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Actually, it's a it's beautiful day here in Burlington and I
I couldn't sleep last night. So I
It was like the middle of the night, but I'm used to getting up early and
And so it was I was like I'm not looking at the time. I don't care what time it is
It doesn't matter what time it is. I know it's the middle of the night because it's not daylight yet
And then it started pouring rain and I love the pouring rain
so I just jumped jumped into my swimsuit and I ran out in the patio in the backyard and
And just stood in the pouring rain and did a little bit of Chi young and that was that was something that I started
like about a year ago it was maybe just over a year ago and
it was like going through one of the toughest times of my life and I
Just really started saying
What can I do? What are the things that you can do like when you watch a movie and what can what can it?
Can I appreciate when I feel like I don't have anything in my world's falling apart?
And it's like just go in and dance in the rain going to play in the rain and I did that this morning
And it's so amazing because the water here
From our you know who knows what they put in it
But it's it makes my skin so dry and after going jumping in the lake like it is this week or going in the rain
It just rejuvenates it your skin
It just feels like baby skin again
And so it just it kind of brings you ground you back into the present moment into reality into what's really important
and what we really need so
And then all that to say is that I'm like well
I don't feel like staying up because it's only three-third. I did look at the time and it was only three-third in
I'm like I it's the weekend I need to go back to bed for a bit. So I just went and listened to
The rain you know with the window open and a beautiful summer night and that's stuff that money can't buy
You know and so that's that's just what I wanted to share today because you know you and I were chatting a little bit
And I know when we were going through difficult things
It's hard to have different perspective because something it's like there's like this angry dog biting on our heel
And it's hard to be like oh well look at these beautiful flowers, right? Right right?
That's really good
Yeah, Robin. I have been talking a little bit and I'm talking to birdie just a little bit been taxed a little bit with her
briefly and and
Yeah, things are things are a little tough right now
But I always said that I'd be honest on the show and so things are a little bit tough right now and working through things and
I was actually like getting on the air because I was cleaning up some stuff from cat
cat hiccups
but
Yeah, financially things are
legitimately real. Hi buddy and
Sorry Sherman's wanting to jump up my lap. So
Yeah, I was talking to Rob about you know when you decided to go out and find a job
You know, how did you balance like being in the now living in the now and manifesting you know your?
your
Being the you know
Manifesting mavens that we're supposed to be how did you do that?
And then how did you balance it out with going to work for somebody else?
Yeah, and that's that's the thing is that I just looked at it as a different adventure
You know and and technically I'm still working for myself that and that's the advice I gave to friends as well
Like being self-employed is really difficult some days because you have to be everything, you know now
It's like I'm so grateful I have my job and I have to go see my clients and work with the trees and be outside
And that's fun and there's certain aspects of it that are stressful and you know getting through the days all the days work
You know I have to make sure I hit my targets and get to enough houses
And and that's not always easy because things go wrong and you know and then I start mental movie making as Eckhart
Totally calls it, you know like all this person's gonna say this and hit as I mentioned to you yesterday
It's like
Something happened the other day and I'm like, oh man, they're gonna be so upset and I'm gonna have to you know
I'm like I'm trying to figure out my alibi or my my justification or just my explanation of what happened
And then I get back to the office and that person was gone for the day already
So it was like this big thing this big threat that I was mulling over for an hour while driving around and trying to finish my day
Never never came and so it's so much of our
Our experience and so much of our so many of our problems and everything aren't really in the moment
Right and when we can remind ourselves that of that
It's a little big
You can ground yourself and bring you know bring all of you into that into that present moment
And that's your point of power. So it's like the little things like
Like I said what I did this morning. So sometimes that it's just something simple like that. I'm my brother and I
We're talking about that and and he's you know, he's been at the same job for I think she's 15 years now
And you know I used to live with him and and it seems like he's having the same
the same like
conundrum or same story
He's telling himself over and over it says boss this always boss is supposed to retire and then I'm gonna take his job
You know, but finally I think he's coming to a point where he's seeing that like I don't know if he's gonna quit
But he's reading some book from about like from leaving to zero leaving with zero or something
And it's about you know not accumulating this massive amount of wealth for when you retire because you're not gonna be able to enjoy it
So try to enjoy the journey along the way because you know
You can't go mountain biking or motor on motorcycle, you know, maybe adventures when you're 65 or 70 or you know
You can't watch it watch it. I'm not saying that but there's certain things that you can do when you're 20
I totally agree with you. I totally agree. I'm just poking them there. Yeah
And and so but for me it was yeah, like I really struggled with that but like going to get a job
But it's like well, what's the stress?
What stress which battle do I choose to prefer to have right now the stress of paying all my bills?
