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There's there's just been something on my heart that I wanted to share, and it's been kind of brewing for months. For months, it's a thread I've been pulling on, and I'm I'm just hoping that it resonates, that it that it sparks conversations. So if you're inspired, please call in. I'd love to chat with you. I guess it's it's open mic day on the connect with Kelly show.

So toll free, (888) 627-6008 or direct at (323) 744-4831. Okay. But first, Perjuj, a breadcrumb artist, and I'll just say it. These are brilliantly conscious musicians. Some are alive.

Some have moved on, but they they they know what's up here in this place we call Earth. And it's so beautiful that they share their knowledge just so amazingly through their music. And this artist is Jason Mraz, and this song is called Living in the Moment. So I just wanna share just a portion of the lyrics, and it goes like this. I will not waste my days making up all kinds of ways to worry about all the things that will not happen to me.

So I just let go of what I know I don't know. And I know I'll only do this by living in the moment. Living my life easy and breezy with peace of peace in my mind, with peace in my heart, peace in my soul. Wherever I'm going, I'm already home. I'm living in the moment.

I'm letting myself off the hook for things I've done. I let my past go past, and now I'm having more fun. I'm letting go of the thoughts that do not make me strong, and I believe this way can feel the same for everyone. And I feel these lyrics are just perfect, just apropos for today because they weave in so nicely with with this I guess it's a realization I have that I'd like to share with y'all, and I hope what I'm gonna share is helpful to at least one person. And I wanna say this is my realization.

I'm sharing it for what it's worth, so feel free to take it or leave it. So Q and I had a a lengthy conversation on April twelfth of this year right here on his BBS radio show called being inspired with Q. And for those of you who don't know who Q is, just you'll find all the links to show archives and also the website for the people.space at the bottom of my program page at bbsradio.com forward slash connect with Kelly. It's, you know, where you can go to get to know him. I recommend you feel into his consciousness, his harmonics, and the information presented.

Today, I'll be referencing quite a few of his pearls of wisdom that he has shared over the years. So he made a comment at the very end of that show on April 12, and this is what he said. I can very I can say very easily that we're very thirsty about what direction we should go as a collective. Very thirsty. So the deeper and richer experiences this week or next week or whenever we talk again has been the most common theme for everyone who emails me, calls me, and talks to me.

We're really tuckered out with our legacy understanding of life, and we're really thirsty to get back to what we're used to doing. So that got me wondering, what what the heck are we used to doing? What are what are we used to doing? Well, in Q's words, it's pretty simple. He says, I'm gonna get up and create an experience today.

There's nothing more to life. And may I point out, he didn't say, I'm gonna get up and create an experience tomorrow. So after hearing that comment, I realized that's exactly what I was doing. That's how I was tuckering myself out. And I call it I call it futuring.

Yep. I just made a new verb. Futuring. You're welcome. I was futuring a lot, and it's exhausting.

I was basically when, where, and howling myself crazy. You name it. I started noticing myself futuring about my twin flame, the homestead I dream of, my radio show, the topics, the guests, how I'm gonna pay for it, so many other things, and so many experiences that I want to show up in my life. I noticed that I was I was kinda spending most of my day imagining the future I want at, I guess, at the expense of being present with myself in the now. And, you know, don't get me wrong.

Don't misunderstand me. I love being inspired. I love imagining and dreaming forward and just creating what I want to show up in my reality, what I want to experience. But I I just I really took to heart what Q said. So since then, I I've intentionally been focusing on and witnessing myself being in the now, just observing myself being a 100% present and just slowing my role on futurine.

I've also gotten what I call intuitive pings. I guess you could call them hits, but intuitive pings from a couple other things he says. And I I I kinda find it interesting how his words from just months and sometimes even years ago have reached my consciousness at such a deeper level and understanding right now. So one of the things he says is we are beings of knowledge first. We are beings of knowledge first.

