Speaker Identification

Speaker 1 – Announcer / Theme Song Voice
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Speaker 2 – Aero / Host / Saint Thomas the Twin
The host identifies himself as “Saint Thomas the Twin” and says listeners can call him Aero. The automated transcript rendered the name as “Arrow,” but based on the spoken context and user-confirmed spelling, this has been corrected to Aero.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host
The host introduces him as co-host Rob Anderson. Rob participates throughout the episode.

Speaker 4 – Sheila / Production Manager
Aero identifies Sheila as being in the production manager seat, and she participates in the discussion.

Speaker 1 – Announcer / Theme Song Voice:
You can feel it, can’t you?

Something shifting. Something breaking through.

This isn’t just a voice. This is a signal.

They told you where to look for truth, somewhere distant, far from you. They built up walls inside your mind so you would never truly find.

But in the silence, in the space, there’s something time cannot erase. A quiet knowing, deep and slow, calling you to take control.

No more waiting. No more doubt.

Welcome to A St. Thomas Show, where the truth begins to glow. Not above and not below. It’s alive inside your soul.

This is where the veils come down, where the lost are finally found. Hear the call. It’s time to know.

You’re alive on A St. Thomas Show.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Greetings, greetings, and salutations. This is A St. Thomas Show. I am Saint Thomas the Twin, and you can call me Aero.

My co-host, Rob Anderson, are you in the house?

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
I’m not in the house. I’m on the house today because it’s beautiful, and I want to be outside.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Great, great. I’ll say, come to the table then. I’m just going to be out at the table. It’s great to have you here, Rob.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
The pleasure and the honor are mine.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Oh, thank you.

Sheila, we want to thank you for showing up in the production manager seat. So you’re at the table today, Sheila.

Speaker 4 – Sheila / Production Manager:
Hey, everybody. I’m glad to be here.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
I’m so happy to have you here. Thank you.

She herds all the cats and makes sure that we show up.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Oh, she does. She has volunteered to help keep the show together.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Thank you. I can’t even say thank you enough to Sheila.

And thank you to BBS Radio. They are technical support. We wouldn’t have a show without them.

To listeners, if you have any ideas about doing your own podcast, or if you have written a book or you have music that you would like to put out into the world, call Don and Doug at BBS Radio. They would love to help you get that onto the world stage.

And absolutely, to all listeners, there isn’t a show without you. Super-duper thank you to all subscribers. Your support is absolutely golden.

I have a song to bring forth today, and it kind of leads into the topic, so I’ll just do that.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Let’s hear it.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
All right. This song is “Peace Somehow.”

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Song performed.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
That’s excellent.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Thanks, Rob. I don’t do these songs justice. This is Avi Kaplan again, and his voice just vibrates the inside of my body when he sings. I like singing with him. It’s interesting, when I sing with him to his music, my voice vibrates with him. I have a different voice. But I’m sorry, you’re going to get the voice I’ve got today.

I just encourage people to find these singers and these songs.

The message of the song is about being high on the mountain, deep in the trees, flowing with the river, flying on the breeze, breathing in, breathing out, and finding peace somehow.

That’s what I want to bring to the table today for everyone.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Thank you for doing that.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Oh, well, it’s Q’s fault. He started this. It’s really important for us to sing and feel that resonance.

So many people think that, first of all, they can’t sing. They say, “I can’t sing.” It’s like, “Well, have you tried?” And most people say, “Well, no.”

It’s one of those things where we’re so self-conscious. You ever hear your own voice? I remember the first time it happened to me. It was on a recording, probably an old voicemail, back when we used to record voices for our answering machines. So many times, when people hear their own voice, it sounds weird to them.

I’ve heard that from so many people: “Oh, I don’t like the sound of my voice.” I’ve heard that from so many people. Out-of-alignment throat chakra. They’re just scared to do it.

So it’s a really powerful exercise if you can start doing it. It doesn’t matter if you’re good. It matters that you do it.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
You just told my story, I think. It’s in the mind.

My upbringing and the programs in my mind told me I couldn’t sing. In sixth grade, I tried out for choir or chorus. It sounded horrible, but I couldn’t figure out why I didn’t make it. I finally figured out later that I practiced the song lower, and then when the teacher played it on the piano, she played it in a higher key. I tried to match what she was doing, and I wasn’t used to it, so I didn’t make it.

