Choosing Your Frequency: Self-Truth, Inner Power, and the Energy You Feed

Speaker Identification

Speaker 1 – Host: Cynthia Sloan. The identification is explicit in the closing, where the speaker says, "This is Cynthia Sloan with Awakening Matters." No additional distinct speakers are evident in the provided transcript.

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Speaker 1 – Host (Cynthia Sloan):

Here, with what I bring to the table, I talk about everything from frequency to vibration, to your physicality, the cells in your body, your mind, and having a conscious awareness. In fact, I talk about all things everywhere having a conscious awareness and the ability to communicate, because who are we as humans to say that just because we're not hearing it, seeing it, or experiencing it from another form—or even a blade of grass—that it doesn't exist?

All of this knowledge comes not from another teacher, even though I completely support having teachers, but through lived experiences. There's nothing I've ever talked about on Awakening Matters that I haven't lived and experienced myself first, and then I absolutely share it. So all of the information I'm sharing with you is possible for you because I have lived it. And if I have, then it's possible for you and anybody else to have—not necessarily my experience, but your own.

I'm actually going to be talking about frequency and vibration, which I think I always do, because it's a language that is so important to understand. It's a language of your cellular body—your blood, bone, tissue—everything communicating with itself and with each other, all parts of you at all times. And that isn't a spoken word necessarily, where you're like, "Well, I can't hear it. Where is it coming from?" It's going within and feeling it, and then it becomes a very strong language and you're able to hear it.

Going within is really feeling with your intuition and getting a sense of things, just like when you know you don't feel well, as an example only. If you don't feel well, sometimes what isn't feeling good has not made itself known to you yet. For some people, they wake up and feel negativity, or they feel cranky, if you want to use that word. Then it moves into the physicality of, "Why am I dragging? I don't have any energy." It goes from an emotional feeling to a physical recognition, and so on and so forth. My point is that this is a ladder, if you will, of communication. That communication is happening whether you're a part of it or not, and being a part of it can absolutely change your life.

One of the things I was thinking about—I actually heard this somewhere and then started thinking about it myself—is that we all hold these devices that receive information: our phones, our computers, cable, networks, etc. There is all this information that is really unseen by you, yet it fills your phone or is received by your devices. You believe in that process because you're holding it and experiencing it.

But if you're in a room with somebody when they're holding negativity about something, or they're not feeling well, or they're scared, or maybe they're even elated in the happiest time of their life, either way, you can feel that. Are you getting that information on your phone? No. You're getting it on the main computer, which is you.

You don't necessarily have to believe, but to not contemplate that you are part of the seen and unseen frequencies, electromagnetic fields, vibrations, etc., means that you may not experience the grandest, biggest version of you, your environment, and why you're here. I say that because the universe—let's take it beyond humanity, beyond the form of two-legged, four-legged, winged ones, trees, and birds. Let's take it into a planetary concept. Planets are communicating.

It's so interesting because I deeply respect all of the instruments that define, as an example only, that a volcano is dormant and isn't doing anything. I respect that equipment, and I respect the individual using that equipment. I will also add that there's really nothing that is dormant. Even dormancy itself can be described as a resting period in movement.

There are planets known and unknown to humanity. Humanity's ability to reach as far as it can, understand the planets, or even find them all probably has not been fully achieved yet—maybe not even close. My whole point is that there is communication that is visual to those who can see energy, vibration, frequency, and electromagnetic fields. I'm only speaking on this because I can.

There is a dialogue from the core of Mother Earth all the way through layers connecting visually to these grid systems, all over other planets as well. Whether it's a dormant volcano, one that's growing, water, or what have you, everything has a visual communication, an electromagnetic field, and a grid system. Call it its own language. But it's a language that doesn't exclude you. It's a language that includes you when you are able to go within, not rely on your eyes to tell you what is or isn't, and start inquiring.

Go into communicating with your spirit guides, communicating with your intuition, communicating with your soul knowledge, and asking for access. You're asking yourself, by the way—asking yourself for access to your soul library. Every single cell in your body is a library. Every single cell houses every lifetime you have experienced and every detail of it. Going into your soul library is about giving yourself permission, because nothing is going to happen to you; it's going to happen with you.

Self-permission means you can call upon your soul library. As an example only, you can say, "I want to be an ice skater. I'm so drawn to that. I don't know why." Or, "I want to work with horses," or, "I want to be a dentist," whatever it is. You can literally go within and say, "I desire to access my Hall of Records, my personal library. And if I have done this in past lives, if I've mastered it, if it speaks on behalf of me," however you want to say it.