Going out and being everything being the guy who edits the videos being the guy who goes knocking on doors
Being the guy who you know sends the invoices like you have to do everything yourself
And it's not it's all it's cracked right up to be right and then when you and then when you have a team under you
It's even more stressful. So yeah, it's not like that's the thing
It's like you know the grass always seems green or on the other side
But it's not I've worked in family businesses and been self-employed and it's great sometimes
But it's not others. No, it's hard to this it's hard to
Leave your your work say at the office so to speak, right? Mm-hmm. Yeah, yeah
I know it's kind of like you know you step out of the matrix and as best you can and do what you need to do
but then
The we all know, you know, you know, you know the economy is gonna get rough
we've known that this is coming and and
You know fuel prices are gonna skyrocket groceries are gonna skyrocket, you know supply chains
are going to
I shouldn't say are going to
we've all known that there has been the possibility of and
You know, we were told by our friend Q that that you know, we have to learn the hard way this this particular
model of
Human has to you know, they have to go through it the hard way. They can't just they you know
They just can't accept things as they are so
So things are things are getting tough out there and and I'm seeing it in a lot of different
People in a lot of different areas. I'm in a place currently where most of the people around me
Their adult children in their, you know, 30s and even 40s are still living with them because they can't afford to live on the island period
Yeah, even even if they were married, it's still tough and so
It's interesting I was talking to another friend and it's like at what point do I
Take matters back into my own hands as a planner, you know, I plan at what point do I take matters back into my own hands and
And handle things, you know, is it right before my blessing gets here or how does that work and
and
It's kind of funny how people look at me here because they don't know me
They don't they don't know the career that I had or the ego, you know, the the professional ego
And so they're kind of like you have no retirement and you have no savings. It's like nope
And it's kind of like the book that your brother's talking, you know, and he's reading
It's like
When I was married previously when I lived in this area previously
We did real estate investing and I think I've shared on the radio before that
My ex-husband was going through a really tough time
Depression wise I'm convinced he's one of us
and
And he was getting a lot of things coming online that I didn't recognize at the time and
so I can imagine how he felt, you know and
he was wanting to figure out a way to live off grid and
And
There were a lot of things that he was
Sensing and I'm not sure that he hasn't gone backwards now. I don't I don't speak with him anymore
But where I'm going with that is the last three years of our marriage
He didn't work and he didn't get out of bed until like one or two in the afternoon and our two-income budget was one income
And then during the 2008 9 and 10 crash and they'd hit the coast really hard
I got a 40% pay cut because they were doing a two-day per week furlough
So they could meet payroll or else there wasn't gonna be a company for all of us to work for and
You know the leaders of the company were very integrous. They took huge pay cuts
From their salaries to be able to help make payroll and anyway, it was it's just something that I'm looking at. It's like
When things get tough
And you're believing for your faith and you're believing for things to happen sometimes people
People will judge and like well, you just need to get out there and go get a job or
Why don't you have retirement? That's just silly. Well, we had 50,000 in in the bank from a previous real estate transaction
And he decided he was going to learn to play calls and puts on the stock market and he lost at all
Yeah
Some of it was IRS money and so then I was in trouble with the IRS because I was the one that was making the salary
yeah, so so I
Guess in this area of the country where I'm at they're very big about accepting people for who they are where they are and
It's kind of funny because if you are
What was not the norm you're very accepted
but if you are kind of a norm person, but yet you have made decisions in your life that are not in line with
Traditional values then you're judged and it's kind of interesting. I'm it's kind of it's kind of interesting to observe that
The only reason I'm sharing this is because I can't be the only one out there that has this happening and that's part of what with
Lashes all about is you're not alone
You know everybody out there has different stories, but if mine helps just one person then fantastic great
So all of that to say go ahead come on in I feel like you have something to say go ahead
Well, and it's just for myself when going through these things a lot of the times
It's it's our story like you know
I was listening to some something and it's not to say that you're not true because I totally agree with you that like the systems
You know like the dams breaking and we're throwing toothpicks where the the water's spurting out and it's gonna crack and like money
You know inflationary monetary systems are designed to fail if you've ever read the book
The creature from Jekyll Island, and you understand like and that's the thing is that
I growing up I work. Yeah
I you know my parents they work in finance and they were stock brokers and investment planners and all this stuff and
And it's tough I worked in that environment and it's like they think they know they
Conceptually they understand how the monetary system works enough to be like well
You know we this is what happens and this happens and the stark mark goes up and goes down
But like yeah, don't you guys understand that it's being played and manipulated like there's books out there called fucking market makers
These people are manipulating everybody it's it's it like it's all insider trading this stuff
All plan note timelines are brought in way before and like the average person's just getting fleeched and
The people who work in finance at the banks, you know very smart people who've gone to school and intellectually they understand how the system works
But they don't understand that it's designed to fail that it's not in our favor
It's like you know because they don't want to look deeper they they want to understand it just enough to do what they need to do
But when you when you really start asking the tough questions like guys, what where's this going like?
What's the end game? Well?
90% of humanity is broken a few people are
Rolling in the money, but I don't know I don't know and that's what I remind myself is that even for myself like I
Had to be honest about I don't want to do what I'm doing anymore and I don't know what to do
I'm starting over. It's like my passion for that has kind of run its gambit, you know
My creativity is is is sputtering to a halt on that and that's okay, you know, that's okay
It's okay to move on. It's okay to do something different
But it's also the inspiration like and the reason I say that is because I was listening to something about
How many they were talking about restaurants and how difficult it was to start a restaurant or make it in the restaurant business
And it's something like 150 restaurants will open this year, but 200 or close and so you know it really depends like you know
I
There's been times where you know you mentioned the market crash 2008 well I just moved to a new city
I didn't have a job and I was very skeptical about finding something because you know
I was just there was no it seemed like there was no hope right in 2008 or whatever because it was so bad
But I ended up finding a really awesome job at the time
so it's it went from like just don't give up keep looking and you know stay true to what you're
Working towards right and how are we looking at it because all timelines are running at the same time so
Which one which one do you want to be on or do you just want to be the present moment, right? Right? Right?
