Apple Pie Playground, May 10, 2026
Apple Pie Playground with Valerie
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The liberation of a matrixed world wouldn't be complete without alien disclosures of some kind, would it? And how will the heart handle such news? Let's talk.
Curiosity, Disclosure, and the Soul’s Way Out of the Script
Opening the Playground Through the Inner Child
The episode opens with Apple Pie Playground’s invitation into healing, transformation, and the divine inner child before host Valerie welcomes listeners to the playground. She asks the audience to set aside “adulting” and think with the heart rather than the analytical mind. From the beginning, she frames the conversation as an inner-child and heart-centered exploration of difficult ideas. Valerie thanks BBS and prepares listeners for a discussion that may feel uncomfortable but is meant to be approached with grace, curiosity, and emotional honesty.
Alien Disclosure, Religion, and the Human Creation Story
Valerie introduces the topic of alien disclosure, noting that governments appear to be opening avenues of information about life beyond the limits of ordinary human understanding. She suggests that disclosure may also challenge organized religion’s view of biblical history and humanity’s creation story. Rather than treating aliens and religion as unrelated subjects, she invites listeners to feel into the possibility that both may be part of a larger puzzle about who humanity really is. She emphasizes that humanity remains deeply loved, purposeful, and filled with the spark of Source creation, regardless of what new information may emerge.
The Truman Show as a Model for False Reality
A central metaphor in the episode is The Truman Show, which Valerie uses to explore the idea that humanity may have been born into a fabricated or scripted reality without recognizing it. She compares Truman’s discovery of repeating patterns and a falling stage light to the awakening moments people may experience when their own reality stops adding up. Valerie argues that movies, television, books, and stories may have gently introduced humanity to ideas that will later be understood more literally or spiritually. The stage light becomes a symbol of curiosity, a sudden disruption that invites the spirit to ask questions the brain may not be ready to answer.
Source Consciousness, Ego, and the Matrix of Control
Valerie then expands the discussion into Source consciousness, spirit, ego, and the material systems she believes keep humanity separated from its true nature. She describes human life as deeply controlled through food, shelter, energy, water, education, law, religion, family systems, births, deaths, travel, and recreation. In her framing, the brain and ego help maintain identity inside a false reality, while spirit provides the energetic pathway between Source and soul. She says curiosity and spiritual tethering allow people to reconnect with truth, while judgment, distraction, and fear keep them inside the matrix.
Aha Moments, Change, and the Work of Disclosure
The episode emphasizes that disclosure should be treated as an opportunity for “aha moments,” not merely as information to accept or reject. Valerie encourages listeners not to dismiss disruptive news or strange revelations too quickly, because curiosity can become the first step toward transformation. She acknowledges that truth can be uncomfortable and that many people prefer familiar suffering to the disruption of change. Still, she argues that humanity’s way forward depends on spiritual self-care, quiet observation, open-mindedness, and the willingness to ask hard questions. Her broader message is that people are not disposable and that the way forward must be together.
The Dixit Card and the Sovereign Machine of the Self
Near the end, Valerie guides listeners through a Dixit-card reflection involving a steampunk-style hydroelectric machine made of copper, gauges, valves, light bulbs, steam, plants, and quartz crystals. She invites listeners to imagine the machine turning on, to notice the faces in the steam, and to ask what the machine is, what it does, and whether they have used it before. The visualization becomes a symbolic exercise in bringing subconscious material into conscious awareness. Valerie closes by connecting the image to the idea that humans are not machines for others, but liberated sovereign beings who can break free, work for themselves, and return to curiosity, healing, and inner-child play.
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Speaker 1 – Prerecorded Intro Voice:
Welcome to Apple Pie Playground, where we serve up slices of healing for the heart.
Stay tuned for a journey of transformation back to the divine inner child.
Can you come out and play today?
Speaker 2 – Valerie / Host:
Welcome everybody to Apple Pie Playground.
I'm your host, Valerie.
We are opening up to our inner child this afternoon.
And that is the most honest part of ourselves, right?
That part of us that can feel what's true even when our brains can't exactly understand
what the heart is feeling, right?
And I want to challenge us this afternoon on the playground to think with our hearts,
never mind adulting today, okay?
We need the inner child this afternoon as we share ideas together.
And I think you'll realize what I'm talking about as we get into today's show.