And another one is unlimited knowledge means anything is possible. What's the common thread with those two statements? Obviously, knowledge. Right? So up until knowing Q and feeling the information he's presented all this all these years, I kinda considered knowledge just to be, I don't know, facts, figures, data, maybe even, like, historical information, and so on.

So I was kinda curious. I looked up the word knowledge, and here's one definite one definition, and it's kinda broken into three. So the first part is the state or fact of knowing. The second one is familiarity, awareness, or understanding gained through experience or study. And the last one is the sum or range of what has been perceived, discovered, or learned.

And I gotta say, eve even the legacy definition is much deeper. It's deeper than what I thought I knew it to be. But what I've discovered since my conversation with Q, which, like, you know, for some, this may be, well, duh, Kel. But, hey. You know, we all come to our knowledge, our knowing in our own way, in our own time.

So I don't I I just know I now perceive knowledge as us. Knowledge is our heart center, our spirit, its source. And I wanna I just wanna kind of explain how I got there. So I had some fun playing with the word knowledge, kinda breaking it down, so to speak. So knowledge.

When you drop the k, it becomes knowledge. When you drop the k, it takes you to the knowledge. Isn't that great? The knowledge. So Q also says feeling is after knowledge.

Or maybe, I guess you could say it differently, feeling feeling is at the knowledge. You could say the knowledge is I guess it's where information it's it's where the knowing is felt, the knowledge. He also says we sort out our feeling with our knowledge. We are a knowledge space. In his words, I'm gonna feel after I receive the information.

So so we know feelings are part of the human experience. They're not they're not of spirit. Spirit is neutral. So in essence, feelings and emotions are a choice. So it's it's it's when I'm fully present in each now moment, when when I'm just in perfect peace energy and that neutrality, that's when I observe.

I notice. I I feel into the emotions and the sensations that are coming up within me. And it's it's them. That's that's when I can decide how I wanna interact with those feelings, but without attaching to them. Now for me personally, how I do that is by dropping into my heart center and just sitting with it's it's just it's hard to explain, but it's I sit with what my spirit is wanting me to know.

For the people that space posted these words yesterday and, of course, how synchronistic. Right? Continually draw the mind back into the heart, and that goes with the command of take all the thoughts and drop them into my heart. So I let go, and I allow my mind to be the translator for my heart. And, you know, I just I'm gonna point out that's not mine energy.

Mine energy is completely different. So when I allow the mind to translate from my heart, it's where the knowing is translated into words. And sometimes the knowing, it doesn't come immediately. It it may take a few minutes. It, you know, it might take days, weeks, months, you know, etcetera.

So now when I start to imagine something I don't have yet, I just notice the feeling that comes with it. I don't attach to it. I don't I don't grind on that feeling. It's kind of a harsh word, but I don't pine for it. I don't worry about not getting that thing or or having that experience, and I don't worry anymore about how how I will get anything anymore.

I don't I don't do what if scenarios. So it's in that that neutral heart space that I observe the interaction between the feeling and the knowing, what knowing actually feels like. And for me, it's a it's a felt sense within me, within my heart center. It and that football shape that Q calls, it's the heart center that sits at the bottom of my chest plate. So annoying for me is soft.

It's it's subtle. It it it doesn't come on suddenly. It's it's it's it's not a physical felt sense. And as I guess, Denver John Denver says it perfectly. It's a casual reply.

Yet at the same time, it's it's nonverbal. Nothing or no one is speaking to me. There are no words being said. I don't know if this resonates with anybody, but it's it's just really it's really hard to explain in in the English language. So maybe I'll just share a couple examples.

This one's this one's a really strong one for me. I know I will reconnect. I know I will reunite with my true partner. I know I'm gonna reconnect with my twin flame at some point. I don't know when.

I don't know where. I don't know how, but I I just feel the energetics between us, and I feel it's just a matter of time. It's just a knowing, but it's through kind of a felt sense. And I'm I'm just gonna say it. If you're listening, my love, wherever you are, I feel you, and I can't wait to be with you.

