel like that they have anything valuable to offer.
Yeah.
But yet they you know they need this but I don't feel that I really have anything to offer and some of the things that I've been through.
I look at this as a positive experience because now I will understand the.
It wasn't a trepidation what's what's what's the word I'm looking for the.
Unknown the unknown of you know the first time you walk up there what what's it going to be like and where do I go and how do I do this and how does it work and.
And all of that how do how do I when putting together the creative co-op diffuse.
The uncomfortableness and make it just a warm welcoming place to come.
And and in doing that there were some other things that I've experienced as well in my life that I'm like okay that actually helps as well I can't remember what it was you just mentioned something and it'll come back to me but.
I I try to.
I know that one post that for the people that space had a long time ago about where to be like puppies it really spoke to me probably just because I love critters but it spoke to me because it's like we're supposed to be like innocent playful cheerful unassuming life is grand puppies.
And so in my puppyness I really want to be a kitten but I'll be a puppy because of the long with for the people but in my puppyness I really just want to know how to help people I just want to help people.
So how do I help people and how do I help people know their value whenever they say I only have a jar of bolts and nuts that I've that I've saved because my grandpa always taught me to do that well somebody is going to need that and somebody is going to have exactly what you need.
Or you can get in a three way barter system and work it out.
Yeah and so yeah go ahead.
It's a wonderful idea and I agree with like you know with your creative co-op thing and everything and because I go like where I live you know it's interesting because the job that I'm doing now I like my territory is where I live so it's like a lot of.
Yeah like I used to I go for walks everywhere and it's like oh I wonder and some of the houses down like you know I walk to the water to go for swims and like the houses down there are massive like millions and millions and millions of dollars right now some of those people are my clients so I know them.
But the interesting thing is that when I walk down there I see everybody and it's a lot of older people a lot you know like people but everybody's got garages everybody's got tools everybody's got.
Garages packed full of crap that they never use that they never use it even myself my brother and I were going through this right now because my step mom's clearing out the rest of my dad stuff from he passed a few years ago.
And so she's finally going through like all of his tools and everything.
And he has like you know like he would lose something and then he would just go to Canadian Tire and buy and that which is a hardware store and buy another one right so he's got three of everything that and he never used it.
And so now we're divvying up stuff and my brother's like well you can have this because I already have this and we like just by talking between me and my brother we realize how much tools we both have that never get used and even myself like they get used more often than maybe the average person because I use them to work on my motorcycle.
Most people accumulate tools whether they're inherited or they go buy them it's like a right of passage growing up and they never get to see the light of day you know you might have a screwdriver that gets used three times.
Maybe maybe yeah but everybody's got seven of them.
Yep yep you know you need the stubby and you need the long one and you need the one that flips over and you can go Phillips or flat blade and yeah yeah wide and narrow and.
So those are things that I've just been looking at and it's like okay so I'm seeing how that all comes together and I wish I could remember what the other experience was it was one that just popped up while we were talking that it was a while back.
It's like oh yeah that makes perfect sense but if it comes to me then it's meant to share if not then it's no big deal but but there are people out there that.
Really want to make a difference in this world and they may not be within your political bubble or within your religious bubble but they still have a heart to help people and part of the plan from the keepers of this duality dualistic system is to divide and conquer us.
If we all rallied together and we all stand back to back they'd be gone.
They'd be gone.
I just believe that because if we all stood together as one in unity there's I mean fighting against you know the poisoning and the testing and the pedophilia and everything that's going on if we just took a stand.
The ones that were stronger with their light you know it's shown brightly and the other ones that just you know haven't made it there yet but still have the faith that what's going on is wrong.
I really believe that that would happen and so I just encourage everybody to if you're if you're going through it which I am right now if you're going through it.
Try to find try to find the neutrality try to find your happiness try to find your peace and stay in the neutral and just be an observer it's hard to understand what that means because somebody says you know well I just observed my emotions what the fuck does that mean.
Okay that's my word for the day.
Yes.
What does that mean?
What do you mean observe well yeah so could you walk us through that.
Well I'm getting there because I was one that I had a hard time with and so you know when you're really in an emotional like let's just you know a girl cry this is me a girl cry runny nose snottie face cry right like.
Can't breathe cry.
How do you how do you remove yourself from that and watch that and go wow that's pretty ugly.
You know that's what I didn't understand but then whenever the emotions come now I'll catch it and I'll be like huh.
Yeah that was an emotional trigger.
Yeah yeah so that's where I'm catching it more now.
Like for instance my mother passed.
We'll just we'll just timeline it January 5th of 2023.
We were super close.
I would say that we always said the Apple didn't fall fall for from the tree and it was very true we'd finish each other sentences we were to peas in a pod.