Yeah, and that's another thing that I've been
Looking at to trying to stay out of the mind, but man, it's hard when you're when you're when you're backs up against the corner
That's when you really start seeing how them how the programming is is deep
Yeah, you know because when you're when you're in a corner and you're like, okay, how am I gonna get out of this one?
It's it's it's interesting to observe and it's like sometimes you don't observe
So sometimes sometimes you're in it and you're like, okay, whoop wait. Let me get out of this
And why am I crying or why why is this emotion arising or why am I having these?
Thoughts and you know you take your thoughts Kathy, you know, you you know
Command your thoughts
To drop into your heart and and so with all of that
It's it's interesting to
Talk about there was some stuff on for the people that space that you wanted to talk about and I think it's great
and there were a couple of them on there that I really enjoyed and
I need to go ahead and pull it up. You probably already have it pulled up, but I don't but
with
With that in mind, I think it could be really helpful to people to kind of understand, you know, what is going on a
Little better possibly
It's an it's you know, something to ponder and think about and I just like you do you want to take it and run with it
And I'll get I'll get my pulled up and I'll I'll catch up to you. Yeah. Yeah for sure. I don't have the web page opened up
But I'll get to it in a minute what I did want to share was
Yeah
It like in Eckhart's book a new earth
There's one part that I really agreed with and it wasn't till a few years ago that it rang true, you know
It's and he talked about
Be careful how you identify and like, you know, a lot of people want to be out there and say okay
Well, I don't like my job or I don't like working the corporate job or whatever it is and that's great
Well, how do you how do you want to help people?
How do you want to be of benefit and?
Because that the world's gonna show up and your reality is gonna be created at that
So, you know at the time I was going through something and it's like all I want to maybe do an online business or something
And I had really tough time with you know
It was like taking a workshop and you know, it was all about like the law of attraction
But some people thought something felt off right and that's the thing is because that's in direct opposition
You know like run amatron speaks like against the law of attraction
That's the problem here is the mind energy. It's about like oh, you're gonna manifest your space
But you're sending out psychic mental energy and somebody who's in your parking space is getting that as a psychic attack
You know some it's so it's battle of the mines here, right? So we're not really if you're using mind energy to create your reality
It's like we're not really
Doing it from a heart-based intention. It's it's like a competitive thing, right?
It's like team sports or it's it's a it's a competition. It's not like oh, I want to create this because it's wonderful and that sort of thing
So the whole point about that was to circle it back around is that
Eckhart said be be careful of what you want to create because it's like if you if you want to create
You know don't put yourself in a position where what your livelihood or what you do
Makes people less than like, you know, oh, I help people like I help recovering drug addicts
Well, then your livelihood is dependent dependent on their being drug addicts
Yeah, you know and so that that when I read that and I really understood that it's like yeah, like
You know, I was like well, maybe I want to help people quit smoking quit drinking because I did those things
But then it's like well then I'm I'm creating a reality where there's people that smoke and drink and have addiction problems
And it's like and do I want to spend my time
Then I'm still in a relationship with addictions
Then I'm still talking to people and I don't really want to be talking to people about drugs and alcohol all day every day
So it's like well, I had to take a real, you know, honest inventory of is that what I want for my life?
Right, you know, just because it seems like the mind will tell you to do all sorts of crazy things
But it's like well, I don't want to create a reality where there's people that are you know addicts that need that are so far
Gone that they need my help to get through it, you know, sure
Well, I give people advice will I do shows like this to explain how I got through it?
Yeah, a hundred percent, but I don't want to have to be like well, you know
I charge you a hundred dollars an hour to cure you from smoking or whatever it is like that that sort of thing, right?
So it's like be careful what you like when you're creating your reality or you envisioning your future reality
Well, what does it look like and so now in my job even though it's
Stressful and everything I look at it. It's I'm like I'm so grateful that everybody yet ensure it's a it's a business corporation
But that's I look at it as a community everybody there is kind of like a family. We watch out forever each other. It's very dangerous
Profession not so much what I'm doing but the other side of it
You know like cutting down trees and playing and things like that. It's not it's not the safest thing and so
I'm just looking at as grateful
Because everybody's there doing their job that we have our manager he takes care of everybody
We have the the ladies in the office making sure that we're out doing our things
I've got my supervisor he makes sure that I have all my stuff ready for me and it's like I go out and I do my job
It's like I'm like a spleen and I don't worry about what the heart's doing because I know it's doing its job
And I don't you know, it's like I trust that everything's working together
You know everybody's doing their passion everybody's doing what they want to do and the outcome
The result of that is me getting to do what I want to do
Right. That's really good. I agree totally wholeheartedly agree
Um
I have I have an opportunity. I've I've applied for a couple of
Jobs that are kind of more back into my profession because I'm in an area where I don't have
Um
A lot of a lot of friends or contacts to where I you know
anywhere
I just move on so
So I've applied for some
One one would be perfect. It's a hybrid. I could work from home a lot of the time. So that would be really nice
But it's helping build
alternative energy infrastructure and that's just the what that what that
dwindles down to is
Mowing down more land to put in more infrastructure and then when we go to free energy then there's all this infrastructure that we don't need
So
That's something that you know, whenever I lift the other city
And they had that big data center going in. I was like, oh, it was just it was going against
My heart it was going against
You know what I what I believed in and wanted for you know, the area so
Yeah
So it's it's interesting. It's it's like mmm, but where I live
Um
I'm actually if I could just get the hours. I'm actually making probably about the best money I can make outside of my profession
Yeah
So it's interesting it's interesting well and and maybe that's something too you have to like
I always go back to that part because I really resonate with a lot of stuff
Yeah, because and I think we've chatted about it on the show before that maybe when you hot because living in the moment
That's all it is. It doesn't matter what you're doing because if you're in judgment about
What you're doing then we're judging everything and that everybody's doing their best
And and that includes the people trying to take us out