That's the other thing: when you go within, you're speaking a language. You can use words, but it's also an intention. Going within is basically not only giving yourself permission but accessing the files, the books, the library, the soul knowledge that speaks about your time, as in a past life with horses.

You can be very detailed, by the way. You can say, "I want to dream about it. I want to have lucid dreaming. I want to remember upon waking." Start giving yourself permission to direct, for yourself and with yourself, the awakening and the dialogue of that awakening—the dialogue that's already going on. Give yourself permission to join your own voice, not only to have a voice but to join your own voice.

With that said, access to your infinite knowledge and wisdom is there for you. You are—and I've said this so many times—a walking, breathing, living library. And let's go beyond you. It's not just about you. You can access your ancestry. You can access whatever skill, whether that's your hearing, your sight, traveling out of body, your ability to read other languages, your ability to speak to the rock [unclear], your ability to speak to Mother Earth, Father Sky, and everything in between.

Really call forth whatever you have interest in. But who are you calling it forth to—somebody else? Who's validating that? Who's validating the extraordinary aspect of who you are? You are giving yourself permission to say, "This isn't about getting it from another human being. This is about calling it forth from within me and allowing myself to have the experience of loving myself back to wholeness, truly."

Why am I talking about all this? Because when we're focused on the miraculous aspect of who we are, we move away from a diminished, smaller version of us that is in trauma, judgment, gossiping, or trying to elicit groups of people to agree and be on our side. Whatever it is you're doing—hate, negativity, malice, an inferiority complex—if we look at those as actions, they create more of themselves.

Whatever we're focused on, we're going to create more of it. Why? Because we're feeding it, we're fueling it, we're watering it. The more we focus on something, the more we're going to create it. It goes from hate to negativity to depression to grief—all the energies that fuel inner and outer separation.

If you're focused on somebody else from that place, then you're focused on somebody else from the smallest part of you that already feels that way. You're literally informing an entire universe through that action and feeling, or through a feeling followed by action—talking to others about somebody, talking about negativity with somebody, etc. There's nothing wrong with that. What I'm saying is that you're going to match it to the extreme in your world. What you focus on, you're saying, "Yes, I'll take more of that. Yes, I will absorb more of that. Yes, I want more of that."

When you shift into remembering that you're an electromagnetic being, a vibrational being, a light being, and all the other things I just stated, you have a choice to choose love, which to me breaks down as "life offering valuable experiences." But maybe love isn't the word that resonates with you. You have a choice to resonate in a higher vibrational frequency.

Am I saying, "Fake joy until you make it"? Not at all, especially since the universe doesn't respond to something that's fake; it only responds to an authentic focus. You can say to yourself, as an example only—and make it your own if it resonates, and if it doesn't, throw it out—that when you're feeling negative or burdened, even if you have all these people agreeing with you, it still doesn't make you feel good.

That's because your ability to heal, balance, and regenerate life force that is about life and well-being is about your ability to focus on an emotion with a stronger language and feeling than negativity. A stronger feeling might be: Do you have a pet? Does that pet bring you so much joy that it bursts your heart open? Focus on that. Let that in.

Break up the moment. Right now is a severe time of negativity wanting to be fed, negativity getting as much attention as it possibly can so it can be fed. It wants more: "Yes, feed me more." Break up that feeding schedule and start feeding some light. Start looking for the good. I don't care if it's in small ways. "Look, there's a flower coming in on my plant. That makes me feel good. I'm going to hold on to that for a minute." My animals are bringing me joy. I'm going to work in the garden. It's about interrupting the need to feed negativity by finding the good.

Finding the good can be an external experience, but if you can start going within and having gratitude for yourself, for moments in your life, for things you did that you were judging yourself about, you can move into a state of freedom. It's really about your personal journey. You are being called to get to know yourself—not through your parents' eyes, your husband's eyes, your wife's eyes, or your friend's eyes. No. Through you. Who are you, and who do you want to be?

In that process, you can tune in to who you are as an electromagnetic, vibrational, frequency being, because you are that at the same time. But who do you want to be, and how can you shift who you've been, if you choose to shift who you've been, into a different version of yourself?

Let's talk about how you're a magnet in your life. You're a magnet in your life, and the things that you want to have in your life are either going to be attracted or repelled by that magnet. You get to decide the calibration that you hold. For so many people, they want something, but their inner magnet says no. Their inner magnet, unconsciously even to themselves, is saying, "I repel, I repel," but externally the person is saying, "I attract, I attract."

