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so are you Radiohead thank you for listening tonight we have an awesome show for you guys I'm your host star and and I'm your host R&B singer Nakia and thank you for joining us some letters from the pin tonight as we are so glad to have you if you're in your car if you in your bed get ready for a great show this evening cuz you know we kind of streaming from everywhere so I know you're out there listening yes we are so what do we have in our goodie bag of letters for tonight we got to pull out one I'm going to do a random tonight cuz usually go with this one

hi so it reads hi ladies I love you ladies show and you two are awesome and I listened this may seem Petty but I can't seem to take much more a new girl has started at my workplace last month and since he's been there she has been eating my snacks and taking my drinks number one if you ask number to not everyday I actually like the girl but I'm about ready to choke this chick

please give me some advice on how to handle this with grace sign thanks sick of this mess and not eating for two

well okay

aren't the ball is this a serious issue you don't know how to tell somebody to stop eating your food but it was me and somebody want me to funny anyway I don't want nobody is like fingers and Paws & Claws in my food so honestly if it was me and I'm just keeping it real I was just let her keep trying to nibble at it because the next time I make a sheet pie and put that in there

okay well I'm going to give her some of the graceful advice then for one going to always look on the bright side of things and maybe the girl is hungry okay so maybe she has but what if I'm hungry and she ate my

I'm not saying she's right you saying get dick into the issue and address what made you do if I'm not saying she's right at all and I do agree open up your mouth and say something I think she's a little cuckoo anyways I'm going to touch people's stuff about a girl whoever wrote the letter I need to start making you know an extra extra meal and then you know put her name on one of your name does she know I am making extra meal to show me on touch mine if you want if you want to be nice about it I'm young lady I talked about it we here for you honey 1888 +62-760-886-0088 but if not you guys can call up and give her some advice I think we all feeling the same way though sweetheart open up your mouth and let her know how you feeling

you over here and it's for you since the grass eating peoples food okay so you're over here nibbling and digging in people's food you don't know that person who made the food is that kitchen was clean if they got roaches out the trash can but you don't know what's going on I know for me if I go somewhere to my workplace and I open up the refrigerator or something to that effect and I see you like drinks and I don't have my own I might ask you know some I have a six pack of water can I get a water his a dollar or something like that but just to dig my hand and somebody stuff and take it and walk around like I'll pay you for gas not even my style have a conversation with his young lady I thought you was about to say I might be at work and be a little thirsty and sip somebody if you don't drink and put it back

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no I mean girl you are here still in people's food you need to go ahead and listen to let her slip and then try to call in and win some of these prizes cash money gift card because we are feeding people stealing people's grow a Sonic gift card and happy hour something we got us a lot of boxes what's up you guys shut up shut up some more Dior designs

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Ark I have already decided that I don't want to take the coldest shot you don't want to turn into a zombie I don't want it I don't want I don't want to get tired of people out there if you feel like it's for you you know this is our disclaimer the views from lettuce in the pan are not using the public they are our solely for me I don't want a scared I mean I think we're going to put up a pole or later I want to see just how many people think that they're going to take the shot and how many think that they're not I mean I can almost probably guarantee that the Nations divided on it yet it's almost 60 don't want it you know I'm part of the 60

me to at least for now anyway we'll see you know I mean I would hate to be one of the ones that don't get it you got a minute we all went and we sitting around end up getting sick so I just kind of want to see because I'm not very trustworthy what's the name of that movie zombie apocalypse okay so I'm going to be one of the people that's going to be killing the zombies once they get the shot so you go ahead and get on the wrong side and get that shot if you want it getting the shot you said I'm not getting a shot until I see all the people getting and they still alive

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you know me are you ready so we have our first guests of the night trauma 022 entertainment rap artist, and we are going to bring him on in

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oh yeah work I guess it's in the building welcome for coming on today in the pan like to see you star what's going on with you what's up, how's it going introduce yourself and let people out there know who you are and we know who you are but let's let everybody else out and radio I Know Who You Are

well I'm up and come up and coming artists next promise you know you know I'm saying like I got a new single coming out to call different shade so hopefully y'all hear that that's me up on YouTube song pretty much I'm just know me I'm trying to put my name out there and let y'all hear what I really got to say

so what is it what does it feel like being signed like an independent label

feels good honestly honestly I didn't even think that I'll be going to any label you know I'm saying but I guess you know when you keep practicing starting

right right and how do you think Tom has coded like affected you at all sure everything's like the recording process or anything else in the world you know covid-19 this is not me it's affecting everybody so we just got to take it on the chin keep running with it right right right right

it looks like they just popped up in here

my question with these beard so I got my question is wash your beard every time you eat no goodness yeah yeah it does.

