Speaker Identification

Speaker 1: Opening Music / Song Lyrics
Speaker 2: Aero, main host of A St. Thomas Show
Speaker 3: Rob, co-host
Speaker 4: Birdie, guest
Speaker 5: Sheila, production manager / participant

Speaker 1: There was a time when we were told who we are, what to believe, what to fear. Something never felt right. They built the stories. They built the throne. They told you the truth was not your own. Voices above demanding praise, while we were lost inside the maze. But deep inside a spark remains, a quiet fire they could not change, a voice that whispers soft but clear: you were never meant to live in fear.

The ground is shaking. The veil is breaking. This is the awakening. Feel it in your soul. The truth is rising now. You were always whole. No more illusion, no more control. The light has won. We're taking back the whole.

They dimmed the body. They split the mind. Buried the truth we are here to find. But we are many. We are one. A thousand sparks become the sun. The war is over, cannot you see? The chains are gone. We are finally free. From ashes rising, we reclaim the truth they tried to hide in shame.

Remember who you are. You have known it all along. This is the awakening. Feel it in your soul. The truth is rising now. You were always whole. No more illusion, no more control. The light has won. We're taking back the whole.

It is over. The children are free. The darkness has fallen. Now what do we choose to be? From the heart we create. From the light, we are the flames. This is the new earth. No, we are the flames. No more division. No more chains. The truth is living inside a soul. We rise together. We will not fall. We are here now, and everything has changed.

She'll be coming round the mountain when she comes. She'll be coming round the mountain when she comes. She'll be coming round the mountain when she comes. She'll be riding six white horses when she comes. She'll be riding six white horses when she comes. She'll be riding six white horses, she'll be riding six white horses, she'll be riding six white horses when she comes. We'll all go out to greet her when she comes. We'll all go out to greet her when she comes. We'll all go out to greet her, we'll all go out to greet her, we'll all go out to greet her when she comes.

Speaker 2: Greetings! I did not know the lyrics to that song. I only know the first verse. There are other ones if you look them up, but I am just doing the ones I know and love. Greetings, greetings, everybody. This is A St. Thomas Show. I am St. Thomas, the twin. You can call me Aero. My co-host is Rob Anderson. How are you today?

Speaker 3: I am doing very, very wonderful. I actually had a question for you.

Speaker 2: Sure.

Speaker 3: Is St. Thomas in reference to Doubting Thomas?

Speaker 2: Yes, absolutely. It is.

Speaker 3: Can you explain that to us?

Speaker 2: Yeah, absolutely. Welcome to the playground. I am glad you came to play today.

Speaker 3: I am glad to be here. I would not miss it for the world.

Speaker 2: So Doubting Thomas is - okay, Thomas was translated from a Semitic or Aramaic word, maybe T'oma or Te'oma, and it means "the twin." Then, when they translated it, that King James guy was not a very good guy, and he paid some people to do the translations, probably to control masses and keep us in the dark and confused. They were hiding the fact that Yeshua had a twin. They did not want anyone to know, so they translated the word into Thomas and made it St. Thomas.

The stories I know of that are directly about Thomas, like the Doubting Thomas story, are hijacked stories. They are meant to confuse us. There is a quote from Yeshua - of course, they called my brother Jesus and created the whole religion around him. They called him Doubting Thomas, and there is a line where Jesus supposedly says something like, "Blessed are those who believe without seeing."

Let us go back a little bit. Thomas was not with all their friends when Jesus came back to life. Then all the friends came home and told Thomas the twin, "Yeah, Jesus rose from the dead." Thomas had seen him get beaten, tortured, and die, but Thomas was not there to witness him rise. Thomas said, "I love you guys, but it is really hard to believe what you are telling me." He was doubting the resurrection. He wanted to see it for himself. He wanted to touch Jesus before he could believe it.

So when he goes to see Jesus, and he touches him and sees that Jesus is really alive, then Jesus supposedly says, "Thomas, some people believe without having to see it or touch it. You just have to have faith. Blessed are those who believe without seeing." Well, that was just because the controllers wanted people to believe whatever they said. How do we know it was not a clone of Jesus? Even seeing is not believing, because we do not know whether what we are seeing is real.

Speaker 3: That is the way today. I totally agree. There is some good-looking stuff out there that I am not sure I would believe for sure. Question everything.