Then, when it arrives—whatever it is that's happening, whether they get that job, that promotion, or something else—what has not been dealt with, cleared, or calibrated within can interrupt the flow of the process moving forward.

If you're ever saying, "Wow, this just continually is not working," or, "It started and it was so amazing, and now there's a breakdown," it starts with you and it ends with you. It's not somebody else's fault. It's not somebody else's issue. It's about you going within, switching the channel, and giving life again to the calibration of, "I want to attract, and I checked within. All of me wants to attract this," instead of, "I want to attract and repel."

Anybody listening to this and thinking, "Oh my gosh, who has time for that?" You're right. But I will tell you this: it's already happening. Your soul already resides at home within you, so all of what I'm talking about is already happening, consciously or unconsciously, within you, your life, and the circumstances of it.

For you to take two seconds, tune in, and choose the wording, feeling, and action that represent who you want to be shifts what's already happening into conscious awareness—a conscious place where you're in the driver's seat much more than you've given yourself permission to be. You're not in the back seat because of repelling, wanting something, not wanting it, wanting it, not wanting it.

Doing the inner work means asking: Is your life mirroring to you what you want, or is your life mirroring what's possible while you have not yet moved into the energy, frequency, and soul language of attracting it? You're like, "That's what I want," but it's being repelled. There is so much there for you to uncover and discover.

Being an electromagnetic field—which you are, by the way—from the other side, my job is to talk to your spirit guides, your loved ones, and all types of forms on the other side all day, sometimes even in the middle of the night. I do, because I work with people all over the world. What I'm here to tell you, again from experience and not from reading it—and maybe it is in a book somewhere, and it's certainly in my books that are going to be coming out soon—is that I have a strong knowing from the other side that your guides, your loved ones, your higher self, the continuum of you, are not judging you.

If "loved ones" doesn't resonate because you didn't leave things in a good place with them, then think of your guide, your higher self, or the continuum of you. There is no burden on you from the other side in regard to your own judgment. There is so much love there. I find consistently that the love that is there for you from the other side is unconditional, ongoing, and unending.

Can you imagine if you started to treat yourself that way? Can you imagine if you allowed yourself not only to treat yourself that way, but to no longer accept anything other than that from other people? And then, when they can't give it to you, or you find spirit comes to you and reveals something about another person, you might think, "That can't possibly be. How can it possibly be that this person is betraying me?" Again, as an example. Then you realize that person is betraying themselves, and therefore their ability to betray you without even a second thought can be very easy for them, but it's massive information to you.

My point is that there's no judgment coming from the other side toward you. There's only unconditional love. It's very rare, unfortunately, for humanity—in any form, any age, anywhere—to say, "I love myself unconditionally," or, "I accept that unconditional love." It happens. It certainly happens. But it's very rare.

I say "unfortunately" for one reason only: if you're not accepting yourself, being kind to yourself, loving yourself unconditionally, and receiving that higher love unconditionally, then you are not vibrating at your potential. By vibrating, I don't necessarily mean physically vibrating, although maybe you do feel the vibration. I mean you are not in the electromagnetic field of the highest potentiality for you, and that's why you're here: to have that experience.

Yes, that's true for everybody. There are so many different soul contracts, so many different soul experiences, etc., but none of them state, anywhere, ever, "This person is never to have a good experience with themselves." Never. That's never in the Hall of Records, the Akashic Records, or the soul contract. You'll never find a file—even for the worst human being on the face of the Earth—that says, "This person is never going to have a good moment with themselves."

My point to you is that you have so much good going for you. You have your Hall of Records, your soul contract, a soul, and a soul library within you that have knowledge and information for you to tap into so you can be the grandest, greatest version of yourself. You have guides who can translate it for you.

You have the opportunity to call forth a part of you from a past life just by talking to your inner self and saying, "I allow myself to call forth and receive this higher knowledge, to receive this knowledge about me." Then, all of a sudden, maybe there's a test you're about to take in school that you were really scared about. You just called forth a part of you who took that test in a past life, or took a test similar to that one, and there's zero fear in you. You're approaching that test with confidence and clarity, and it becomes a knowing. It becomes a knowing that becomes knowledge: "It's already done. I've already passed the test even before I take it."