it does get in there so you do got a miniature Berry

I was just curious because then they have this this new trend with the beard I'm seeing everybody getting beard now that that wouldn't even have hair on their face before so I was just curious you know a thing as well but it's like you know I don't like at the end of the day a business has a beard it's a mirror image you know so it's like it doesn't really matter when it comes to religious and things like that people just like to throw that out there okay. You said that you were at your Muslim so can people expect to kind of hear that culture

the Muslim culture type in your music or what what style rapper use music like it's me that you know that I'm I'm expressing me to my music so it's like you'll get a piece of everything of who I am. As a person you know you you get you get the you might get the religious stuff but I do try to keep my religion out of the other things that I do you know when it comes to stuff like music and things like that why

because it's like you know certain things that's in my music it's like I don't like it's in my music but it's it's like towards my religion is like I cannot put them two in the same category as like anyting I like to keep it away this is like it's like even if I'm seeing certain things on my track is like I would not want to put a lot in the middle of my music while I'm saying all these bad things you know what I'm saying hello. Day and by the way happy birthday thank you you're such a

you doing anything exciting for your birthday actually I just got out the hospital on the 16th I was in there from the 15th to the 16th so I'm not doing anything for my birthday was family I had some friends that stop by so I'm just trying to get better and wants to get better than the turn-up is real so I'm looking forward to celebrate my birthday actually so are you I'm hanging out with us all day New Year's for the girls for the girl's day all day of course of course you know it, cuz I was going to ask if you are still up to it we can have it at my place and I mean it's up to you doors are open

but what will see will see what we going to do right * yes I am ready with the person that plane ticket I feel great

we're going to play we're going to play one of these songs and and then we'll come back and we'll get you some more questions Saudi right now we're going to play your song suck them other bitches tell us really quick what the motivation behind that song was okay so I'm going to break it down in the short-term and be very very precise so that the way that song came about was you know I heard the track when I heard the track on my God no I don't want to do that then the next thing you know I came into the studio I was it off I was in a relationship that wasn't a great relationship it was like a dude I've been there for since day one and then all of a sudden like he just like trying to dog me and then try try to come back like I'm sorry I want you back and was just like at that point like no you go without them to the go back to the song you know this is not this is not so

I went into the studio and I and I just heard the hook and I'm just like you know what

give me those headphones I didn't get in this booth and it just came out natural like I didn't take days to write it at happened right then and there at the studio

all right let's get it rented.

So we're going to play fucking other bitches by D featuring me on the hook let's get it

Snapchat when does he pitches lucky I was the one that held you down you mad disrespectful your bum ass clap 6 hours drive just to make you smile sat in that courtroom when your asses aren't you just a guilty I'll be by your side and I always kept a smile

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that's another bitch ass nigga fucking other bitch ass

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poof as well that was super aggressive

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well those are the best songs though the ones that you are

oh there's a lot coming up you know just had a bad day like you know we had a little bit a little bit of a pause but there's more in a lot and a lot you're going to see coming from me coming out OG so I'll be prepared and be ready

kadam what's next for you trauma

and I got a couple things that I got going on right now so you know I got I've been right I've been doing a lot of writing so I guess depending was a thing in the sky like a blessing in disguise as well cuz they sent me down in order for me to actually sit here and take my time and right music cuz I like to ask me take my time I will take the longest while to make one one little track you know so I so good that you know I got as much as I got done and hopefully you know I'll start throwing them out one-by-one and you have a question for the both of you DM trauma what artist do you guys see yourself like working with in the future Little Kim I'm telling you right now, I don't I love my kids anybody say anything bad about little Kim's you don't have to see me Lil Kim I love her I don't care what nobody said Lil Kim I love her since day one

every single song Lil Kim okay we got it we got it Lisa Left Eye but little I had to say Snoop Dogg Snoop Dogg