Speaker 2: That is my goal. We want to follow our heart, right? If you get into your heart and stay out of the mind, the mind will always keep me confused. But in my heart, there is this thing Q used to call a rudder indicator. When I am in my heart resonating, it is easy to discern. It is easy to look at something from my heart and ask, "Is this of my heart?"

Speaker 3: Yeah. I do not know if it was an Osho thing I was reading, or wherever it was, but it was interesting. It was about Buddha saying to his followers, "If you see me after I die, if you see me again on the path, cut my head off." No master reincarnates in the same body again. If there are infinite worlds and creation, why would you want to come back and be the same thing? I do not want to be Rob again. I have done that once. It is time to move on. Otherwise, we keep reincarnating the same thing over and over. I think Buddha's way of saying it was, "Go within. Do not follow me. If you see me again, it is not me."

Speaker 2: Exactly. He probably knew about cloning, but he did not know how to explain it to people at that time, or they might not have understood. All great masters have mastered that understanding, and that is where we are now. We are awakening to our own masterhood. That is why we are bringing a celebration to the table today.

Speaker 3: Let us start it off.

Speaker 2: Birdie, are you there?

Speaker 4: Hey, yeah.

Speaker 2: Okay. Hold on, Rob. We are bringing in a guest today to celebrate. But first, we missed all the thank-yous. We have to thank Don and Doug at BBS Radio. One hundred percent support. Yes. We want to thank Sheila, because our production manager is in today, and I have some quoting to do from her about who we are and the celebration we are having. Thank you to the listeners, subscribers, and one-time donors. Your support is golden.

Now we are going to bring in a special guest because Birdie is going to show up and party with us.

Speaker 4: I am.

Speaker 2: Hi, Birdie.

Speaker 4: Hi.

Speaker 3: What kind of song does this Birdie make?

Speaker 4: What kind of song?

Speaker 3: Yeah. You have to sing us a song. Birds sing.

Speaker 4: Oh, I do not do that on the radio.

Speaker 2: Birdie, Rob has not sung yet, so do not let him put you in that position.

Speaker 4: I know. Until you sing, Rob, then I will think about it. Lead the way for me.

Speaker 3: I do not know what I should sing. Maybe...

Speaker 2: Yes. Maybe.

Speaker 3: I do not even know if I know the right key for that song.

Speaker 2: Oh gosh, Rob, have I not shown it does not matter what I sound like? I thought I had already proven that. I am not making the top forty charts.

Speaker 3: My dad was a baritone bugle player, and he had a really good ear for music. I guess I got that from him, and that is why I was always embarrassed to sing. Then I realized a few years ago that I think it is like a throat chakra blockage, where we are scared of our own voice. When I was younger, we always thought our voice sounded weird to ourselves. I remember the first time I heard my voice as a kid when I recorded a voicemail on my home phone. You sound so foreign to yourself. You think, "Oh my God, I sound like that?" But it is important to grow our voice, right?

Speaker 2: I do not know if it is throat chakra as much as old programming in our brain. It is so important that we sing. I think when we are growing up, we get programmed to believe we cannot sing because we are activating people with our harmonics. That is the truth of us singing. We sing for all kinds of important reasons. That is why I am showing up. I have botched so many songs, but the purpose is not what it sounds like. The purpose is the vibration of the body, the harmonics, and the cheer that my body gets by doing it. It is significant that we sing. I would like everybody to get out of their chair and jump up and down and sing with me, because it does not matter what it sounds like. It is about what it feels like in our bodies.

Speaker 3: Totally. And you are going to get better too. What you said about programming is true. My mom's family believed children were to be seen, not heard. People were programmed in school to put their hands up to speak, and then sometimes people laughed. There is so much programming about speaking up. In a herd mentality and collective consciousness, if you are not saying what people want you to say, it is easy to be cast aside, made fun of, or ostracized. That is why I love BBS so much, because we can come here and say what we want. It is important to have a voice. So many people are scared to have a voice.

I talk to people privately, one-on-one, and after five minutes they can sense they can tell me anything. But often they change in a group setting or are scared to admit what they said. We fear being different or telling our truth because it does not fit the general narrative of society, the city we live in, the family, the political party, or the corporate environment. Our voice is always being suppressed. So there are many factors: programming, society, religion, and all those things. It is always, "You will speak when spoken to." It is never, "Speak up."