Can you inform this physical reality in that way? Yes, you can. If you can reach into the past and pull forth a doctorate of knowledge to apply to your present life from the past, you can certainly reach into your future and offer it wisdom, knowledge, know-how, clarity—whatever you desire.

But here's the difference between feeling it, receiving it, and then accessing it that way or not: your authentic ability to tell the truth. Your authentic ability to tell yourself the truth. Your authentic ability not only to be truthful to yourself, but to be truthful in asking for the information that you desire, and also to be truthful within yourself about the information that you are trying to put out into the future.

The truth is huge—not for anybody but you. If you're not telling the truth to yourself, it may sound amazing to other people, or you might get them all on your side, whatever works for you, whatever you need, and then your ability to achieve goes to zero. Your ability to thrive has to do with being able to tell yourself the truth.

When you do that, fear no longer has the ability to alter your choices. If you heard me correctly, I didn't say fear no longer lives there. That's not true. If you're in a human body, you're going to experience fear, love, clarity, and all kinds of emotions and energies—whatever your soul is here to remember, learn, and claim.

Fear is an energy that often calls on hate because fear feels scared and small. It feels insecure. It feels weak. It doesn't feel protected. Unconsciously or consciously, a person can go from fear to hate or judgment because that feels like empowerment. It's false empowerment, but nonetheless, it's there, and it feels stronger than fear. Judgment and hate carry a falsehood of protection, so to speak.

With that, every single time there is an impact of hate over fear, it returns to you later on in your life. Yes, you heard me right. Nobody needs to see it or know it, but it returns to you later on in your life. You may think, "Hey, I'm playing the game so well. I've got the judgment down, and this person is all wrong, and nothing about them is right, and I've got other people agreeing with me." Hold on to your hat, because all of that falsehood is going to come back into your life and say, "Hey, you need to heal this. You're not dwelling in light. In fact, you're lowering your vibration, and you've got others amplifying that low vibration."

No good. It's going to come back to you to the degree and capacity of how often you engaged it and fueled it. That's why truth is so important.

Am I saying everybody has the same truth? No. It's about your truth with yourself. Is it true? It's either true or it's not. If you need to believe it's true, but you haven't done the work to look at yourself and what is authentic or false, while you're calling or looking at somebody else or a group of people as wrong, then that energy is going to come.

It's not going to affect them in the same way. It may affect them temporarily, maybe if they're cast out yet again. But if they rise to the highest version of who they are, there's an integration that far surpasses anything they've ever thought, and they're no longer dwelling where you are. Most likely, they're feeling compassion for you, if it is true that they are in the highest expression of who they were meant to be.

Of course, who you are meant to be is always determined by who you are being. What does that mean? It means whoever you are being in the moment, the universe is watching. You're not hiding from anyone. Whoever you are in that moment is who you are telling the universe you are meant to be. It's like, "Do you really want to be that person? Okay." The universe says, "Okay, not a problem."

With that said, you are a vibrational, electromagnetic field. You're not just skin and bones. You are part of a cable system. You turn on your cable and you're like, "Look at all those channels. Wow." You have even more channels within you. What movies do you want to play? What movies do you want to watch? What movies do you want to star in? What movies do you want to act in? What do you want to represent? What is the end result that you want to portray between you and the universe, between you and your higher self, between you and your soul? Who do you want to be?

I say that because we're at a pivotal time in the world of literally choosing: Who do you want to be in this moment? Do you want to spread light? Do you want to spread well-being? You have to start with yourself, because if you're spreading light and well-being to everybody else but you're negative with yourself, you're creating division. You're feeding separation and duality.

If you want to bridge that gap of duality into oneness, who do you want to be right now? Are you spreading love, light, and goodwill? You don't even have to "spread it," meaning you don't have to be out and about. Are you just in your home or in your space, literally emanating light? Are you emanating help for others? Are you emanating hope for others? Are you in prayer? Are you in ecstatic dance? Are you eating your favorite dessert?

Those moments define the trajectory of what you want to experience for the future. Whatever you're saying about anybody else, I guarantee you are saying it about yourself, because if you did not live in the place where you could speak negatively to others about somebody, those words would never be able to be received by you and spoken by you.

If you're talking at a lower vibration, yet you do not see yourself in the equation, you need to take another look. If you were not in the equation, there's a likelihood that those words would not even surface or be shared by you, because you would be at a much higher frequency and vibration.

Be mindful of that. Who do you want to be in every moment of your life? Because guess what? Free will. Free will means, yes, I have a soul contract when I get here. Everybody has a soul contract when they get here. Then free will says, "Who do you want to be in relationship to that soul contract at every moment?"