Let's see. So another one might be, I know I know a new timeline is forming with my living experience. I don't know exactly what that transition will be. I just feel and I I just I see myself in the home I've been dreaming of, and I know I'll be living there at just the perfect moment. I know I'll be experiencing that that property, that homestead.

World world travel is is a big one for me. I have I have I have wanderlust pretty good. So I know I will be traveling the world most I know it's gonna be with my 20, but I'm gonna be traveling the world. I'm gonna be experiencing so many new adventures, people, cultures, languages, food. I mean, I'm just I feel that really strongly.

It's a it's a very strong heartfelt desire. Yeah. I mean, I could go on, you know, the guests, the topics, conversations on my radio show. They just they kinda come in perfect synchronicity. I just know they will.

So all these knowings, again, I I don't know how or when and sometimes who, but I know the desires from my heart center will be in my reality with just perfect every now moment synchronicities. And as my sweet soul sister Karen says, we chatted a couple days ago, synchronicities are the norm now. Right? They're they're just kind of the norm. I mean, it's like, oh, there's one.

Cool. Oh, cool. You know, I just now it's just you notice them, and it's just so amazing. So now when feelings come up and I examine them from a neutral space from my heart center, there's just there's no doubt. There's no there's no deliberation, no hesitation, which, again, all of that is mind energy.

So if you're feeling those feelings, that's coming from your mind because knowing's come from the heart. I I just trust my heart. My spirit knows. Another beautiful image posted yesterday on for the people that space had these words. The heart is where everything wonderful becomes possible through aligning with a higher frequency.

And, you know, we all know mind energy is a low frequency. The heart is whew. The heart is up there. So instead of futuring my way through my nows, I'm I'm nowing I'm nowing my way to my desired future. I I'm I'm now my way to what I want by making heart centered choices in every now moment, you know, be it large or small choices.

But, you know, I'm still a work in progress. I'm definitely not perfect at it. I love what Prince says. And, well, what's the song? Anyway, if the elevator tries to bring you down, just go crazy.

Punch a higher floor. That's that's takes you back up to the the higher frequency, to your high to your heart center. It's it's not about the outcome. It's about the process. And I know I'm speaking to the choir.

You know? I'm the creator of all my experiences. It's it's all up to me. And I've gone from I've gone from show me the how, show me the how, to show me the wow. Wow me source.

Show me the wow source, aka me. I let go and let source. I let go and let me. I know I'm I love artists. I mean, I they just speak to my heart, and I agree with John Denver when he sings.

It's a sweet, sweet surrender to live without care. And I I just I flow in the river of source. I just allow it to take me everywhere because wherever it takes me, it's just perfect. It's it's brilliantly beautiful. So I just wanna I just wanna say thank you.

Thank you. Thank you, Q, for the gentle pushes and for the loving nudges that that have just gotten me to this very moment. I wouldn't be here now in this now moment, this experience without your your just your beautiful love. So that's kind of the the the realization I had. I I guess my question to to y'all is, is anybody out there is anybody else futuring and getting tuckered out, or is it just me?

I would love to know your Nowledge experience. What does that feel like? How do you sense? How do you feel unknowing? I guess that's I'm just, like, yearning to to hear from others.

Now what does what does dropping in feel like to you? You know, my the way I do it is is the way I do it. How do you do it? How does it feel? I guess it's a feeling sense that I'm just curious about other people.

So let's see. I could share another one. I'll share another example. And this is this is pretty personal. This gets right to the heart.

I called Q one of it, you know, into one of his shows. I can't remember at the beginning of the year. It was a tough call. It was a really tough call for me to make. It took all I had because I knew I I had to be vulnerable and transparent live on the air.

And I I basically just spared my soul and told them I was down to my last few $100. And it was at that time I was hardcore futuring. I was feeling worry. Again, mind energy. Worry is not of the spirit.