Speaker 2: Rob, you are giving me warm fuzzies. What a great lead-in. This is one of the purposes for bringing Birdie on today. I do A St. Thomas Show every other Sunday, but my twin sister's show is the Project Review with Q&A. That is a call-in show, and people are scared to call in. I have people who contact me by email, and I have great conversations through email, but we are leaving the Project Show open for phone lines. What I want to bring to the table today is why, when we actually talk to each other live, it gives us horsepower.

I have a great example with Birdie. We talk often, and she is playing these games with her friends, showing them how we are creators. We are creating at all times. She is showing them simple, easy ways to create and how it happens instantly. Birdie, you were telling me one day about showing somebody a color. I think you picked lime, and then you saw lime everywhere. Then "supercalifragilistic" came up. It was a great example of instant creating. Is that something you want to share with us?

Speaker 4: I appreciate what both of you said. I do sing very loudly in my car and in my pool. I also sing in my art studio, and I sing really loud. It does feel good. I am just not ready to do that on the radio because I only know how to sing really loud.

But yes, I was trying to show people in simple ways. A lot of people want their whole lives to change in the snap of a finger, and they can, because we have the power to do that. But there is so much emotional energy, doubt, subconscious energy, and mind energy that we block ourselves. So I do it with my daughter, even. She rolls her eyes and says, "Okay, Mom, here we go." I will say, "I feel like seeing a purple car right now. Five, four, three, two, one," and I snap my fingers. Then, right around the corner, there will be a bright purple Jeep. She looks at me and says, "There are purple cars." I say, "Okay, fine. I want to see a pink car." A couple of blocks later, there will be a bright pink car, and she looks puzzled.

I am trying to do it in small ways where nothing significant is at stake, but it shows how easily we can create. If you do it with a word or anything, people who are doubtful may say, "Pink and purple cars are not that rare." So I said, "Fine, I want to see a bright pink commercial truck." When I was pumping gas, there was a tractor-trailer with the whole chassis painted pink. That is how easy it is. I started doing this with friends because they asked, "How do you do this? Are you psychic?" I said, "You pick something."

We were doing words, and I picked "Abracadabra" because it is not something you hear in everyday life, but everybody knows what it is. Then the Steve Miller Band song "Abracadabra" showed up. The words were showing up, the cars were showing up, the vehicles were showing up. Another person picked lime green, and next thing we knew, we were both seeing lime green everywhere. I saw it within five minutes. It is about excitement. It is a game. There are no big high stakes. That allows the excitement to come through, and you are not blocking it. Does that make sense?

Speaker 2: Absolutely. I want to put in the horsepower. You can listen to my shows in the archive and contact me by email, and I am having a great time answering and corresponding with people. But if you get the nerve up, pick up the phone and call us on the Project Show every other Sunday at noon Central. When you tune in live and talk to us live, it gives more horsepower. You are going to see things more instantaneously.

After I talked with Birdie, she was having a great day with all this instant creating. She kept saying, "We are creating instantly. It just happens instantly." I got off the phone and went to work. Right away, I got frustrated because nothing was in what I call the same place. At the restaurant, when I am in a rush, I want to grab a plate and know where it is. Nothing was where I thought it should be. It turns out I figured out it is there because I put it there, so I rearranged everything and put everything where I wanted it to be.

I was getting frustrated, and I realized it, so I decided to go way back in a corner, climb a ladder, get some to-go stuff down, and get back into my peace. I was singing and doing my little getting-back-into-peace thing, and somebody came back and said, "What are you doing, Shelley?" I said, "I am finding my own peace. I only have a month to go until the bikers show up." In a month, we have the Sturgis biker rally here, and I always have fun when the bikers come. They cheered me on and said, "You can do this, Shelley." I said, "I know, just a month until the bikers come." Then I walked out into the restaurant, and there were ten big, burly bikers sitting at the party table. I thought, "Oh, Birdie and our instant creating." That is what happens when we talk to each other. I want to encourage people to call in and talk to us live, see what happens, and then come back on the show and tell us what happened after they did that.

Speaker 3: I think that is important. I had the same fear. I remember the first time I called into a BBS show way back. I was sitting there sweating, wondering what I was going to say. The first time I called in, we did not get to my call, so I was sweating for no reason. We anticipate events happening. Even the other day, I was walking down a path, and someone was coming toward me. I thought, "I do not feel like talking to this person." The mind started going and going, and then they turned off twenty feet before I got there. All that mental energy for nothing. It is like the matrix messing with you, giving you things to anticipate and then throwing you for a loop.