But right everybody's doing their best and everybody's at different levels of consciousness conscious awareness
Um, you know, there's some people that are just programs. There's some people that are just clones
But even them they're still a life form. They're still a
Sentient being you know, unless it's just some sort of program
So they're still they're still doing their best and even if they're just running and we're all running some sort of program
It's in our DNA. So
That's like, you know, I've I mentioned before about being graceful and going easy on yourself
But sometimes it's not what you do. It's just how you do it
You know, I talked about making making your coffee in a sacred manner
So maybe you go back to your to your old profession, but you do it a little bit differently this time
You know, it's not what you do. It's how you do it and because if you're judging it, it's like well
Somebody's gonna do that job. Somebody's gonna be a barber. Somebody's gonna be a baker. Somebody's gonna be a shoe shiner
So why judge the profession we take and I did that too. And it's like in the sake of being spiritual
There's so much crap in the spiritual
You know in the spiritual circles and all that stuff
And that's why I resonated so much with Ron's stuff because he said all that is all stupid mind energy
Oh, I'm a crystal kid from you know, like whatever
I don't like I I hear this stuff and I was like what are these people talking about and it just creates this more duality like oh
I'm this and you're that and so it's another level
The real way to be spiritual is to just be fully present in the moment no matter what you're doing right
Show up show up
As it is at one with what is you know
And i'm going here's an example. So my mom she's going through
You know, she hasn't had a car since my stepdad passed away
She got rid of the truck because the payments were really big
But you know so she right now she has a friend who actually was willing to give her a car
And she doesn't want to take it she has the money to buy it she wants to buy it
She's not sure if it's the one but what she did beforehand and my mom has the way like
She's she's pretty good at you know when she's she reads that card and we talk about these things
You know, she still goes to church
But she she she understands that it doesn't make sense
She says oh a lot of the stuff you talk about makes more sense than what they talk about at church
But she just really loves the community right so that aspect of it
but um
But so it's funny the way the mind works but what she did is she's like
oh, i'm gonna get a parking spot at her
at her
Place
Like because if one came up and so she's like i'm gonna put the intention that the car is gonna show up
Then that she she has this friend who's getting rid of a car and you know
He's willing to just basically give it to her and all this stuff because he doesn't you know
He doesn't need to his wife has passed and all this stuff and she's like well
No, I want to buy it and she has the money and everything
But then she started
Like second guessing it and doubting it and saying well, you know, I I felt feel like at this stage of my life
I should have a better a better car, you know, or
And it's like stop like stop with the resistance like what you asked for is showing up and you're saying no
It's not good enough
No, it's not good enough and so many people there's that story and uh her friend told her that and it's it's one that I told
To and I forget exactly how the story goes, but it's like there's a flood and the guy's like waiting, you know
Through this house. Yeah, you know and and
The boat goes by and they're like do you want some help, you know, and then finally, you know
They're knowing that a helicopter comes by and the guy's like no God's gonna save me
And then the guy dies and drowns and goes up to heaven and God's like well, I sent you a boat
I sent you a helicopter, you know, and it's like
We're looking for something better because that's what the mind they compare as well
What you asked for showed up, but you got it and then it's not good enough, right? Right, right
Yeah, I think that's really interesting and and something that your mother could consider as well
If you know the car is being gifted to her that's a pretty beautiful intention coming to pass
And then if she believes that she should be driving a better car then
You know, it's her car
She could take that and sell it and put it with money
She has saved and she could give maybe the car that she believes that she should have
Yeah, you know because of again
Yeah, and the ego steps in and I went through that too because you know, I at a point where I was like
In my life where it's like, you know, I felt like it was difficult for a friend who paid for me to go
You know on a really cool vacation and he and
I knew that there was no strings attached and everything
But it's like I felt resentful and she's like well, I feel like I should be the one giving people cars at this point in my life
And I was like, well first of all, you don't even have a car to give so how about get the car first
And then maybe you can give it to somebody else and pay it forward
But like right now we're just spinning circles right now
I'm like you have no cars. So like you can't give a car if you don't right
That's the thing is you can't be you can't open you can't have your hands open to receive
If it's touched onto the past and the past can just be a mind frame a mind thought form
You know that I should be the one that I'm clutching onto this idea that I should be the one that should be giving somebody a car
Well, you don't have any cars to give right now. So maybe receive the car first and then you can give it some point
That's awesome
But it's little things like that and so don't um back to like you said, you know, things are tough out there
So I'll go back to another story and and my mom always, you know, she inspires me
And so sometimes I help her remember when she goes through tough times
And we didn't always have a good relationship. So that's something else we can chat about at a different day, but
um
When her and my stepdad met when I was 16
She had a house and me and my brother lived there
And my brother and my stepdad and my two stepsisters moved into the house with us
And it just wasn't working out like it was too small and it felt like it was it invasion into our space
Anyways
This I want people to really understand and this is going to be exactly
Some of the stuff that cute talked about and stuff shows up right on time, but you really have to trust it. So
My stepdad and you know, he's not no longer with us. So I don't feel so, you know, I'm not I don't feel guilty
Like I'm saying anything, but he had gone through a bankruptcy
So he didn't have
You know, he was in a position where it's like, you know times are tough
I I'm not going to be able to get this house and they go for a drive
and um
And they go for a drive and there's this this beautiful old house on a lake
And it's for sale and it's for sale by owner and and um
So, you know, they they stop and and my stepdad's like, well, you know, they're like, we should go
My mom says we should go inquire about it
And my stepdad's like, no, you know, I'll never get approved this and that and whatever and my mom's like, well, whatever
She just
Didn't even listen to what he was saying just got out of the car and went went up and knocked on the door
Anyways, it turns out it was in a state sale
You know, the the gentleman and the the the wife had passed away a few years earlier
The kids were you know, like everything was still there even they left everything there kind of thing, right?