That told me I couldn’t sing. Then my parents laughed at me when I sang in the shower. They made fun of me, so that told me I couldn’t sing.

The only time I sang in front of a high school group, I was just trying out for a theater show to go through tryouts. I had no intention of being on stage. I just wanted to go through the process of trying out. When it came around to my turn to sing, I squeaked. I came out with a note, and it went, “Eee,” and everybody laughed.

Now I’m the creator of my reality, and it happened exactly how I knew it would happen. Looking back, I think it’s funny. Yep, I squeaked, and everybody laughed.

Then the teacher actually pulled me aside one-on-one and had me sing with the piano. I said, “Yeah, but I’m not trying out.” He said, “I know, but let’s sing.” I said, “Yeah, but I’m not trying out.”

What I learned from the Q shows is that I needed to sing, and it didn’t matter what I sounded like. It was exactly like you said. The first time I heard a recording of myself, I thought, “Oh my gosh. That sounds weird.”

So singing helps me so much. One, it helps me stay in the now.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Yeah, it’s very good.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
I had an obsessive thought one day, and I would do my commands and get out of it, but man, it would come right back. I was driving down the road, going down an interstate without a lot of activity to use my mind with, and this obsessive thought just kept coming back. I couldn’t get rid of it. I commanded it out, and it came back.

So I started singing, “Old MacDonald had a cat,” and I sang my cat’s name. Then I went with a meow-meow here and a meow-meow there, here a meow, there a meow, and then my cat started going meow.

What I like about that song is that you get to create. You get to pick the next animal as you go, so it kept me in the now. I just kept singing it and singing it until whatever that thought was kind of dissipated.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
It’s a tough one with obsessive thoughts. Even if you can’t sing, even just humming helps. It doesn’t need to be something spectacular. A lot of times, I’ll just hum, and it won’t be a song that I know. I’ll just make something up, because it is very grounding and brings you into the moment.

Also, I think that tone, that vibration, or the fact that you’re vibrating, it’s like you’re keeping a force field. You’re keeping stuff out. You’re concentrating on something, and that resonance isn’t letting anything in. It’s like creating a protective bubble. It’s like, “I’m creating this vibration, and I’m not letting anything else in.”

Speaker 4 – Sheila / Production Manager:
I just have something to add about kids and going into parking garages or things like that. The echo. They just love to hear the sound of their voice in there. If you whistle when you’re in a space like that, it’s even better to me.

Yesterday I was at a store that had a big front entrance and an echo, and the gentleman who was greeting customers as they came in was whistling a song. I turned around and looked him straight in the eye and said, “That was beautiful. You have the best job in the house. Thank you for sharing.”

So whistling, kids yelling in a tunnel, it’s great.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Nice. Did you guys remember Q saying that we used to talk that way? I think it was singing, or it was not with the language that we have now, but I could swear he said that’s how we used to communicate, through singing.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Yeah, it makes sense to me. If you think about somebody’s voice and their inflections, you can tell somebody who’s speaking from the heart.

I’m practicing it too. That’s why being on this journey, being present in the moment, you are there. That’s why I love when we’re doing the shows. We don’t prep. I don’t want to know exactly what we’re talking about. Maybe a topic or two, but I like showing up and being present in the moment with no preconceived notion, no agenda. That’s creation in the moment.

Otherwise, I’m thinking of stuff. I’m thinking, “What if we say this or that? Then I should say this.” I want to be authentic in the moment, and I think that’s really important.

I totally forgot what the question was. Sorry.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
I was trying to remember what Q said about us singing. I know he said something about us singing.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
If you listen to the way he spoke, or when people are speaking from that sort of place, they almost speak like song. They have variation in their voice. They’re not monotone. They don’t sound like they’re reading something from memory or a memorized speech.

If you hear some politicians, for example, they’re just reading from a teleprompter or script, and there’s no feeling in it. If you sing your words, and you don’t have to sing them out loud, even the way I’m speaking right now is kind of like a song. I’m talking in different inflections to make it playful, to make it joyful. It’s not just like a computer iterating what’s coming out. That’s how some people speak.

When you speak from the heart, it almost becomes a song naturally.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Very nice.