I was worrying about not knowing how I was gonna survive, basically, how I was gonna pay for all everything I need, all my necessities. So I'm not sure what I expected him to do, but I do know in that moment, I was I was looking outside myself for the answers. I just I I wanted I wanted him to help me. I wanted him to give me guidance, I don't know, to comfort me, to offer some hopium to really? To be my white knight, I guess.

And I'll be honest, it it felt like he just abruptly cut me off and went on to another caller. And I'll I'll tell you what, that stung. It stung so much that after I hung up, I this is here here I am being transparent. I actually fell to the floor and broke down. I bawled because it felt like the only the only one who could get me out of the perceived, in quotes, perceived jam I was in, the only one that could help me let me down.

That's how I was feeling. So I was just distraught. It it really felt like he didn't give me a chance to explain my situation. Like, he didn't wanna listen to me. He didn't understand me.

I felt real I I felt so alone, kind of betrayed in a way. But fast forward, here I am. His response, you know, although it didn't feel very loving or compassionate at the time, it really hurt, actually. But now I see that he was giving me exactly what I needed. And this is this is what he said that I just didn't get it at that moment.

But he said, if you don't like your situation, your timeline, change it. So looking back, it was it's in that desperation. His response was perfect. Brilliant. Like, I can say that now, but not then.

Of course, not then. He didn't say, you know, I'll change it for you, nor has he ever implied that. That's what he'd do for any of us. He instead, he was he he was just gently nudging me to go within, to get out of the mind energy, to be my, I guess, to be my own savior, the writer, director, producer of of of my life, so to speak. It is you know, it's my life after all, not anyone else's.

So once I once I dried my tears and collected myself, I felt into what I know. What do I know? So this is when I was calm. So I know I know that feelings are a choice, and they aren't me. That was the first thing that I that I felt.

And I know that Q only says and does things out of love for our highest good. So it was it was from that perspective. It basically it got me off the dime and pushed me to take a leap of faith. So I I did what he he had previously suggested to me in a in another call. He he suggested that I network, that I connect with others.

So I did. I reached out and connected with someone he knew would be integral in the timeline shift I wanted, but it took me weeks for me to to do that. But I did it. I finally did it. She's now a beautiful soul sister of mine.

So, again, by his prompting, after that complete breakdown, after I felt it to my knowing, I followed my heart, and I I nowed I just I nowed my way on a mini self discovery journey and to the beautiful timeline I'm on now. I'm talking to you all right now. I I'm just in in awe. So here I am. I'm still standing, loving myself more than ever, you know, talking with you, bearing my soul, sharing sharing my heart, dear listener, to you on my very own radio show.

I that I never would have had I if I hadn't made that call or that connection. But here's the kicker. Here's what I've come to know. I had to choose to take a step. You you gotta you gotta take a step.

It was a big leap of faith. Well, first of all, to make that call, that was that was a big choice. But look where it got me. And, you know, who knows what kind of timeline I'd be experiencing right now had I not. First of all, made that call and then made the call to the person I had never met before or known.

So it's through his his beautiful unconditional love. He has continually held my hand, wiped my tears, guided me to where my spirit knows it wants to go. And as he says, all the love, all the people, all the resources, They show up right on time. And I I'm right here telling you it's it's it's absolutely correct, and they still do. So I guess the bottom line, the moral of that story is be present.

Be in the now. You know, make only heart centered choices that align with what you want to show up in your reality. Do only what you prefer. Bada bing. Bada boom.

That's it. If you just just create. Right? Just create. That's that's all there is.

It's just creation. I have another example, but I think I'm gonna save it because I have some callers that I'm just so excited about. Yay. I thought I was gonna have to just bear my soul for an hour. Mary G from New York.

New York is on line something. She wants to reply Mary. I hear you. Hello. Welcome to the show.

Well, thank you for taking my call, and thank you for starting the show because I am with you, girl. I my heart there's so many things to share. The first thing is that I was on all the calls as well, and I heard that one specifically you were talking about, and I felt you. I felt it was like I got the the knife in my heart too because we all, you know, we all want that so much, and we want it now. We want it yesterday.