Speaker 2: Did you create it? You were saying, "I do not want to talk to him," and maybe you created that he turned away.

Speaker 3: Who knows? Sometimes I like not knowing. Sometimes I just want to be with my own energy. If you are around people a lot, some days you love talking, and other days you want pure silence. You do not even want to see another soul. You just want to be with your own spirit.

Back to people calling in: please do it. It is not only beneficial for everybody else you share with. It is also self-empowering. I know I have mentioned before that it is difficult, especially for people who grew up in small towns. Part of my family grew up in a very small town - maybe two thousand people at its peak. There was so much concern about rumors and what other people would think. If you have a business in that town, image is so important. People were scared to speak up, ask tough questions, or say something because they did not want to be ostracized or cast out from the herd.

I think a lot of people have a deep-seated fear of speaking up, especially when they have a truth that says, "Something feels off about this." Who do I say it to? Who do I ask? Who do I tell? Not from a tattletale perspective, but from saying, "Something is fishy about what is going on here. I want to share what I noticed, observed, or experienced."

Speaker 2: When I first called into the Q shows, BBS would take the call, and then you were on hold. My body was shaking so hard I could not hold the phone to my ear to listen. I had to put the phone on speaker and set it on the cabinet in front of me because my hand was shaking so violently. But I practiced. The biggest part for me was getting out of my head and going to my heart. It is doing the work and practicing the commands until I can breathe into my heart and get out of my head. That is really how I do this show. It is amazing to me that I am even here, but it is because of the work.

Speaker 3: That is all it is. I grew up with a deep-seated fear of saying something and wondering if my next job or client would disappear if I did not say the right things. It is like, "You will never work in this town again." You fear losing a client and people-please. Now I have always had a desire to speak my mind, and I was like that with my friends, but it is sometimes tough with your parents or family. Then you get to a certain age where you have to be your own person and true to yourself, regardless of the cost.

Speaker 2: Do you know why skeletons do not ever fight each other?

Speaker 3: The closet is not big enough?

Speaker 2: They do not have the guts.

Speaker 3: That was good. I was trying to loop something in with skeletons in the closet.

Speaker 2: I am sorry. I was planning a party, so I wanted some laughter. Why did the scarecrow win an award?

Speaker 3: I do not know.

Speaker 2: Because he was outstanding in his field.

Speaker 3: That is a good one. I have one you might like. When you are leaving somewhere next time, say, "Well, it is time for me to make like a Winnebago and motor home."

Speaker 2: I like it, but I am a motorhomer.

Speaker 3: So you get it. Some people might not. The new generation might not even know what a Winnebago is.

Speaker 2: I am going to bring up why I am celebrating today. This is a huge party. I was looking for something very specific from Sheila - the part she says is Aero's favorite part of the project. I have not found it yet, but I am celebrating today.

The planet I was born on was prison. It was dark, and that does not exist for me anymore today. If you are tuning into this show, if you are finding my show today, you have made it. You have made it out of the prison. You are finding your way to new earth and the awakening of spirit. It is truly exciting. It is not a celebration of who I am. In recovery, I can look back twenty or thirty years ago. I was twenty-five when I first came to a twelve-step program. When I compare that person to who I am today, I have a lot of gratitude. I do not act the way I used to, think the way I used to, speak the way I used to, or feel the way I used to.

I have been grateful for many years about who I am, but today the shift in my consciousness has realized it is not about who I am. It is about what I am. I am an infinite being from source itself. I am source. I am infinite. I have infinite possibilities to come and go, to be whatever I want, have whatever I want, and do whatever I want. If you look at science, they say a hologram is a whole image of the big thing, and then you take a little holographic portion, and that little portion is still a miniature version of the whole. That is how I feel I am. I am this little whole miniature version of source. I am source. We are infinite creators, infinite beings, and what a magnificent way to be. I am celebrating what I am today.

Speaker 3: That is awesome.

Speaker 2: Then source gave me this. I was coming to the table and I asked Sheila, "Do you have the quote I have been looking for?"

Speaker 5: I have it. I think this is what you are looking for. When I submitted the project, at the heading I said, "We are the technology. We are the knowledge. We are the collaborators. And we are the creators."