The only other thing I want to talk about is “Peace Somehow” for the listeners. The reason we’re getting out of the mind and coming down into our hearts is that spirit is in our heart, and our spirit is 100 percent in peace all the time, in the now. That’s our spirit.

The song says to find the peace somehow. I want to back that up: find it at all costs. I say “at all costs” because if I find the peace, that will be finding my spirit. Our spirit is peace, so you’re finding your spirit when you find your peace.

At all costs, there’s no way I’m going to be at peace if I’m harming somebody. So don’t worry about the consequences of “at all costs.”

Can you hear me better now? I called my mind up a bit.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Oh, yeah. I like it.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
I didn’t realize it was that low. I didn’t adjust it. I don’t know what happened there. When Sheila talked, I could hear that she was clearer, and I can’t hear myself, of course, but it seemed like I was a little bit lower. It was definitely low when I checked it. I don’t know why it defaulted to that level. I apologize, listeners, if you couldn’t hear what I was saying.

The other thing I want to bring to the table, and I’m glad I’ve got someone to help me today, is this: just to remind the listeners, we don’t prep this show. We’re coming to the table, kind of improvising. We haven’t planned this topic or anything.

I noticed something, and it’s funny how I didn’t notice it in myself. I noticed it in somebody else, and then a week went by, and then I went, “Oh, nailed. Okay, me too. That’s what I’m doing.” It’s interesting because I didn’t realize I was doing it.

I come to this table, and I constantly say, “I am the creator of my own reality.” Then I ask, “How do I use Source? How do I bring Source in?”

We have been taught in the Christian religion that there’s a God up above in the stars, in heaven. We know now, according to what we discuss here, that that is a dark alien god. When we pray to this god in the sky, we actually become the prey.

A lot of us in the Q family changed the word God to Source, Creator, Spirit, or Spirit within. What I realized I’m doing is that all of my commands are to Spirit within right now. I’ve brought God, Source, Creator within me, so I’ve located it inside of me. But get this: one of my Q sisters came on her show and admitted she cussed out Source one day. She cussed out Source for not fixing her cat.

Immediately, I’m like, “Go look in the mirror. You’re Source. You’re the creator of your reality. Go look. You’re just cussing yourself out.”

It took me a week to realize that even though I’m saying “Spirit within,” it doesn’t matter what words I’m using if I haven’t shifted my conscious comprehension. Even though I’m praying to Source, God inside me, I’m still not identifying it as me.

I am Source.

Rob, you said, “I am.” You said we’re creation last week, so that was kind of a key too.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Yeah. That’s the thing. We are creators, but we’re creation. To just say you’re a creator, what does that mean? We are creation, creating all the time. It’s nonstop. Every moment of every day, you’re creating something. If you look left or look right, that’s all creation. Whatever you’re shining your light on, that is your creation.

Yes, we are creators. We have hands to make things with, and that’s all fine and dandy, but we are actually creation itself manifesting in human form.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Right. So when I’m commanding Spirit within, I’m commanding me.

It really hit me. I say all these words, and I guess I have to say the words so many times before it really sinks into the conscious shift of what I’m saying. That was my aha moment.

I don’t talk about this often, but I’ve had a cat that I’ve had an issue with for years. I don’t bring it to the table. I don’t talk about it, because I know I create the problem by talking about the problem. When I talk about the problem, I’m creating the problem.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
That’s an important thing too. I remember Ron Amantron specifically saying Source can’t give you anything. It’s not going to fix your cat. It’s not going to bring you a car. It’s going to give you peace. Maybe those things will come to you as a result of your peace, but Source energy is peace energy.

That’s the whole point of “what you pray to, you become prey to.” A lot of times, prayers are asking for favors. “Please help heal this,” or “Please make sure Billy passes his test and gets into university so he can get out of my house already.” All those things are almost like you trying to manipulate reality itself.

Source doesn’t give you that. Source energy is peace energy. You have to accept and be at peace with where it is and see all in divine perfection. Otherwise, you’re judging. You’re judging Billy’s creation. You’re judging a cat. Maybe your cat wants to be sick. Maybe its consciousness wants to experience what it’s like to be a sick cat. Who are you to say that is wrong? Who are you to judge that experience of that being?

If your brother is going through a tough time, and you’re praying for him to be better, maybe he needs to go through a tough time. Not that people want to go through tough times, but it’s our conscious choices and decisions that often bring us the things in our lives, or it’s our DNA bringing something forth that needs to be healed and addressed in this lifetime.

