The first thing I have to say is that I am not a physical person. In fact, I was exhausted right after birth. By the age of 5, I had already had two near death experiences and suffered from sinus issues already, ( I still do ). As I grew older, it got worse. I used to think of myself as a floating head. All mind, no body. I believe this was probably called "disassociation ". However, I was highly analytical and just didn't like all the messy physical stuff like eating, walking, moving, pain ...