My name is Barbara and I have the ability to connect to the Light of Thoth. You will probably want to know how and why I am carrying this precious gift. How am I using it and what is my purpose in this lifetime? Perhaps I should start from the very beginning. I am aware of my existence before my reincarnation. My astral existence was known to me. I was a light being connected to other light beings in the astral plane. I saw zillions of illuminated beings, surrounded by multi-layered glowing auras, rotating on their axis like micro-stars. These beings were responsible to produce light and energy which nourished and maintained the cosmos. If you ask me to define this state I will use two words: unity and no-limitation.

I was approached by a Spiritual Guide whose non-verbal communication revealed to me that a number of high-dimensional beings will have to leave the spiritual plane and reincarnate on Earth, in order to assist with the planet’s transition to a higher dimension. This shift is going to be catastrophic for many humans; we should expect natural disasters, world-wars and epidemics. Some of these challenges are manipulated in order to lock humanity into the material agony which keeps them enslaved and unable to comprehend that the whole being of the true-self is a Divine unity living a multidimensional consciousness. I was also told that the high-dimensional beings who are going to descend on Earth will help with the rebirth of the planet. This was communicated to me by my spirit guide who supported me to reincarnate on the planet to help with Earth’s ascension. I was shown the time line, the divine plan, of my reincarnation and all the major events which were going to take place. The divine plan was clearly set and I agreed to it.

My next memory takes me to my mother’s womb. The physical transformation was taking place in this nourishing and safe space. I was able to connect to my parents energetically. My bonding with them was very important; it was designed to assist me to make the transition from a bodiless existence in a higher frequency to a physical, third dimensional reality. It was also important for the foetus’ grounding and its familiarity with the Earth’s vibration. Connecting energetically to my parents, I experienced the richness of their emotions. This is a unique characteristic of the human race and reveals their great creativity and exceptional potential for spiritual development. While I was in my mother’s womb, I experienced a wondrous transformation: being a light-being, I gradually lowered my vibration to assist with the formation of the physical body. A new consciousness was created to support the physical and spiritual growth. My sensations in the womb were of a glorious bliss; I was expecting the miracle of reincarnation.

When the time came for the physical being to exit in the womb and enter the third dimensional plane, the vibrational transition proved to be a traumatic experience. After a long labour, I finally came out from my mother’s body still not being able to enter the third dimensional reality and as a result the new-born was pronounced dead. It was then that I, the new-born was brought back to life rooted into the Earth’s energy. For all who witnessed my birth, they saw it as a miracle and the doctor and nurses nicknamed me “Lazarus the Resurrected”. Guides and angels are constantly with us. Their role is very important and complex: they offer protection, healing and guidance; they teach us to achieve our purpose; remind us of our unity with the cosmos and ground us to the Earth’s energies. In my early years, I was fascinated with the human body and I used to observe the different textures and facial expression. The light-being exists in the physical body and it is the light, truth and purpose of the human being.

As a child, I had several flashbacks of previous reincarnations. I could see myself in a different physical body, wearing certain garments or holding certain objects such as a wooden stick. I was always able to communicate to my guides; it was a natural process. I was aware of energies and that they can exist in unity with physicality. Sharing these experiences with family and friends it was not always an easy task. I realised that the majority of people do not comprehend their multidimensionality and therefore any reference to those topics is treated with suspicion. People spend a life time adopting the ideas and beliefs of others and fear has been used to control and manipulate the way we think and act. In fact, fear has been used to control and manipulate the way we think and act. In fact fear has been institutionalised; how many people are suffering from fear of God in religion; fear of survival; fear of failure; fear of being unworthy of love and happiness. The spiritual approach to enlightenment and wisdom is through the path of love where there is no judgement; only acceptance. When we are aware of the truth within, we are able to see ourselves as beautiful, all-loving, perfect beings. The spontaneous realisation of enlightenment is available to all human beings at any given moment and it is not generated by fear and negativity but by unconditional love, infinite wisdom and oneness with everything. If we are aware and fully present, we will know enlightenment when we experience it because it is our very essence.

People have unique talents and often they struggle to recognise them because of the fear patterns. I found a wonderful way to express myself and this is through music; performing, composing, receiving and transmitting. For me, music was a space of peace, purity and creativity where I can connect to my tools, my light and truth and I can invite others to join me, communicating, sharing and co-creating. My involvement of music was a wonderful way to explore my life on Earth. One of my earliest memories was my mother singing to put me to sleep and me loving the vibration of her loving voice. I was brought up in a musical family; my parents had a great love for life and were more than happy to connect and share in many ways including their musicalities. This was nourishing to me and I wanted to explore it. I loved music but I also loved writing. Those two gifts led me to pursuit an academic career specialising in Renaissance music in Italy. This part of my life was very beautiful, making great connections and becoming aware of previous reincarnations that took place at that time. The research I was involved in it was a gift and having to adjust to the rules and restrictions led me to a space of restriction. The academia is another pyramid structure organisation that loves restriction and power control. I have always been a person that relied on my light, truth and my authenticity, to guide me, creating a space of truth and growth. For some people this was my weakness, not being able to follow the road to illusion leading to a great career or being false in order to be successful and accepted. I was optimistic though that my hard work and dedication is the only way.