And always, always thank you, BBS, for being on the playground with us.
And we love you, BBS.
So we are hearing a lot of news about alien files this week, aren't we?
And governments are starting to produce a number of avenues of disclosure in order to
sort of bring folks into an awareness of life that extends out, you know, outside of our
current shared reality or what we understand in our limitations as human beings, what might
actually be more than what we think we are in a space that is more expansive than we might
realize.
And as I'm understanding it, alien disclosure might also have another sort of goal as something
of a challenge to the way organized religion experiences the biblical history of humanity,
right?
So this idea of disclosure is hitting a lot of points and putting them together.
And one of those points might actually be a better understanding or clarity around the
history of humanity and maybe even our creation story.
And like every other kind of disclosure coming our way, and we know there are lots of things
being disclosed if we're paying attention and a lot more to come as we understand.
As we watch these things unfold, we are really meant to put the pieces together into a whole.
Does that make sense?
A whole story of information that fits together like a puzzle that sort of helps us redefine
who we really are if we're paying attention.
And you know, if we're curious enough and awake enough and aware enough, I think we're
going to be extremely fascinated by what we learn that we never knew, the things that
we don't know that we don't know.
We're coming our way fast and furious.
And I think it's going to be a fascinating ride, friends, a fascinating ride.
So what could aliens and religion possibly have to do with each other?
Those two topics are about as far apart as history and society and churches could possibly
make them, aren't they?
Well, let's talk about it and see where this kind of proposal leads us.
You want to?
And I want to encourage us to feel into the information today, to feel into the topic,
and then maybe later as we reflect, we can sort of let the brain do what it does and
judge and doubt and reject the ideas we might talk about.
You know, if we need to do that.
But for now, maybe we can just allow ourselves to be curious more than anything else.
What do you say?
So this topic is a little painful for me in some ways.
So we're going to give ourselves a lot of grace today and we're going to talk some things
through.
Okay.
And I want to be clear that from the very start, okay, from the very start, humanity
has been a very special creation, okay?
So loved and so special and purposefully filled with the spark of Source creation, friends,
we are children of God in the truest sense and nothing can change that truth.
Do we understand as much friends what I'm talking about?
What we may not know is that we have been enslaved as a people for as long as we can
remember.
Okay.
As long as we can remember, a lot of the effort to enslave us really has come through
the reproduction of our history and the rewriting over and over and over again to sort of fit
the scene with the evolution of things like social order and our technology and that kind
of a thing.
And the misapplication really of sacred knowledge has done a lot of rewriting of their history
through things like biblical information.
And this is all stuff that has been coming out this week.
So let's get ready for things that might stir us friends, things that might be not only fascinating
but fairly uncomfortable for us as we learn things that are coming our way.
It's only a matter of time until we learn things that might be really a little hard
to believe right now.
Okay.
It's really not a matter of if anymore.
It's a matter of when, when will these things unfold in the public sphere as it were, right?
And this difficulty may not come about because the information changes who we are, right?
Because it doesn't.
But because information about our human history might change the way we appreciate how we
live in the world the way that we do right now, right?
It's going to open a lot of eyes from what we understand.
And
I want to use the example of the movie, The Truman Show today.
Okay.
So remember the movie where Jim Carrey plays something of a mild mannered guy who discovers
that his small town neighborhood reality is actually a movie set?
Do we remember that movie?
Well friends, it's sort of like, like our reality right now and especially right now.
Okay.
All the worlds of stage, especially right now.
Our world is scripted.
It is a movie.
And there may come a time when we realize just how scripted it always has been, at least
in our distant memories as far back as the history books will go.
And I'm wondering if that would surprise you.
And I'm wondering if that is something you are curious enough to think more about.
So the idea in The Truman Show is that the main character is born into a false reality.
But he never knew the difference, right?
He was born into this false reality.
He never knew the difference his whole life.
Until he starts observing looping scenarios in his environment, right?
And things stopped adding up as it were, right?
Things would loop in his environment where people and events sort of kept shuffling around.
Do you remember any of those scenes?
You remember?
Hopefully we've seen the movie and we're able to start making some connections, right?
Let us realize just how realistic the show actually is for us, right?
It's why we're on a very purposeful journey into conscious awakening right now.
Do we know that?
Into spiritual awakening?
There has been a lot put into our path.