To judge it and pray to a God outside of ourselves, that’s why we’re in the state of affairs we’re in. It’s a battle of the mind. People are praying for this, and people are praying for that, and people are praying for everything outside themselves, whereas they’re not really at peace with the way things are. It’s like you’re trying to manipulate reality outside of yourself by asking something higher than you for a favor, saying, “Hey, could you put a little bump in my direction? Maybe give me the winning lottery numbers this weekend?”

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Yeah.

This is my favorite exercise: when I don’t like what my reality is, what I’m observing, what I’m looking at, I stop. That’s always a great moment for me, just to stop.

Then I go, “Okay. I’m the creator of it. I can create anything. Why am I creating this?” Because I am. My reality is my creation.

Sometimes I can see the answer and understand, “Okay, this is why I’m doing this.” Sometimes I maybe don’t really get the aha in it, but I know I can stop it.

Then I get excited about it. That’s the other tool. “Oh, I just can’t wait to see how this turns out.”

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Yeah. I think that’s the best plan of action to take. If you think about it, if you’re alive, breathing, and listening to this show right now, you’re okay. You’ve made it.

Generally, your problems aren’t in the present moment, unless somebody is actively punching you in the face. All your problems are mostly just in your head. Sure, maybe there’s a bill that’s due, or a friend is sick, but in that present moment, right now, I have issues. I have life circumstances that maybe aren’t the best, in my opinion. Would I like things to be a little bit better here and there? Sure. But are there problems? Not unless my mind makes them out to be.

I’m here, having a great time with you all, and that’s the most important thing. That’s what really matters.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Yeah. I can observe what’s there, but it’s my mind that tells me whether it’s a problem or not.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Yeah, or creates a story: “Oh, jeez, this always happens.” Well, then that’s what’s going to keep happening if you keep telling yourself that.

That’s the problem with our DNA. If we have these recurring events throughout our lives, our body keeps bringing them forth until we heal and resolve them. That’s why people end up in the same crappy relationship with different actors, same scene, until you say, “Maybe this is in me that is happening through me.”

Some people say life isn’t happening to you; it’s happening for you. I might say it’s happening through us. So what’s coming through you? What keeps coming up in your life that maybe is your spirit and your body saying, “Hey, we need to overcome this”?

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
I might want to shift my perception. If this is an assimilation, and let’s say my cat is licking bald spots, and she has these bald spots that she’s obsessively licking, I want to shift this reality.

I’ve done the commands. I’ve done the healing. Before all of this, this goes way back, maybe to the beginning of listening to Q. I did the doctors. I did the $380 allergy test. I removed all the allergic things.

One time in the Creation Lightship, I put the computer next to the cat, ran a clearing, and all of her hair grew back in. I thought, “Damn, I’m good.” I celebrated. It was all gone.

Then, six months later, it came back. It started again. So I did all of that.

How do I shift my reality? As long as I’m looking at my cat with bald spots, I see a cat with bald spots.

I was going to say I decided, but that’s a bad word. I want to bring up that I don’t like the word “decide,” and I’m going to give credit to Teresa Songbird, who pointed out that “cide” means murder, as in homicide or suicide. Decide is murdering my thought, or murdering my spirit with thought. I don’t know, but let’s switch that word.

I choose to see a reality with a cat that is fully furred. There are no bald spots on her at all. She is whole, and she is healthy. That is exactly the way I see her.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Yeah. That’s the best way you can look at it. Otherwise, you’re in direct opposition to the light, to what is. You’re having resistance to what is, and it’s just what it is. It’s not right or wrong. Like the old parable of who knows what’s good or bad, it just is what it is.

If you don’t create this story or this mind-made meaning behind it, that’s what really affects a lot of us growing up. We weren’t taught. Everything was outside of us. We weren’t taught to stop creating the story.

You were saying earlier about your parents laughing at you when you sing, and then that always comes up. Then you don’t sing because we’re creating our reality from the past because of our DNA. But if we could step outside of that and say, “No, not anymore,” and heal that past from us, then we have the opportunity to create something new, something from the moment, Source energy, that’s not based on the past.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Right. We’ve also been trained with TV and movies and the narrative from the nefarious forces who were in charge of prison planet. They are not in charge anymore, and this is not prison planet. We have the ability to get out of here.