And the kids were trying to get rid of the home
Anyways long story short, they agreed to sell it to my parents for a rent to own
So like under the table they worked out a thing
And so they ended up buying this house for you know, it was 200,000 at the time
It was an old eight bedroom house on three quarters of an acre and it it required a lot of work
But they ended up getting it they ended up getting it with with no need for a loan approval
It was just you know, yeah, yeah, we'll we'll figure it out
because the people who were selling the house were
You know, really really sweet people and so
If we let the mental blocks say well, no, I can't do that because of this well then then you can't
Right, you know, but if you take a chance like that and that's it's like it working in sales
If you don't ask the the answer is always known. I've heard no
A hundred and ten percent more times in my life than I've heard yeses, but oh my it's it's like
The next yes is what keeps you going, right?
Yeah, and if you can get comfortable with hearing no
Then it's not you stop taking it personal. No, all right. Okay. Well, maybe next year or maybe next week or
You know, but it's it's when we start creating this mental story
Oh, you know, it like it's always happens or you know, maybe it's God punishing me or maybe it's not the right time
No, it was just a no shut up and pick up the phone and call an expert
You know, like stop creating this that's that the mind wants to create stories and that's what we do it and that that's
Something as simple as living in the now is just not creating a story about it
It's like I think I told you on the show last week
But when I worked really long day and then I ended up walking home and then I was like oh, I'm gonna be so tired
I'm not gonna have any energy to do anything
But I stopped telling myself the story and then when I got home
It's like my feet didn't hurt anymore
And I was I had all this energy because I let go of the story your manifesting moment to moment
But if you keep on hanging on to the last moment while by God, that's a wrong choice of words
That's gonna be what's reminifested. Oh, my feet are so sore while you're gonna have sore feet
And if where if you just say, you know what shut up feet
I got I got I got I'm inspired to do this then you're gonna be so busy creating that you're not even gonna remember that you had sore feet
That's really good. That's really good
I've met with a person here that I met on the island that
We clicked and I think I've talked about
Some things that we're trying to put together to do kind of a
A Gala here on the island and and
You know, we were talking about you know for sale by owner and you know getting getting housing for me and
And I'm super excited about it. I'm like, yeah, you know for sale by owner that'd be great
And then and then I'm thinking in your situation right now see this is what this is what the mind does
It's so sneaky
Instead of allowing that blessing that car blessing like your mom and I'm just being honest on how how quickly it sneaks in
Found a cute little place
That is very within range of affordability here where I'm at. Yeah, and um
What if something broke what if what if you know
You know a branch went through the roof or that would be insurance, but you know, what about
What if your hot water heater went out or what if you know blah blah blah?
I happen you don't even have enough to
Pay your car payment right now
And so it's it's amazing
The battlefield that we are in and how programmed we are down here
And how they control those airwaves
How they control that to get to us and how they're watching us all the time
Mm-hmm. It's just it's just incredible
So you just take those thoughts, you know, and you just you know command your spirit to take the thoughts in your head and drop them into your heart
And then you keep making those heart-centered heart focused
Decisions your highest-invest excitement your spirit is your highest-invest excitement
Yeah, and you know what it's like you said one time and I I remember that very specifically
they said that
You know that yeah, they're watching us and they're doing all this stuff
But it's because we give them hope and it's like you ever see a good movie where you're like man
This person keeps getting beat up, but they keep getting back up. It's like I think that's the rocky script, you know, I
I haven't seen the movie since I was a kid
Right, but it's like there's something fucking awesome about like that's what's more inspiring than seeing somebody get beat up
And they keep getting up even even the matrix movie. That's about Neil. He's like why Mr. Anderson why because I choose to
You know, I'm here because I choose to
To be and that's the thing it was a sorry. Go ahead. No, no, no go ahead finish
Well, you like it was tough for me to go, you know going back into the corporate world, but then
Then I'm just judging it all. It's the system we got. So how do we work with it? How do you know? How do we
Yeah, q has said we're gonna have to use them to take use the system to take it down
Well, and that's what they're doing. They're they're subtly implementing these changes and we have to make
Little little changes to our realities and little things and and it's just about coming back to the present moment and saying well
What's my next step? What's and it's just a step, you know, and and you don't
Like that's what I always go back to thinking about dancing
It's like when I throw on music in the morning and I dance I'm not thinking about my step
And if I if I miss step and I stumble I just keep going
Right. I don't stop and say oh, I can't dance. This is no use and throw in the towel and never do it again
It's just like you laugh it off and and if we could if we could go through life
With that, but it's like we're we're we're so conditioned and programmed because we have such such heavy densities in our dna that we're
Recycling our past. Oh, this happens again. This that's of course it does