Yeah.
And so.
I don't want to throw anybody under the bus.
So her head her headstone.
I never got ordered never got ordered never got ordered 2024 came along never got ordered never got ordered never got ordered 2025 came along what I got a picture of a headstone finally.
On a wooden palette not placed there you know and she's gone so I've kind of just let it go I'm like okay well you know yeah okay.
But I knew that it bothered my aunt and it was like and it really kind of was no closure because it's like wow how disrespectful.
Anyway I won't go there.
So I'm working through this one still.
So anyway long story short I just got a picture.
From a family member which would be I can't go into detail because I don't want to go into too much detail and it was a picture of all it was was a picture of the headstone in the dirt with the wreath laid on it with.
And that says hope you like what I did hope you like what I did and it was from somebody that was putting a wreath on my mom's grave.
And then she sent me something else and she says for your other grandparents who are in the same cemetery.
Well I wasn't really close to my other grandparents.
And I said it looks beautiful thank you so this is where I'm getting to the point of observing the emotions.
And I said I and so I explained to her I said looks beautiful thank you and I said you know it wasn't close I wasn't close to my other grandparents my grandfather died before I was born and my grandmother favored my sister and brother not me.
But then I was observing and I said but thank you for continuing to do so meaning putting flowers on their graves.
And I said that's very big hearted of you and very kind of you.
And so I guess I guess for me when I observe the emotions when I see the tears come up and they do.
I don't know.
I mean do we have to be completely numb to to ascend I don't know.
I don't know maybe we do maybe I'm not there.
But I do know that when I observe the emotions it's more of a for me for me.
It's more of a catching and going oh wow that's a trigger I need to look into that.
Yeah.
And then observe it that way.
So that's my answer.
That's wonderful and I've been doing the same thing the past couple years and like you understand it good when there's something that comes up.
And like for myself it was like well something that maybe made me cry.
Well now it comes up and it was like I remember the last time there was an issue and it was it had something to do with my dad and things that happened before he passed.
But it was all good and but then there was a lot a lot of last time where it like it came up and it was just a single tear and like I observed the emotion.
And that's what it was.
It was like oh okay this what it is but it doesn't I was like this is the last time.
And I said that out loud it's like this is the last time.
And it doesn't get me after that.
And so instead of serving the emotion and what I've been doing lately is that whether it's sometimes it's tough to differentiate what emotion it actually is.
But you know that you know you said like after a crazy cry and then you have that like like the like the like the like the like the you know what I'm talking about.
I do.
Okay so recently I've observed the emotion.
Haven't let it get me and then I've had that.
And so it's like I never actually experienced the emotion but it's like I understood that it was there and it was festering.
And so it's like I bypassed it and had the breath afterwards but I was like there's no.
It's like well that's what I this is something that would probably make me cry before.
But now it's like no I don't need to and it's okay to have a tear of something beautiful like I always remember like you said that it was like if there's an emotion if it's in source energy in the moment like if you see your baby being born well fucking she might hear you know.
Because you're going to cry.
Or if there's a beautiful bird or something you've never seen before we witnessed and like that's not for me.
And it's like wow that's like the most beautiful thing I've ever experienced.
And that's an emotion that's in the moment.
But if it's something that's just like you know like you're crying or something that's already taken enough of your life force then you can say enough's enough of this.
And that's what would have happened with this headstone I'm sorry Dan.
But it's just is the emotion happening from in the current moment like a source thing or is it if it's from the past then it's just an emotion that's a dark timeline right.
Right. Right. And like with that with the headstone thing that that would have been a big one for me because at first when it first happened.
There's there's a little history when my mother came to visit where I lived in Oklahoma.
She wanted help finding some of the family.
Braves there's a lot there's some history there.
And so we finally found and she was very upset like mad.
She was very touched that one of the aunts that was married into the family never got a headstone and she'd been gone for multiple like 20, 30 years.
And my mom was like I've got to get something on it.
She felt like you know oh my gosh I've got to you know that's awful right.
And so I knew what it meant to her and so that was something that got planted in me.
Right. And so then when she doesn't get her headstone by someone that supposedly loved her dearly leave it at that.
It was like at first it was like what what's the deal.
And but then when I got this picture of it actually being put in put in I'm like huh.
That's nice.
Okay. And I heard that still small voice goes go now you can close the chapter.
I'm like good. Yeah, I agree.
So so it was good. It was good.
And but I share this only to help people.
I don't want people to.
Don't don't let don't let them win. Don't let them win. Don't let them steal your energy because they're not worth it.
Yeah. And that's a good thing too. And it reminds me of something that I wanted to talk about too is about don't let our stories which is the past influence your like future or as a moment or or create timelines like so.