so Adan I know like we can't drop any of your music right now because you're still it's like in the work so we can't leak anyting tell me get like a freak

yes let's hear it see what I can do out there

woman from Stone Mountain

clean whip when I pull up fuck bitches don't want bowl of money talk like rule of my wrist Coors Light cooler has a pool up

shooting shooting right now not a problem I feel kind of nervous cuz I ain't really been on that you know any talk or something like that but I got you when I pull up my wrist cool Light coolers I'll be rooting all of her ribs then to the bank I cash out that front cuz I'm back. I'll blow this whole back out nigger hatin on me because

turn on automatically football clips tell me the light Beach City veggie strips cuz I haven't seen you and everybody with

calculate the date be competitive eating a dick to all this money you can sit on Penny you can say I'm a let you know it's a lot when it comes to beat a buzz if I can find you a business card transparency to you all I got to do is point in my neck I never sleep with a buzz.

I don't rap I Know You Want Me freestyle

my name is star and I got these bars if you mess with me I'll send you to the stars. Do you want me to let me get wet when we get the boys what you want to do I can do that we can't handle that right now, y'all do your thing right now I'm not even much of it like I said you know like I really enjoyed to sit down and write my Raps like I'm not really off the top rapper like that so for me to just be coming off you know I'm saying it and it's not that it ain't easy just that I think too much so it's like the next census. To come out my head I'll be thinking about how I'm going to put it into another song and I'm ready to write so it make you miss me get real Tongue Tied song

you you have a Storyteller like me then cuz I like to tell stories like tell stories in your stuff right I do both my brothers so you know freestyle until you know just comes natural so I could do both I saw that you guys did you guys hear our letter for tonight

yes let me tell you if they don't even play with me don't play the next time I come you sing

cute girl I make them up I didn't want you to buy nice cleaning time they can have it they obviously need

if somebody really look like they got no they don't care that they're at the point right now is like you do touch this food is going down

you didn't know the person wasn't every day with every time you want to get your lunch you just saw like a bite or a nibble on your food is going in the garbage it's all going to go and eat me a good little Niger can you do that for me

and that was missing by somebody really got a personal issue with my food

star what happened what would you do

I'm going to put some jalapenos and see who reacts and I want to hear me to call who going to run to the bathroom on shift

I'm glad I saw I got to drop that first trivia question of the night let's go let's get some lunch away speaking of I do is and who is the one person that she would love to do album with 1 8 8 8 6 2 7 6 0 0 8 online

all right after which I think about this back thing you taking it back then, they do you take the vaccine I'm not taking No vaccine something on the news where I wanted the nurses took the vaccine and the camera to show people like you know gets couldn't take the vaccine in just a few minutes later She fainted she passed out

until the doctor was trying to hold her up and you know I don't know what it is so you just keep me in the natural herb store and I'll be all right yes I'm changing some tea and some honey right about you song I'm straight with that I ain't trying to go in there looking for a shot and come out damn crackhead like I I I don't know that stuff they don't shoot people with going to be doing all that somehow you hooking everything and stuff you never even thought about taking iron with it they say 10 years from now they're going to start having out those memes about you know you will be compensated if you took the covid-19 vaccine you do 10 years from now we might be seeing some of that I don't know I'm a little nervous but you know and I mean I hate to get into politics and government but

big Pharma the government of the biggest drug dealers out here so forget your pills is like it's crazy it's a legal way to drunk people up and make money like it's crazy it's okay for you to give people all these narcotics I think an addicted to and it's fine but then if it's the one on the street getting something they're addicted to you're going to jail money makes no sense to me that's how they work

