As we passed into the Mayan Sixth Night on November 9, 2009, it was as if a curtain had risen, revealing a daily stage play that could only be described as back to back synchronous metaphors, mirroring higher realities in each day’s events. Many fears surfaced to be revealed and healed, and it’s been a continual “clearing process” since. Evolution of “spirit”/soul requires the eventual release of our fears… perhaps not all of them, and certainly it’s rare to be able to bring up, confront and release even one. I know for myself that many have been “hitting me smack in the face” lately. And, they just don’t go away by themselves… double drat!
That’s what I like about Patricia Cori’s recent video, Talks To Freedom Central Amsterdam, Nov 2009 in which she says that the first things we must face are our fears. It’s not about flying out of the Crown Chakra, turning on our DNA, or expanding our Pineal Gland; nope… we must first clean house! And every speck of dust remains where it is, even under the carpet, until we go through and either sweep, vacuum or blow it away. It’s okay to use lasers or your own preferred “tool” of imagination. Besides, I prefer the Clown Chakra. It’s kept me going through the many dark nights of the soul.
That said, you are in “control” of how, when and why you share yourself, and it needn’t be a frightening prospect being surrounded by those who are surely working on being the words we’ve all read and internalized. So, here’s another opportunity to move through a blockage by turning around within, facing and walking through it, finding there’s something else on the other side…
Often there are “breakthroughs”, then the long, arduous climb to yet another cliff to jump off of. It doesn’t seem to end. But it will, and it must, as we are committed – not just to the “Funny Farm” or to the insane people who start rolling eyeballs when we share our strange realities; we’re committed to transforming and transcending our limitations and distortions from many lifetimes. As this is the “end of time” for this game board, it would appear that this is “last call for alcohol” before the bar closes.
The most glaring shift is that of moving out of unconsciousness into more conscious being, until we are graced with full consciousness, whatever that means. What accompanies consciousness is conscience. Those who operate from a high percentage of self-serving behavior lack conscience. Having read numerous NDE and OBE accounts, I’m certain there are realities so far beyond this one in which an illusory being named Lance thinks he’s real, who takes things very seriously… less so than ever, but still prey to illusion.
One of the hardest illusions to penetrate is that we are unique, isolated and that there are “others” out there eternally judging us. It’s called “inner considering”. The result is being self-conscious; fearful. And, we ALL do it; everyone is in their heads wondering what someone else is thinking about them. If that’s true, then the person who has this realization knows that it’s possible to step out of that, and be free. That is called “external consideration” or being thoughtful of others. After all, if everyone is doing it, why put ourselves through such torture?
Everyone ELSE can do it for us!
We are all fragments of the same One, and one illusion is that we are not. This is reinforced by the PTB in order to control us. Hence, the faster we begin living as if we are one, and what we do to another we are doing to our Selves, the more accelerated is our shift out of distortions and negativity. We literally re-move our Selves out of the paradigm which attempts at every level to control and enslave. Granted, we all have cellular memories of past lives (actually all concurrent ones), but that too must be hauled up and vacuumed (or lasered) out.
My intent is to be free as spirit, soaring and being “all that is” non-locally without limitations, out of duality with all the lessons it provides. Perhaps each moment is infinite and eternal, and somewhere it is being lived in the ever-present Now. But who and where are the other soul fragments that I am? What might it be like to be united as One? As a multidimensional aspect of an enormous Being, which has chosen to experience itself in limitation and duality, that illusion of limitation comes to an end; and very fast at that.
I got sidetracked on my usual philosophical musings, when what I wanted to mention were the birds. Lately, I’ve been feeding the birds on my deck railing each day. The most amazing little finches hop around, giving me a literal “peep” show… Blue Jays with fancy top hats swoop down and occasionally gulp down huge amounts, and I reflected on what is said about each of us having a different perspective… that’s true, but I think we can also agree on some basic truths without having to feel the need to justify, fall prey to false humility, or to “splain ourselves”, Lucy. We can, and are, moving into many perceptual shifts which include all aspects of higher communication with a growing collective consciousness.
For instance, regardless of the types of birds that put on their little show, they ALL recognize from afar there’s bird seed on the railing. And, they chirp to communicate; some squawk, but they all AGREE there’s some good ol’ fashioned FOOD just waiting to be eaten! None argue about it, some dominate for a bit, but they all get some of the meal, and all work in a kind of quirky harmony doing their dance. They come and go in waves. Are we not similar? There are simple truths staring us in the face – and I’m writing this for myself right now – such as the waves that seem to go on infinitely, never-ending, soothing to one’s being…rising, falling, pulled by invisible strings.
Is it possible we take ourselves and this lifetime far too seriously?
After all, even dolts seem to be smart enough to figure out that life flashes by in a literal blink of the eye. From what I can ascertain, and I can be an ascertainer at times, spirit never dies, and there is no such thing as birth or death. There is a continuum of interpenetrating “energies” of which we are not presently fully conscious. There is a growing or sporadic awakening in moments, days, in waves that seem to bob UP and DOWN yet spiral in the longer cycles in an ascending manner. Most often, our “moments” don’t coincide with another’s, so that when the light bulb goes ON for one, it can awaken the sleeper momentarily. That light awakens another and so on… until there is light everywhere, and the need for “reminders” fades in the distance. This alchemical transformation is the eternal manna, or the metaphor for an elusive “perpetual motion” machine. Consciousness igniting itself like an eternal flame.
I prefer or choose to believe that this drama we observe playing itself out has a HAPPY ENDING. If I were a Creator, I’d certainly be a dummy to write myself a horrid ending, where I end up gobbled up by the “bad guys”, mere grains of sand on the beach of my Self. What a beach! And what kind of Grand Scheme would THAT be? Psychopathic, perhaps… oh, even a Creator may have to experience a bit of that… who knows? But in the end, it’s got to be easy, fun and blissful beyond the highest one’s wildest dreams. And, hasn’t life been called a DREAM more often than not? Sure, we can keep our fears, insecurities and denial, but this is the Master Game and we are all Masters, whether or not we are aware of it presently. This is who we are in the matter.
As “wonderful” as life can be, I can easily imagine a bajillion “better” realities… and who knows; perhaps we’re playing out roles in all of them… parallels, other dimensions, all at the same “time”. I think that’s what the “end of time” signifies; a return to full consciousness of all that is, both with a small “a” and Capital ATI. Or, you may prefer to call it TIL (The Infinite Light). In any case, we’re all about to find out- in THIS lifetime, the grande finale approaches, even if it may not look like our expectations tell us it “should”. Many surprises await, no matter how one views it… all are “right”. So, there’s no way that anyone can “lose” by taking a risk in life; we lose when we do NOT take risks, by playing small. If we Are “gods-in-training”, or even God with a big G inside, then that’s something we’re also going to have to confront: our grandness. Notice I didn’t say “grandiosity”, which implies ego… but our being Grand and allowing ourselves – finally – to Be.
Best Wishes,
Lance/Zany Mystic
A Fireside Chat With Zany Mystic