WOW!!! This has developed into quite the thread. What was the original topic here? ... :-)
If I may be so bold to add:
With all these energies hitting I thought I had it all under control.
"Ha" said that little child. "you think you got it licked eh?"
Most recently I too have questioned everything and sometimes my discernment still leaves me hanging in bewilderment.
I seem to find that with every thought, there's a thousand futures/pasts (not all good!), and now more than ever I can slip into any of these very dark places, feel the horrible energy and then I am "back" in a matter of seconds. I ask myself constantly why this is happening to me when I want to experience only laughter and joy.
With the veils tearing down, this transparency allows us all that much more to see. Sometimes my life does not feel like a gift to the opening up, but rather a curse to showing me how it could be if I were to get on "their" ( so many names for "them"), band wagon with my energy and reinforce "their" thoughts to creation. Keeping in mind with our ever increasing power ... we are all the self-fulfilling prophecies that we so often refer to. (Now how's that for going from a micro to a macro scenario here!)
And so to all this dark energy I say with gratitude you are most welcome that you found an outlet through me, as through this service I know without a shadow of a doubt there was some healing going on for the rest of the planet, well at least there had better have been!!!
Of course I choose otherwise, but my experiences of late have not reflected that choice. On a personal level I still wonder what the other person really meant in their actions or in what they said or wrote. This is why I hate emails so much. I need to feel the voice in order to understand and iron things out, if indeed there is anything needed to be ironed out . Quite often I find after all is said and done most things were just in my own head anyways and we just weren't communicating on the same page in that moment. It can be exhausting trying to weed through other people's expressions. My shrink thinks I am paranoid. (Wait till he hears about my not so pleasant ET experiences - Funny though I still innately dream of the good guys, (so they must exist). ... And the only time I am comfortable in my own skin is when I am directing my own ship).
Other than that I feel comfortable with the faeries, and devas and love to indulge in their magical games. So fragile they are and some of us are but physical replications of that consciousness trying to "fit in" to a 3D reality. And those little ones understand the pain of this very thing.
I too have a difficult time decifering posts by Brightlights, Individualized, Read in Between, whatever other names you go by:
"Read the code - It's there" - Should I be feeling a little stupid or inferior that I cannot figure it out? I guess you just have to spell it out with more clarity for the rest of us that do not understand. :-)
Misunderstanding = standing under someone or something and being misplaced in one's own truth
Fact: None of what is written here is to be taken as a personal attack. Again I am just sorting through my own thoughts, and what others think of me is none of my business.
WOW!!! This has developed into quite the thread. What was the original topic here?
: Thanks for your responce..... I am very happy an relieved at your
: reply:) Life has been quite a roller coast ride for me for quite
: awhile and the more I experience the more I question the human mind
: and behavour. I post under the name of Tinker Bell as she does remind
: me of me...she is very small and fragile and peaceful and loving. She
: tries to spread joy and fairy dust of hope and miricles to others and
: that's what I try to do too even though at time I get so very tired I
: keep positive thoughts going in myself and share with others. Tinker
: Bell always makes me smile and we all need as much of that as we can
: now a days:).Thanks again and I do love your Tinker Bell
: pictures:)Peace and Love....Tink