They trained us to see what they wanted us to see, what they wanted us to create.

For the People.Space, and we always put a good plug in for For the People.Space with Asha writing there, I think it was in “The God Thing,” talked about Star Trek. When it came out, it was an optimistic, hopeful future where humanity had eliminated war, poverty, and disease. In actuality, it was a documentary to awaken humanity so we may remember who we are and create a reality without war, poverty, and disease, which is what we’re doing now.

That’s how I see it. That’s my reality. That’s exactly what we’re doing now. We’re creating a New Earth with no war, no poverty, and no disease.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Yeah, and it’s us who have to do it. It starts inside.

I always make the joke that I grew up watching The X-Files, and their slogan is “The truth is out there.” That’s a real good way to program a kid to search out there for the answers that are within.

Everything we’ve ever seen and witnessed, not only all the DNA in our parents and all of our ancestors’ lives, but everything we’ve seen in this life, has been imprinted upon us. Think about how well they did that. Everything you’ve seen on a screen or heard on a radio is some sort of mind control in some way, because what you choose to present to people matters.

I don’t listen to the radio, but I was on a job with someone, and they were listening to this news channel. It was the same story about the premier of our province for two days straight. I didn’t say anything because I didn’t want to create any conflict, but I was just like, “This is really strange that this is what this person listens to.” In their life, they just keep getting imprinted with this nonsense that has nothing to do with reality and creation.

Everything you’ve seen is now imprinted upon you. All those movies you thought were just movies, and all those war experiences, no wonder we have bad dreams. No wonder we have nightmares. No wonder they create false holograms for our spirit to jump into, because it’s all imprinted upon us, and they know exactly what’s going to trigger us because it’s literally recorded within our cells.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
That’s a great point to bring up.

What I’ve identified in my dreams is that it’s all stuff ingested into my vessel in my awakened state, whether it’s something somebody said or something I watched.

I realized that, as a kid, I used to watch these spooky movies with my uncles and then go to bed and have nightmares. When I was little, monsters were always in them, and monsters were always chasing me. As a little bit older kid, I realized that if I don’t watch those spooky movies, I don’t have nightmares. I don’t have monsters in my dreams.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Yeah, and now it’s imprinted in your consciousness. Do you think somebody who grew up Amish and never watched those movies has dreams like that? Probably not.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Now I’m waitressing, and I call them waitress nightmares. Little truck stop by the side of the road.

I had a dream the other night, and one of the girls I work with was in it. She was the good character in my dream. Then, for some reason, there was this other waitress who showed up, and she was like a thorn in my side. She was a waitress from another restaurant.

When I woke up, I thought, “But I really liked her. She was never a thorn in my side.” The restaurant that she came from was one where I had a problem with other women, but not the one who was in my dream. So I thought, “Well, at least I was bringing the one I liked into it,” but in the dream, I did have a problem with her.

I just laugh, because what else do you do when you wake up with it? Just laugh.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
That’s the thing with dreams. They can timeline-crash you, because then you wake up and you’re not in your present reality because you’re thinking about your dream.

Until you find out that dreams are parallel lives, that’s a tough one to swallow. If you wake up in a cold sweat, you can’t tell me your body isn’t reacting like that was real. Whatever your spirit was imprinted with in that parallel life, your spirit brought back, and now the body vessel you’re in is experiencing it.

I don’t have them too often anymore, but I had one a few weeks ago where I woke up. I don’t even remember what the dream was, but I woke up with my heart pounding and sweating. I was just like, “Wow.” If you think about what they’re actually doing to us, they’re not only getting us during the day. They’re getting us in our sleep as well. Very clever.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
I want to clarify the words “they are doing to us.” In my reality, it was past tense. They aren’t doing anything to me today.

But we had to wake up to find out what was going on so we could free ourselves from the prison planet, which is just a connection of our minds.

I have another For the People quote. Let me read this one. This is from For the People.Space, “Slaves No More.”

“It’s very rare anyone actually has thoughts that are genuinely their own. The mind is a receiver connected to the old empire’s mind-control system. But your heart will always be connected with your spirit, and your spirit, even with amnesia, remains eternally connected with peace in the now, where true wisdom can reach you when you rely on spirit instead of the mind.”