It's like, you know, like well, why why creating that and if we take away the story then it's like it's just a circumstance
it doesn't mean anything and that's the problem is that everybody's thinking and all our ancestors crap and
Stupidity about gods outside of ourselves have created that reality where we are being influenced
But if we get all of our spirit back into our body, nothing should be able to take us out of our peace
And it's really difficult when we when we get all of our spirit back into our body and it can happen, you know, it's it's happening
There's points where it's like
When time melts away, that's that's you're there. You're 100 spirit music doing music dancing
like
And a lot of it's just the flick of a thought like just stop stop thinking about that
And and I've mentioned before I always go back to the matrix, but I think I was on your show
Uh that we I talked about it's like I had that revelation where I woke up with crazy anxiety
Yeah, and all I said was no
Like neo when he's all the bullets that are coming out of him at the end and he just says no and I I thought you know what
That's what that maybe that's like what the metaphor is is that all those bullets
Are all the thoughts. It's the collective consciousness. It's all the possibilities
It's all the timelines coming at you and you're just like no
I'm not I'm not I'm not engaging in this
Engaging yeah, I'm not engaging and and and we do have the choice and I'm not saying you know
I told you earlier. It's like we have to pick our battles
There's there's a difference between you know being a like a kid with his arms crossed and
In the corner of the park being like I'm not playing well, you know, like you have to a little bit
You have to play but you have to know what battles to fight and what not to I've had legal battles
I've had you know business relationships fail and it's like yeah
I'm just not I'm not responding to that email until this person gets back to me
And asks me a question rather than you have to do this. We're doing this
You're doing that my lawyer says this and I just for three years. I did not reply to those emails
There's there's squiggly lines on a computer or in your mailbox mean nothing
You can either you can you can choose to engage or not
Right. I have several legal battles that
You know, it's like well, maybe I should do something maybe I shouldn't maybe I should
Figure this dead out or whatever it is and it's like well, I'm in control
And and it when I'm ready I'll deal with it or not
Yeah
Yeah, it's really interesting. I I was talking to a friend today actually
and
Not on this journey very very enlightened but not on this journey and um, can you hear we look?
She's over there talking really loud
Glad i've got a one directional microphone
but um, I was talking to her and I was talking to her about that job and I was talking about teslin free energy and
And I always have to tell her
You know promise me promise me because I I just drip a little bit here and there
And and I'm like promise me when disclosure starts happening
Um, you you won't fracture you remember this conversation you and you'll reach out
And she has and but it's kind of funny because she knows a lot about
You know trafficking and we won't get into all the adrena chrome and all that stuff
She she knows a lot about that from the patriot side, but she doesn't know a lot about the
Um
You know prison planet keepers of
Yeah, alien component of it. Yeah, um, and so
uh, it's interesting because I wanted to share a video with her about
uh, you know free energy and
And tesla and it's so big. She's not on telegram. I couldn't share it with her, but
I think i've sent it to you. It's pretty amazing. But
Anyway, I don't even know if we have time do we have time to talk about your
Your star tracking you want to just stay on this bit. We can just stay on this bit
Okay
so I um
I
Am
Trying to figure out my next steps if everybody can't figure that out and that's kind of where
Rob is the coach right now. Rob is coaching me on
You know, it's okay to look. It's okay to shake the bushes. It's okay to go back out there
And you know if you have to go back into your profession then go back into your profession
but try to find the
Best of the worst it's kind of like the recycling center in a way. It's kind of like what's the best of the worst choices, you know, so
Um, but it'll be good because it'll also help me
uh, jump back in and and
Be light where there's probably not a lot of light and then find the ones that are light and you know rally together with
Which is what i've done it where i'm at
Yeah
And that's the thing is that you can't find the light
Unless you're out there, you know, you can't find it and that's the thing for me is that
It was difficult like I hadn't signed a contract in 10 years. I all I guess you could
Say that my email, you know, my emails and like proposals were in a sense contracts
But a lot of the business that I did it was like a handshake of like, okay, this is the cost for it
We don't need to sign this big long thing. It's like I agree to this. I'm gonna show up
I don't get paid unless I show up and perform and deliver so let's do it like and and that's the way
I think it's gonna be a lot in the future like we're not like
It's you know, but that's not to say that there's been times where um
You know where I've worked a job and I wasn't really working
I was just like do another stuff and I was like well i'm getting paid to be here
But i'll just do what I want and it's like it seems cool
For a little bit when you just get out of university you're like, yeah, I got paid to do nothing all day
And then you realize you're doing nothing and you're like, well
I'm supposed to be a creator like I want to be creating like I don't want I don't want to be one of those people
I know people it's like they just have a job that
They kind of just go through the motions and and just you know, it's it's easy and they don't really do anything
But it's like well is is that what you want for your life?