Speaker 3: Amazing. I totally agree. "We are the technology" is something that can be difficult. What do you mean we are the technology? But I had that feeling, and maybe it was Ron Amitron who said a certain level of consciousness is technology, or whatever word you want to use there. He used them interchangeably. But we are the technology. Consciousness is technology. Source is the technology. It is the highest technology in existence itself because it is existence. It is creation.

Speaker 5: Right. It involves redefining a lot of what we thought we knew and accepting who we really are instead of assuming I was a wallflower because somebody called me that. That was okay for a long time until I said, "Wait. No, I am the technology. I am not a wallflower."

Speaker 2: I remember the first day Sheila called into a show. It was a Q show. Birdie and I were on that show, I think. Do you remember when Sheila called in and said, "I want to fly home"?

Speaker 5: Yeah. I was calling all the light particles in to come home. We want to go home. All of us. I want all the light particles to come home with us.

Speaker 2: Yep, that is it. I knew I was on my way, but I wanted Aero to know that I want to fly home. You have been such a big help for me on the show and a big part of my growing and expressing. It has been such a joy to connect with you, Sheila. I feel this show would not be this show without you manning the controls. We meet personally, usually weekly, and you are very helpful for me. You resonate with me so much. Sometimes it is like you are on my shoulder looking at what I am doing while I am doing it.

Speaker 5: That is what wallflowers do best. They look over the shoulder.

Speaker 2: That is a good thing.

Speaker 3: Speaking of wallflowers, how about the song "One Headlight"? I love that song. It is one of my favorite songs of all time.

Speaker 2: "One Headlight" - is it on the album Wallflowers?

Speaker 3: I cannot remember what the album is. Let me consult the old...

Speaker 2: Is that a band? What is the connection? I was thinking of Tom Petty.

Speaker 3: The Wallflowers is Bob Dylan's son, I think. Jacob Dylan. The Wallflowers, "One Headlight" - it is an amazing song. I do not know, Birdie, you must have heard it.

Speaker 4: Yes, it is a good song.

Speaker 3: Yes. Jacob Dylan and The Wallflowers. If you guys have never heard that song, do yourself a favor and listen to it. It is so well produced. As a musician, I can hear things. Whoever mastered or produced that song and put it together, it just hits. The drums and everything. I remember the first time I heard it on the radio as a kid in 1997. That is how powerful music is. It brings me back. Even though I do not always want to be tied to the past, it is interesting to observe how you remember exactly where you were the first time you heard a song.

Speaker 4: We are showing our age here.

Speaker 3: It is amazing. Whenever I make my TV series or full-length feature film, it is making it in there somehow. I already have scenes planned for it. It is one of my favorite songs.

Speaker 2: Your memory is great. My memory has gotten so bad. It has actually gotten... well, what was I saying?

Speaker 3: It is good, though, to remember to remember to.

Speaker 2: You guys keep leading in for my dumb jokes. But I want to let the listeners know that if you have tuned into my show today, there is no doubt in my mind: you are finding your way home. You are already on your path. It is waiting for you.

I was talking this morning with my team. I have my twelve source energies within my heart, and I call them my team. I resonate with them all morning on show days. Sheila and I had referenced before having a party with a million people, which is a lot. The biggest music concerts I have been to were about 350,000 people, so imagining a room with a million humans is a lot. But one time source showed me that there were a million light beings here. They are here now. They are watching humanity wake up. They are blanketing us with light and protecting us from the dark controllers. They have gotten rid of the prison guards. They have opened the gates and are blanketing us with love and light.

This morning, when I turned on my computer, it gave me a picture. Usually it gives me animals, often birds, because I am Aero and the air is always flight, and Birdie is my buddy and sister. Sometimes I get a cute little owl or a mountain scene. Today, when I turned it on, I knew my team had done it. It was a massive universe - nothing but stars. I thought there were a million little dots on the screen. There was a mass like the Milky Way. I read that it has upwards of 400 billion stars and is about 100,000 light years across. So I was corrected. It is not just a million beings surrounding us, watching us, cheering us on, and pulling us home. It is 400 billion. I broke a tear trying to imagine what 400 billion beings would be like. All stars are beings. There are so many light beings here that it is infinite. We are here now. It is a time to celebrate. I want you, the listener, to celebrate, because if you tuned into this show, you are on your way home. You are here now. This is new earth, and we can create instantly. Thank you guys for coming to the party. You three are a huge part of my reality, and I appreciate you.

Speaker 3: Thank you for having us. It is great to be here. It is fun to play and create.