For many, many years now, movies, television, you name it, books and stories.
Lots of things have been put into our path to sort of gently unfold ideas, to kind of
give our slow, reluctant brains time to begin to put the pieces together.
Maybe some of us haven't done such a great job when we think about the kinds of movies
that we're watching and the sci-fi that we're seeing and we're not putting together that
perhaps this is a reality that we may learn about very soon and realize just how real
and how documentary so much of it actually is.
The idea is that it's time now for us to regain our connections with our souls and begin to
strengthen a spiritual tether to our source.
We've had something of a soft touch so far, but now I think that we are ready to be jolted
a little more.
At least that's what the good folks who have been putting together this rescue plan for
humanity may believe that it's time for greater disclosure.
It's time really for us to begin to walk into greater truths.
It starts with recognizing where we are and what is a fairly forced evolution of man when
you think about it.
I'm wondering, can we allow ourselves to understand that we are experiencing, well, it is it is
a fairly fabricated reality as humans right now.
I'm borrowing that word fabricated because it fits so well, we have been in a fabricated
reality as long as our collective memory friends.
If you can believe that.
So basically the physical constructs of our shared reality, as we like to call it, they
have all been micromanaged since forever.
Every single construct, every single system that we have.
And why would that be?
Why do that?
Is that the question we have?
Well, to assure that humans perpetuate a false reality, right?
The fabrication has to be real.
It has to feel real.
We have to pair it with brains that will create a continuation of this false reality.
Do we see that?
We have to live in a brain whose ego can reinforce this social order being created for us.
Do we see that?
So we act out the script being written for us in everything we do.
Every single thing we do, think about your day.
How does it start?
What's the middle?
What do you come home to?
How does it end?
Right?
Can we friends allow ourselves to feel into what that might mean for a minute?
This fabrication of every single part of our life experience that pulls us and pushes
us and controls us in every conceivable way.
I mean, consider for just one moment that everything in our daily experience is completely
contrived.
Contrived for one purpose, right?
For one purpose to keep us separated and from what?
Well, to keep us separated from our tether to Source consciousness.
Why do you think we talk about it so much?
Why do you think everybody's talking about it, friends?
Why do you think everybody's talking about this word consciousness, this idea of conscious
awareness?
Why do you think it's so very, very important to put those two words together?
Because that is the one thing that this matrix is trying to keep us from.
Because it's the one thing that ruins the whole matrix.
It's the one thing that wakes us from everything that is false around us, everything that
is false around us.
And how is that going to be the most successful way to keep us from our Source consciousness,
the contrivance, the manipulation?
Well, by manipulating every material experience a human has, and I mean every single one,
every experience a human needs to thrive and survive.
Think about it, manipulating our food, our food sources, our food supplies, manipulating
our shelter, right, where we live, where we stay, how we pay for a roof over our heads,
right?
If you can believe that, we're on a planet where we have to pay to eat and to be sheltered.
Can you step back for a second and even imagine that?
And every human experience being manipulated, manipulating energy, energy resources, the
free stuff is out there, friends and dare I say it's probably being used.
And every other thing that's been invented, folks die.
Cars have been hydroelectric for a very, very long time.
Only the secrets have been stowed away and kept from a humanity that desperately wants
to travel, right?
So we're talking about a manipulation of energy of water, water supplies, water quality, soil,
soil quality, and manipulating our education, our loss, our governance, our religion, manipulating
our family organization, our births, our deaths, our physical freedoms like traveling and recreation.
Do we see that?
Find one thing that is not controlled in this life.
Just one.
Let's just think together.
Just find one thing that is not controlled, that is not regulated, where there's no policy,
where there's no law, where there's no requirement, where there's no regulation.
Can we even find one thing?
We give birth to children who have to have birth certificates to prove that they are living
in entities.
Why does that have to happen, friends?
Think about it.
How free are we really?
And being completely open and honest with ourselves, how free are we?
And you know, maybe the scariest feeling on this planet right now, the absolute scariest
thing to think about right now, the scariest thing on this planet right now, are the folks
who have no idea what I'm talking about.
Now that's scary, friends.
That is terrifying.
It can be terrifying to realize that gods of another realm, beings of a different species
have mastermind to human history, have organized a human society, have ritualized a human reality
that has enslaved us to the point that we can't even see that we're imprisoned.