And Q is so amazing. Right? He's like, you gotta learn yourself, girl. You have to do it yourself. And the way he does it is different with everyone because he knows he knows what we need.

And I just adore that. And you are so So brave. So brave. As this even starting the show. And it was exactly the the reason I connect with you so much is because this is what I wanted to do with him, but I didn't wanna have a show.

And he actually said to me, well, I said, well, I'm doing the best I can too. And he goes, I have I have I have a radio show. And I'm going like, I don't wanna do that. That's amazing. I'll be on the shows.

Yeah. Yeah. And I just what how you how you talked about the futuring. That's fabulous. Yes.

I think we all do that and learning to pull back and be in the now and and, like, it's already here. We know our clean place is already here. But when, where, you know, it's conditioning from the outside. So, yeah, you yeah. I'd all I can say is I'm with you.

This is a great place to connect. And I wasn't even gonna be on the BBS today. I was gonna, you know, like, punch in later, see if q shows up because I've got an ocean to go jump in right now. And that's basically how I deal with it. I just, like, go, you know, what grand and glorious adventures are you gonna show me today?

And show me more. Show me more. Show me more. And then I go up and go into nature. That's my life.

Wow. And it's helped me. It's helped me through it. And that's what I wanna share with people. It's so simple.

The problem is it's so simple, and we love to complicate. We've been we've been manipulated to have such complexities. It's it's not worth anything unless we go through, you know, these steps, that's up to me, techniques, blah blah blah. I've been through it all, and it doesn't get you anywhere except on the next level to say, well, that didn't really work, did it? So yeah.

This is great to be able to come in and connect with everybody. Thank you. Oh, Mary, thank you so much for that, for just sharing your heart. I love well, first of all, you know, one show. We had four shows.

My goodness. Poor guy. I can't imagine. But, you know, you kinda hit something that I've been feeling out is just the unconditioning, unprogramming of all of it, all the BS that's just been, you know, plugged into us. And it's so it's so wonderful, and I hear you're doing the same thing in the water.

You know, the water has memory. It's you're you're in the water and just it's loving on you, and look at us ascending together. And I'm so grateful for your call. I'm so grateful. Thank you so much for calling.

I'll be plugging in. I didn't want you to be alone here thinking there's nobody. No. I love you. I'll be brave because I don't like talking on on on not seeing people.

I'm a one on one person. Oh, you know, it's like, you know, I have to look into people's eyes and feel them, but, you know, this is a this is a method, and it's working because we do live in all over the world. Yes. We do. Yes.

We do. I'm so grateful for your call. Thank you so much. You're welcome. You have a a great day today, and love it.

Love your show. Thank you. Thank you, Mary. Okay. I think I see Beth on the line, my beautiful soul sister Beth.

Hi, Beth. Hi, Kelly. Good morning. Good morning, miss PNW. Oh my gosh.

Okay. So, this is it this is hilarious. I'm gonna just say hilarious because I was gonna call in earlier, and then I then I felt, I'm just gonna wait for a minute and see what she's gonna talk about next. And then you told your story. And so I just wanna say thank you so much for sharing your side of that story because Aw.

In in our friend's words, you helped so many people that day. And it's making me emotional now because I just got you thinking. He wouldn't, yeah, he wouldn't have put you on the spot like that if you weren't strong enough to do it because we were all there in that moment when you were talking to him. It's like, yeah, sister. You say it.

Now, cue, what are you gonna say to her? That's how it was. You know? And it was such it was, like, almost it wasn't shocking, but it really it we all had that reaction. Obviously, not as much as you because you are the one who was in public with it.

Right? I was the sucker. Exact well, you were the you were the volunteer. You were the way shower. And so god.

There's no accident. That play that show has played at least twice again. Right? I I oh god. Really?

Yeah. Yeah. I don't know. I've heard yeah. I've heard it twice again.

And every time it's like, oh my gosh, Kelly. Okay. Thank you so much. Every time, we get to learn again. Oh, that makes me happy that at least it was helpful.