my desire for my
My project my gift back to humanity
Um in the physical sense not the spirit but more the physical sense is to do that creative co-op
And so I've just decided well what better time because you kind of need to start bartering because you know the the greenbacks are not there and
And so I've talked to a couple of friends and one lady
She's like we need to get this going and she's a gardener
She goes I've got plants that I get I could use to barter with and she's a single a single female and has two children
But here where I live
um, you know
Children's to live with their with their mamas or their parents and um, so
I I decided well, you know what I may not have the brick and mortar and I may not have
the
Trust established yet, you know the the piece of paper establishing the trust
But I can still start getting people thinking about
Doing
Barter yeah
You know there are people that are growing vegetables right now and there are people
um
That are growing that are have you know chickens and I
I think
That
Where we're going bartering would be a really good thing to have kind of at least a little network if even if it's just close friends
When I lived in
Alaska
There were some families in the church that I was in at the time and there was a valley called the matinusca Susitna Valley
Very very lush
Growing soil there
And you could grow it was very very common for
Potatoes carrots cabbage very easy to grow in that in that area
And you could go up and get like a you know
50 pound bag of potatoes for like 10 bucks and you know he get like 20 pounds of carrots for like
You know 10 bucks or whatever it was
And then we you know everybody would buy one thing and then we as families
You know would share here
Let me divide up the potatoes into three piles and divide up the carrots into three piles and divide up the cabbage or whatever
And those that were a look, you know that were a struggle a little bit maybe maybe they didn't buy that time
But then maybe maybe the next time they bought when you were a little a little short
So
It's super easy to do and I just would encourage people to think you know what do you have?
That somebody else could need that you really don't need that you could barter with just to get people into the habit of
Instead of just going on Amazon and buying what you need, you know fast easy
Or going to the Walmart or going to your grocery store or going to the you know farm and ranch store
What do you have that you could barter for that you could barter with and um
And then get that little network established now. So if and when things get tough
You've got that little network to where you'll look out for each other
And so that's kind of what I'm trying to work on here as I'm
pondering and going back into the matrix
Yeah, well and that's the thing too is that you know
There's
I always think the matrix it's like well in the present moment the matrix still exists, but you're not hooked up to it
You're not
Clicked into the collective consciousness. You have your crown chakra closed and you can just be in the world, but not of it, right?
But we're all we're all working through it together and you know, how do how do you how do you do that?
Is very it's like an it's very individual to every person, right?
Um, so how do how do you how do you show up and so a lot of the conversations that we have
I don't have with people on an average day, but I always just say you know what this person's perfect
I and I don't really you know get into too much small talk, but I do here and there
But it's like I see I see life differently. I see that you know, I don't judge people so much anymore
I just see them like this person is just perfect. They're literally and I've mentioned before it's like
They're everybody's a program and when you understand the program, it's like well you wouldn't get mad at you know
The calendar on your computer because it's not doing your taxes
It's doing what exactly what it's programmed to doing perfectly well
And so now it's like when I get you know, maybe somebody at work says something I like might piss me off for a few minutes
And I just kind of laugh and I'm like, oh, that's perfect like this person couldn't be that person if they weren't that person
You know like it's like you see somebody with a shitty car. It's like well, you know, but you couldn't that's a perfect shitty car
It couldn't be shittier. It's like
This is like the movie script like you know like the perfect movie scene
So when you realize that everything's imperfection and it's our judgments that come into it that that's what's skewing a lot of our
I guess
Perception of stuff is it's our own judgments, right?
I'm like, oh, this should be like that. Well, it's not
What can you do about it? You know, I I like the lily Tomlin I
Quote she always said
And it always stuck with me. It's like well, I always thought somebody should do something about that and then I realized I am somebody
Yeah, it's like well if if you want to change, it's it's up to you to do it
Right and that goes to that circles right back to rob really good on circling back to
We create our own self-created animation system. So if you don't like what you're running in your program
Go within figure out where that's coming from and rewrite your program
Yeah, and for me like you have to be honest with yourself. It's like for me
It's like wow. I always want it to be cool
You know, maybe it was because growing up watching westerns. It's like programmed into our reality like when you grow up
Watching tv. It's like so much of that degreasers the you know the books that you read. It's like
like it's just
Whatever it's in our culture like like a bad boy attitude. I just wanted to be cool
I wanted to be cool. What cost did being cool become?
You know and I looked back at like all that stuff all the things that I've done because I wanted to be cool
Maybe it was like you know trying to trying a snowboard jump when I didn't know what I was doing because I didn't want to be
Not cool in front of you and I ended up breaking my wrist, you know, like how much ego, but nobody was cool
Yeah, that was cool. Yeah, it's really cool spending the afternoon in the next day in the hospital
But and the bail yeah, yeah exactly and so so much like that's the thing is no
Nobody understands and it's really tough like if you don't i'm just getting to the point where it's like if you don't understand that
Everything from your entire life and all your ancestors lives are in
encoded in your DNA and that like maybe your fear of swimming is because your great great grandmother drowned but it's not
rooted in your reality
Right, it's like really difficult that like we're we're at a time. This is the time of ascension
This is when we get rid of it also if you have these issues you can use things like the creation light chips clearings
Um, listen to but i'm going to say i'm going to say when people are financially struggling. They can't
Yeah, that's true
But there is ways
Use your commands. Yeah use your commands
You know get creative with it. I at the time, you know, I
And i'm just gonna, you know, click whatever i'm going to share it because i don't i don't think it's it it's under
NDA anymore, but at the time
I didn't have the and i want really wanted to do and i didn't have the means to do the whole lifetime emotional clearing
And so i just did a i asked about doing a work swap i'll do a video
For that clearing and you know wrote it all out and that's and they said yes
And so i i've done that too. I did work swaps with the aviation with the floating with
Like so much of the with the gardener i did gardening videos with my friend Lynn and she
You know, she she helped me. She gave me a whole bunch of free food
She gave me free plants and basil and a whole bunch of stuff right and tomatoes and just cucumbers and beans
All this stuff, but it was all okay. I don't have this but i don't like i do have like you said barter
i'm like i have the skills to make videos i i like working i like helping people i don't mind
Hard labor like what what do you need? How can i help facilitate that?