I don't know if I mentioned on this show.
Or previous one if it was but I can't remember maybe it was this week or couple of weeks ago.
It seems like everything's blurring together but there was a day where.
My motorcycle was down my battery died so I had to take the bus home from work and and it was like it's it's like they create timelines for you like the more sometimes the more energy we put on to something.
I've never noticed it's like Murphy's law like the more you want something the less you get of it. And so like this day I was like okay well I have to take the bus so I you know I want to get home I want to get my battery fixed that.
And so it's like my whole thing is I want to get out of work on time because I've been working a lot over time. So it's like I just want to leave early. I just want to leave on time today.
And I end up leaving late and you know I had a really tough day at work. It was really physical and you know I'm just I'm just like pooched and I'm just okay and I'm upset because I had to.
So I go to take the bus and then there's a 45 minute delay.
And so I start I start walking and then there's delays everywhere in the city and I'm like they're just dropping these timelines all over me right now all of a sudden the day I want to get home early and like I'm like two hours behind now.
And so I'm walking and then finally you know it gets the point where I think it's going to be quicker for me to walk because the traffic is so bad.
I got I walked to another bus stop got on a bus ended up getting off that bus and I'm like I'm just going to walk home but as I was walking I was trying not to create stories in my head but like I had a long day it was already physical and now I'm walking home like kilometers miles.
You know what I mean right to be upset just trying to be present in the moment.
And you know like my feet hurt and like my body hurts and I just want to get home and then I realized I'm like stop telling yourself this story.
Right.
The light only works in the now so I should be able to heal instantly and I get home and I did some commands and I commanded my spirit to just like remove everything you know I did whatever I felt I need to crush the timelines and want to.
Yeah just like and I went from like being upset because I was reinstalling and I was creating that reality for myself.
And it's like half hour later I was like a new person like I was running up and down the stairs my feet didn't hurt anymore because I got off that that story.
And that's what we do with our lives people don't realize it that it's easy to get stuck in your story it's easy to blame the outside world for your circumstance instead of the decisions that you've made or you know like the choices lots of
times we have choices right but we don't we don't see them because we're stuck in our heads or we're stuck in our story.
It really it makes a lot of a lot of difference on when you're wanting to what's the word I'm looking for.
You just wanting to send you're working on on a sending birdie sent me this it's it was posted on for the people dot space February 17th 2021 she sent it to me and she said you know it just kind of came up on her feed or she just came up in her reality so she sent it to me.
It was really good.
It was called the way of light.
And it says the basic message of every authentic light being who has blessed this earth is very simple yet very profound.
And it says there is nothing higher than you your spirit is one with source your creator.
You already know everything no need for lessons.
You are here for the experience.
You have free choice and free will.
The point of power is right in capital letters now.
Circumstances and events don't matter your frequency is what creates the illusion of matter.
The past need not have relevance in your future.
Follow your heart your highest excitement and your frequency will rise.
The higher your frequency the more of you your spirit your vehicle will hold.
With more spirit more inner gifts awaken duality exists as an experience dot dot dot for those who choose.
Peaceful neutrality and I love this peaceful neutrality is the spirits natural state.
And the last one your spirit loves capital letters you unconditionally devote your life to it.
I love that I have that recorded in my phone.
I love that one.
Yeah, back to when I when I need it.
It's really really good.
And I'm not watching on chat.
Sorry.
Oh, yeah, we've got like probably a minute left minute left.
You have several warnings already.
Yeah.
I love it.
I love it.
I love that I got a personal message that there's a sunshine protection net.
We have one minute left.
Okay.
I've got so that's pretty cool.
So what are your closing?
What are your closing thoughts for the people?
I don't have any thoughts.
That's the whole point is to be innocent with the Now.
That's what I'm working on.
And I just see in everything.
Everything in divine perfection and everything the program is running as it's meant to.
So if you can just step out in the world, but not of it, then that's really.
And I think that's just the thing is like there comes a guilt for at least for me and my family of like the.
I don't have to think.
I don't have to worry about other people's lives.
I don't I can just be present.
So you know, don't don't feel guilty if you're at peace.
Yeah, agreed.
Mine mine is when I'm working on is getting to know my spirit as my best friend.
Yeah, that's wonderful.
Yeah.
So go out and just take your best friend out to lunch and go sit and just have a conversation.
Go bowling solo.
I was thinking I might do that today.
That'd be fun.
That'd be awesome.
Yeah.
Okay.
So I think that's it for us now.
That's it.
Yeah.
All right, guys.
Thank you.
Absolutely.
Thank you guys.
Thanks.
Thanks to all the listeners.
Love you guys.
Bye.
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