I mean, obviously, was helpful to me. Yeah. It definitely got me. So helpful. And be I hear it.

I I feel that moment when I'm I mean, you and I talked about this. We have conversations. We in our hearts, we talk to him when we need things. And Mhmm. There's times when I'm saying, come on.

Come on. This is hard. This is hard. And what when are the resources coming? This is hard.

And then I feel him, like, kind of laughing and saying, oh, come on. Like, put on your big girl pants. Come on, hotshot. What are you gonna do about it? Right.

So, anyway, I just wanna I wanna thank you for telling the story because I've never asked you about this, and it was beautiful for you to share your side of it. And there's no accident that it's replayed because it's really, really helpful for us to feel into our opportunity to go to the next level with it. So thanks for sharing your whole side of that. Oh, thank you. Find for the next level.

Yeah. I mean, it's yeah. My ass was hanging out. It it's it's so you know what? I'm I'll be the I'll be the one.

But, you know, even just thinking about sharing the story, there wasn't there really wasn't a deliberation. It was how I was gonna present it. You know, it's not like he said, she said. It was I just want people to understand that the response he gave me was brilliant. It was perfect.

It wasn't what I thought. You know, it mine it was mine energy when I was there. And when I went into my heart center, it was like, oh, oh, okay. And now here I am on the radio talking with you. Exactly.

I know. I know. Oh, You can make this stuff up. I love you, Beth. Thank you, Kelly.

Thank you. Thank you. Can I share one touchstone for me? I bet, like, even on my heart, I owe you a call. I know.

We're gonna talk. Can I share one more thing quick, and then we'll let someone else go? Please. I love all the the specific touchstones you shared today, and, our I love having touchstones to go to, like, show me the wow. My one of my favorite commands from to spirit when I'm in that moment and I feel myself futuring instead of being in the now is show me what I need to know.

Spam my spirit to show me what I need to know. And I love I love I'm gonna start doing yours too. I command my spirit. Show me the wow. Show me the wow.

Show me the wow. That's so good because it could be whatever. Right? Could be whatever. It could be whatever.

It's just to get back in the moment instead of feeling the intensity of what I'm so inspired about, but I can tell if I'm not feeling inspired in the moment, then I'm not in the moment. I'm in the future. Exactly. Show me the wow. It's also for the for me, show me the wow is I don't need to know how.

I I just I'm Exactly. Thankfully thankfully, I don't need to know how, so show me the well. You know? It's so many different things rolled up into one word. I know.

I know. Yes. And then the other thing that one of my friends reminded, one of my favorite touchstones that I'd forgotten, was having trouble last week keeping my frequency up, with the, intensity of changes, and command language wasn't helping me shift. And, and he said, have you been have you been remembering to press your light? So that's one another one of my touchstones is not just to breathe the light in and say it, but press with authority, and that totally flipped it for me that day.

So that's something I just wanna share with everybody. That's also really helpful. You just press it. You know what I go ahead. No.

No. You go. Because I I'm feeling the intensities too, and you're not the only one. A lot of people are. So something I've come up with, and I just say it regularly when I feel like I'm getting pummeled, is, you know, I am source.

I am plugged in, charged up, and powered by source, so don't f with me. You know what I mean? Like, that's it. I am source. Plugged in, charged up, and powered by Source.

So, whoo, here I go. Yeah. Hear me roar. Dragons. We are dragons.

That's right. I love it. I love you so much, Beth. I you so much, Polly. Thank you for calling in and just being such a beautiful beautiful support.

So much love. Thank you. Thank you. Have a fantastic day. Beautiful day to you.

Beautiful day to you, my friend. Okay. I got my other beautiful soul sister on the line, Karen from PA. Karen. Hey, girl.

Hey, girl. What's going what's going on in your playground? What are you playing with? Well, I feel like a member of like, we're all members of a graduating class of 2025. Like, we all kind of, like, just are on our own doing what we're doing with the knowledge we've gained, and it's pretty cool because it seems like we're all in the same level now.