Speaker 2: I forgot. I have to do this on the air, Rob. I tried calling you, and I guess my unlimited talk and text might just be United States, because it would not call Canada. When I leave here in a month or a month and a half, I am going to leave South Dakota. I am heading to Michigan to give a beautiful sister there a hug. Then I am on my way to Pennsylvania to give my sister Birdie a hug. You are really close, and I want to invite you out on a date to dance. Will you go dancing with me? Let us do a music fest. I am going to get a passport so we can do it in Canada or the United States. I do not care. Between here and Pennsylvania, let us get a music fest and meet up in a month and a half or two months.

Speaker 3: I would be down for that. I have been DJing for more than twenty years. I say DJing, but it is not like radio DJing. It is mixing house music, producing it, and creating it. I love dancing. I did not even know I had dancing in public until I was about nineteen and went to a rave. I always danced in my bedroom at home, but never in public. Finding friends to dance with until the sun comes up - there is just nothing like it.

Speaker 2: Yay. Thanks for not rejecting me on live air.

Speaker 3: I love going down to Pennsylvania. I have only been there once, and I loved driving my motorcycle there. My brother and I went down there a couple summers ago for a few days to ride in the mountains. It was magical.

Speaker 4: It is a nice place to be. We have the mountains. We have all that here. That will be fun.

Speaker 2: When is this happening? Between here and there. When I get to Pennsylvania, we will find a music fest. Birdie, of course, it sounds like you might like to dance with us too.

Speaker 4: I love to dance. I dance all the time. I dance in my kitchen while I do dishes.

Speaker 3: Life is a dance. I love the analogy about life being either a piece of music or a dance. There is no there to get to. It is not about getting to a certain spot on the floor. It is every part of it. If you consider life as a dance, that is what they have made people forget. Everyone is working for 5 p.m., working for the weekend, waiting for summer, waiting for the holidays, waiting for retirement. Then you get there and ask, "Now what?" because we forgot it is a dance, not a destination.

Speaker 2: Dancing is like singing. Back in the old days, I used to have to get drunk to ask somebody to dance, because I wanted to dance all the dances. I used to wait for the boys to ask me, and they would not, so I would get drunk and ask them, and they would say, "I cannot dance." In college, there was a lifetime student, probably thirty when I was eighteen, and he was about six-foot-seven. He loved to dance. He looked awkward, but you could tell he was having a blast. That is right. It is just like singing. It does not matter what we sound like. It does not matter what we look like. It is about how much fun we are having and how it feels. I want to encourage everybody to go out and sing and dance.

Speaker 4: Play.

Speaker 2: Let us keep this party moving. We have about ten minutes left. What song can we talk about?

Speaker 3: How about continuing the theme of the mountains in Pennsylvania? That is the beginning of the Blue Ridge Mountains, I think, and the song "Take Me Home, Country Roads."

Speaker 2: Oh yeah. That is on my playlist. I love that song. That is "West Virginia, mountain mama," right? That is close enough. Do you want me to sing it? I can try.

Speaker 3: Let us hear it.

Speaker 2: Take me home, country roads, to the place I belong. West Virginia, mountain mama, take me home, country roads.

Speaker 3: You sing beautifully. That is awesome. What a perfect song. Take us home. I love it. I always think of being on my motorcycle.

Speaker 4: There is also a version sung by Israel, and I am not going to attempt his last name. He is a ukulele player, and he does a version referencing places around Honolulu.

Speaker 3: Oh, cool. That is the one who does "Somewhere Over the Rainbow," right?

Speaker 4: Yes.

Speaker 2: Yes. That is so good too. I am getting chills. Listeners, follow us. We are on our way home. We are going down the country road. There are beautiful rainbows. This is new earth. I am so excited. This has been a fabulous party. There we go again. We had to do a little party favors.

Speaker 3: Since we were talking about quotes, I heard one today. I do not know who said it, but I thought it was good: "If you are at the end of your rope, tie a knot and hold on."

Speaker 2: I was given that advice a long time ago. Nice. Let us see. We will do closing. Oh, I have ten minutes yet. Is my clock off?

Speaker 3: No, I said we had a little over two minutes.

Speaker 2: Okay, perfect. Here is one for you. Why do scientists not trust atoms?

Speaker 3: I do not know.

Speaker 2: Because they make everything up. I think I said it wrong. They make up everything.