So when you say what they were doing to us, they were doing it to us. But if I’m living from my mind, that mind is still maybe connected to that old empire control system. It’s about getting out of the mind, going into our hearts, and finding peace.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Yeah. It’s interesting, and it’s okay to get peace. A lot of times, somebody shared a quote with me, and I forget who said it, but it’s like, “The mind will choose familiar chaos over unfamiliar peace every time,” because it knows the chaos.

If you want to blame your problems, or blame whatever’s going on, or blame the anxiety inside of you on Donald Trump or the Canadian prime minister, that’s fine, but you’re creating that. It’s okay to be at peace. It’s okay not to have these thoughts. It feels foreign to us, but the mind wants to jump to what it knows and wants to blame something for the circumstance it finds itself in.

If you find your life unacceptable, it’s easy to blame the economy, this, or that. But it’s not that.

I know what it’s like to go to bed feeling chaos and then wake up the next morning feeling peace. It feels so foreign. It almost feels like something’s wrong. Like Saint Paul said, the peace that passes all understanding. It’s like, “How is it that I’m at peace when yesterday, or even an hour ago, I was in turmoil?”

A lot of times, it’s just a choice. I love Osho’s quote: “There’s no such thing as peace of mind. It’s peace or mind.”

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
I like that. One of my big hang-ups was the unknown. I would be so fearful of the unknown that I would choose the constant pain and chaos, and the constant obnoxiousness, over not knowing.

That’s where I was really hung up over the years. But that’s just training in my mind. It trains me with “What if? What if? What if?” It fantasizes about all these unknown things. Of course, I create boogeymen in the mind about what’s around the corner because I’m not around the corner yet.

Instead, that’s what we’re learning here. I’m creating that when I get around that corner, it’s going to be butterflies, flowers, and hummingbirds. I get to create what’s around the corner instead of sitting here manifesting monsters around the corner and being fearful, thinking, “I’d rather just stay here.”

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Yeah. The mind is the what-ifs. I used to be the master of what-ifs. You think you’re being diligent in planning, but really you’re just creating these false narratives, these false timelines. They’re real timelines, but they’re in your mind, and you’re not proactively doing anything. You’re just sitting there imagining disaster.

I was like, “Why would I do that?”

I remember a couple years ago, I was going through a tough time financially, and I didn’t even have nice shoes. I was prospecting for work, and I was like, “I can’t go in there with these shoes. This person is going to see them.” Then I thought, “Why am I focusing on my shoes with holes in them?”

I said, “You know what? Screw it. I’m going anyway.” I got there, and she was behind this massive desk, more like a counter. When I walked in, she never even had the opportunity to see my shoes.

I created this hour-long fantasy nightmare in my mind about my shoes. What did it matter? I’m probably never going to see this person again, so who cares what she thinks about my shoes? That was stopping me from moving forward because I was creating this narrative. I had to laugh afterward because there was no way she would ever have seen my shoes from where she was.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
I want to bring it back to the God talk, because I really feel it’s around the corner for the masses to get information about being seeded on this planet, negative aliens, and so many Christians trained in doctrine. We’ve been trained that this doctrine is truth.

Some people have devoted their whole life to what they believed was right and true, to God and Jesus, doing the right thing, and being kind to their neighbors. They’ve given all their heart and soul to all of that. It won’t be easy for them to accept that it was all controlled, all mind, and all narrative by a dark alien race that wanted to control us.

This is another quote from For the People, “Slaves No More”:

“When the truth comes out about God, about existence, and the nature of reality, many will have breakdowns as identities are shattered. That shattering can also remove mind control, return memory, and spiritual power. You will all know and experience yourself as a creator and infinite divine being who has been told for thousands of years you are a peon who must then beg for favors and turn to this god in the sky.”

It’s going to be okay if we feel like we’re having a breakdown. So many people on this journey have said to me, “Oh, I feel like I’m losing my mind,” and I just go, “Yay. That’s great,” because we’re supposed to get that. Feeling like we’re losing our minds is really the best place we can get to.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
It’s true. I always tell people, “No, you’re not losing your mind.” I felt the same way, and then I realized that up until that point in time, I was lost in the mind.