Does that make sense? Yes. It totally makes sense. And this I feel like there's you know, I keep saying there's not that many of us. So the the the ones that are here, the few, we're kind of on that level now.

We're all on that same level. I love it. You're so right. Great. Like, I listened to some of these old calls.

Like, I I remember you and I talked about that call. I cried when he did that because I felt what you felt. Like, I cried in my room, and I shut it off. I was mad. Was mad, like, hurt.

Like, was like, oh my god. She's so hurt. And I had I was just sending you, like, good vibes. I didn't know what to do about it. I get it now, but I needed that same little nudge because I listened to some of my calls.

I'm like, oh god. I can't believe I, like, cared about that shit. I don't feel like I'm in I'm in peak. The the, you know, bonds could be going off all around me and I'm like, okay. Like, that's it.

Okay. Let's just just not gonna I'm not reacting to anything. Like, don't care about all of that crap. I just don't care. Like, in a good way so good.

All the time. And people yeah. People sometimes think you're cold because you're not reacting. Oh, my cousin my my cousin's husband died. My my neighbor's best friend died.

Like, oh, okay. Like, I'm sorry. Mhmm. I'm gonna start feeling like I don't wanna spend my whole life listening to who is sick, dead, or dying and and those types of things. So but it's just I wanna be kind, but I'm I'm really craving alone time, like, than ever in my whole life.

I just wanna be in peace and quiet and alone. That makes sense? You you go, girl. You you're on the ascension track, and you're you're on the the fast bullet train. I was kind of going back, you know, in my mind just of, you know, just first or even the one on one call that I had with Q or just the the first calls, oh my gosh.

They're like you know, I was just a baby crawling. And then all of a sudden, I'm I'm, you know, I'm a toddler, and then I've got the training wheels. You know? And all of a sudden, it's just like you look back, and it's like, wow. Look at how far we've come.

This is so cool. And, you know, he's off the air now doing whatever. And look at the voices that are showing up. That's not coincidence. It's not coincidence.

So, Karen, I love you. Thank you for I love you. Even in my cells. I talked to you, and this is my first time listening live in since April, probably. Like, I've been out out and about doing my own thing.

And then I talked to you, and I thought, okay. Well, today will be a painting and swimming day, and I'll listen to BBS. For old time's sake. It's like going to a reunion. Feels like a reunion.

Yeah. Yeah. You owe me a a picture of a painting. You know? Oh, yeah.

Well, I have, like, 40. I I don't know. Maybe there's 50 to 50 women that's in this temper. I call it instead of my gallery, I call it my. I love it.

I love it. I'm just I'm in peace all the time. And and even though big stuff's happening and it doesn't matter, it's big to somebody else. It's not big to me. That's so good.

You know, you're you're you're really good example of, you know, deep in the matrix hoopla. You know, you don't have to go into it. But when you follow your heart, and I know you, the painting, and what you wanna do with that that heart centered, gift, if you will, you're making that transition. And I it's just beautiful to watch. So I just commend you, sister, for keep on painting.

Keep painting, and you're gonna change some Thank you. Thank you. You're gonna change the world through your your painting, but not just the the actual canvas painting, but, showing people how to paint helping people paint through their heart center. So if anybody's wanting to learn that's not even the right word. So maybe I'll have you on if you wanna come on, and we'll talk about it.

But I love you, girl. I love you. I have no formal no formal training of any kind. It's more about pretend like every canvas is a throwaway and just go. Just that's it.

Go. Yeah. But, yeah, that's right. You don't do it you don't do it for anything. Yeah.

You don't do it for anything but you. Exactly. And while I'm doing it, I'm in perfect peace. There's no mind. I don't even have a mind when I'm painting.

So when I listened back to I could that's why I stopped listening because the archives were kinda, like, embarrassing. I was like, oh, dear god. I can't believe I failed it like that. But just just looking at it when I was in it, it was so real. And now that I look back, it's kinda cool to see that kind of growth.