Up to this time my life was my work. Spending countless hours at the British Library and Italian Libraries and archives researching, writing for conference papers, academic journals and books. I also worked in colleges as a music tutor.

At this time, I had a dream that changed my life. In my dream, there was a man wearing a white robe reading from a book which was placed on his lap. There was a man in a white robe, reading from a book which was placed on his lap. I could not see his face clearly; the focus was on the book that he carried. He connected to me energetically, he instructed me to write this information down. I woke up and I rushed to the next room to get pen and paper and as I sat down words came pouring uncontrollably. I was aware of my hand moving swiftly on the piece of paper in a rhythm that was not my own. It was clear that the writing did not come from my conscious mind and whatever force was in control of my hand was very anxious to speak the truth. I felt a great feeling of unconditional love sent by this high light, nourishing my core and support my connection with all my bodies. When I finally read it I was even more perplexed.

"Theomorphism is an ability to become a messenger or a god by thinking thoughts, dreaming certain dreams and talking to people in order to change their perception about life, filtering out all negativity and produce “oxygen” in order to assist this planet’s mental state. Theomorphism will help you to communicate with gods by using telepathy pass messages and change people’s perceptions. You have to a acknowledge that you as a filter you are limited and powerful at the same time. The method to achieve Theomorphic is simple and has been used in ancient times. Now we need more people like you to help us reprogram the people of this planet and work for the good of humanity and the universe. Time is up. Time will come that we all will be friends and share the gifts of the Divine Source who is very generous. There are platters full of wonderful delicacies for everyone to try and you all have the right to experience this. Your journey is long but a map will be given to you. Take care of this map. It is not physical but is imprinted in you. Life will bring you everything you desire because you are tuned into the divine. Hunger war, despair will stop. The Earth will come back victorious and the people will be reborn. It will be like they are waking up to a new environment which is now clean, beautiful and full of fruit. This will be now people’s opportunity to live with open minds and create their own future in present. The children of humans will bring new light to the planet and will be able to connect to the Source.

A new alignment will take place, a new cosmic order. Earth and its people will be part of a wonderful miracle which will affect the whole universe. This has been planned for a long time and with the ascension of Earth and its people the divine geometry will be complete. Earth is avery small planet (like a mole on somebody’s face) and the problem of her ascension has been a difficult one. This is why we are sending our messengers and teachers to pass to you special gifts and abilities in order to do miracles and guide your people to the right way. You will have more communications; everything will be given to you. Imagine yourself seating comfortably at the back seat of a vehicle ready to be driven to your destination. Everything will be done for you. But you have to tune to our frequency with an open heart. Love people like you do and attend to those hurt and to those who lost their faith, without judgement but with love which repairs faith and strengthens the physical body. My happiness is great because in you, we found the right candidate to ease the pain of people, bring love to their hearts and restore the light in them. You have strong wings from birth and I never doubted your abilities. You were born to complete this task and you are going to execute it with great success. I send my love to you.

Open up your mind. Soon you will receive more communications. As we travel the skies we will beam down to you a ray of light, connect you with the divine, show you the way to ascension. You are the most beautiful of flowers and now it is the one to blossom and share your fragrance with the world. Let go of negativity. My star is always with you standing above your head and tunes you into the great miracles. Never despair; soon the time will come and the whole planet will be blossoming because it is the divine plan. The world will change dramatically and humans have to get ready for this. A guide will help them: as we are helping you and offering you to try the delicacies of the Divine Source you will be our messenger to humanity and bring great joy and abundance to all. Earth is a planet of evolution; life as you know it will not continue to exist, new patterns will emerge. The Earth will be restored to its former glory. Open up yourself. Receive our gifts and celebrate the new beginnings as we celebrate here. We are very excited about the future and soon you will be too."

I read the message a number of times and the first word to look up was theomorphism which is derived from the Greek words theos (God) and morphe (shape or form) and refers to the bestowal of divine attributes on humanity. Theomorphism is the belief shared by many ancient civilisations that human beings are created in the image of God and share divine attributes. All humans were created to occupy a higher dimension and as a result were able to communicate with beings of higher realms. According to historian Hesiod, life in the Golden Age was a time that men and gods lived together in harmony.

It seems that this knowing is going to wake up human beings and support Earth’s evolution.

This message and the way it was created had a great impact on me. I knew that a preparation for an important duty was about to begin.

I knew that I needed to “open up” somehow to receive the light to help me fulfil my purpose. I focused in my being, I connected to my truth, creating peace. I started meditating, which is simply connecting to everything that I am.

In my meditations I connected to a light and I received guidance opening me up to my own light and the high light of the cosmos. The messages directed me to my truth, my abilities and my path:

"Ask for help to the the divine source and it will be given to you. Use your gifts to touch people’s hearts; use your gifts to create miracles. Stretch your love and have no fear. Your wish will ascend to reach the divine order. Do not fight, everything is already yours. You will become a strong pure light and you will give love and light to the world. Be courageous to voice your truth.”