We think paying taxes is the honorable, patriotic thing to do.
We can't even see the walls around us.
We can't even see the matrix, the programming.
We don't even see it.
We don't even know what liberty feels like.
We have literally nothing to compare it to.
That is terrifying.
That is terrifying, friends.
Well, why would somebody do that?
Why would somebody mastermind the control of a race of peoples?
Why would somebody do that?
Who would think of such a thing?
Why would that happen?
Enslave humanity.
Why would that make sense?
Well friends, because we are creative energy.
We are vibrant and emotional and sensual.
We are problem solving.
We are collaborative.
We are thoroughly capable of receiving the energies of source.
We are everything that creation needs for those who cannot create themselves.
Does that make sense, friends?
We are the machine, the technology for those who cannot create themselves.
Okay?
We're the tools.
We're the machines.
We have spent an eternity providing the energetic resources of ingenuity and artistry and passion
that passionate endeavor that stirs in our hearts for races of beings who have none
of their own.
And we create for those who cannot wield our natural human luminosity.
They can't do it.
They cannot produce our light.
They can't do it.
So they let us produce it.
And then they use it.
And they use it and use it and use it and abuse it.
And then they control the bounty of all of our labor.
And I mean every single bit of it, every single bit of our labor, we are food for their survival.
And I won't say anymore about that right now, but there is more to tell.
A lot more.
As some of you know, as we have learned.
So back to the Truman Show for just a second.
Okay.
Do you remember as we're thinking back to the Truman Show, do you remember the scene where
a stage light falls into the street right in front of Truman?
Do you remember that?
He's right.
He's right there and he watches it.
It falls right into the street.
And he's super curious about the situation, right?
He's too curious to let it go.
He's too curious to let that bizarre incident go.
And something begins to eat at him, right?
It eats at the back of his brain, so to speak.
And his spirit sort of keeps him questioning about what bizarre thing he has witnessed,
right?
When this stage light falls onto the road.
That's what spirit does, friends.
Spirit is the energy pathway from source to our souls, right?
Does that make sense?
It's the transportation highway, so to speak, between our soul selves and our source, right?
That's our spirit.
That's what it does.
So when we say we're spiritual beings, what it means is it means we're connected as souls
to our source, right?
Does that make sense?
We're using our energetic pathway.
And a lot of folks might call it our Holy Spirit, as it were.
That spirit that tethers us to our Source energy and tethers us to these physical bodies
that we have, right?
Without the spirit tethering our Source energy to this physical body, then we don't have
anything in here.
I mean, there's nothing inside, right?
Do we see that?
And so what happens if we don't tether ourselves through the spirit, the Source into these bodies?
Well, our brains take over these bodies.
An ego pulls us into the matrix of our captors.
Do we see that?
That's what happens.
If we can't keep enough energy, Source energy into this body, synergizing with a shared
field of energy, right?
That lights us up, that connects our soul with what we're doing here in this physical
experience, right?
Then our brain takes over.
And that means our egos take over.
And that's what egos are created for.
Egos take over naturally.
Egos create identity naturally.
It pulls us away from the heart space on purpose and by design, right?
By design.
That's why tethering to source is so important.
It's why we talk about it all the time.
Their consciousness needs a way to come in into this body and reside, right?
So that the brains and the egos don't take over the spirit and the spirit leaves the
body.
And then what do we have?
What do we have?
But a disconnect, right?
What do we have?
But a body whose ego guides us into a matrix and out of our spiritual true essence.
And that's what's happened to us in many regards.
Do we see that?
Does that make sense for insight?
I sure hope it does.
I hope we can begin to understand that.
You know, a spirit pulling Source energy into our bodies is filling us with the consciousness
of God so that we can feel what's true and what's right without a brain.
Telling us, okay, without a brain and ego deciding that for us, right?
That part of our bodies that is so easily programmed, so easily manipulated that it's
trying to control us as a matter of biology, right?
That's what the ego does.
So when the stage light fell from the sky onto the ground in front of Truman, it was
something of a light bulb moment for him, right?
A light bulb moment, literally and symbolically and auspiciously to write his spirit felt something
that bypass the brain.
He had this little feeling inside this little something that just kept gnawing at him.