Like, I am not even the same person I was three months ago. Right. So It's so true. It's really happening fast, isn't it? It's fast.

Like, my memories are coming so fast, and I'm like, oh my gosh. Like, all those things that he said that I kinda was like, alright. I'll get it someday. I get it now. And so I you know, he asked me, what do you wanna do?

I know the answer now. I know I I can easily say the answer, and it has nothing to do with work. No? Thank you. Yay.

So yay. Yay. And thank you for connecting all of us. So you're doing an awesome thing by connecting us because you we kinda know who our sisters are and brothers are, and it's really nice to connect. Mhmm.

I love it. I love it. You really live up to that name, girl. Yeah. Well, you heard the first show how it was kinda him and and Han about what I should call the show.

That was the first thing that came to me, connect with Kelly. I'm like, I don't know. And I went through, you know, different gyrations, and my heart was like, no. Stick with it. And you know what?

It's perfect. It's absolutely perfect. It is. It is perfect. And we don't need to be fancy.

We just be us. Yeah. Yeah. You you you just be you because I love you so much. Thank you so much for calling.

I love you too, and you have a wonderful this Saturday, q day. Yeah. You too, love. Talk soon. Alright.

Take care. Bye. Oh, gosh. If I could just have the how do we bottle that feeling? Just all these calls, all the love.

I feel it. I feel all the love coming into me from those that aren't even voice to voice with me. I feel you all. I'm connecting with you all. I guess connect with Kelly.

It's so much bigger than I ever could imagine. I thought it was something else when I started, but this is such a great, great feeling. I want you all to feel it. Well, I could share something else, but I don't have enough time. So, it's it's amazing how quickly the quote time goes.

So I just hope y'all will join me again in two weeks on Saturday, July 19 at 10AM central. I'm gonna have a pretty amazing guest on. He's a fellow Qster. He's, actually been on, a show with Billy and Jane and and kind of he was part of a interview process with Q. And it's, doctor Thomas Zorich, and he's just so amazing.

He's he's a former professional athlete who unfortunately fortunately experienced a seriously debilitating injury. But, you know, we go through things for certain things that this one led him to become a chiropractor and a naturopath, and I would kinda hitch on to the word naturopath energy healer. So he he became that because of how ineffectual the, the current medical system was on his road to recovery. So, he is a phenomenal, highly conscious, you know, he he's he's a a matrix educated guy. He's a doctor, but way, way beyond that.

So his story of healing himself and others, even other other, professional athletes, he's he's healed. So it's very inspiring. You you just don't wanna miss that. So next two weeks, Saturday, July 19 at 10AM central. And I just kinda just throw something out there.

I'm I'm loving up this to all you breadcrumb artists and actors. Any of you who jive with me, a vibe with my mantra, which is if it's change we seek, let's be the change. If you know who you are. You're out there singing and and, you know, you've got some platforms that are you know, we feel you. We see you.

We know you. We wanna hear from you. We wanna hear from you, from your heart center. You you have a platform. You're sharing your voice for a reason.

What you say, what you have to say matters to me, to the collective. We wanna hear more from you, more from your heart. So this is my invitation to all you out there. I could name names. Some of them I've I've talked about on my show.

So I invite you to reach out to me. There's a contact form at the bottom of my BBS program page at bbsradio.com forward slash connect with Kelly. Hey. If I can do this, if I can get on here every two weeks and, embarrass myself and be transparent and vulnerable, Come on now. So can you.

Let's have a conversation just heart to heart just like we're having coffee. So, thank you in advance for that. And, I guess that's it for today, y'all. Thank you, BBS Radio, everyone listening. And, you know, you don't wanna miss unstoppable love, which is next with the incomparable Lauren and Zosia.

Please tune in. They are amazing. So see you all in two weeks. You beautiful souls. I love you so much.

Thank you for tuning in. Ta Ta for now.