I don’t even say “my mind” because I don’t think mind is local. Like you said, our brain is a receiver, but mind is in time. I don’t say “mine” anymore. It’s not my mind. It’s the mind. Like the Matrix. I like to look at it as the collective consciousness. I don’t take ownership over any mind energy because it’s not mine.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
So I really encourage this: be okay and find peace somehow, even though everything we’ve known is shattering, everything we’ve known is falling apart. Just find the peace somehow.

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
For people asking, “How do you do that, Aero?” I’ll share my example from this morning.

Now that I’m back working a full-time job, with lots of overtime during the week, Sunday came, and I had this list of to-dos that I wanted to nail through. I called it the “to-don’t list” this weekend because I had all these things I wanted to do, but what I really wanted to do was wake up on the warmest morning of the year so far and go into the backyard. I did qigong.

Then I thought, “You know what? I want to go down to the lake.” I walked down to the lake super slowly, just the most casual pace. I walked, talked to the trees, smelled the flowers, and I just let all the stuff that seemed to be barking at me, all the stuff I was supposed to do on Sunday, fall away. I said, “I’m not doing any of that. I’m going down, I’m doing qigong, I’m getting the energy flowing in my body, and then I’m taking a casual saunter down to the lake.”

Then I took a quick dip, chatted with some lady there who stopped and asked about the water because she goes swimming there too. That’s how you find peace. It’s choosing it. Or you can choose turmoil. “Okay, I’ve got this huge to-do list.” That’s fine if you want to do it, if you can do it from a place of peace.

I do my to-do lists way better when I’m at peace rather than, “Oh, I have to do this. I’ve got to get this done.” Then you’re forcing outcomes. You’re trying to push a wet string. You’re forcing something that feels unnatural. When you go with the flow, things seem to work out a lot better, don’t they?

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Yeah.

I caught myself having a thought over the money situation, and I had to really catch myself. I’m in a restaurant, my fourth year there, and I actually love waiting tables. I don’t do it year-round. It’s seasonal.

Every time I first come back, when I have my first tables with customers, I come back to the kitchen all warm and fuzzy because I love talking to these people. I love the girls I work with. I love the people. I think the owners have a really great-quality restaurant, and I’m really impressed with what they’ve done with it.

It’s fun to come back. The girls I work with, I haven’t seen since last summer, so it’s fun to come back and see them.

This is the Black Hills. It’s where Mount Rushmore is. Millions of people come here in the summer, and the businesses have to bring in usually college kids, but not necessarily. Some of them are older, on work visas. We bring a lot of people in. We have Hondurans, Mexicans, and Jamaicans.

One of the kids I’ve known for a few years now comes every summer. He’s from Jamaica. I said, “So you’ve seen Mount Rushmore?” He said, “Yeah.” I said, “What about hiking? Have you hiked here in the Black Hills?”

There’s a peak that’s higher than all the others. It’s the highest point, and you get up there, and there’s a lookout tower. You can literally get this spectacular view because you’re at the highest point, looking out into the distance. When people visit me here, if they want to go hiking, that’s the first hike I take them on.

He had never been there. I said, “Okay.” These people who come from foreign countries, one employer brings them here, but they usually walk down the street and get a second job. So these guys are working six and seven days a week.

I got him to commit to a certain day he had off, a Tuesday, from one job, but he had to work the other job. I said, “Ask off.” I said, “Or we could do a small hike after that job, or you can ask off and we’ll do a big hike.” He chose to ask off, and we were going to do this big hike.

It’s one I haven’t done. It comes into the peak from behind. I always do the three-mile hike, which is the shortest version to get there, but there’s a huge hike behind the peak that you can come in from the other way, and I’ve always wanted to do it.

I scheduled with him, and I went in yesterday, and he’s not only working one job; he’s working two jobs that day. His schedule changed. I’m like, “Okay. I asked off on that day, so now I’m going to miss out on the money of that day because I asked off to go on this hike and show this guy this fabulous place.”

I caught myself going, “Man, I really could use that money.” But it dawned on me that obviously I need to take that hike by myself. I have wanted to do it for many years and have not come in on the backside.

I just have to laugh at how trained the mind is. The first thing I went to was, “Oh, I asked off, and now I won’t have that money.”

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
It’s funny the way the mind works. These silly little things. It always jumps to that. I totally understand what you mean because I’ve been down that road too. But the hike is probably worth more than the money.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
It is. It definitely is.