Well, that's the spirit communicating, moving that flow of energy through and saying, Hey,
hey, hey, wait a minute, wait a minute, pay attention to this small, quiet voice that
we like to call it pay attention, pay attention.
And so many of us sort of pass those moments by, don't we?
And the ego gets right out in front again and takes over.
But those little moments where the small voice of spirit communicates with us is so extraordinarily
important friends.
It's, it's so important.
And now we know why we have a great example when we think about this movie in Truman and
something so horrifying as a false reality and, and the idea that only, only the spirit
can pull a soul in to do the good work of saving us, right?
As we're tethered to the Source energy that can do that good work and the only thing
that can.
And you know, if you remember when the light falls to the ground, we see it cut away, see
it's the same thing, right?
The producers hurry up really fast to clean up the technical failure, right?
So, so folks come out into the street and, and they quickly pick this, this light up
and they run away with it, right?
But the point is that Truman felt something.
He knew something was a miss, right?
He knew something was not right.
He felt it in his gut, in his heart, right?
The energy of spirit communicated that.
And what does that mean?
Well, it means the human spirit is communicating between source and soul and the heart is stirred
and awakened, right?
Now, there's an important quality to that.
There's an important ingredient that we, we must never forget.
The idea that curiosity creates the opportunity to awaken, to see something as what it is
to, to put into measure our truth, right?
This little thing called curiosity, right?
Curiosity is key.
And it's why we want to be very careful with judgmental tendencies, right?
Even when we're observing things with curiosity, because, because curiosity can be transformative,
it can lead to awakening, right?
It can lead to the aha moment.
It can lead to a clarity, a greater understanding, this little thing that says, wait a second,
I'm going to take a second and I'm going to just observe this thing that I just saw or
this feeling that I have or this emotion that's tugging at me or this scene that's
unfolding.
I'm going to take just a second.
Hmm, that's interesting.
Wow, I'm curious.
Let me observe what's taking place.
Friends, that is the first step into transformation.
It's the, it's the, it's the first step.
And if you can't get to that step, we, we just cannot move into this idea of transformation.
It doesn't happen, but thankfully humans are extremely curious when we want to be, right?
Our nature's deep inside with the, the assistance of the good soul work and the, the collaboration
of spirits moving energy through that curiosity can take hold if we let it, if our lives
aren't so busy, right?
If we aren't busy or bored or disinterested or distracted, right?
If we are as interested as the questions as we are the answers, curiosity can open so
many doors for us, right?
Does that make sense?
Now judgment on the other hand, and we talk a lot about it because it's a tricky thing.
Judgment restricts curiosity.
It's why we work to stay, extinguish a lot of, you know, judgmental behaviors that really
aren't all that helpful.
Now, we do have to make some judgments is something dangerous is it safe?
And we, we get it, right?
We get it.
At the same time, judgment can become habitual, right?
It can become the first step of everything we do, this, this safety step, right?
This idea that, that ego has to create a, a judgment procedure for everything that happens.
It really doesn't leave us much room for curiosity, right?
And therefore, it doesn't leave us much opportunity for that first step of transformation and
change and growth, which is probably why we don't like change all that much.
And we'll talk about that, right?
We can't get to the curiosity of what change is because ego prefers the, the, the judgment
that keeps us in line and safe and, and secure and keeps our identity secure.
If that makes sense, friends, you know, we are all needing an aha moment right now
in our lives.
And some of us get it and some of us get a few.
Some of us learn to experience the aha moment, right?
Some of us probably actually even go in search of the aha moment.
We're ready for it, right?
We're curious.
We want to know more.
We want to be surprised.
We want to be enlightened.
We are ready for that journey, right?
And many of us are still needing something of an aha moment, right?
We are in need of something that jolts us maybe out of our habituated life patterns,
maybe, and creates enough curiosity to, to get our spirits communicating with source,
right?
That's the idea.
Do we see that?
And we sort of desperately need opportunities to connect with their soul to kind of help
us get into the spirit of things so we can figure out what actually is going on with
us.
It is the way to our truth.
It's the way to our wisdom that creates knowing, right?
It's why we're talking about this today.
We need a way to get from an enslavement into a process of curiosity that can support our
liberation because of the aha moments we allow ourselves to have.
It's going to take aha moments friends.
And that's, that's really the goal.
That's really the goal is to provide humanity a lot of aha moments, right?