I've been moving like that for since the beginning of time

I was crazy so drop and give him

tell me who

DD's Idol is she just said it she said who she wanted to do an album with give us a call +1-888-867-6008

let's go online to start popping

phone lines are open. I got a question for you call do you know yes I do what is the answer

all right call of New York you still on the line

I'm here okay I'm sorry so your answer one more time

Lil Kim and that is correct

starkeller call her what she has one what are we given today we are giving away a Amazon $25 gift card or we getting away the Roku today

how much did Amazon gift card okay to email at gmail.com on the website to www.lyrics.com go and lie drop your information there and we will get your gift card out to you thank you so much for calling in

happy birthday Dee happy birthday and many many more and promise you'll keep up the good work

thank you I appreciate it

all right, now what was what was no but can I ask you a question cuz you said two things you know I was like really really like doing a lot of lot of like writing music and stuff when my brother was lying and when my brother passed away you know it basically took that took a lot of that away from me and now for some reason when I go to try to feel like like if I'm more if I go onstage or if I try to you know recite us or something like that I get that feeling inside of me it's almost feels like like I'm like I'm shy like something like that and I was never like that before

so what will be your advice to get rid of that feeling of feeling Shawn when you're on stage or when they hit the stage they're always going to going to have like that feeling that loaded feeling of fear because it's just something in the subconscious like what if you know what if you're not going to like it or can I do this I mean I would say that I mean what I do is I pray with my team before I hit the stage and

most of the time you can really see the people out there because it depends on what kind of sage Ron I'm used to being like really big stage are so you just have to go out there and just like give it your all and after the first couple of words you can spell the word doubt you going to be good money and specially if you have like a good like sound guy behind you or DJ or your dancers or whatever like you just got to do the Band-Aid off and just do it because after a while it's going to be a second home will after after you know cold is over but I would think right now the best sense of everything you've done partially like do some do some some some virtual shows because at least the people can see you but you can't really see them so it'll almost be like your practice

just cultivate your craft so when the time does come that you really really hit the stage you'll just be ready you know I mean you can never be too prepared to get on say so you got to make sure like you practice like every day you got to dedicate a couple of hours every day to practice your craft

and you know the more prepared you are the less afraid you're going to be

thanks or thank you I appreciate it

call Heaven Send Me an Angel that's featuring Z

Saudi what was the motivation behind that song

so you know with all the killing that's going on black lives matter movement that's going on so this song actually took place after George voice death

and we just went in the studio like the song is basically like stop racism stop violence you know stop killing one another just just stop all the nonsense and let's just live in peace I know you know it's hard cuz everyone has their own believe and believe in there you know I'm type of things when it comes to violence and everything and they always say you guys want police stop killing killing you but you guys are out here killing each other so why does it matter if people always seems to have that mindset but it's not about that because whether a person is did bad or good or indifferent you know that's still somebody's love one and to take them away from them isn't right so having sent with something that you know the was three of us that got together and

repeat the song together and in the song you're actually here like true details of things that are going on in everyday life

all right so you already first year on what are some the penalty vs radio and this is Heaven Sent Me an Angel featuring d-will bills and a Kia

so why kill the redneck

I don't want to die

you want to count me yes but you better tell me yes because me and my skin you already know who's going to win the double run them breakfast and nothing stressed out when we should have been thanking God for all the blessings we would be great if you got to believe in yourself please up from the date I don't want to hear no crying in Winnipeg South save dying everyday or did he ever took gunshots and Cyrus won't you please help us

Alachua right now

do you want to die

as I drop to my knees asking the Lord please forgive me I see the tears fall from my face now I'm confused ask him Beach stop calling do coherent family leave it alone Phil didn't judge Bob McCulloch the ratio condom so unappealing understand me Jesus please I want to change blower got me as you see me on my knee stopped us to God in Me

Dino no

so why kill the right now

Zoomer Dino

so that was a really really great song

when we when we talked about like

the black lives matter movement movement political aspect of things but what does that what does that movement really mean to you

SPD people look at black lives matter as a game because a lot of people don't know like I know you don't eat donate to Black lives matter where is the money going and you know these are things people don't

no like exactly you know if I donate here where they're going so people look at black lives matter at the game because they they try to say that you know we move and there's a lot of violence that happens between black little girl with the black lives matter movement happen happen so but that's not what it's about when it comes to Black lives matter and I know a lot of people say blue lives matter all life matter and I hear that but when someone talks about black lives matter they're actually talking about you know all the hate crime and just because my skin is dark your empty intimidated by me or you think that I'm aggressive or you think a lot of angry because because of my the color of my skin you treat me different or are you think I'm going to hurt you rob you and we're not all like that and get what I'm saying

things that you don't understand what people go through in their life there's a lot of you know racism still out there put it like that racism is still out there I hear it I get it from what I go places I hear I've been called a lot of things and it was just up to me to either join the ignorance or just look at them and say you know what God bless you with the black lives matter movement when people donate it goes to the it goes towards the family to get a lawyer to fight to try to get the person that killed that person's loved one