This is what i you know, this is what i've got. This is what you've got. Let's let's figure it out together
You know, right right and so if and i agree that there's there are so good tools on creation my ship
But also it's all inside us. It's just unlocking it
and i know that sounds frustrating but
But the more that i'm pressing into this the more i'm realizing that
Everything's inside us. We just have to tap in and so watch your words the more powerful you get
The more you create the good and the bad
And so watch your words and watch your thoughts, you know, if you're thinking that i'm always going to be broke
i've always been broke i'm never going to have blah blah blah well, that's exactly what you're creating
and so
You know start start using your commands in a positive way and and
um, you know when rob talks about it's in your dna
Well, you can you can command it out of your dna
Now when run amitron was here on earth and whenever you know that was going on and that was great. It was
You know, he was fabulous, but now we've got the creation light ship and that is an excellent tool for you to use
Um, but i i personally don't have the finances to use it right now
So do i have do i have some lifetime ones that i've purchased?
Yes
And so i can use those but for those that don't it's not that you're outside the club. You're not you're not one of the you're not on
You're not sanctioned to be outside of the club. You can still do it
You can still i would say to go to the archives because that's what i did to it's like, well, I don't i don't have i don't have
You know, it took me like
It took me a while before I did the whole lifetime emotional one
Um, but it's the archives like i even listened to one last night because there's yep
So much stuff and we are so programmed so conditioned and run always said things a little bit differently and
And I agree with what he said too and it's the reason that jesus spoke in parables and the reason he said things differently is because
You hear since
Something once but your mind's like well, yeah, yeah, I get that but you don't
Because we don't because we've been stuck in the mind trap if if you got it you wouldn't be here
So if you're here listening to this show or run show you don't get it
That's the whole point is that you've missed
Who knows how many ascension cycles so you don't get it so that's your mind saying a lot of this
I got it figured out and well, no, you don't and so that's why he said things so so differently so many times
And it's like well, I've listened to countless countless shows he was doing four shows a week for like 12 years or something
And it's like well, how can there be that many shows of him saying the same thing
And it's like well because it's so
Like it's so deep and people didn't understand it, but there's and there's so much to remove, right?
There's so much and then you start to see
Yeah, go ahead
I was just gonna say you said that you you listened to him last night
I want to say something funny is that moron and zoshen
I used to laugh and giggle about how we go we go to bed with ron every night because we would listen to him as we go to sleep
You know, it would be really funny that we take we take ronda bed with us at night and
And so that is a tool that I have used and that others have used that are you know, well into their journey and
And then listening to rob, you know, these are smart
These are smart tools for people to have in their quiver
You know, it's one arrow in the quiver that you have and the many arrows that you have. Oh, hi
So chairman just jumped up at my lap
And you're right, it's all inside of you and so for myself like and I don't want people to get discouraged the reason I
chose to do those things and and I I know that it's inside myself, but you know, I had a
Very traumatic things and a lot of it was self-induced. I didn't know about entities and things like that
I had a lot of problems with addictions. I did a lot of drugs and alcohol
So maybe I needed to do more clearings than other people
So don't get discouraged if you're hearing it
Maybe maybe you don't need to do all those clearings because not ever you know
There's thousands of clearings on there not everybody needs them all
But it's just if you've gone through certain situations, right?
It's able to clear them for you, but yeah, like we have it all within us you get enough spirit back into your body
You know, you know, you know, that's the whole point is you're not supposed to
To rely on things outside of you. It's just a tool
Yeah, it's just to assist you to get back to where you're supposed to be
Part of doing your commands, you know help get you to the point to where
You know, I command my spirit together all of me into me now. I mean, yes pretty pretty basic
but
We can't get into the teaching now because we're coming up on the end of the show, but
when you know our spirit
It has been scattered and hidden in different places and it's like, okay
Let's gather it all back up and get it into us so we can be at 100 percent 100 percent power
You know, so
But you're still very powerful. You're still very very powerful. So
Yeah, and that's the thing is that and it's it's just
A moment to moment practice like I like more high you shi- shiba. He's the
The founder of iKito and so he always said that you know the true warrior
Is constantly engaged in a life and death battle and struggle for peace every moment. Yeah, it's not it's not it's not like it's all
It's up
The only chance you have to live in the moment is this moment and and it continues it continues on and on and on and so
I do the command still I do clearings every day, you know, like there's free be here now clearings
There's the monthly ones so you use you know use the archives use the free clearings as they come up
Um get creative with it, you know
You know it little things like that, but the commands you just you have to do them all the time
It's it's not like you command your spirit to stay in your body once and then it's done
And you just go live happily ever after because there's if you're living in the world you're going to be engaging
You're going to feel psychic attack energies. You're going to have to close your crown chakra
You're going to have a low energy day. You're going to have to increase your life force energy
You're going to have to keep commanding yourself and that's that's okay
Yeah creation light ship calm. I need to get that on there because we haven't given that
Oh, yeah creation light ship calm is what we're talking about
And we've got less than a minute. I know right. That's what I was trying to get in there
So go there play listen to all the archives
That's a great place to go and a really great command to end on as a command prime creation to keep me
And whomever whatever in perfect peace all through the day and night when you're needing some peace
So what you got Rob? I command my spirit to release all blocked energy within me now
Awesome. We love you guys. Thank you so much. You guys beautiful beautiful beautifulness to everyone. Bye