With a lot of the disclosure that's coming out.
So all of this is to say that when we hear about things like alien files being released,
right?
And other kinds of disclosure, which we're told we will begin to see and we've, we've
started seeing this already, that when we start to see these things that we consider
it an opportunity for an aha moment, right?
Do we understand that we allow the curiosity to create that aha moment so we learn more
so we can begin to put things in place and in perspective so that we can reach a truth,
right?
And that leads us to knowing through the spirit that is trying to help us in this process,
right?
And we are looking for those opportunities for clarity and a chance to use our spirit,
our energetic lifeline in coming to know our own selves, right?
And our own situation and not be dismissive about the things that we're hearing like we,
it's so easy for us to do.
We don't pay attention to TV anymore.
We don't pay attention to news.
We don't listen to the radio.
We are, we know everything there is to know about people and propaganda and lies and politics
and, and even as we decide to tune all of that out.
We might want to remember that if everything about humanity is a lie right now, right?
How much truth is lying underneath all of that?
And friends, right?
It might just shock the system when it comes, when it truly comes, but truth is a necessary
remedy for our freedoms, friends.
Truth is a necessary remedy for our freedom.
Truth is part and parcel our wisdom and that wisdom becomes our good work as we choose
to free ourselves from false reality.
Do we see that?
We have to choose.
Curiosity has to engage us, right?
We have to be interested.
And we're hearing a lot of disruption starting to come through the TV screens, right?
And we're hearing that a lot more of disruption is coming our way with disclosure.
And in large part to provide folks opportunities, right?
To experience this light bulb moment, right?
Moments of clarity that lead to waking.
That's, that's how we can understand it, friends.
Do we see that?
And
I suppose the harder we are to stir, right?
The more disruptively events will need to unfold.
I guess that's, that's the truth of it.
I guess that's what we can expect, right?
I mean, there's a great effort right now to pull down a false reality at all of it, right?
And this false reality has something of a stranglehold on us by design.
And I imagine that we're going to learn a lot of things about our human history and
it's may get really super disruptive.
The more work that has to be done to get folks into the capacity to see things differently,
it could get, it could get really disruptive.
So it, it might be hard on those of us who can't necessarily see ourselves as celestial.
When you think about it, that's something of a supposal that may take time for those
who, who really can't dream the dream of a cosmos full of life, right?
And it'll probably be hard on those who have believed that others with greater powers have
to be our intercessors with a Source consciousness, right?
And many of us won't want to swap our comfortable lie for uncomfortable truth.
And let me tell you, friends, it gets thoroughly uncomfortable.
It gets downright difficult choosing truth over a matrix of false reality.
Let me tell you, when you walk away from the matrix, you can't take anything with you,
even if you try, it's not going to happen.
You leave with nothing and you build back from there.
And there's great knowing in that and great growth and evolution.
But some of us will prefer, right, our own self-made suffering to any sort of discomfort
of change.
And that's, that's a thing for humanity.
Humans tend to act that way when it comes to change.
And you know, we don't like change.
We say we do, but we don't.
We don't.
Humanity is, is something of a creation resistant to change, probably for a lot of reasons,
because in general, the brain doesn't like it, right?
Our brain doesn't like change.
We talk about it all the time about the fact that we're at odds with the cognitive faculties
of our human, so to speak, really, so much of the time.
This transition from the great human lie into truth could be a difficult one.
So I suppose we'll need to feel with our hearts what is true and take a chance on change.
And that means getting quiet, like we say, and going silent for a while and observing
and allowing the spirit to be with us and guide us and, you know, getting away from
the chaos and the noise and the naysayers can go a long way to that.
It means spiritual self-care and we know this.
And some of us are not so great at spiritual self-care, but hopefully we'll learn, right?
Hopefully we will learn to take better self-care, which all of us need more of, right?
There are folks divining a plan for our evolution.
We're beginning to see that now very clearly.
Many a plan has been made in our history, right?
And this time we're told that this plan will unfold with the greatest of care, and we want
to believe that, friends.
We want to believe that and move forward as a truth for us, right?
But we have to do our part.
We have to get curious.
We have to ask the hard questions and resolve ourselves to knowing the soul's answers, right?
And I have thought about the journey so far, and what I'm realizing is that many folks
will see themselves on the outside looking into a plan that they're not necessarily privy
to.