put behind bars and imprison and just the way the justice system system is working nowadays you know you don't always get the outcome that you are actually looking for so I hear Black lives matter I hear that but I how I look at it is

you know you did wrong you can tell your face you did wrong you're admitting that you did wrong so at what point are you going to stand up and say you know I know I feel this person is loved one and I know it was unjustified the way and everything that I and every way I see how I did it was wrong but you still feel like you don't deserve any type of punishment

didn't love you tell me what time it is

I just want

you know I don't know

what time it is

I am trying to awake

I just want to know why

I need to be announced how you want it low drop a sexy tell me what you want but please don't ask me to send me a kissing on your neck when you see you later I'll show you understand this one night stand was fun while it lasted boys

what time it is

so that was one night stand by Nakia featuring D streaming everywhere on all platforms you guys can go out and get that on Amazon Spotify Apple Tidal

anywhere music of strained

it was like I like that thank you so we have like a little bit technical difficulties like we're talking about the black lives matter movement so what I wanted to ask you is as a minority male in in America

have you ever experienced any type of like police brutality like anybody thought of being racist against you like and how did you deal with that

yeah that that happened basis. That's been happening my whole life baby coming up with the kids you know it's like I've been harassed by police for no reason at all sometimes just walking down the block going to the store you think you're just going to go grab you a couple things and be heading back in the house and you got a police officer looking at you don't even know you from a can of paint but just as soon as you were a drug dealer where you were killed and you out there just you know I'm saying cause and have it to the world it's a whole lot of nothing to do with me is because of the color of my skin when it came to believe so

it's hard it's very hard especially nowadays nowadays it's more so you know it's sad to say but it's like when they pull you over you don't know who stole your hands up and throw your hands forward you know any and that's hard to shouldn't be like that at all but yeah I am definitely

sorry and sad at the same time that that anybody anybody in America has to has to be profiled or judge based on you know on their looks or their religion or their sex with their creator their nationality I mean it's something it's an ongoing battle that's been going on for years and it's something that unfortunately can't be fixed overnight and is not going to be addressed overnight

that's your baby daddy

he's so cute okay sorry you back with us

yeah be here the whole time I've been here the whole time about now nah I'm good cuz black lives matter that the whole nother show

you look like you got something you want to say

homie no I just I think that's a whole conversation and you know I will talk for an hour or so we're not going to wrap this up cuz we want to go to Black lives matter what you feel about police brutality

I'll wait till in Jesse's is Alive and Well in America today we all know that and like you said to piggyback off that we are not going to stop it overnight and you really not going to change everybody's heart is just going to have to talk about I think we are we doing pretty good so far with Our Generation Z not actually being all black we got some everybody on outside so I'm with the shits I'm ready for the fight

I'm going to be out there with your sword no Shield if it comes down to it I Wonder Woman lasso whenever I got to take my Powers let's get it 12 see what she say

I think I said I'm going to be out there like the Tin Man

that's right that's right

yes it was fun having you guys and please allow us to break your first records when you drop the new material we will have your back and we will put that in rotation thank you for your views on black lives matter even though I thank you for letting us know that you won't be taking the zombies you know if you ever want to bring me back when we talk political you know I can I'm ready for the whole Trump and Biden situation and let somebody else the president

well you know still the president have but you know where they can find you at

you can go to my Instagram everyone loves you 1755 and spell e v e r y the number 1 l u v s d e you can follow me on Facebook Beauty Roberts and also you can follow me on Twitter at everyone loves you as well

trauma tell everybody where they can find you at find me on Instagram Under Armour remain humble and you also can find me on Facebook on the trauma always trying to remain humble as they're both base to be the same

spaghetto fine, remain humble and DD Robert but we going to have a lot of liquor that white genuine to be cracked open don't get star excited girl you know

banks in the Kia that want to throw me out there on the freestyle test so now because of the fact he threw me on the freestyle tip I like to come back again on your show but this time I'm going to actually work on my freestyle how far you are away from me Ashley right in and imma just started I'm going to start going in

alright we going to bring you back to that freestyle

don't bite me for a good time

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