"Listen to your heart and walk the divine path. Allow the light to enter your being. We are waiting for you to enter a space of masters in this reincarnation. Listen to our guidance, make your own grid of light around you for protection and then as you receive you give out.”

I was told that walking your path is challenging and this is because people are not fully awake. They are often confused as to what is their purpose; other times they feel isolated where the rest of the world continues its deep sleep. If you wish to help yourself to move out from this passive state, you have to observe thoughts, actions becoming patterns of distortion.

I started meditating daily, having the most enlightening visions and messages that became my daily communication with the cosmos. I started keeping a record that covers hundreds of pages on my personal notebook and computer. The wealth and depth of messages created an openness within me: My life focus changed: I traveled to sacred sites where I had more visions and extraordinary experiences; I was given information about the future and the opportunities that are coming my way; my life became a wonder of synchronicity, openness, unity with all that exists and being ready to receive.

“I want you to remember your life purpose. You will become a bigger person and a wonderful source of light for all. Being a woman you will show that strength and love can go together; this is the way to win the battle. Open your heart and love yourself and others; the light of love never dims. Open your hands and give to others; this will strengthen your light that is eternal. Your heart will give hope to all. Your light is the light of the sun with its guides and messengers. You have a hard role adjusting between realities but this will be proved to be beneficial. Your heart is an ocean of love and everybody wants to enter. Do not despair if life brings some disappointments. It is a process of understanding your strength and act on it. People are brought on the planet weak and this life time is their chance to discover their real strength.

We are moving towards a new era of transformation and knowledge. Earth has to contribute to this transformation. We are here to give you ropes and show the ways of how the cosmos works. We are going to bring to you the knowledge of the cosmos. Look around you, the plants and animals of your beautiful planet are all one with the divine. The light that you have is not your own is given to you by our Creator; it is a collective light which expands across universes.”

Messages and visions were pouring into my being, showing me my purpose and path. It was a time of great purification and healing where my whole existence became known to me. I can describe the process as a form of astral travelling where I experienced my current reincarnation in connection to other reincarnations on Earth and also my existence in other planes including the astral plane and how all these experiences are woven in a tapestry of cosmic growth that is in constant movement. In my visions I was able to travel to different parts of Earth and help or rescue people having a body that can transform from physical to holographic or non-physical. I once had a vision that I was a non physical being and I found myself in a battlefield where many young soldiers lost their lives. They were very confused and totally unprepared for their transition. I was there to create an energy that will help them end their cycle on Earth and be in peace. The soldiers were describing this energy as an ocean of love that was able to transform their being.

I had experiences of self healing. Once I had a high temperature for a couple of days and I was feeling vey weak. I was lying in bed and I said to myself: when am I going to get better? Then I heard a voice saying: you have to enter that state where you can heal yourself. I immediately fell asleep and it was like going on a deep trance. I remember that I moved to a space of high light and focused on adjusting my frequency to the light's frequency. When I woke up I was fully healed.

At that moment in my life, I started to experience a great opening; my divine plan was unfolding and this started my transformation.

I did not force changes into my life. I knew that the seeds of truth in me were growing.

I opened up to Earth. I was guided to connect to her energies. I started travelling to sacred places; I was always guided. During my trips to Egypt, Peru, Costa Rica and other places I was guided to experience multidimensionality. There are no boundaries between the physical and the astral body and Earth wants to teach us that. I experienced that when you fully connect to cosmic experience there is no time. In this state we grow and exist in unity with all life. Only then we can free ourselves from restrictions and experience our life on Earth as a continuation of our cosmic growth.

I started looking at different healing modalities such as energy healing, herbalism and aromatherapy. I wanted to contribute to the healing of the planet but still I did not know the way. What abilities and skills do I have to heal the planet and how it is all linked with my purpose?

I always wanted to connect to truth and this supported my inner processes of transformation. The time came that I was guided to drop everything I was doing with my career in the academia. I was ready to enter a new phase of growth.

I trusted the guidance I received and this helped me to develop my gifts.

At that time I met Robbert-jan. Our connection was instant. I loved his purity, his light; it was wonderful to exchange unconditional love; have no restrictions, expectations or fears of being misunderstood. I experienced a great opening in all levels of my being having a connection with Robbert-jan. Once we had a Skype chat, I received a communication and I was told that it was from Christian Rozenkruis. Robbert-jan was very moved; he knew that Christian Rozenkruis was his guide. I was told that I had to pass this message to Robbert. I received many messages from Christian Rosenkreutz; we received great guidance to help us understand our unique purpose. The first teaching in the book explains this: "My children, it is the love of the Creator which has awoken the love in you and now the gods want you to be their children. You are the children of the gods whose work is to create and maintain the Creator’s logos. You are the chosen moon and he is the chosen sun and all new logos will be spoken through you.” The communications helped us strengthen our bond. Christan Rosenkreutz prepared us for our communication with Astaroth and Thoth.