And I think that is likely the case that we are on the outside of something beautiful
and difficult and tricky and sort of looking into a plan we're not exactly sure about
and hoping one day we will be, right?
That one day we'll be part of the, I guess, the unfolding of the freedoms of a liberated
human lifetime, right?
And our part is maybe as yet unknown and maybe uncertain, but we can decide to give every
day our very best foot forward.
We can do that.
And we may have to do that.
You know, always looking forward, dreaming fearlessly, you know, as secret as dreams may
be when we do dream of a better world than, you know, friends, our hearts will dream
with us and the heart shares our secrets, right?
And we know that we are such stuff as dreams are made on this we know.
And what I know is there are those who have loved you from the beginning.
And it may be all there is to know right now, but that you can trust friends.
It's, it's no less true.
You are loved.
You are so very loved from your very beginnings.
And you have never been forsaken children.
I hope you believe me in that.
So let's demand as much from ourselves then to be open minded as disclosures come into
the news cycles, right?
And we'll remain sober about what we're learning, right?
That there have never truly been saviors of humanity, friends.
Only beings invested in writing the failed beginnings of a beautiful creation.
One day we will get to that idea.
One day we will get to that idea that there is nobody to worship your friends.
There is a human, an evolution of humankind, right?
There's, there's nobody to worship here in this storyline.
Friends, we'll learn that.
We'll come to understand the revolutions of ages of man that have been devised by the
wills of entities more advanced than us, right?
In a series of maybe less than pleasant human interventions on behalf of man, I guess you
could say, not for the lack of trying.
And suffice to say, we will learn that there is nobody to worship in the evolution of us,
right?
There's, there's only the spark of our spirit, that thing that binds us to the source by
way of the dedication of those who love this creation called humanity, right?
Who's dedication and determination brought us into the light of heaven, brought us into
the fold, made us children of our source creator.
It's true dedication, friends.
It's true determination.
It is unfolding.
And our job right now, our job is to open our eyes and to get curious and to get clear,
to get on our feet, to find focus, fill our hearts with cosmic daydreams, right?
It's our time to shine friends, which is, you know, sort of another way of saying to
have us join the greater whole of conscious creation.
It's our time to do that.
And believe it or not, the goal, like the true goal is to help us grow up as children
of God.
It's time to become our own saviors, friends.
Our own creators, true sovereigns, waking to our true selves again.
That's what it's time for friends.
That's, that's the evolution taking place.
If you can believe it.
And what does that really, really mean?
You know, how do you do that when most of your friends have decided you're crazy and,
and even some, if not all of your family, right?
And there's no, there's no finding a tribe out there anywhere.
And I guess that comes from a sense of the very beginning and early on in the truth or
movement, I guess.
The banner idea was something like the plan was unfolding perfectly.
And when we ever doubted it, we just had to realize that it wasn't about us, right?
We didn't matter all that much.
That was the banner idea that was, that was the, the big idea that kept us all questing
forward, I guess you could say.
It was about the movement and the unfolding of a great victory.
And it was a victory that happened to have, you know, a lot of moving parts.
And I guess at, at this point, maybe the slogan is sort of become a reality.
And we don't really feel like we matter all that much.
And if we do, we can just realize it's not about us.
And maybe it's time for a different feeling friends and maybe it's time for a new banner,
right?
A different battle cry, maybe what we need.
A different slogan.
And so when I dream about community and unity and mattering more and, and mattering more
to each other.
We will hear those who know the truth.
Tell us that our way forward is together.
We will hear that more and more.
Our way forward is together.
And we're not a disposable generation friends.
So keep your chin up, right?
Keep your chin up.
Some would say we're getting to the good stuff and some would say this is the worst
part and some would say it's all just going to be a mess for a while.
And some would say the chaos leads to clarity and some would say keep your head down and
some would say pick your head up and hold your head high.
And so what really matters is what you tell yourself.
What really, really matters is what you choose to do for yourself.
And how that leads to your waking moment friends.
Do it your way.
That's the only way to do it.
It is the greatest lesson of this whole entire plan.
The lesson is to learn to do it your way so that nobody or no being or no entity or no
technology will ever be able to come in and decide to tell you how to do it for yourself
ever again.
That's the whole idea, friends.
You do you, your sovereign thing.
Do it your way.