Speaker 4 – Sheila / Production Manager:
Aero, I was telling you about the time. We have about seven minutes or so left.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Perfect. Thank you. I appreciate that.

The hike doesn’t take me very long to recognize as worth more than the money. I’ve been dealing with thoughts about money ever since I’ve been on the Q train. I’ve been looking at money and letting go of the concepts of it. It catches me by surprise because here I am again, going to money first. It’s the first go-to of the mind.

Then it’s just stepping aside, observing, and going, “Yeah, that’s typical of my mind.” Okay, it’s all right. Then I giggle and know right away.

I was at work when I found out, and I thought, “Maybe I should get back on the schedule.” That was that money thing that popped up. Then I caught myself and realized, “Oh no. This is the day that I get to take this very long hike with my spirit, with my Source energy. All 12 frequencies and the office are going to come with me on my hike, and it’s going to be a fabulous day.”

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
Just on a similar thing, I did the same thing last week. I had this to-do list. I was like, “I’ve got to go to the grocery store, then I’ve got to do this.” My brother was here, and I was trying to maximize my time with my brother because I hadn’t seen him in five months.

I’m speaking the way my mind was thinking. “We’re going to do this. I’m going to do that. We’re going to go here. I’ve got to do this first because we need this.”

So I walked up to go to the grocery store, and I got to the junction where left is the grocery store and right is the nature path. I said, “Spirit, what are we doing?” And I went down the nature path. I walked all the way down to the creek.

It was amazing because then my mom caught up with me. She was going there too, and it was a place I had shown her. It was amazing because I chose to do that instead of rushing to the grocery store. I needed to slow the pace down.

It was so beautiful because I saw a bird that I’d never seen before. There were salmon swimming up the stream, and we were checking them out. She was asking me what kind of fish they were. Then all of a sudden, I saw this bird fly by and land in the tree. I know the salmon were there, and I couldn’t figure out what the bird was. I was Googling it, and it was called a black-crowned heron.

It was so beautiful. I’ve never seen one. I’ve lived for 42 years, and I might never see one again. But if I had chosen the mind and gone to the grocery store because I had to, on this seeming time constraint, I might never have seen that bird in my entire life. Because I chose to go with my spirit and go out into nature, I was gifted with this amazing experience.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Nice.

I’ll have my wrap-up, and then I’ll give you a chance, and Sheila, I’ll even give you a chance if you have any closing comments.

I don’t know why, but I’m just pouring out For the People today. In “The God Thing,” this isn’t an exact quote because I’m throwing in some of my own stuff, but Yeshua taught that humans are equal to him 2,000 years ago. My brother Yeshua was here teaching humans that we were all equal.

The quote from For the People is: “The old empire operatives reversed his teachings. They named him Jesus, and they named him as the one and only God, separate and more powerful than any human could ever hope to be.” This is such a lie.

I like to bring these lies to the table. One of the first things I ever heard from Q interviews, before he started his own shows, was that he said he was in one of the light columns in the body of Yeshua. But he also explained that we all have the same abilities as Yeshua today. Today, we all have the same abilities.

The other quote that came out of that same part of For the People is: “You were created to soar through existence free, with all of your spiritual powers, awareness, and full knowing of who you are.”

So allow yourself to know. Go find that peace somehow. Come to your heart and know that we are the gods and goddesses creating our own realities, and we are all powerful. We are equal to Yeshua. Equal.

Rob, do you have any closing comments?

Speaker 3 – Rob Anderson / Co-Host:
True peace and mastery are to be gentle and extend grace, love, and compassion no matter what the stress levels are. That first goes toward yourself.

I think that on this journey, it’s easy to be most critical of ourselves because we’re like, “How did I not see this before?” So it’s not always easy. It’s to really be true and honest with yourself about what you prefer.

Do you want to be a slave to time or things, the to-do list? Like I said, the to-don’t list. Don’t do that today. Go right and go through nature instead of going left into time.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Yep. Sheila, do you just want to say goodbye or any closing comments?

Speaker 4 – Sheila / Production Manager:
I just want to say goodbye and beautiful day to everyone. This has been a wonderful show.

Speaker 2 – Aero / Host:
Thanks, Sheila and BBS. I guess we’ll call that a wrap. Love, love, love. Thank you, everybody.