Speaker 3: I got it. But is there even such a thing as atoms, or is it just energy? Is that an old, outdated model?

Speaker 2: I do not know. All of our science is fake, and all the math is fake, and everything we have been told is fake. We might all be making it up.

Speaker 3: I think people have talked about that being a fake model because everything is energy. "Atom" implies there are objects, but there is not really anything there. Are there particles, or are there just energies? These are things the human mind cannot really fathom. The density of our bodies may be an illusion created by DNA restrictions. If everything is just energy and we are growing our light, then I do not know if there are atoms.

Speaker 5: Here is a music-related quote to that space between all the atoms. Ringo Starr stated that it is not the beat he hit. It was the space between the beats that made the song.

Speaker 3: Oh yeah. Nice. The rest is as important as the notes, right?

Speaker 2: I talk about the space between hearts. For my Christian sisters and brothers, the word church became a building where we congregate and pay somebody money, but the old Greek definition was when one heart joins with another heart in unison. That space in between is what matters. I used to refer to two sisters as the unstoppable love girls because they created this incredible space. They created a show that was unstoppable. That space between two hearts, when two hearts come together live, is unstoppable love. It is unbreakable. The dark cannot touch you. That is part of why I feel it is so important that we come together and have union. It is the space that gets created between us.

Any closing words? Any encouraging words for people to find their passions, their excitement, how to play, and what puts a smile on their face? What are we so excited to get out of bed and run and do? Birdie?

Speaker 4: I was going to mention one other home song. I am not going to sing, but Depeche Mode has a song called "Home."

Speaker 2: That was one Q used to sing. I love that. It is on my Q playlist.

Speaker 4: That is a really good one. If anybody wants to look it up, it is "Home" by Depeche Mode. I also have to mention, as I said before we got on the air, Sheila sounds a lot like Asha to me. Maybe it is the harmonics. As soon as I heard her voice, it went straight to my heart today, Sheila. There is a feeling there. You sound a little bit like her. You have a beautiful harmonic, Sheila.

Speaker 5: Thank you, Birdie.

Speaker 4: Do not be a wallflower. People need to hear that beautiful voice of yours.

Speaker 5: I will say that it was developed over time. The more I went into my heart, the more I liked the sound of my voice, and the more it helped me calm down and be more in my body. It is really about the work for me.

Speaker 3: It is true. I noticed a different Sheila. I have talked to you before, and it is so cool to see the growth. It is calming and peaceful. You are a calming and peaceful presence.

Speaker 5: Thank you.

Speaker 4: And Rob, you can really carry a tune.

Speaker 3: Thank you. Sometimes it takes me a minute to remember it or feel it.

Speaker 4: You did really well. Why are you shy about singing?

Speaker 3: Because, like Sheila said, it was developed. When I moved to Toronto from Northern Ontario, I had such a Northern Ontario accent, almost like a Michigan or northern Midwest accent. People probably called me a hick behind my back. I consciously worked on changing my accent because it was so Northern Ontario. Now I wonder, why would I want to change that? That is who I was.

It happens over time. I used to speak as though what I had to say was not important. I would rush what I was saying or try to get it all in because I felt people did not want to hear it. Learning how to slow down is important. It means knowing that you are valued. Sometimes in Canada, I feel like we get too polite. We say, "No, you go first," or "Sorry" for everything. But we deserve to be here. We do not have to apologize for everything. When I was crossing the road and a car stopped to wave me through, I ran across. Then I thought, "I do not need to run. Why did I do that? I am never doing that again. I am walking." Why does someone in a car have the right of way over me? Maybe they were in my way.

People in the grocery store say, "Sorry, I did not mean to be in your way." You are not in my way. It is okay. You have just as much right to be here as anybody else. Our voice, what we have to say, and the courage to say it are things that have to be developed. It takes practice.

Speaker 2: Yes. Every being has equal value. We are going to bring that to the safe table on our next Sunday show, Project Review with Q&A. We will take call-ins. We do not hold judgment, and we give deep listening. No matter where you are, no matter what your reality is, no matter what your take is, you have just as much equal value as everyone else. We want to hear it. We want to hear what you have to say. We would love to meet you on this journey home. All right, I think we should call it, BBS. That is a wrap. Love, love, love.

Speaker 4: Thank you. Bye, everyone.

Speaker 3: Thanks, BBS. Thanks for listening.

Speaker 2: Thank you guys. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.