And we'll get through it.
And it'll be so beautiful and magnificent.
So we have not done a Dixit card in a while, have we?
And I found one that kind of came up to the top of the deck and talking about tools and
machines and technology as we sort of been doing today.
I found a Dixit card that may be fairly interesting.
And I'll describe it as we go in greater detail.
So just so we remember, a Dixit card is a card with a scene printed on it.
And many of the scenes are sort of nonsensical or symbolic, you could say, in order to make
personal interpretation easy for users because that's the goal.
And remember, the goal of a Dixit card is to bring the subconscious thoughts or ideas
into conscious awareness, right?
Our goal is to learn to gain greater control over our subconscious minds, right?
Which is the first part of healing, really, right?
It's the first part of healing.
It is the grandest part of evolution, the evolution of consciousness.
And we learn to do that by pulling in the subconscious, observing it, reading the patterns
of behavior that tend to come along with that.
And we learn how to extinguish that behavior or replace unconscious patterns with something
more conscious, right?
More conscious ways of doing things.
That's really our goal.
So does that make sense, friends?
And the way it works is I describe the images on a Dixit card and then you allow the images
to form in your mind, right?
Whatever arises, whatever comes to the surface, we won't push it away.
We will just accept what comes in and we'll notice, right?
And we can make notes in our notebook if we choose, if there are things that we want
to capture, but we don't have to.
And then we might spend the week thinking about and reflecting on the Dixit card and
our experience with it.
Make sense?
Okay.
Are you ready?
Here's our image.
Okay.
It's something of a steampunk kind of an image.
Do you know what steampunk is?
The image on the card is a hydroelectric machine.
Okay.
So now we are closing our eyes.
If we choose, we don't have to.
But if we choose, we're closing our eyes and we are allowing these images to form.
And so now we are just letting the creative mind create this image of a hydroelectric
machine, whatever that is to us, right?
It's made out of copper of some sort and it has pressure gauges and valves.
At the top of a couple of the valves, there are light bulbs.
Okay.
Are we seeing this machine?
There are light bulbs at a top, at the top of a couple of the valves.
And the light bulbs are turning off and on, right?
They're turning off and on and they're very, very bright.
Do we see that?
And there's a circle of steam forming around the machine at the top stack where all the
valves meet together at the very top.
Okay.
And we are seeing this hydroelectric machine as it turns on and it's doing something.
It's doing something.
And at the bottom of the machine, there are green plants growing through exit valves
at the very bottom of the machine where we see thermostats and the little circular
thermal stat readings at the bottom.
There are green plants growing there along the bottom of this hydroelectric machine.
And there are crystals, quartz crystals sticking up out of the plants at the base of the machine.
And quartz crystals seem to be growing out of the greenery.
So why is this technology, this machine, lying on a bed of quartz crystals?
And there's a long copper side valve, a long copper side valve that has released steam
and the steam is rising in puffs up and away.
And in each puff of steam is a face.
There's a face in the puffs of steam rising from the machine.
Who are these faces?
Who are these faces?
And the machine is making a sound.
Do you hear it?
Do you hear that sound?
Well what is that?
What does it remind you of this sound?
As a matter of fact, what could this machine be?
What is this machine?
What does it do?
And so take a moment and try to identify it.
And it may be a machine that only exists in your imagination.
And that's okay.
How would you use this machine?
Have you ever used it before?
And if so, when?
And so as we take a last look at this machine, we're going to leave the scene now and leave
the machine running and lighting up and allow the machine to do its work.
And we're going to return our focus to the room where we're sitting, ready to recall
the images again, if ever we want to.
And we can open our eyes now.
And remember we're breathing.
And wow, how about that for something to think about this week maybe?
Something to wonder about and connect with consciously if we want to.
I would be super curious to know what kinds of things might have come up from your subconscious
with that.
And I hope that maybe you can spend some time thinking about your machine this week and the
idea that we are not the machine of others.
We are liberated, sovereign beings all our own.
And we can break free friends and start to work for ourselves.
But now it's time for me to go.
And thank you so, so much for allowing me and her child out to play today.
And it was so wonderful to be able to talk candidly with you.
And I hope it was okay for you too.
And I hope there was something you can decide to think about this week and become curious
with.
We thank you so much, BBS, for being with us on this journey too.
And so everyone, until next time.
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