Every moment—moments that mean nothing to you, moments when you're sleeping, moments when you're awake—may mean nothing to you, but between your soul and the soul of the universe, it's a contract. That's why it's called a contract. There's a dialogue going on at all times: "Oh, there's a shift in that person. They're no longer representing the highest version of themselves. They're creating division. Okay, they're off the path." Again, it's a soul contract between you and the universe, and the universe will deliver that to you in many different ways.

The same with the other direction: "This person is off the charts, not only in light but completely out of fear and in extreme clarity, doing everything possible to not only make others' lives better, but again, starting with themselves, doing inner work and dancing a jig every single second and saying, 'This is who I am. This is the truth of who I am. I am no longer fear. I am love personified. I am sovereign in that. I am the embodiment of that for myself and my world.'"

I can light up the sky with the sun and spread that joy everywhere, and never speak to a soul, but that's what's happening behind the scenes. So be mindful that what you want to attract into your life has everything to do with you—and not in a bad way. I'm literally saying to you that there's more power within you and from you than you give yourself credit for. There's more power within you, from you, and to you than you even utilize.

You have the power to go, "No, I don't choose that. I give it to God. Nope, I don't choose that. I give it to"—whatever you want to say—"I give it to love. I don't choose that." So as thoughts start surfacing about who you are not, instead of struggling with them, you can literally say to the energy or the memory—which is an energy anyway—"No, I'm not. I don't embody that. Thank you for the opportunity. No, thank you. I choose the joy of who I am. I choose my own self-definition. That's who I am, and I choose it in love and well-being for myself and for all."

There is a full evolution happening for you, and it's happening at all times. It's happening when you're awake and when you're asleep. It's happening for everything around you, and especially other souls, like the animal kingdom.

The animal kingdom has a right to be here—absolutely. The animal kingdom was here prior to humanity. To destroy the animal kingdom's place of home and then be enraged that animals are now walking the streets of humanity is, to me, dwelling in the lowest vibrational frequency possible. You don't destroy somebody's family, destroy their children, destroy their home, and then get mad that they're knocking on your door. There are those who are doing that.

I say to you, the universe is listening, and what's happening to the animal kingdom—what has been happening to the animal kingdom, and what is now amplified ten millionfold—is, in my view, the lowest version of humanity possible. It's not okay. So I say to all the souls of the animal kingdom: "Please forgive us. Forgive us."

With that said, everything I shared with you tonight—if it resonated, make it your own. If there was a sentence or a word that didn't resonate, seek out what does. Make it your own. Become empowered. And please, please, please, for those who believe this, stop believing and feeling that fear or hate is stronger than love, or that love is somehow more passive than fear and hate.

I'm not talking about romantic love. I don't even have to talk about romantic love because romantic love is off the charts. It reveals itself when you're involved with somebody in romantic love. It is bigger than life, so that energy doesn't even need an introduction.

I'm talking about where people feel a greater amount of power with hate and fear, which is so ironic. Hate and fear destroy and deplete. They completely drain. They're not self-sustaining; they need to be fed. Love, by contrast, is a continuing, renewing, self-renewing, life-affirming, energy-expanding frequency. So you decide: Which one do you want to plug into?

By no means whatsoever am I saying that if something makes you angry, don't express it, or if something makes you fearful, just go toward love and take a flower. No. Don't take a flower; leave it where it is. Express yourself however you need to. I'm saying break up the day or the evening with some different vibrations.

When you experience the true power of loving yourself and of understanding the vibration and frequency of the universe, there will be a quickening in your life, for you and within you, that far surpasses any false lower vibration. I offer you that today.

Start with yourself and finish with yourself. Know that your ability to impact the entire consciousness of humanity resides within your ability to impact yourself. When you can do that, and you do it by choice—"This is who I want to be. This is how I want to be right now"—and you actually feel the action and the feeling of that choice, you're there.

You're not there alone. You're there with others who are there, and you start attracting an energy that is off the charts. There's no greater power than that for change.

This is Cynthia Sloan with Awakening Matters. Thank you so much for tuning in. I send you so much love and light. You can find me over on my website. I have a YouTube channel as well. I was about to give "cynS999"—no, that's my email [exact rendering requires verification]. My website is CynthiaSloan9.com [exact website spelling requires verification]. You can find access to everything else on there. I'll say goodbye for just now.